The Gods #78132 Can I be considered a Spiritual Satanist/Zevist?

[AskSatanOperator]

Let's say I didn't find pleasure in excessive responsibility, I don't like duties and all that stuff. I've been initiated, I participate in group rituals, I meditate, I do yoga. I give long monologues about life and events in it with the Sigils of the gods (Is that normal?) But I haven't found myself in the community, I'm no translator, I'm really burned out doing something every day (frrt and all that), so I don't really want to join element, etc., I don't have enough money to donate impressive amounts of money.

Let's say briefly - is it possible to go down this path "Average"? Or is it necessary to do everything at the limit of your capabilities trying to achieve the maximum? Let's say I don't strive for higher planes of existence or to reach deity, the level of "comfortable and without unnecessary suffering" will be enough for me. Will I be accepted or do the Gods despise such people?

 

[Blitzkreig [TG]]

Let's say I didn't find pleasure in excessive responsibility, I don't like duties and all that stuff. I've been initiated, I participate in group rituals, I meditate, I do yoga. I give long monologues about life and events in it with the Sigils of the gods (Is that normal?) But I haven't found myself in the community, I'm no translator, I'm really burned out doing something every day (frrt and all that), so I don't really want to join element, etc., I don't have enough money to donate impressive amounts of money.

Let's say briefly - is it possible to go down this path "Average"? Or is it necessary to do everything at the limit of your capabilities trying to achieve the maximum? Let's say I don't strive for higher planes of existence or to reach deity, the level of "comfortable and without unnecessary suffering" will be enough for me. Will I be accepted or do the Gods despise such people?

Instead of accepting an eternal state of "being average", you can plan a working with fire energies to increase your natural ambition and achievement, which would give the will and energy to carry on extra duties without burnout.

This, and other advancements of the soul, increase your capabilities so you are not hitting maximum levels of stress in the first place.

 

[Hárbarðr]

The whole idea behind Zevism is to strive towards Greatness. That being said, all the things you said you cannot do are optional. You are even not required to be part of the community. You can be a "lone wolf" Zevist and practice on your own. A few good Zevists I know don't have internet connection so they can't participate online anyway. I had to print out pages from the ToZ site and give to them so they can study it.

 

[Disciple of the Serpent]

I would say it's normal for someone new, with time one while growing will be directed by the Gods to different/new things, or to do these.

For the Path of Godhood however, one need to fullfill their own purpose here on Earth. Look for example to Alexander the Great, He became a God after fullfilling His purpose. That was His context and His purpose, we have our own.

So going out of comfort zones is needed, as well as efforts and going beyond our limit.

A Religious sentiment can come up later in our Path, but is a very fullfilling experience in helping the Comunity.
Also in regard of personal ambitions.

In regard of donations, you can even do a symbolic one of 5$ or even 1$, this will make you part of the donation sistem, and it's already a great improvment for our souls, there are a lot of misteries about these. Basically you become the last one (as you are the new one of the Donors) of the Elites.

You are accepted by the Gods, other things will come later in the Path, it was my experience too.

In a way is like with children, when I was a child I just wanted to be one, and I said that's it for life, I'm good and all the rest.
Then while growing I started to have different desires, some changings and growth, and things are way different now.


Anyway, Good luck Brother!

 

[Astrid]

Just being here says you already aren't 'average'.
You sound like someone who may have perfectionism and possibly burned out from life in general. That you made this post also tells me that you are uncertain if you should be feeling this way which is your instincts being right, it's good that you reached out instead of succumbing to the uncertainty
The meditations and rituals are not meant to be done to the point that one is uncomfortable or burned out daily. The 'average' path you describe is not bad at all and suitable for beginning, eventually you will reach new heights and be able to cope at the same time with passion and will

Please read this amazing Sermon by our High Priest HoodedCobra 666 which addresses this issue directly;
'How to Advance Faster: Example of Cleaning the Soul' https://ancient-forums.com/threads/how-to-advance-faster-example-of-cleaning-the-soul.291847/

Take care

 

[alphamale666]

Youre not average. Keep ascending and try to ask the Gods for help.