Hi for some reason when ever I try to meditate At first I get enthusiastic and exited about it then when I sit down to relax something always happens like I get lazy and don't want to meditate anymore or the phone starts ringing or I fall asleep when I wasn't sleepy at all. or I hear random...

--- In [email protected], "jvanwoesik" <jvanwoesik@... wrote: I haven't heard of a radionic machines until now. sorry if its a dumb question but how do I get a radionic machine? Maybe it can help me fall into a trance easier. sorta funny actually I've had better results...

--- In [email protected], "mmorpgjkg" <mmorpgjkg@... wrote: well the first things you should read are http://joyofsatan.org/also you should look at http://www.exposingchristianity.com/ these websites should answer most of you questions.

--- In [email protected], "dgaara4life9" <dgaara4life9@... wrote: Hi Well the first thing you should do is read http://joyofsatan.org/ and if you have your doubts you might want to read http://exposingchristianity.com/ and about keeping it secret make sure your parents are not...

--- In [email protected], "bloodofthelife" <bloodofthelife@... wrote: This is a good thing also if you close your eyes and see sort of like a kaleidescope (im not sure if thats how you spell) thats also a good thing.

--- In [email protected], "rastaped" <rastaped@... wrote: http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p ... 7AFDC5C2DA The first video should have how to say it. if not its the second one forgot which .<

--- In [email protected], "blood.werewolf" <blood.werewolf@... wrote: I like drawing but well... I cant even draw a circle right lol I do like drawing with 3d programs on the computer and then texturing it with Photoshop. and yea I know what you mean the other day I was practicing...

--- In [email protected], "malcolmxzaveircarr" <malcolmxzaveircarr@... wrote: well just so you know usually the first summonings fails because either the demon is busy or your not open enough to see/hear/feel/communicate with him/her also you can try to summon Satan but I read...

--- In [email protected], "kristenfaen" <shagrath1@... wrote: 1. yes in fact most of the info gathered on sites like exposing christianity is from studying the religion and all its faults :) 2. yea you are but please don't its unhealthy and theres much more pleasurable meditations...

Hey guys an I have a question about games a lot of games have Demons in then and unfortunately their always showed as evil monsters... especially in medieval games (when I mean medieval I mean with swords and magic and stuff) for example one of my favorite games is Diablo 2 its old I know lol...

--- In [email protected], "Austyn Rivera" <runemaster117@... wrote: well as said above you can do the hells army program http://www.666blacksun.com/Spiritual_Wa ... ining.html or just start on the begging power meditations.

--- In [email protected], Riffy Haro <natsi101@... wrote: Don't worry you don't have to tell them that. I haven't told mine either. and if they go to church every Sunday like you say they do then they might think that 'an evil demon has control over your body' so I would rather not...

--- In [email protected], "kez_donnelly" <kez_donnelly@... wrote: Hello Kerry and welcome to satanism :) and for your question don't act hostile to christianity or any of those other religions or someone might find out. theres a quote on JoS I forgot what it said but it means not to...

--- In [email protected], "quivientex" <quivientex@... wrote: thats exactly why xianity is a lesser dog so it will be easier to bring crumbling down and when that happens most likely more than a few will become satanists and then well be stronger and it will be easier to take down...

--- In [email protected], "eminempsp666" <eminempsp666@... wrote: yea it is scary that happens to me to when suddenly I start seeing shadows shaped like people moving around like I can be watching t.v. and suddenly I see a head peak out of the hallway looking at me or I have my eyes...

Ok so I was doing the invoking fire meditation and when I was on the last breath I felt like a jolt of energy go through my body and at the same time the electricity to my house went down for like 2 minutes and I felt weak after it and couldn't really walk right for a little bit does this mean...

--- In [email protected], "tearsofdespair33" <tearsofdespair33@... wrote: yea they even have all these crystals in their room and they freak if I touch them so I do it all the time to mess with them. they even got a crystal for me that supposedly had a holy angel inside so I crushed it...

--- In [email protected], "martin362948" <matinreynolds1@... wrote: I believe I read somewhere its a good sign its just your body adapting to the increased bioelectricity (not sure if thats how you spell it)

--- In [email protected], "kurtcort93" <kurtcort93@... wrote: wow that first one scares me because ive seen something similar to that it was like a black shadow as you said very tall all though mine like more like 12ft and sorry I'm to new to know what to tell you what you can do about...

--- In [email protected], "dylanw_92" <dylanw_92@... wrote: It takes more than a day to open it just make sure your holding your hand in the right position (you know its the right position when you feel faint electrical sparks) and maybe your third eye is just a little bit to the left...

--- In [email protected], "blood.werewolf" <blood.werewolf@... wrote: Sorry If its been said all ready I didn't see it but do you have an idea of were the haven would be? and is there anyone in south Florida?

--- In [email protected], "allforenki" <allforenki@... wrote: well the one time they forced me to go I sneaked away to the car and waited there so im not sure what kind of mediations they do but I have heard them talking about the third 3 and other things like that and I think their...

Hey guy I recently started meditating and opening my chakras well how is this bad you ask its not its my parents every Monday (sometimes on other days to) they go to some persons house and they have a group of 20+ were they meditate but they meditate in the name of their "god" and they all sorts...

--- In [email protected], "dylanw_92" <dylanw_92@... wrote: Hello heres one of the best sites out there http://joyofsatan.org/

--- In [email protected], "Kyle Tucker" <pbkyle07@... wrote: I suggest you go to the bathroom for a couple of minutes It's what I did last thanks giving when everyone gathered around to pray

--- In [email protected], "psychoanamull666" <psychoanamull666@... wrote: cool thanks and also is there any other chakras i have to open before I open my hand chakras?

Hi i'm jonnthan and i'm new to theistic satanism and I just wanted to say hi I have all ready done my dedication and I feel great about it I have read just about everything there is to read on the JoS site and I think I have opened my third eye sometimes I feel my third eye like I feel like a...

--- In [email protected], "maxpark66" <maxpark66@... wrote: Hey I'm new here to I just did the dedication ritual and I all ready feel good about it. you should choose this. if your in doubt look at this site http://www.exposingchristianity.com/ it will definetly help