Brian, Lydia, Shannon, long time no see... I get curious about my past lives (if any) from time to time. I think it must be great to have all the memories, no matter what they are, be them good or bad and all the knowledge from before. In any case, I can't remember a thing and I'm still not good...

It's a good thing we can get encouragment when we need it. I'm in a kind of the same boat as Bunny, except the suicidal thoughts part, these are long gone. My issue seems to be a lack of motivation, desire and generally not caring. About anything really. Even though since my dedication, over...

---In [email protected], <pinkteabunny@... wrote : Thank you so much for your kind words, Sister :) Verry encouraging and it makes me feel a lot better. and for the visualising color situation, maybe you could foucus on chakras in a deep trance and see what comes to mind? I...

I'm not really familiar with the subject but it seems to be an old story of a guy who got completely fcked up by the "stuff" to the point he believes he's a Faraoh and an alien and the like. Maybe some longer term members may elaborate. /Hail Satan and all the True Gods! /Hail Gods of War...

Good to go Lydia :D Well, I'm in the middle of mine (spiritual), nothing yet, we'll see I guess. I've decided to give it a go, not even being sure if I'm open enough (I've read before that one needs to have open chakras for the square to work) - in worst case scenario I'll just loose some...

Yeah, it looks like a miss-post. Back to topic though, I can't see why would anyone be offended with what You've written, after all, it's a disscusion and an... exploration of possibilities, let me call it. I have been interested in a more... scientific or orginized side of the subject as...

Now that's an interesting question. I'd like to know myself. If "they" already try to pose as one of our side, what problem would "they" have with lying all the way? Especially since they're really good at it. I remember reading that explanation on JoS (about invoking Satan's wrath) but it...

And so we've never heared form Alisha gain... /Hail Satan and all the True Gods! /Hail Gods of War! /Mike

True that. Slow and annoying pace - I can tell all about it. I've been meditating every day for over a year now (closer to a year and a half, as well as doing some other exercises like Yoga) and I still see no progress to speak of. I guess that some people have it harder than the others...

I could say that I'm experiencing something similar but I've no problem with getting tingling/chills (also very strong if I want to, leading to uncontrollable shaking). The thing is, I can't feel anything "inside". All the sensations happen on skin only, no matter the concentration etc. Also...

Hey m8, Let's hope there's still something for Satan to enter to... OK, there's the two of us so maybe there's still hope xD I have never heared about the celebrations You've named in your post, time to make some digging :D ANd that x"t"ian thing - old habits die hard, when I don't...

Yeah, it's even more easy when you have a whole establishment, influence and money to back it all up. Sometimes I have a feeling that people want to be told this crap, that they would believe anything as long as it's all easy. No work on their part, no effort at all, no responsibility at all...

I'd be careful with this "Love yourself unconditionally." Why? Because it can lead to complacency. My opinion is that if someone wants to advance, to better him/herself, there must be something that given person doesn't like about him/herself. Something that needs to be changed. Unconditional...

So that's why I had this monster headache and felt generally weak that morning... Hail Satan and all the True gods! Hail Gods of War! /Mike

Nice topic. A lot of useful info in it. Maybe I shoud try it out, get myself into shape (right now my shape is well... at the very bottom). The problem is, I have always hated physical effort. Maybe it's because I get tired very quickly - even back during school times, I could do maybe...

Awesome post brother. I needed that read. It looks like I am now where You were that four or some years ago. No confidence. No confidence = no motivation. No motivation = no results. No results = even less confidence. And so on and so forth. In the end, you begin to question the validity and...

"Often the Solar chakra and sacral are targets for vampirism a common feeling is a sucking sensation at the belly or feeling dizzy, vertigo discomefort and a sad feeling deep inside like yearning for a lost lover." Damn that sounds just like me. Especially the description of problems with...

Cool, it's always refreshing to read about peoples' successes. But sometimes it makes me feel... sad? Jelous a bit? Afet over half a year, I'm still stuck where I was. Nowhere. Oh well, I'll just have to work harder I guess... Anyway, congrats to You Brian and to everyone who are doing a...

:D Still, it could have been none at all, although I didn't see a pont in meditating while suffering from a monster hangover. I'm wondering if anyone actually tried it... Could be pretty hard to stay still and focus :/ I was actually afraid that, knowing myself, this one day may turn into...

Hay Juquin. Sounds easy enough, I gotta try it out, hope it will help :D Thanks a lot. Hail Satan and all the true Gods! Hail Gods of War! /Mike

Hey Shannon. The way I see it is that Father and the Demons are busy fighting other hostile aliens, like reptilians and their own race (Elohim with Satan's father as their leader). I'd say it's enough to do, especially when Satan and the crew is outnumbered (as I've read somewhere, only a small...

Fortunately for me, the smoke detectors didn't go off. Even though my whole room was filled with smoke (3 candles and a burning paper made a lot of it). And as for the courage and ability to stand for oneself: I know what You mean. When I was "asked" to quit my last job, I was pissed off but at...

