Other #78507 The misery 2025

[AskSatanOperator]

I feel such emptiness and discomfort in existing that it runs through me every day and I feel like not waking up the next day, I find myself wishing for death every day even though I practice meditation, do magic work so on I believe I deserve a good life, but anguish is something that lives here
I feel like a failure of existence, this is current and I wish I had an instant formula for it, I don't have anyone to say it to so I'll leave it here.

 

[OttoHart]

Some people have very low starting points on the path. Horrible karma from past lives, for one reason or another. In cases like these, it certainly might look like magick and meditation isn't doing much, but it is. There's simply a lot to do, and there isn't an instant solution.

Keep pushing, we're all rooting for you as a fellow Zevist.

I'd advise you to not put this out here anonymously. Use your Forum account, or make one, and keep us updated. Being active here will also bless you and help you improve faster, either through advice, or through positive karma. That, and the sense of community is important. It's easier to keep fighting when you know we are not parasocial here, but rather a real family with real closeness and real support for one another.

I wish you the best.