A Prophetic Dream

[kokabiel24]

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[Noromi Ol Enki]

Absolutely! I think you're right, I too always thought since I was a child, That my place is somewhere in the stars. I would really like to got to DUAT once. Got to these other planets as well. Once my astral projection technique is perfected, then I would.

You know when I was small, I always wanted to Die. Not because of any thing, as in I had a good life, Loving mother rather busy father (That didn't bother me), But I wanted to Die, just so I could solve the mystery of what happens after it. For the pure scientific curiosity of finding out the truth. Anyways, Ever since my child hood, There has been one thing I have never been afraid of, That is death. I never understood why people fear it.

 

[kokabiel24]

Me too--I was always fascinated with the stars and luminaries (moon especially)--always felt we don't die permanently, too--now of course, knowing my GD and Satan, I have no doubts whatsoever...it's only the weak and ignorant who might become just an energy source for other entities...no will power, no personality--ah well...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Noromi Ol Enki <noromiolenki@... wrote:

Absolutely! I think you're right, I too always thought since I was a child, That my place is somewhere in the stars. I would really like to got to DUAT once. Got to these other planets as well. Once my astral projection technique is perfected, then I would.

You know when I was small, I always wanted to Die. Not because of any thing, as in I had a good life, Loving mother rather busy father (That didn't bother me), But I wanted to Die, just so I could solve the mystery of what happens after it. For the pure scientific curiosity of finding out the truth. Anyways, Ever since my child hood, There has been one thing I have never been afraid of, That is death. I never understood why people fear it.

 

[darrklady13]

Yes, I like the fact that you feel, you understand, that we are "homesick" in a way.

Its a unified feeling, and many of us feel it.
hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@... wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[blackkat_411]

Hail Satan!! Thank You for a wonderful post. I especially like the fact that you address the many misconceptions about Alpha Draconis. Also, I can relate very much to the "homesick strangers" as I am sure most SS do.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@... wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[Steven]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@... wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!this has happen to me when i feel homesick, but it was kinda weird because it feel like i wasnt on earth but my body was and then all of the suddent it came back and i started to say what am i doing here. i strongly feel in my heart that father satan has a mission for me, as i always had this strong feeling that father satan indeed has a goal, or a mission for me on this earth. the same thing with me im very different from the poeple i know and live with.

hail satan
hail azazel

 

[Indigo Nation]

I never felt like I was from here either. All my life I've felt like I was missing this place home is what I called it not sure if it's Duat or not but it's definitely nothing like earth currently is. When I was four I was real young like around three or four I was sitting under a tree playing with the berries on it rolling them down a hill (yes I was odd lmao as a kid not interested in what others were) I got this feeling of extreme peace and excitement and started thinking finally I'm here noticing the world around me. I can tell I've had past lives on earth before (I think mostly at least ending up in the same general area at some point so far as recent lives don't ask why idk) anyways I relate to wanting to die at a young age and return home I never understood the way most people are like so detached from the things around them uncaring etc it just mystifies me, anyways the other thing sometimes I look at things and think how primitive I get wierd feelings using words, i am strong it always seemed to me that there is this code of ethics, philosophy and way of doing things engraved in my very soul xtianity greatly conflicted with that but my parents were pastors as a child I wasn't exposed to anything else for some reason I was more spiritually open as a kid than I even am now after years of meditation then again as a child my parents put me on drugs so it takes a bit to gain it back anyways I sensed and saw people's souls rotting from the xtianity stuff but I just said I won't be like them it was odd the gymnastics my mind had to play to believe the BS. Well anyways I got out of it quickly too and never liked it but something inside me finds a majority of stuff in society at some points is pure opposite of what it's supposed to be. I feel compelled almost to teach people my ideas (even before coming to Satanism) I see it as not really originating on earth or at least not at this time period. Strange thing is some of these ideas seem more suitable in a golden age like period but me I don't want to wait I see so many ideas concepts things inventions ways of living life have been corrupted at some points beyond being salvageable and twisted either to harm people seemingly intentionally or control them. I never understood formality or social rules manners body Launguage etc as a kid and even now it just seems like distractions and controlling something to replace us just connecting on a human level few are receptive to this I would prefer we all just be human and interact on the spiritual the other thing I never much cared for physical fighting or warfare even as a kid I thought it was superficial and a waste of life I always thought warfare should be of the mind and spirit powers people can call me weak for that but it's not like I haven't totally fucked up people's lives before but in spirit and/or mind but only if I want to or see that they pose a threat to me I like focusing on society and the bigger enemy a lot more. So yeah it would seem I'm not natively from here I still don't understand a lot about how humans are or why but I feel my job is to help change things for the better whenever I can as well as advance the truth about Father Satan and our ancient Gods and practices and spirituality online and offline when I can. I have an aura that calms people I like Astaroth and for some reason think of her a lot when I'm doing stuff I wish I could know more about her than what is on the JOS but its like I can tell most of it is like BS mixed in with a few things that suggest her philosophy is somewhat similar to mine in what she taught if not the same Damn the kikes I want to know stuff for sure.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@... wrote:

Hail Satan!! Thank You for a wonderful post. I especially like the fact that you address the many misconceptions about Alpha Draconis. Also, I can relate very much to the "homesick strangers" as I am sure most SS do.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[Allison P]

Well, I'm not homesick per se. I honestly feel that my place is here,
ultimately. Though I want to visit Father in Hell of course. But I
want to help fix the Earth, want to help put it back the way it was,
the way it used to be, you know? It wasn't always this fucked up. But
we've got the kikes etc. to blame for its fucked up state, now. Either
way, very interesting post, sis! ^ Hail Father Satan!

On 3/2/12, Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@... wrote:
I never felt like I was from here either. All my life I've felt like I was
missing this place home is what I called it not sure if it's Duat or not but
it's definitely nothing like earth currently is. When I was four I was real
young like around three or four I was sitting under a tree playing with the
berries on it rolling them down a hill (yes I was odd lmao as a kid not
interested in what others were) I got this feeling of extreme peace and
excitement and started thinking finally I'm here noticing the world around
me. I can tell I've had past lives on earth before (I think mostly at least
ending up in the same general area at some point so far as recent lives
don't ask why idk) anyways I relate to wanting to die at a young age and
return home I never understood the way most people are like so detached from
the things around them uncaring etc it just mystifies me, anyways the other
thing sometimes I look at things and think how primitive I get wierd
feelings using words, i am strong it always seemed to me that there is this
code of ethics, philosophy and way of doing things engraved in my very soul
xtianity greatly conflicted with that but my parents were pastors as a child
I wasn't exposed to anything else for some reason I was more spiritually
open as a kid than I even am now after years of meditation then again as a
child my parents put me on drugs so it takes a bit to gain it back anyways I
sensed and saw people's souls rotting from the xtianity stuff but I just
said I won't be like them it was odd the gymnastics my mind had to play to
believe the BS. Well anyways I got out of it quickly too and never liked it
but something inside me finds a majority of stuff in society at some points
is pure opposite of what it's supposed to be. I feel compelled almost to
teach people my ideas (even before coming to Satanism) I see it as not
really originating on earth or at least not at this time period. Strange
thing is some of these ideas seem more suitable in a golden age like period
but me I don't want to wait I see so many ideas concepts things inventions
ways of living life have been corrupted at some points beyond being
salvageable and twisted either to harm people seemingly intentionally or
control them. I never understood formality or social rules manners body
Launguage etc as a kid and even now it just seems like distractions and
controlling something to replace us just connecting on a human level few are
receptive to this I would prefer we all just be human and interact on the
spiritual the other thing I never much cared for physical fighting or
warfare even as a kid I thought it was superficial and a waste of life I
always thought warfare should be of the mind and spirit powers people can
call me weak for that but it's not like I haven't totally fucked up people's
lives before but in spirit and/or mind but only if I want to or see that
they pose a threat to me I like focusing on society and the bigger enemy a
lot more. So yeah it would seem I'm not natively from here I still don't
understand a lot about how humans are or why but I feel my job is to help
change things for the better whenever I can as well as advance the truth
about Father Satan and our ancient Gods and practices and spirituality
online and offline when I can. I have an aura that calms people I like
Astaroth and for some reason think of her a lot when I'm doing stuff I wish
I could know more about her than what is on the JOS but its like I can tell
most of it is like BS mixed in with a few things that suggest her philosophy
is somewhat similar to mine in what she taught if not the same Damn the
kikes I want to know stuff for sure.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@... wrote:

