It’s like they have a very strong influence on me. It’s weird, I’ve tried to get rid of them but nothing seems to work. I’ve done about 100 final RTRs at this point, done dozens of God rituals, clean my aura frequently, did a ritual for Abraxas to get rid of their presence and yet they’re still here. I’ve seen a grey being behind my back once in my third eye, it was ugly and disgusting and I felt its horrid energy too. One time I was in between sleep and awake stage and I felt something trying to choke me with its hands, intuively I felt it was a reptilian. I felt this was because I was going against them by doing RTRs and engaging in the TOZ. How did my Guardian allow this to happen? I can feel their evil being through me, their evil eyes through mine, their horrid violent state of being, they make me have intrusive thoughts of horrible, blasphemous and evil things which I won’t put into words, especially during God rituals. They make me energetically enjoy and smirk about thinking of doing certain evil things even though I never harmed anyone and have strong empathy and care for people. I hate their influence over me. It’s like they own me at an astral/energetic level. What exactly am I supposed to do to get rid of them from my life once and for all? Or am I jewish which is why I can’t seem to get rid of them? I don’t think I’m jewish though since I’ve fealt peace and good warm feelings when I pray to Satan or my Guardian, or is that just my brain tricking me? I’d like a response from someone who’s dealt with such a case in themselves or others. I feel all this at an energetic level, it’s not voices or images so I don’t want to hear any of this “schizo” bullshit.