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I'm haunted in my dreams by an extremely negative entity that condemns:
1 - my sexuality (I'm bisexual)
2 - my erotic fantasies and desires, calls me names - I have nightmares if I buy toys like a dildo or vibrator.
3 - It supposedly praises me for good deeds, even though I don't care at all and have nothing to do with it.
My question is: how can I get rid of this abomination? The very energy emanating from this entity makes me sick. I don't know if it's someone in my family who wants me to stop having fun and have children? Let him go to hell, or any of the entities, even from our side—I'm disgusted by it and don't want any contact with it. I refuse help, too. I just want to say goodbye. This started almost a long time before my initiation, so I'm worried I might be Jewish or something. When I was initiated, people of non-traditional sexual orientation were accepted here—now it seems like they're simply silently agreeing with them. What if it's getting worse and in reality, I, people like me, aren't accepted here and only traditional individuals belong here? If this is some kind of ancestral entity, how can I break contact with it? I don't need help, I don't want children, this is my final decision and choice. I want to enjoy myself, not tolerate such treatment in my dreams.
It repeatedly hinted that I SHOULD have a child. At first, I tried to communicate normally, saying, "Okay, let's make it so I have my own apartment to live in." I received no help. After that, how does it have any right to judge my choices, interfere with my sexuality, my choices, and so on? No help means no right to control and judge me—am I wrong? I don't need this stinking advice and judgment about me having fun with sex toys or anything like that from a USELESS entity at all; I'm 100% right.
Now, what I tried.
Munk, Ansuz, aura protection, cleansing—invocation to the Gods, Orobas, Zeus, etc.—no effect. This vile creature continues to take forms and appear in my dreams with its stupid judgments of me and my desires.
How.To.Get.Rid.Of.This.FOREVER?
1 - my sexuality (I'm bisexual)
2 - my erotic fantasies and desires, calls me names - I have nightmares if I buy toys like a dildo or vibrator.
3 - It supposedly praises me for good deeds, even though I don't care at all and have nothing to do with it.
My question is: how can I get rid of this abomination? The very energy emanating from this entity makes me sick. I don't know if it's someone in my family who wants me to stop having fun and have children? Let him go to hell, or any of the entities, even from our side—I'm disgusted by it and don't want any contact with it. I refuse help, too. I just want to say goodbye. This started almost a long time before my initiation, so I'm worried I might be Jewish or something. When I was initiated, people of non-traditional sexual orientation were accepted here—now it seems like they're simply silently agreeing with them. What if it's getting worse and in reality, I, people like me, aren't accepted here and only traditional individuals belong here? If this is some kind of ancestral entity, how can I break contact with it? I don't need help, I don't want children, this is my final decision and choice. I want to enjoy myself, not tolerate such treatment in my dreams.
It repeatedly hinted that I SHOULD have a child. At first, I tried to communicate normally, saying, "Okay, let's make it so I have my own apartment to live in." I received no help. After that, how does it have any right to judge my choices, interfere with my sexuality, my choices, and so on? No help means no right to control and judge me—am I wrong? I don't need this stinking advice and judgment about me having fun with sex toys or anything like that from a USELESS entity at all; I'm 100% right.
Now, what I tried.
Munk, Ansuz, aura protection, cleansing—invocation to the Gods, Orobas, Zeus, etc.—no effect. This vile creature continues to take forms and appear in my dreams with its stupid judgments of me and my desires.
How.To.Get.Rid.Of.This.FOREVER?