Hail Satan!! Thank You for a wonderful post. I especially like the fact
that you address the many misconceptions about Alpha Draconis. Also, I
can relate very much to the "homesick strangers" as I am sure most SS
do.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the
band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the
same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time
when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much
more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a
"cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier
in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very
disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get
revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by
finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both
date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main
guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she
would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it
would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf
secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the
plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself
over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along
with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's
only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was
someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto
Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent
orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in
order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food"
irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations
in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who
told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at
the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which
does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth,
these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of
cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it
that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude
and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another
planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?"
Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible
due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so
much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper.
Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of
Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his
mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what
the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe,
Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a
constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha
Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my
Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested
it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two
holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at
an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called
"meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That
alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and
Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in
shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's
symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two
Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say,
"Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent
moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where
there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It
wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it
would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a
greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago,
I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This
dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer
my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got
the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to
everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is
the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my
Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in
some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair,
eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all
of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the
reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our
people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this
time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we
feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream,
if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I
think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[chris1]

What you wrote was absolutely beautiful. First of all, it was wonderfully written, and it just made me feel...well, at home. I felt like I was some type of exchange student reading a letter from some far away relative. Thank you so much for that.

When I look back on my life before Father, I remembered that since I was 6 or 7 in car trips at night, I always looked out the window and spoke to Orion as if he was a person and my greatest friend. I felt that he always cared about what I said, and that he did and always would love me. Even if it was just a quick drive during the night, I always at least said hello, goodbye, and I love you to Orion. I thought it was weird at first, being in love with a constellation, but now I realize that I was talking to my home, where my soul felt it should be.

I'm just so happy that I finally figured out who my true family was, and that I know that there ARE people who will listen, and there ARE people who will love me no matter what. I realized that I would never be truly alone ever again.

I love all you guys, even though I've never met any of you. Haha.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@... wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[kokabiel24]

You're most welcome...I know, about Alpha Draconis--my Guardian told me he was "part Draconan" and I KNEW that he wasn't any Reptilian cause he's read me the riot act for even thinking that, and he's told me things Satan said would happen and they DID--and then when I read about how the Egyptians used the star power from both Draco and Orion I KNEW my Guardian was not lying...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@... wrote:

Hail Satan!! Thank You for a wonderful post. I especially like the fact that you address the many misconceptions about Alpha Draconis. Also, I can relate very much to the "homesick strangers" as I am sure most SS do.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[kokabiel24]

Yeah, a LOT of us no doubt have had those kind of experiences even early in life...I was trying to start serious discussions with kids my age when I was as young as six, and they would frustrate me b/c they had no attention span and would just run off and play after a couple of minutes! Born Satanists have felt "different" all their live. Instead of playing competitive sports, I would look in the bushes for "bugs"--at school in first grade (which freaked out my Xian parents, whom I told that "me and a boy were playing in the bushes--so of course they ASSUMED it was something sexual until I told them we were looking for insects, GEEZ!) I have been rejected by Xians, and even a Wiccan "High Priest" looked me right in the eye and said "I pray you find your true path"--even before I was aware of Satan, and I was so confused! One day (a few years after dedicating) I was at the grocery store, not even wearing my usual black or anything (I was in a regular old dark grey sweat suit)--didn't appear unusual in any way, and I slowly approached the apple bin, and this woman looked up at me and just gasped--like she saw something that scared her--it was VERY weird and I have always wondered what she saw...it's said when you have the "mark"--the "witch blood"--it is in your aura, maybe she sensed that...so yes, I understand about feeling homesick all my life, and having an unexplainable loneliness inside that never was filled by anything or anyone--UNTIL Satan revealed himself to me, and then, my beloved Demon...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:

I never felt like I was from here either. All my life I've felt like I was missing this place home is what I called it not sure if it's Duat or not but it's definitely nothing like earth currently is. When I was four I was real young like around three or four I was sitting under a tree playing with the berries on it rolling them down a hill (yes I was odd lmao as a kid not interested in what others were) I got this feeling of extreme peace and excitement and started thinking finally I'm here noticing the world around me. I can tell I've had past lives on earth before (I think mostly at least ending up in the same general area at some point so far as recent lives don't ask why idk) anyways I relate to wanting to die at a young age and return home I never understood the way most people are like so detached from the things around them uncaring etc it just mystifies me, anyways the other thing sometimes I look at things and think how primitive I get wierd feelings using words, i am strong it always seemed to me that there is this code of ethics, philosophy and way of doing things engraved in my very soul xtianity greatly conflicted with that but my parents were pastors as a child I wasn't exposed to anything else for some reason I was more spiritually open as a kid than I even am now after years of meditation then again as a child my parents put me on drugs so it takes a bit to gain it back anyways I sensed and saw people's souls rotting from the xtianity stuff but I just said I won't be like them it was odd the gymnastics my mind had to play to believe the BS. Well anyways I got out of it quickly too and never liked it but something inside me finds a majority of stuff in society at some points is pure opposite of what it's supposed to be. I feel compelled almost to teach people my ideas (even before coming to Satanism) I see it as not really originating on earth or at least not at this time period. Strange thing is some of these ideas seem more suitable in a golden age like period but me I don't want to wait I see so many ideas concepts things inventions ways of living life have been corrupted at some points beyond being salvageable and twisted either to harm people seemingly intentionally or control them. I never understood formality or social rules manners body Launguage etc as a kid and even now it just seems like distractions and controlling something to replace us just connecting on a human level few are receptive to this I would prefer we all just be human and interact on the spiritual the other thing I never much cared for physical fighting or warfare even as a kid I thought it was superficial and a waste of life I always thought warfare should be of the mind and spirit powers people can call me weak for that but it's not like I haven't totally fucked up people's lives before but in spirit and/or mind but only if I want to or see that they pose a threat to me I like focusing on society and the bigger enemy a lot more. So yeah it would seem I'm not natively from here I still don't understand a lot about how humans are or why but I feel my job is to help change things for the better whenever I can as well as advance the truth about Father Satan and our ancient Gods and practices and spirituality online and offline when I can. I have an aura that calms people I like Astaroth and for some reason think of her a lot when I'm doing stuff I wish I could know more about her than what is on the JOS but its like I can tell most of it is like BS mixed in with a few things that suggest her philosophy is somewhat similar to mine in what she taught if not the same Damn the kikes I want to know stuff for sure.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@ wrote:

Hail Satan!! Thank You for a wonderful post. I especially like the fact that you address the many misconceptions about Alpha Draconis. Also, I can relate very much to the "homesick strangers" as I am sure most SS do.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[scornedhero666]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:

