yes, I'm on three different medications right now. I know it would have been better if I didn't say anything, but I wasn't sure what it was and I would get really bad anxiety attacks when I saw them. I'm being treated for depression and bipolar. Nobody knows I'm a satanist except my mom, sister...

So I am experiencing seeing these shadows... I see them sometimes, not often, during the day, and then every night as I lay in a dark room. The doctors are trying to diagnose me with schizophrenia, but I'm wondering, could it be something else? Maybe spirits or something? I don't want to ignore...

I keep thinking about what it's like after you die... what happens? I'm scared. I would be reassured if Satan was by my side, but he's not. I've meditated and prayed all I can, with no response. I need to be assured soon. Quite frankly, yes, I am thinking about suicide. (I do not care for pity...

Hi, my name is Kira and I am fairly new to Satanism. I've read up and studied a lot about Satanism and I've even done a ritual dedicating myself to Satan. But since I've done this, everything has gone downhill for me. I pray to Him for help and continue to try spells and rituals, but I feel like...

why dont u try eating a spoon of horseraddish before u meditate. Spirits told a guy i know of that it opens up the pineal gland. So does wasabi. U can get it at walmart but they keep it hidden. That stuff goes straight to the brain

Would make them shut the fuck up. Another thing this guy said is offer some other peoples soul. WTF is that you can't dedicate some one elses soul in satanism but ONCE AGAIN you bring/offer soul to jesus. That what wins souls means. This guy got me think "damn christianity really beat you the...

lol this is so stupid. u don't sell your soul in satanism but u do in christianity. what do u think " you were brought with a price" means? If you're trying to sell your soul then be a christian

Brothers and sisters, I just wanted to let you all know that father came to me Saturday after going into a trance a waking on the astral. I could not see him but he came in, touched my fore head, picked me up, held me like a baby and said " my boy". Then he put me down and said " as I have...

Could u give information about the group? From: debbie poston <dpbymyself720@... To: [email protected] Sent: Thu, October 28, 2010 10:44:11 AM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Anybody in North Carolina   I'm in Spartanburg but there is satanist group  in Greensboro. Some of my...

yeah they kept sending it to me too. i just replied back saying "sorry i'm a negro"

Oh thats great, I guess thats as close as i'll get. What part of SC are you in? I'm in winston salem, NC From: debbie poston <dpbymyself720@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wed, October 27, 2010 6:57:37 AM Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Anybody in North Carolina   I am in SC...