I've noticed that largely on the JOS sight, there aren't any pictures of them, so I've started drawing them (in my hilariously bad style, which may change as I get a feel for it). So far I have Father Satan down! http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs70/i/2012/ ... 5m4uc8.jpg I have a deviantART...

I just wanted to thank everyone who took the time to respond and give me advice. It makes me feel important, which was something very big for me. I don't feel quite so alone. I'm going to start a meditation program and crack down on myself and hope my situation gets better. Thank you all so...

I know this doesn't specifically focus on an aspect of Satanism but I have no idea where else to go, who else to ask, or who is even listening and knows how to help, or if anyone wants to help. I am short of begging for help. Fuck, I will beg. Please, someone help me. I need a brother, a sister...