I never felt like I was from here either. All my life I've felt like I was missing this place home is what I called it not sure if it's Duat or not but it's definitely nothing like earth currently is. When I was four I was real young like around three or four I was sitting under a tree playing with the berries on it rolling them down a hill (yes I was odd lmao as a kid not interested in what others were) I got this feeling of extreme peace and excitement and started thinking finally I'm here noticing the world around me. I can tell I've had past lives on earth before (I think mostly at least ending up in the same general area at some point so far as recent lives don't ask why idk) anyways I relate to wanting to die at a young age and return home I never understood the way most people are like so detached from the things around them uncaring etc it just mystifies me, anyways the other thing sometimes I look at things and think how primitive I get wierd feelings using words, i am strong it always seemed to me that there is this code of ethics, philosophy and way of doing things engraved in my very soul xtianity greatly conflicted with that but my parents were pastors as a child I wasn't exposed to anything else for some reason I was more spiritually open as a kid than I even am now after years of meditation then again as a child my parents put me on drugs so it takes a bit to gain it back anyways I sensed and saw people's souls rotting from the xtianity stuff but I just said I won't be like them it was odd the gymnastics my mind had to play to believe the BS. Well anyways I got out of it quickly too and never liked it but something inside me finds a majority of stuff in society at some points is pure opposite of what it's supposed to be. I feel compelled almost to teach people my ideas (even before coming to Satanism) I see it as not really originating on earth or at least not at this time period. Strange thing is some of these ideas seem more suitable in a golden age like period but me I don't want to wait I see so many ideas concepts things inventions ways of living life have been corrupted at some points beyond being salvageable and twisted either to harm people seemingly intentionally or control them. I never understood formality or social rules manners body Launguage etc as a kid and even now it just seems like distractions and controlling something to replace us just connecting on a human level few are receptive to this I would prefer we all just be human and interact on the spiritual the other thing I never much cared for physical fighting or warfare even as a kid I thought it was superficial and a waste of life I always thought warfare should be of the mind and spirit powers people can call me weak for that but it's not like I haven't totally fucked up people's lives before but in spirit and/or mind but only if I want to or see that they pose a threat to me I like focusing on society and the bigger enemy a lot more. So yeah it would seem I'm not natively from here I still don't understand a lot about how humans are or why but I feel my job is to help change things for the better whenever I can as well as advance the truth about Father Satan and our ancient Gods and practices and spirituality online and offline when I can. I have an aura that calms people I like Astaroth and for some reason think of her a lot when I'm doing stuff I wish I could know more about her than what is on the JOS but its like I can tell most of it is like BS mixed in with a few things that suggest her philosophy is somewhat similar to mine in what she taught if not the same Damn the kikes I want to know stuff for sure.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@ wrote:

Hail Satan!! Thank You for a wonderful post. I especially like the fact that you address the many misconceptions about Alpha Draconis. Also, I can relate very much to the "homesick strangers" as I am sure most SS do.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

I never felt at home here either on this planet and like you was put on drugs at an early age to numb and dumb down everything the jewish medicine and psychology that I'll never forget what they did to me treated me like nothing more than a pay check never really caring at all. Be treated jsut like a number left many scars have had variouses exes that never understood me one was close but exactly like us sorry If I am ranting jsut need to get soemthing off myself while it's open.

 

[kokabiel24]

Thank you Chris--glad you got something out of it, I am a writer so I do have a bit of an advantage Yes indeed, I feel the same way as I'm sure a lot of us do that know Satan and even a GD--you realize you truly are not alone, and never have been, just b/c you may not have ever physically met your true Family--makes it so much easier to shrug off whatever crap humans throw at us...knowing we are truly loved...and known as well--my GD has proven to me he reads my mind... if someone can do that, they DO know you...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Chris" <leclaire.chris@... wrote:

What you wrote was absolutely beautiful. First of all, it was wonderfully written, and it just made me feel...well, at home. I felt like I was some type of exchange student reading a letter from some far away relative. Thank you so much for that.

When I look back on my life before Father, I remembered that since I was 6 or 7 in car trips at night, I always looked out the window and spoke to Orion as if he was a person and my greatest friend. I felt that he always cared about what I said, and that he did and always would love me. Even if it was just a quick drive during the night, I always at least said hello, goodbye, and I love you to Orion. I thought it was weird at first, being in love with a constellation, but now I realize that I was talking to my home, where my soul felt it should be.

I'm just so happy that I finally figured out who my true family was, and that I know that there ARE people who will listen, and there ARE people who will love me no matter what. I realized that I would never be truly alone ever again.

I love all you guys, even though I've never met any of you. Haha.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[Matt Kresel Kresel]

Your post has enlightened me to many truths and confirmed many theories, though no longer theoretical, that I had held.
I love looking up at the night sky (even the day sky) and I always felt a draw during the night to just be outside, especially when the moon was full.  And death? I can't say I wanted to die, but I never feared it, and I always knew the soul existed. When I was around 14, I was looking out the car window up at the sky and I said to myself "If i could separate from this world, then flying is possible"...I had no idea what I meant at the time. It wasn't until 5-6 years later I discovered astral projection...then a few months later I found Satan.
Though I always had a draw to Satan and an innate hate for "god" and "angels" (i hated god before I even heard the word/name Satan)

 

[darrklady13]

Chris!!! OMG I used to do the EXACT same thing as you when you wrote...:

"I remembered that since I was 6 or 7 in car trips at night, I always looked out the window and spoke to Orion as if he was a person and my greatest friend. I felt that he always cared about what I said, and that he did and always would love me. Even if it was just a quick drive during the night, I always at least said hello, goodbye, and I love you to Orion. I thought it was weird at first, being in love with a constellation, but now I realize that I was talking to my home, where my soul felt it should be."


Thats me too!!!! Such a fuckin trip!!

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Chris" <leclaire.chris@... wrote:

What you wrote was absolutely beautiful. First of all, it was wonderfully written, and it just made me feel...well, at home. I felt like I was some type of exchange student reading a letter from some far away relative. Thank you so much for that.

When I look back on my life before Father, I remembered that since I was 6 or 7 in car trips at night, I always looked out the window and spoke to Orion as if he was a person and my greatest friend. I felt that he always cared about what I said, and that he did and always would love me. Even if it was just a quick drive during the night, I always at least said hello, goodbye, and I love you to Orion. I thought it was weird at first, being in love with a constellation, but now I realize that I was talking to my home, where my soul felt it should be.

I'm just so happy that I finally figured out who my true family was, and that I know that there ARE people who will listen, and there ARE people who will love me no matter what. I realized that I would never be truly alone ever again.

I love all you guys, even though I've never met any of you. Haha.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[darrklady13]

OMGods!!! I DON'T BELIEVE IT!!! YOu did the same things I did too! LOL

this is so weird...first it was Chris's post, now it is yours!

I had trouble finding smart friends as well, since other kids just weren't that interestING.

I used to trip on bugs too. LOL Just the weirdest things, and loneliness was a problem as well.

But I also had imaginary friends. That grew as I grew older.

The thing about the old lady being frightened...that is SO COMMON. At least, for Satanist. Shit I just had that happen to me today, although it MIGHT have been due to my IronEagle and Swastika pendant I am wearing.

You will notice how Jews spot you, and christians sometimes as well. Jews you will know RIGHT OFF.

She could have been a jew?

