AskSatanOperator
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I don't mean repression, but hiding them from strangers. I can feel a lot, but I don't like others to see and prefer a colder exterior, warm only to close friends/family.
The Gods feel things very intensely, but I assume this doesn't mean they are super expressive of those emotions?
Can I still become socially successful in business etc., by only attracting compatible friends/business relations with those who don't mind the way I am?
I really hate andrapoda, and they hate me, and I am sick of trying to constantly placate them and forcing myself to show emotions I don't want to show.
It hurts me very very badly to do this with strangers and causes mental illness for me, to go against my nature so drastically.
But I don't want to turn into a robot either, if that is the inevitable result.
The Gods feel things very intensely, but I assume this doesn't mean they are super expressive of those emotions?
Can I still become socially successful in business etc., by only attracting compatible friends/business relations with those who don't mind the way I am?
I really hate andrapoda, and they hate me, and I am sick of trying to constantly placate them and forcing myself to show emotions I don't want to show.
It hurts me very very badly to do this with strangers and causes mental illness for me, to go against my nature so drastically.
But I don't want to turn into a robot either, if that is the inevitable result.