I don't wear any glasses, I could if I want but I am fine with seeing out of both my eyes (Besides they ruin your vision even more by depending on them). Oh so everything except the candle fading to black is normal. Phew! I was cleaning my aura all day because I thought it was as dark as a room with no windows. Something you'd typically wouldn't want to occur right lol? Anyways Thanks. The dark blob must of been my imagination. Since I dont have any shoulder pain. Whenever I wake up at the middle of night I see vivid hallucinations. Like last night, It looked like there was another entity in front of my bedside but a little akward looking. They usually look like a white gelatinous outline of people with a thin black border. Its strange to describe but its sort of like that. One time in the middle of night, I woke up and it looked like a fricken party was happening in my living room (Used to sleep on the couch) with a bunch of them. I thought for a while my house was a refuge for spirits but nothing out of the ordinary occurs here. Perhaps a few weird noises like the TV making a random Clack noise or other machinery. I just assume their visions from the astral planes I created during my dream that leave their after image burned onto my vision. Although one time during the blood moon this year, there was a old guy smoking a pipe reading a book or something that nodded when I asked him a question. Sometimes I am just not sure what they are anymore. Some of them I can feel their presence, some I cannot. They fade away quickly too after like 8 seconds. Its not uncomfortable but just... unexplained. Its like are they a figment or are they actually there?
Back to the void meditation. I cleaned my aura all day today. Its a nice white now, I assume when the time comes for me to preform my void meditation again that it will go off without a hitch! I appreciate the help fellow satanists.
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If you wear glasses, like I do, I dont' think that light is an aurora but just what the physics people would describe as light travelling to you.
I don't know the correct term and I know this is hard to explain but ok.
the black when looking at the candle is normal. Your eye has a highly receptice point in which colors and light are received and send trough the nerves to the brain. When its dark our pupils widen, because they need more light to see clear.
The place where you can see in the dark better would be on the sides of your eye, next to the spot, so like seeing stuff from your eyecorner.
Also when you're focussed on the light, the dark looks even darker. If you drive a car that'd cause you being unable to see cyclists without light on their bikes..
Well, I can not see otherworldly things anymore. I haven't been able to since I went to primary school. It'd take a lot of time and meditation to undo what was done that caused that to close up.
I remember I could even see when people were thinking negatively when I was very very young (like 3 years old or so) - I do not know about the advanced people, if they'd be able to see this too.
And when you're talking about the blob thing.. what does it feel like? Negative, positive? does it give you the creeps and why is that? etc.
I hope some of this info helped though.