Other #78499 Why allow Zeus and the Gods let the enemy drive me mad/crazy and possibly kill me?

[AskSatanOperator]

I'll continue with this thread(https://ancient-forums.com/threads/...tacks-i-dont-know-how-long-can-i-last.300587/), but I'll complain here for the last time.The problem mentioned in this thread is still not solved.In addition, I'm starting to feel that I really can't take it, because I think I'm starting to get burnout symptoms (strong palpitations and dizziness). And no, I do 5 or 7 rituals a day not because it is so good for me or because I have the time, but because I feel I have no choice.Of course I would be happiest if I didn't have to do so many rituals. I've tried to do fewer Rituals, but if I don't do so many Protecting God Rituals, the negativity is so unbearable that I literally break down and feel indescribably bad. However, now I'm almost attacked with lethargy(one of the worst, I can almost write back the anxiety and intrusive thoughts, LOL), but with this lethargy and feeling of weakness too excruciatingly.Sometimes with unexplained nervousness and intense tension, too.

When I participated in the Group Rituals Schedule, it only intensified what I just described, so I no longer participate in the Group Rituals Schedules anymore unfortunately, to give myself a chance.


In addition, my parents are angry with me (mostly my father) because they think I don't do anything, I don't take part in any work (I work whit my father and he is my employer). Because I have to go to clean, protect and do rituals all the time.If I don't do it, the negativity is unbearable.

They hardly let me sleep because they wear me out, all I feel is that my heart beats harder and my pulse increases.I thought it must be the "overload" but as soon as I do a Ritual I can go back to sleep for about 2 hours.But now I have to do 2-3 Rituals because one Ritual is not enough. Anyway, when I was first attacked at night, I would just pray Zeus and the attack would stop, but now I have to do at least 2 Rituals to even stop the enemy attack and go back to sleep.But as soon as I wake up, it starts all over again...
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The only thing I don't understand is why Zeus, my Guardian and the Gods allow this????

I'm trying to understand what it is that is giving me this or why I have earned this for myself to be so harshly and over exposed to the enemy????

Where can I look for answers and how can I understand my situation?Would the Gods punish me because I did something wrong?Maybe I am a Jew?But I wouldn't think I am a Jew, because when I used to do a lot of RTRs, I always felt so good from RTRs and the feeling of bliss that came from RTRs was indescribable.

I really don't understand, but I VERY really want to understand this agonizing situation I am going through.What else can I do for myself besides these things to make it better? Or would that be the end for me???

I don't want to see what so many people have misread, that I used the wrong Runes to protect myself, or that I am just imagining it, BECAUSE AS I SAY, ONLY PROTECTION AND RITUALS ARE THE SOLUTION.BUT ONLY UNTIL NOW.AND IF THAT HAPPENS THEN I CAN BURN OUT OR I CAN BE NEGATIVITED/CURSES.

 

[Henu the Great]

The only thing I don't understand is why Zeus, my Guardian and the Gods allow this????

They have nothing to do with your choices. Who said to do so many rituals every day? No one, do something sensible, and listen to the advice already given to you. There was plenty in the previous topics.

Here is an awesome post by one of our Guardians> https://ancient-forums.com/threads/...-know-how-long-can-i-last.300587/post-1140423

DO NOT DO 5 OR 7 GOD RITUALS A DAY!

You are running yourself so low that literally everything you wrote is just a symptom of running yourself to zero, not an enemy attack. That is literally thousands of Runes. Then on your other post you said on top of that you were doing 144 Eihwaz, SATANAS, etc., every day that is completely out of control!

As for the enemy, ignore them and stop fixating on them. Do you think if you are dedicated, your Guardian would let anything horrible happen to you?

Not to mention all the other replies. Please do not ignore them.

 

[Recycler1337]

You should do aura of protection and meditation of emptiness, and not 5-7 rituals a day!Also, a balance of spiritual and material is needed. Nothing terrible will happen if you miss a few days - going to help your father at work or going for a walk with friends, anyone will start to go crazy sitting and doing only spiritual work every day.Also - you are clearly burned out from frtr, I experienced very similar attacks of the enemy, only in a lighter version. You pay too much attention to them - from which they intensify, nothing terrible will happen if you say - go to hell and go live an ordinary earthly life for some time.It is also not a good idea to allow thoughts like "Why does Zeus/Satan allow this - 1) unfortunately at the moment in this world he is not omnipotent, 2) thus you weaken the connection and increase the tension, you need to relax and build a powerful defense - also you NEED to take a vacation from spiritual work for some time and come to your senses. The gods will not punish you in any case! It is also worth remembering this phrase - Whoever suffered because of me, I will certainly reward in one of the worlds.

 

[Recycler1337]

The first thing you need to do is to establish a sleep schedule and get enough sleep.No coffee, turn off your computer or laptop. Leave only 2 things for the next month - Meditation of Emptiness, Aura of Protection. You can also add Yoga. THAT'S IT.Walks, physical work, sports.Try taking dietary supplements, vitamins B, magnesium, 5htp, GABA, chamomile tea, if none of this helps you - go to the doctor for a prescription for sleeping pills, sleep should be AT LEAST 5 hours, and preferably 7-8. If you sleep less - your mind weakens, which opens it to attacks from the enemy and your own attacks on yourself, which is sometimes even worse. This is extremely harmful to the nervous system and brain, do not allow this, rituals 5-7 a day - WILL ONLY MAKE IT WORSE. The computer screen glows blue, which destroys melatonin, the runes - charge you with energy and you too, not only the ring of Shenu, you need to take a break, immediately.

 

[Blitzkreig [TG]]

I don't want to see what so many people have misread, that I used the wrong Runes to protect myself, or that I am just imagining it, BECAUSE AS I SAY, ONLY PROTECTION AND RITUALS ARE THE SOLUTION.BUT ONLY UNTIL NOW.AND IF THAT HAPPENS THEN I CAN BURN OUT OR I CAN BE NEGATIVITED/CURSES.

But, it can and is likely still a product of your own mind, because as you state here, you believe that only doing not just normal spiritual protection will help, but an extreme amount. In your mind, you are viewing it that "I must do many protection rituals just to feel normal and safe; the Gods cannot help me and the enemy is overwhelming me", which then influences the impact of all these forces on you.

When you are invoking the Gods in high amounts, but it seems like the problem is not changing, to me that is a clear sign of an internal problem, not an external one. This does not mean you are "crazy" or "making it up" necessarily, but you have to be open to the idea of your own mind amplifying things negatively, especially if you are already suffering physical burnout, which makes relaxation and feelings of safety harder to achieve.

Instead of excessive spiritual protection, try to do some work on your own body as well. This can take the form of hatha yoga, alternate nose pranayama, as well as affirming Satanama to balance and calm yourself. In an extreme case, you can use lunar energy, as well. Try to achieve physical calm, as this will help your mental calm, which reduces these panicked thoughts about the enemy and the Gods.

This angle must be addressed and ruled out on its own before you can conclude that this is entirely the result of the enemy.