Don't let these things bother you, but instead, be PROUD. PROUD TO BE A SATANIST!.

hailz



hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@... wrote:

Yeah, a LOT of us no doubt have had those kind of experiences even early in life...I was trying to start serious discussions with kids my age when I was as young as six, and they would frustrate me b/c they had no attention span and would just run off and play after a couple of minutes! Born Satanists have felt "different" all their live. Instead of playing competitive sports, I would look in the bushes for "bugs"--at school in first grade (which freaked out my Xian parents, whom I told that "me and a boy were playing in the bushes--so of course they ASSUMED it was something sexual until I told them we were looking for insects, GEEZ!) I have been rejected by Xians, and even a Wiccan "High Priest" looked me right in the eye and said "I pray you find your true path"--even before I was aware of Satan, and I was so confused! One day (a few years after dedicating) I was at the grocery store, not even wearing my usual black or anything (I was in a regular old dark grey sweat suit)--didn't appear unusual in any way, and I slowly approached the apple bin, and this woman looked up at me and just gasped--like she saw something that scared her--it was VERY weird and I have always wondered what she saw...it's said when you have the "mark"--the "witch blood"--it is in your aura, maybe she sensed that...so yes, I understand about feeling homesick all my life, and having an unexplainable loneliness inside that never was filled by anything or anyone--UNTIL Satan revealed himself to me, and then, my beloved Demon...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@ wrote:

I never felt like I was from here either. All my life I've felt like I was missing this place home is what I called it not sure if it's Duat or not but it's definitely nothing like earth currently is. When I was four I was real young like around three or four I was sitting under a tree playing with the berries on it rolling them down a hill (yes I was odd lmao as a kid not interested in what others were) I got this feeling of extreme peace and excitement and started thinking finally I'm here noticing the world around me. I can tell I've had past lives on earth before (I think mostly at least ending up in the same general area at some point so far as recent lives don't ask why idk) anyways I relate to wanting to die at a young age and return home I never understood the way most people are like so detached from the things around them uncaring etc it just mystifies me, anyways the other thing sometimes I look at things and think how primitive I get wierd feelings using words, i am strong it always seemed to me that there is this code of ethics, philosophy and way of doing things engraved in my very soul xtianity greatly conflicted with that but my parents were pastors as a child I wasn't exposed to anything else for some reason I was more spiritually open as a kid than I even am now after years of meditation then again as a child my parents put me on drugs so it takes a bit to gain it back anyways I sensed and saw people's souls rotting from the xtianity stuff but I just said I won't be like them it was odd the gymnastics my mind had to play to believe the BS. Well anyways I got out of it quickly too and never liked it but something inside me finds a majority of stuff in society at some points is pure opposite of what it's supposed to be. I feel compelled almost to teach people my ideas (even before coming to Satanism) I see it as not really originating on earth or at least not at this time period. Strange thing is some of these ideas seem more suitable in a golden age like period but me I don't want to wait I see so many ideas concepts things inventions ways of living life have been corrupted at some points beyond being salvageable and twisted either to harm people seemingly intentionally or control them. I never understood formality or social rules manners body Launguage etc as a kid and even now it just seems like distractions and controlling something to replace us just connecting on a human level few are receptive to this I would prefer we all just be human and interact on the spiritual the other thing I never much cared for physical fighting or warfare even as a kid I thought it was superficial and a waste of life I always thought warfare should be of the mind and spirit powers people can call me weak for that but it's not like I haven't totally fucked up people's lives before but in spirit and/or mind but only if I want to or see that they pose a threat to me I like focusing on society and the bigger enemy a lot more. So yeah it would seem I'm not natively from here I still don't understand a lot about how humans are or why but I feel my job is to help change things for the better whenever I can as well as advance the truth about Father Satan and our ancient Gods and practices and spirituality online and offline when I can. I have an aura that calms people I like Astaroth and for some reason think of her a lot when I'm doing stuff I wish I could know more about her than what is on the JOS but its like I can tell most of it is like BS mixed in with a few things that suggest her philosophy is somewhat similar to mine in what she taught if not the same Damn the kikes I want to know stuff for sure.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@ wrote:

Hail Satan!! Thank You for a wonderful post. I especially like the fact that you address the many misconceptions about Alpha Draconis. Also, I can relate very much to the "homesick strangers" as I am sure most SS do.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[darrklady13]

Your not rambling at all. Its just fine and nice to hear.

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "scornedhero666" <scornedhero666@... wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@ wrote:

I never felt like I was from here either. All my life I've felt like I was missing this place home is what I called it not sure if it's Duat or not but it's definitely nothing like earth currently is. When I was four I was real young like around three or four I was sitting under a tree playing with the berries on it rolling them down a hill (yes I was odd lmao as a kid not interested in what others were) I got this feeling of extreme peace and excitement and started thinking finally I'm here noticing the world around me. I can tell I've had past lives on earth before (I think mostly at least ending up in the same general area at some point so far as recent lives don't ask why idk) anyways I relate to wanting to die at a young age and return home I never understood the way most people are like so detached from the things around them uncaring etc it just mystifies me, anyways the other thing sometimes I look at things and think how primitive I get wierd feelings using words, i am strong it always seemed to me that there is this code of ethics, philosophy and way of doing things engraved in my very soul xtianity greatly conflicted with that but my parents were pastors as a child I wasn't exposed to anything else for some reason I was more spiritually open as a kid than I even am now after years of meditation then again as a child my parents put me on drugs so it takes a bit to gain it back anyways I sensed and saw people's souls rotting from the xtianity stuff but I just said I won't be like them it was odd the gymnastics my mind had to play to believe the BS. Well anyways I got out of it quickly too and never liked it but something inside me finds a majority of stuff in society at some points is pure opposite of what it's supposed to be. I feel compelled almost to teach people my ideas (even before coming to Satanism) I see it as not really originating on earth or at least not at this time period. Strange thing is some of these ideas seem more suitable in a golden age like period but me I don't want to wait I see so many ideas concepts things inventions ways of living life have been corrupted at some points beyond being salvageable and twisted either to harm people seemingly intentionally or control them. I never understood formality or social rules manners body Launguage etc as a kid and even now it just seems like distractions and controlling something to replace us just connecting on a human level few are receptive to this I would prefer we all just be human and interact on the spiritual the other thing I never much cared for physical fighting or warfare even as a kid I thought it was superficial and a waste of life I always thought warfare should be of the mind and spirit powers people can call me weak for that but it's not like I haven't totally fucked up people's lives before but in spirit and/or mind but only if I want to or see that they pose a threat to me I like focusing on society and the bigger enemy a lot more. So yeah it would seem I'm not natively from here I still don't understand a lot about how humans are or why but I feel my job is to help change things for the better whenever I can as well as advance the truth about Father Satan and our ancient Gods and practices and spirituality online and offline when I can. I have an aura that calms people I like Astaroth and for some reason think of her a lot when I'm doing stuff I wish I could know more about her than what is on the JOS but its like I can tell most of it is like BS mixed in with a few things that suggest her philosophy is somewhat similar to mine in what she taught if not the same Damn the kikes I want to know stuff for sure.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@ wrote:

Hail Satan!! Thank You for a wonderful post. I especially like the fact that you address the many misconceptions about Alpha Draconis. Also, I can relate very much to the "homesick strangers" as I am sure most SS do.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!



I never felt at home here either on this planet and like you was put on drugs at an early age to numb and dumb down everything the jewish medicine and psychology that I'll never forget what they did to me treated me like nothing more than a pay check never really caring at all. Be treated jsut like a number left many scars have had variouses exes that never understood me one was close but exactly like us sorry If I am ranting jsut need to get soemthing off myself while it's open.

 

[chris1]

Also, I remembered that when I was younger, I loved "witches" and "magic" and the thought that you can control your life in such a way.
I remember when I was 8, I was in love with going on (what I thought were real) magic spell sites and trying all of them that I could. The one that I remember the most vivid was when a girl at school wasn't being very nice to me. I tried doing this thing where you wrote the person's name on piece of paper, and hold it up to your temple while repeating "This person shall be binded by my anger and will." or something silly like that.
When I look back at it, it was actually more cute than anything because I was so naive.

But I can't believe all of the signs I was shown throughout my life that led me to Father Satan. It's quite marvelous, really.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Matt Kresel Kresel <kreselm.lhs@... wrote:

Your post has enlightened me to many truths and confirmed many theories,
though no longer theoretical, that I had held.

