What you felt is not real love but a psychic manipulation from the enemy.
You can always get back on the path of healing your soul and mind from this energetic emotional abuse.
From Lady Maxine's Sermon 'ABOUT HOLES IN THE AURA'
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Human beings thrive on love and acceptance. An infant deprived of love, often will not thrive and if they do, most will be impaired for life, mentally, emotionally, and even physically.
Love is an essential part of our makeup.
Entities who wish to destroy us, know this. The deluded New Age movement's focus on "unconditional love" [there is no such thing in reality, regardless of how they rationalize and lie to themselves], is VERY dangerous and opens those who take this advice, making them ready victims for all kinds of entities. This is the scheme of the Nazarene parasite that is nearly always depicted with open arms, exposing the heart chakra, encouraging victimization."
"One is open and vulnerable and allows them in.
They attach, connect, and control. We have opened our emotions to them in some way. The Nazarene and other unwanted entities gain entry the same way. A small child taken to church and Sunday school is continually coerced into "Loving Jesus." We are told, "God is Love." The same lies apply to the Nazarene. This opens up one of the most vulnerable areas of a human being so that he/she can be controlled by these unwanted and harmful entities.
The love energy is exploited and used by these entities as a parasite uses its host to its demise and sucks it dry. As you all can see, these entities gain control of and work through many of the new age people.
In addition,
love can play upon one's judgment and reasoning. Enemy aliens and their chosen humans know this and exploit it."
