AskSatanOperator
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I've been fascinated for years with it. I also have done Lucid Dreaming but the entirety of "controlling" the dream never happened if at all not much. But I always wonder What is it? I've read countless pages and websites throughout my fascination with it. And I don't know.
I sometimes wonder if both are fake made up by charlatans wanting some attention.
I want to meet the Gods as I've been dedicated for a while now and I've stopped meditating a while back due to not liking it. Sadly meditation and rituals don't do anything. I still perform rituals of the Gods but I don't understand how people experience differences or whatnot. Someone says my aura is dirty. Well I don't know I don't feel dirty or anything. I simply go through life and wonder if these people are just mentally fabricating this.
Sometimes I read things from members that makes me go are they even using logic!
Why is it I can't AP? Is it real? Is it as vivid as real life in other words do you actively recall and even when entering the body you recall it perfectly as if you are using the computer now and replying to this post?
I sometimes wonder if both are fake made up by charlatans wanting some attention.
I want to meet the Gods as I've been dedicated for a while now and I've stopped meditating a while back due to not liking it. Sadly meditation and rituals don't do anything. I still perform rituals of the Gods but I don't understand how people experience differences or whatnot. Someone says my aura is dirty. Well I don't know I don't feel dirty or anything. I simply go through life and wonder if these people are just mentally fabricating this.
Sometimes I read things from members that makes me go are they even using logic!
Why is it I can't AP? Is it real? Is it as vivid as real life in other words do you actively recall and even when entering the body you recall it perfectly as if you are using the computer now and replying to this post?