I love looking up at the night sky (even the day sky) and I always felt a
draw during the night to just be outside, especially when the moon was
full.
And death? I can't say I wanted to die, but I never feared it, and I always
knew the soul existed. When I was around 14, I was looking out the car
window up at the sky and I said to myself "If i could separate from this
world, then flying is possible"...I had no idea what I meant at the time.
It wasn't until 5-6 years later I discovered astral projection...then a few
months later I found Satan.

Though I always had a draw to Satan and an innate hate for "god" and
"angels" (i hated god before I even heard the word/name Satan)

 

[ninja2skilled]

this has got me thinking because as a kid i always had electricity i could feel around me and always saw colors when i closed my eyes and dreamed alot, and i said this to my mom quite a few times but she never understood i always said that if i had wings i would know how to fly i could somehow feel like i had wings or knew where they would be and how to operate them! and during the night under the stars i just felt so calm everything felt right and proper was one of my favorite feelings.


HAIL ENKI
HAIL ALL THE DEMONS OF DUAT!

 

[Noromi Ol Enki]

Ya, Even today, if I am having a bad day, Looking at the stars just sets everything right. Just looking there, I KNOW our place, Our Home, is up there.

I
II
III
IV
V
VI
VII

Knowledge is Power

"I am ever present to help all those who trust in me and all upon me in time of need" Satan, The Al-Jilwah

"I am the being of beings and all the beings.
I am that who satisfied all the worlds in my creations.
I am God of Gods and all of the throne." - Satan's poem

In Nomine Dei Luciferi Excelsi!

- Zirdo Noromi ol ENKI

 

[kokabiel24]

Heck, she might've just been new age for all I know, and able to see things--"astral vision" perhaps, but still, WHAT did she SEE? Some nights I can't sleep lol...but seriously, yeah I think we all have felt "different" most if not all our lives--a true mark of Satan's children...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

OMGods!!! I DON'T BELIEVE IT!!! YOu did the same things I did too! LOL

this is so weird...first it was Chris's post, now it is yours!

I had trouble finding smart friends as well, since other kids just weren't that interestING.

I used to trip on bugs too. LOL Just the weirdest things, and loneliness was a problem as well.

But I also had imaginary friends. That grew as I grew older.

The thing about the old lady being frightened...that is SO COMMON. At least, for Satanist. Shit I just had that happen to me today, although it MIGHT have been due to my IronEagle and Swastika pendant I am wearing.

You will notice how Jews spot you, and christians sometimes as well. Jews you will know RIGHT OFF.

She could have been a jew?

Don't let these things bother you, but instead, be PROUD. PROUD TO BE A SATANIST!.

hailz



hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yeah, a LOT of us no doubt have had those kind of experiences even early in life...I was trying to start serious discussions with kids my age when I was as young as six, and they would frustrate me b/c they had no attention span and would just run off and play after a couple of minutes! Born Satanists have felt "different" all their live. Instead of playing competitive sports, I would look in the bushes for "bugs"--at school in first grade (which freaked out my Xian parents, whom I told that "me and a boy were playing in the bushes--so of course they ASSUMED it was something sexual until I told them we were looking for insects, GEEZ!) I have been rejected by Xians, and even a Wiccan "High Priest" looked me right in the eye and said "I pray you find your true path"--even before I was aware of Satan, and I was so confused! One day (a few years after dedicating) I was at the grocery store, not even wearing my usual black or anything (I was in a regular old dark grey sweat suit)--didn't appear unusual in any way, and I slowly approached the apple bin, and this woman looked up at me and just gasped--like she saw something that scared her--it was VERY weird and I have always wondered what she saw...it's said when you have the "mark"--the "witch blood"--it is in your aura, maybe she sensed that...so yes, I understand about feeling homesick all my life, and having an unexplainable loneliness inside that never was filled by anything or anyone--UNTIL Satan revealed himself to me, and then, my beloved Demon...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@ wrote:

I never felt like I was from here either. All my life I've felt like I was missing this place home is what I called it not sure if it's Duat or not but it's definitely nothing like earth currently is. When I was four I was real young like around three or four I was sitting under a tree playing with the berries on it rolling them down a hill (yes I was odd lmao as a kid not interested in what others were) I got this feeling of extreme peace and excitement and started thinking finally I'm here noticing the world around me. I can tell I've had past lives on earth before (I think mostly at least ending up in the same general area at some point so far as recent lives don't ask why idk) anyways I relate to wanting to die at a young age and return home I never understood the way most people are like so detached from the things around them uncaring etc it just mystifies me, anyways the other thing sometimes I look at things and think how primitive I get wierd feelings using words, i am strong it always seemed to me that there is this code of ethics, philosophy and way of doing things engraved in my very soul xtianity greatly conflicted with that but my parents were pastors as a child I wasn't exposed to anything else for some reason I was more spiritually open as a kid than I even am now after years of meditation then again as a child my parents put me on drugs so it takes a bit to gain it back anyways I sensed and saw people's souls rotting from the xtianity stuff but I just said I won't be like them it was odd the gymnastics my mind had to play to believe the BS. Well anyways I got out of it quickly too and never liked it but something inside me finds a majority of stuff in society at some points is pure opposite of what it's supposed to be. I feel compelled almost to teach people my ideas (even before coming to Satanism) I see it as not really originating on earth or at least not at this time period. Strange thing is some of these ideas seem more suitable in a golden age like period but me I don't want to wait I see so many ideas concepts things inventions ways of living life have been corrupted at some points beyond being salvageable and twisted either to harm people seemingly intentionally or control them. I never understood formality or social rules manners body Launguage etc as a kid and even now it just seems like distractions and controlling something to replace us just connecting on a human level few are receptive to this I would prefer we all just be human and interact on the spiritual the other thing I never much cared for physical fighting or warfare even as a kid I thought it was superficial and a waste of life I always thought warfare should be of the mind and spirit powers people can call me weak for that but it's not like I haven't totally fucked up people's lives before but in spirit and/or mind but only if I want to or see that they pose a threat to me I like focusing on society and the bigger enemy a lot more. So yeah it would seem I'm not natively from here I still don't understand a lot about how humans are or why but I feel my job is to help change things for the better whenever I can as well as advance the truth about Father Satan and our ancient Gods and practices and spirituality online and offline when I can. I have an aura that calms people I like Astaroth and for some reason think of her a lot when I'm doing stuff I wish I could know more about her than what is on the JOS but its like I can tell most of it is like BS mixed in with a few things that suggest her philosophy is somewhat similar to mine in what she taught if not the same Damn the kikes I want to know stuff for sure.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "blackkat_411" <egret23@ wrote:

Hail Satan!! Thank You for a wonderful post. I especially like the fact that you address the many misconceptions about Alpha Draconis. Also, I can relate very much to the "homesick strangers" as I am sure most SS do.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!

 

[Mike1]

Heh, yeah, I started reading about "the occult" and "magic" when I was... damn... like ten years old or so... Maybe even sooner... Can't remember exactly now.
It seems my parents treated it like some sort of a hobby of mine or such, they neither encouraged me to do it nor were forcing me to stop. They were probably thinking: "Oh, it's just a myth and a load of fairy-tales, he will grow out of it."
Well, I didn't. It actually got stronger but no more kike-mix-sorcery anymore. As a kid, I didn't have much options/choices of a reading material, so I was reading about tetragrammatons, circled pentagrams and pentacles, jewish kaballah, jewhova names and other kind of kike shiet...