Now that is what I would call a "proper approach". And yes, You are totally right: what's the point to seek such companionship, if one cannot even notice it? The same rule actually applies through out the whole life: one needs to learn to walk first, before one can run. About loneliness... I...

Hail. Unfortunately I have no answer for Your problem, as I'm suffering from the same thing and haven't been able to deal with it (yet). In my case, it seems like the xtian crap runs really deep and I am experiencing an irrational fear regarding dedications as well. I mean, I think like I'm...

Thanks a ton for Your words of encouragement Brian. Yes, You are right, nothing worthwhile comes with a snap of the fingers. Even when it seems hard, or I'm getting my lazy day(s), I still know I must not give up and just push forward. Nothing bad or wrong may come out of it (hopefully). I'm...

Hey, thanks for a quick and accurate answer Sister. I don't worry about it, I was simply curious, as nothing like that ever happened before. I was also surprised by the speed of the whole process: it felt like it took only a minute to make me feel like a piece of shiet and then half an hour to...

Thank You for your insights, Brother. I can't remember when was the last time I've read anything that deep and inspiring. I did read somewhere before that "Will above anything else". Seems this is true. I'm wondering if all of those problems, obstacles of mine are only the ones I create myself...

Haven't seen the material you write about but it sounds like a good, old response tactic. Obviously we're making an impact. And nothing is better to screw with someone than to take his own words, twist them to their liking and then spread the lies in mass-media. Kikes are good at that. Filthy...

Well I, for example, don't watch TV at all. Mass media are the most powerful tool for their owners (jews) ever used to brainwash population. Especially good ones are those that shape the public opinion (like News etc., which are supposedly independent and objective) or those that deal with the...

So true. If You see no alternative then you believe in what you are told. I was always wondering why is that authors of such movies claim that demons are so strong, intelligent and cunning and then they can be exorcised by a mere priest taken straight from the street. And some weird actions like...

Really, I have no idea. Those things happened more than five years ago, when I had no idea about SS or JoS for that matter. Besides, that crazy dude used plural form when speaking about the dead. I think he meant literally. Anyway, Seems like the every day Power Meditations are the best course...

Yeah, genetic. This bs is almost funny. Even better was: "a mixture of science and religion" buahahahaha.

It's a bit early for that as I've only recently started my Power Meditations. But I already love the idea and will try that for sure when the time comes. /Mike

Now that sounds like an epic battle. I myself profess a strange weakness to martial arts, hand to hand combat and especially, epic viking like battles. To stand in a front line, dressed up in heavy armour wielding a sword in each hand and... Kill!!! And then to die a glorious death in battle. I...

Many thanks sister. As of now, the only thing I can say is that I'll do my best. After all, nobody said it's going to be easy. Guess Power Meditations should also help, as well as guidance from Demons and Father himself. But there's still much for me to learn and do before I'll be able to...

No need to be sorry, You simply wrote what You thought could help. By the way, I have no clue why my post ended up in this topic, I'm pretty sure I've started my own...

Yeah, I was wondering as well. Maybe ppl are preparing for sth big this last year's day or just plainly for parties?

Great and inspiring story friend. Now I'm glad I never was in shoes similar to Yours. Although I was always wishing otherwise. Looks to me now I simply wanted to feel special, unlike others around me. My life is a lot more mundane. After I stopped going to church and essentially stopped...

Thank You. Actually, I've never thought I'd feel the way I feel, after reading Your reply, again. It's that kind of feeling with Your throat pinched, almost feeling the tears coming, knowing that what the other person say is true. I've felt like that... a long time ago. Even my parents kept...

Or recall them at all? Basically I can't recall anything, even for a month time or longer. And that's just sad...

The thing is: I always meditate after a shower, dunno really why. About cleaning an aura... actually I've never done that. I'm a total newbie to Power Meditation and I don't think I can focus and visualize enough to do that. Meaning that I haven't opened any chakras yet. These sensations...

They seem to think that everyone are the same as they. I, for an example, used to think just like that. Hail Satan /Mike

--- In [email protected], "hotstudman95" <hotstudman95@... wrote: I can add even more questions to that: how is that possible there's so many lies and misconceptions regarding Satan and Hell? How did jews do that? Who came up with the idea and that it will work? When did it all...

Thank You all for understanding. Actually, the whole community thing is totally new to me, I never felt like a part of something bigger, not a part of my family, lineage or a part of xtians back then as a kid. What I wanted to say is that I've always felt like I was alone, like there was only...

Great many thanks to all of You who decided to ease my doubts, even if a bit. Especially to Todd; it is as if you were me. My distrust towards people went so far that I don't trust anyone, not even my parents. I never opened up to anyone or anything. This has gone to the point that I've decided...

A small question from a total newbie regarding accessories like Ouija boards and Pendulums. I've always thought that it's best and most accurate when one communicates with entities in Your own mind. Of course one has to be advanced enough to do that and still we have all the talk about how...