It is the idea of being able to controll my life and destiny with the power of my own mind that I was so drawn to. And all those books pictured it as something easy to achieve. Just do a ritual or two and bam! You're a magician. Damn fools...
Naivety... yeah, that goes a long way. In fact, I was doing a sex magic back in a primary school; there was a girls I had a crush on. Back then, I didn't even know what it was exactly that I was doing and that it had anything to do with energy working but guess what: after some time she asked me to go out with her. So lol, it did work, though I didn't really expect it to and I turned her down as I wasn't ready yet...
As a kid, I loved to stare into the night sky, watching stars and imagining that I'm there, far away, exploring the wonders of the universe, visiting every single star I could see and uncovering the mysteries of them all. The way there were visible on a night sky, their formations and this light on a black sky was simply... hypnotizing.
And the moon... that's another story I especially liked it when the moon was full. Sitting in a garden, totally drifting away for an hour or more until I was brought back inside 'cause I wasn't reacting to sounds. I could totally shut-off and voyage through the night sky... Good old times... At least my parents weren't against it

Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike
From: Chris <leclaire.chris@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, March 4, 2012 2:00 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: A Prophetic Dream

  Also, I remembered that when I was younger, I loved "witches" and "magic" and the thought that you can control your life in such a way.
I remember when I was 8, I was in love with going on (what I thought were real) magic spell sites and trying all of them that I could. The one that I remember the most vivid was when a girl at school wasn't being very nice to me. I tried doing this thing where you wrote the person's name on piece of paper, and hold it up to your temple while repeating "This person shall be binded by my anger and will." or something silly like that.
When I look back at it, it was actually more cute than anything because I was so naive.

But I can't believe all of the signs I was shown throughout my life that led me to Father Satan. It's quite marvelous, really.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Matt Kresel Kresel <kreselm.lhs@... wrote:

Your post has enlightened me to many truths and confirmed many theories,
though no longer theoretical, that I had held.

I love looking up at the night sky (even the day sky) and I always felt a
draw during the night to just be outside, especially when the moon was
full.
And death? I can't say I wanted to die, but I never feared it, and I always
knew the soul existed. When I was around 14, I was looking out the car
window up at the sky and I said to myself "If i could separate from this
world, then flying is possible"...I had no idea what I meant at the time.
It wasn't until 5-6 years later I discovered astral projection...then a few
months later I found Satan.

Though I always had a draw to Satan and an innate hate for "god" and
"angels" (i hated god before I even heard the word/name Satan)

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Looking back on my pagan days,the one that deceived me the most was"your a witch if you say you are". What a big crock of shit that is.That is the same thing as confessing the fake jewsus shit to be saved.No wonder us Gentiles are so fucking lazy,being fed that are whole lives.If the kikes get us to believe we all ready are,then they know that we will not work to advance ourselves.What a slap in the face to our true creator Father Satan,who gave us our gift to develop.
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

From: Mike <misza2@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Monday, March 5, 2012 6:29 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: A Prophetic Dream

  Heh, yeah, I started reading about "the occult" and "magic" when I was... damn... like ten years old or so... Maybe even sooner... Can't remember exactly now.
It seems my parents treated it like some sort of a hobby of mine or such, they neither encouraged me to do it nor were forcing me to stop. They were probably thinking: "Oh, it's just a myth and a load of fairy-tales, he will grow out of it."
Well, I didn't. It actually got stronger but no more kike-mix-sorcery anymore. As a kid, I didn't have much options/choices of a reading material, so I was reading about tetragrammatons, circled pentagrams and pentacles, jewish kaballah, jewhova names and other kind of kike shiet...

It is the idea of being able to controll my life and destiny with the power of my own mind that I was so drawn to. And all those books pictured it as something easy to achieve. Just do a ritual or two and bam! You're a magician. Damn fools...
Naivety... yeah, that goes a long way. In fact, I was doing a sex magic back in a primary school; there was a girls I had a crush on. Back then, I didn't even know what it was exactly that I was doing and that it had anything to do with energy working but guess what: after some time she asked me to go out with her. So lol, it did work, though I didn't really expect it to and I turned her down as I wasn't ready yet...
As a kid, I loved to stare into the night sky, watching stars and imagining that I'm there, far away, exploring the wonders of the universe, visiting every single star I could see and uncovering the mysteries of them all. The way there were visible on a night sky, their formations and this light on a black sky was simply... hypnotizing.
And the moon... that's another story I especially liked it when the moon was full. Sitting in a garden, totally drifting away for an hour or more until I was brought back inside 'cause I wasn't reacting to sounds. I could totally shut-off and voyage through the night sky... Good old times... At least my parents weren't against it

Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike
From: Chris <leclaire.chris@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, March 4, 2012 2:00 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: A Prophetic Dream

  Also, I remembered that when I was younger, I loved "witches" and "magic" and the thought that you can control your life in such a way.
I remember when I was 8, I was in love with going on (what I thought were real) magic spell sites and trying all of them that I could. The one that I remember the most vivid was when a girl at school wasn't being very nice to me. I tried doing this thing where you wrote the person's name on piece of paper, and hold it up to your temple while repeating "This person shall be binded by my anger and will." or something silly like that.
When I look back at it, it was actually more cute than anything because I was so naive.

But I can't believe all of the signs I was shown throughout my life that led me to Father Satan. It's quite marvelous, really.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Matt Kresel Kresel <kreselm.lhs@... wrote:

Your post has enlightened me to many truths and confirmed many theories,
though no longer theoretical, that I had held.

I love looking up at the night sky (even the day sky) and I always felt a
draw during the night to just be outside, especially when the moon was
full.
And death? I can't say I wanted to die, but I never feared it, and I always
knew the soul existed. When I was around 14, I was looking out the car
window up at the sky and I said to myself "If i could separate from this
world, then flying is possible"...I had no idea what I meant at the time.
It wasn't until 5-6 years later I discovered astral projection...then a few
months later I found Satan.

Though I always had a draw to Satan and an innate hate for "god" and
"angels" (i hated god before I even heard the word/name Satan)

 

[[email protected]]

Hi Moon, this moved me.. keep on writing I am in a rush but happy to see this is brill so glad I found in my mess of mail..
Hail Satan
Hail Ra
Hail Lilith

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Steven" <seekwisdom15@... wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kokabiel24" <moonshadow48@ wrote:

Yesterday Davy Jones died—for those younger, he was the singer in the band "The Monkees"—who were the stars of a late 60's t.v. show by the same name. It got me thinking how lucky I am, having grown up in a time when things were more "cheerful" all around—and by contrast, the much more harsh reality kids today grow up experiencing. In fact it's not a "cheerful" time at all.

This point was made to me very clearly by the film I'd watched earlier in the evening, a 1997 movie called "In The Company of Men"—a very disturbing "Sundance" winner about two corporate guys who decided to get revenge on all the people who had "dumped" on them over the years, by finding some vulnerable "wallflower" type of woman whom they would both date and make her fall in love with them—and then dump her. The main guy who devised the plan, even hoped she would be so devastated she would "be reaching for the sleeping pills in no time"—he was so cruel it would make an ordinary person gasp. They chose a very kind-hearted deaf secretary, which is particularly heartless, and the one who devised the plan was very pleased with the end result—except she didn't kill herself over it, she just got a new job. Anyway, the other guy who went along with it was also being played, as it turned out—as the perpetrator's only objective was to hurt people, "just because I can." And this was someone who had both a good job and a devoted girlfriend.

Watching a YouTube video that one Brother posted, about the Mansanto Company (I think that's the spelling)—the "humanists" who gave us "agent orange" and now is attempting to take over world food production in order to sell us all their filthy genetically mutated "food" irregardless of the fact it is already causing sterility and mutations in animals that eat their mutated feed—there was a former employee who told how these corporate assholes sat around at a meeting laughing at the idea of starving people having to eat their tainted "food"—which does show that the film I watched is not far at all from the truth, these corporations are indeed "evil empires" run by the very type of cruel and heartless types portrayed in that disturbing film.

So it got me thinking…why are so many people like that now—what is it that makes me so different than them? What makes some people so rude and uncaring, and others of us feel as though we came from another planet or something, like David Bowie in "The Man Who Fell to Earth?" Like we are homesick strangers.

I went out on my balcony to look at the stars—which are rarely visible due to cloud coverage and city lights—and the sky was clear for once, so much that I could clearly see the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper. Now, that seemed significant because I'd read that the constellation of Draco is in between the two Dippers—and my Guardian told me that his mother was from Draco, as are many of Satan's people—because unlike what the misinformers all over the internet will try to make you believe, Draco is NOT solely the place where Reptilians come from---it is a constellation with many planets. Also, my Guardian told me Alpha Draconis and Orion had an alliance (Satan is from Orion). Now, my Guardian is NOT a Reptilian—He got furious the one time I even suggested it. Also, the Egyptian pyramid at Giza, in the King's Chamber, had two holes in which star energies from both Orion and Draco would converge at an angle, which was an important part of initiations—it was called "meeting the serpent"—and had to do with raising the kundalini. That alone tells me that my Guardian is telling me the truth about Orion and Draconis. Also, the constellation of Draconis is even serpentine in shape. "Draco" means "Dragon" which also means serpent—and it's symbolic.

So I was standing there, musing that the dark sky between the two Dippers was where Alpha Draconis is located, and something made me say, "Hello, anyone there?" I then turned around and noticed the crescent moon was behind me—and when I looked back, there was a bright star where there had only been darkness…just one star, and it was twinkling. It wasn't any space craft, it was a bright star. It sort of amazed me it would just appear, and it made me wonder if someone was sending me a greeting…

Anyway, so I had a dream. Since dedicating to Satan three years ago, I've become quite good at interpreting dreams, especially my own. This dream was sad because I knew it was sent to me by my Guardian to answer my question, "Why am I so different from most humans?" I definitely got the answer in this dream—because in the dream, I was invisible to everyone, and I saw my dead grandmother's ghost. Now, my grandmother is the only person I've ever felt a true "soul connection" with—and my Guardian told me it was because of who she was—she is related to him in some way (I believe this because his coloring is exactly like hers—hair, eyes, skin). So I believe the answer to my dream is that probably all of us Satanists feel at least somewhat like "homesick strangers"—the reason being that this is NOT our real home, we are NOT with our people---we are of Satan's family, and we were put here on earth at this time to do a job, our mission--which is our destiny. So no wonder we feel different from most other humans.

I asked my Guardian if he would tell me if I was right about the dream, if he would tell me through my tarot cards. And he did just that. I think you will understand if I show you exactly what the cards said:

1)The Past: Nine of Swords (Nightmare)—yes, that's the crux of
it; doubts, anxieties, fears about people
2)The Present: The Tower—Sudden and devastating insight
3)The Future: Page of Swords (The Mediator)—Messenger,
diplomat, vengeance seeker. An individual who seeks to speak
to both sides of an issue with an eye towards resolution or
triumph
4)Advised Path: Judgment—No more room for negotiations or
appeal; those who are the arm of Satan's judgment
5)Influence: Nine of Wands (Perserverance)—A mastery of power
through consistent effort and hard work; persisting until
desired goal is obtained
6)Obstacles: Nine of Cups (Wishes)—We can't "wish" for people
to understand, or for things to get better on their own; we
have to FIGHT for change
7)Outcome: The Chariot: Ultimate Victory!

I think that gets the message across, don't you think?

Hail Satan!this has happen to me when i feel homesick, but it was kinda weird because it feel like i wasnt on earth but my body was and then all of the suddent it came back and i started to say what am i doing here. i strongly feel in my heart that father satan has a mission for me, as i always had this strong feeling that father satan indeed has a goal, or a mission for me on this earth. the same thing with me im very different from the poeple i know and live with.
hail satan
hail azazel

 

[Mike1]

So true...
What's better way to stop people from developing than telling them they already are the best they can be... And making them believe that of course. Or even better, like xianity, tech people pasivness, tech them to be lazy and not to care about anything and at the same time make them believe thay can't change it because it is how "god" created them; just make them jewsus-confessing-and-begging-robots. No wonder people just don't work to advance themselves, be it spiritually (most of them) and/or physically (quite a lot too).Spiritual, mental and material poverty, that's the jewish program for Us.
Interesting parth is that, even though I was reading quite a lot about rituals as well, I have never performed any ritual. I'm not even sure why...The one and only ritual I have ever performed was my Dedication to Father
Hopefully, more will follow  Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, March 6, 2012 4:47 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: A Prophetic Dream

  Looking back on my pagan days,the one that deceived me the most was"your a witch if you say you are". What a big crock of shit that is.That is the same thing as confessing the fake jewsus shit to be saved.No wonder us Gentiles are so fucking lazy,being fed that are whole lives.If the kikes get us to believe we all ready are,then they know that we will not work to advance ourselves.What a slap in the face to our true creator Father Satan,who gave us our gift to develop.
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

From: Mike <misza2@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Monday, March 5, 2012 6:29 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: A Prophetic Dream

  Heh, yeah, I started reading about "the occult" and "magic" when I was... damn... like ten years old or so... Maybe even sooner... Can't remember exactly now.
It seems my parents treated it like some sort of a hobby of mine or such, they neither encouraged me to do it nor were forcing me to stop. They were probably thinking: "Oh, it's just a myth and a load of fairy-tales, he will grow out of it."
Well, I didn't. It actually got stronger but no more kike-mix-sorcery anymore. As a kid, I didn't have much options/choices of a reading material, so I was reading about tetragrammatons, circled pentagrams and pentacles, jewish kaballah, jewhova names and other kind of kike shiet...

It is the idea of being able to controll my life and destiny with the power of my own mind that I was so drawn to. And all those books pictured it as something easy to achieve. Just do a ritual or two and bam! You're a magician. Damn fools...
Naivety... yeah, that goes a long way. In fact, I was doing a sex magic back in a primary school; there was a girls I had a crush on. Back then, I didn't even know what it was exactly that I was doing and that it had anything to do with energy working but guess what: after some time she asked me to go out with her. So lol, it did work, though I didn't really expect it to and I turned her down as I wasn't ready yet...
As a kid, I loved to stare into the night sky, watching stars and imagining that I'm there, far away, exploring the wonders of the universe, visiting every single star I could see and uncovering the mysteries of them all. The way there were visible on a night sky, their formations and this light on a black sky was simply... hypnotizing.
And the moon... that's another story I especially liked it when the moon was full. Sitting in a garden, totally drifting away for an hour or more until I was brought back inside 'cause I wasn't reacting to sounds. I could totally shut-off and voyage through the night sky... Good old times... At least my parents weren't against it

Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike
From: Chris <leclaire.chris@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, March 4, 2012 2:00 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: A Prophetic Dream

  Also, I remembered that when I was younger, I loved "witches" and "magic" and the thought that you can control your life in such a way.
I remember when I was 8, I was in love with going on (what I thought were real) magic spell sites and trying all of them that I could. The one that I remember the most vivid was when a girl at school wasn't being very nice to me. I tried doing this thing where you wrote the person's name on piece of paper, and hold it up to your temple while repeating "This person shall be binded by my anger and will." or something silly like that.
When I look back at it, it was actually more cute than anything because I was so naive.

But I can't believe all of the signs I was shown throughout my life that led me to Father Satan. It's quite marvelous, really.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Matt Kresel Kresel <kreselm.lhs@... wrote:

Your post has enlightened me to many truths and confirmed many theories,
though no longer theoretical, that I had held.

I love looking up at the night sky (even the day sky) and I always felt a
draw during the night to just be outside, especially when the moon was
full.
And death? I can't say I wanted to die, but I never feared it, and I always
knew the soul existed. When I was around 14, I was looking out the car
window up at the sky and I said to myself "If i could separate from this
world, then flying is possible"...I had no idea what I meant at the time.
It wasn't until 5-6 years later I discovered astral projection...then a few
months later I found Satan.

Though I always had a draw to Satan and an innate hate for "god" and
"angels" (i hated god before I even heard the word/name Satan)

 

[jhd4412]

This is also quite similar to me. I was a very unique child well I just started adulthood. But I was born prematurely, close to seven months. My parents told me as a child I told them I saw spirits, and other mythological things, as well as monsters. I also told them I saw a red man in the mirror. I don't exactly know if I saw as much as I said. However, I do remember seeing things at times, such as shadow beings, monstrous looking spirits, having strange vivid dreams, and having the feeling that I wasn't cut from the same piece of cloth as all the others I knew.
I had emotional problems start around age six, though I always said what was on my mind and tried as hard as I could to defy others. Then at age seven I did something I feel kind of bad about as I did not know anything about this (I still can't completely believe just yet, as I haven't seen enough to confirm the truth yet, besides I don't think Father would have us follow blindly if he is exactly as you all portray hum. But I will say he has helped me out alot, and I am thankful for his help, I just haven't opened my astral senses yet, so I can't make a completely justified answer yet, but you can't learn anything without attempting to find what you do not understand, which is why I am opening my astral senses to see Father Satan.) But I said that I thought that my mother was the devil's bitch and out to kill me.
Now, my past memories are a bit clouded as I tried to block them out for a while but I do apologize however.
My life got a bit complicated and tiresome after that, it was quite bad and hard for me. Doctors and people kept on treating me as if I was crazy. After that I lost myself for a while on and off. But I thought that there must be someway to get all that I want and prove to them that I wasn't crazy and that I was a special person, but I didn't really know why I was like that. I also looked to the sky and wondered how I could fly away to some place and get some cool magical superpowers and have a cool life.
One of my favorite shows was and still is, Yu Yu Hakushow. I know it is a bit disrespectful but I find some of the characters and powers pretty cool and I get spiritual ideas from shows like that.
In middle school I started reading about the occult on and off. I just wasn't ready to commit to it, not that I didn't believe it just didn't feel like committing to it. Then in high school I started reading more about it and trying things like Spirit Evocation, but not invocation. I think I had some successes but not good ones as my bedroom soon felt quite heavy, sickening and negative.
Then when I was in my darkest and deepest depressed moods I stumbled across the JOS website, which I never found before, not too long ago and decided to give the dedication a try, as I thought I had nothing to lose and felt like giving up anyway. So, I did it and that night when I was going to bed I felt a warm comforting energy cover me, and I thought I must have found my path to happiness at last. Have had a few rough patches but moved through them quite quickly.
I've been doing power meditation and have had some quick successes, but certain things I work for seem to be taking a while but I can feel them working, well at least feel the energy when doing so.

I never knew my biological Father, he had many other kids besides myself and from I heard never cared about any of us. My mom is a brainwashed Christian. I tried to help her see the truth, but of course, she is so stubborn and believes that nonsense, which basically says, believe something completely without any facts or experience. I have no jewish blood obviously. But at least I think I am moving closer to knowing the truth with no doubts and experiencing that which I desire. Does, well I think it does, but does racial DNA play a part in abilities? Because I heard certain spiritual traits are inherent within Native Americans or within certain Tribes. Unfortunately,I've little success on figuring out my actual race. Other than the fact that I am African American and Caucasian. Though, my mother says I also have some Native American within me as well.

I know this may sound messed up, but I am glad there are others such as myself and had troubled lives and who at least know to search and confront that which is misunderstood before judging something.

But hey, it seems the majority of us are growing stronger and learning more and more everyday.

PS. Thank you to all you for help and most of all Father Satan and the Gods of Hell who seem to also have been helping me and giving me stronger and stronger signs of their presence and help.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Looking back on my pagan days,the one that deceived me the most was"your a witch if you say you are". What a big crock of shit that is.That is the same thing as confessing the fake jewsus shit to be saved.No wonder us Gentiles are so fucking lazy,being fed that are whole lives.If the kikes get us to believe we all ready are,then they know that we will not work to advance ourselves.What a slap in the face to our true creator Father Satan,who gave us our gift to develop.

 
Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler


________________________________
From: Mike <misza2@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, March 5, 2012 6:29 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: A Prophetic Dream


 
Heh, yeah, I started reading about "the occult" and "magic" when I was... damn... like ten years old or so... Maybe even sooner... Can't remember exactly now.


It seems my parents treated it like some sort of a hobby of mine or such, they neither encouraged me to do it nor were forcing me to stop. They were probably thinking: "Oh, it's just a myth and a load of fairy-tales, he will grow out of it."

Well, I didn't. It actually got stronger but no more kike-mix-sorcery anymore. As a kid, I didn't have much options/choices of a reading material, so I was reading about tetragrammatons, circled pentagrams and pentacles, jewish kaballah, jewhova names and other kind of kike shiet...

It is the idea of being able to controll my life and destiny with
the power of my own mind that I was so drawn to. And all those books pictured it as something easy to achieve. Just do a ritual or two and bam! You're a magician. Damn fools...
Naivety... yeah, that goes a long way. In fact, I was doing a sex magic back in a primary school; there was a girls I had a crush on. Back then, I didn't even know what it was exactly that I was doing and that it had anything to do with energy working but guess what: after some time she asked me to go out with her. So lol, it did work, though I didn't really expect it to and I turned her down as I wasn't ready yet...
As a kid, I loved to stare into the night sky, watching stars and imagining that I'm there, far away, exploring the wonders of the universe, visiting every single star I could see and uncovering the mysteries of them all. The way there were visible on a night sky, their formations and this light on a black sky was simply... hypnotizing.
And the moon...
that's another story I especially liked it when the moon was full. Sitting in a garden, totally drifting away for an hour or more until I was brought back inside 'cause I wasn't reacting to sounds. I could totally shut-off and voyage through the night sky... Good old times... At least my parents weren't against it


Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike


________________________________
From: Chris <leclaire.chris@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, March 4, 2012 2:00 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: A Prophetic Dream


 
Also, I remembered that when I was younger, I loved "witches" and "magic" and the thought that you can control your life in such a way.
I remember when I was 8, I was in love with going on (what I thought were real) magic spell sites and trying all of them that I could. The one that I remember the most vivid was when a girl at school wasn't being very nice to me. I tried doing this thing where you wrote the person's name on piece of paper, and hold it up to your temple while repeating "This person shall be binded by my anger and will." or something silly like that.
When I look back at it, it was actually more cute than anything because I was so naive.

But I can't believe all of the signs I was shown throughout my life that led me to Father Satan. It's quite marvelous, really.

- Chris LeClaire
HAIL SATAN.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Matt Kresel Kresel <kreselm.lhs@ wrote:

Your post has enlightened me to many truths and confirmed many theories,
though no longer theoretical, that I had held.

I love looking up at the night sky (even the day sky) and I always felt a
draw during the night to just be outside, especially when the moon was
full.
And death? I can't say I wanted to die, but I never feared it, and I always
knew the soul existed. When I was around 14, I was looking out the car
window up at the sky and I said to myself "If i could separate from this
world, then flying is possible"...I had no idea what I meant at the time.
It wasn't until 5-6 years later I discovered astral projection...then a few
months later I found Satan.

Though I always had a draw to Satan and an innate hate for "god" and
"angels" (i hated god before I even heard the word/name Satan)