Wow! Yeah, that is incredibly stupid! Whatever. Hail Father Satan always!

You could try vibrating Hagl and Nauthiz as well, sis. Destructive runes. Hagl is like for hail, and Nauthiz burns. Just a suggestion, though I have never used the runes in direct conflict, I don't see why that would not work, as long as your will was strong enough to direct the energies...

You can also just vibrate runes and affirm: the energies of "name of rune" are constantly working to destroy Satan's enemies". Something like that. Choose your own words. Good destructive runes are Hagl, Thurisaz, and Nauthiz. Hail Father Satan always!

This is awesome! I like! Hail Father Satan always!

I'm sorry. That must have been hard for you. It's very frustrating, yes. I do feel your pain! I have not told my mother and father of my religion; I chose not to. But I am open about it with strangers. Sounds weird I know, but nonetheless...it is, believe it or not, harder to discuss...

Kike equals jew. Xian equals christian. We don't write the word christ; we substitute the x, to show our contempt for him.

Well, just burn it astrally, if you can't do it physically. Hail Father Satan always!

That's awesome Celina! I'm happy for you Sister! ^ Hail Father Satan always!

What is this sun and mooon breath thing? I've never heard of it. Do you by chance have a link to it? Ave Satana!

Well, shit! I totally forgot that yesterday was Lammas! Bloody stupid of me...well, too late now. I hope you all had a good one! I won't forget next year; I'll make special note of it. I mean, I know it's not a Great Sabbat, but still...I oughtn't to have forgotten about it. I feel bad now...

Well said, Cobra! Hail Father Satan always!

Huggles! Good to have yu here, Daniel! :D See you in a while.

Welcome Sister! That is so very cool! Yes, your life will only continue to get better! Father has recently blessed me with something I did not know I wanted, but which I came to realize that I did. I won't go into it here, but suffice it to say that I am immensely happier for it! He knows...

Oh yeah, Becky Fischer...I fucking hate that cunt! I don't usually like using that word regarding my own gender, but it applies to her. Jewsus camp is closed now, as you know, but she is still doing her shit. It's disgusting! She is wilfully corrupting children! My fiancee and I are going to...

That's awesome! But by 'Seig', do you mean the Sowilo or Sol rune? Just asking to clarify, as I've never seen it spelt that way before. Hail Father Satan always!

Yes. Start a power meditation program should be your first order of business. And start doing rituals, to get to know Father Satan and the other Gods of Hell. Welcome to the family! Hail Father Satan always!

Made perfect sense to me, Sister! And I am not even that far advanced. Thank you for posting. Wonderful! Hail Father Satan always!

Ah, I see...Ave Ea!

Awww. Love you too sis! ^ And praise and hail Satan, our beloved Father! Forever magnified be his precious name!

Cobra is right. Don't give up! Do not be a failure, as you put it. And you ought to talk with Father Satan. And by that I don't mean beging him for help, but simply talk to him. Do a basic ritual It needn't be elaborate. Light a candle, sit before it, and pour your heart out. He is always...

Excellent idea! I'm in. And thank you for the lovely prayer. I will write my own, but I loved to read yours, Sister. ^ Hail Father Satan always!

I was wondering, does anyone know the correct pronunciation of the name "Ea?" I thought it was something like Eh-ah, but I don't know. Obviously, since Sumerian's a dead language, it's rather hard to determine these things, but still...Hail Father Satan always!

Well, now you know! :D Yeah, even before when I was without, I found the Indian gods fascinating. I'm not sure who Diana is, but she very well might be one of ours. You certainly got some sort of sign from her, so that seems to me to be a pretty good indication. Hail Father Satan!

Lol! Ah, yes...I fucking love that verse from matthew! It sums up jewsus and xianity perfectly. But most of the idiots just ignore it, or gloss it over. Bah! Blind fools...Hail Father Satan always!

Through Satan, we can achieve true enlightenment. Godhead. THAT is enlightenment, not what the buddhists and whomever claim it to be. Hail Father satan always!

Wow! Very cool! Thanks for this, Don. Well, Kali is Lilith, as Father Satan is shiva. But that's about all I know. I don't know any of the Kali legends, though.

Mike, you shouldn't do that. Get drunk all the time, I mean. And don't go blaming Father for shit! he gets too much of that as it is. He doesn't hate you, and he will never leave you, not as long as you remain sincerely devoted to him. You have to rise out of this. All this is is the enemy...

I'm glad you're okay, HP Mac! And that is too awesome about the churchless street. ^ Keep up the good fight, my Brother! Hail Father Satan always!

`Awesome story! thanks for sharing, Cobra. Very inspiring. Hail Father Satan always!

I'm just glad you're okay! Yes, we are indeed protected. Hail Father Satan always!

Too awesome! I do so love reading posts such as this. All praise and hail our almighty and beneficent God, Father Satan/Enki! Praised be his name evermore!

Regarding this statement, I must respectfully disagree with the this is worded. You can be friends with whomever you like. It's our lives. But, it won't be a true friendship, a true meeting of minds, because they are without. And whatever you may get from these friendships, whilst...

Very nice to meet you, Teena! Welcome to the family, my Sister! Hail Father Satan always!

Totally agree, Firebird! It makes me so mad sometimes, thinking about how the majority of our race treat our beloved Father Enki, and also even so some of our own people, like HPS Maxine said in one of her audio sermons. There is nothing wrong whatsoever with simply bowing down to Father, in...

Really? He said that? Wow! Makes me feel special... But seriously, what a bunch o' losers! I'd hack them though, if I could. It's perfectly possible to hack without geting yourself noticed. But sadly, I don't know how to hack. Oh well. I mean, fair's fair. They did it to us, yes? I still...

Dont worry about it, dude! It's perfectly valid. You did the best you could. You are obviously sincere, and that is what our Father is really looking for, not how much blood touched the paper, or what colour your candle was. In short, as long as you love our great Father and swear allegiance...

*sigh* I miss HP Vovim! I hope he is okay...Hail Father Satan!

Yeah, krishna Das rocks! ^ Hail father Satan!

Hey, we were all new once. Don't beat yourself up! I doubt anyone here is mad at you. Sometimes, Yahoo is stupid and decides to arbitrarily delete stuff, I think, so that's probably why your posts didn't go through. Oh, and really, you don't have to go giving up friends, unless you...

Lol. My dad likes Carlos, but I don't know if he actually believes his work to be legit, or just fiction. Either way, 'tis newage bullshit. @Don, do you mean literal bodies? As in, people were killed in said cult?

Kikeware. Ha ha! But that is awesome Shannon! Yay for the aura! :D Hail Father Satan!

You can fix the damage. It'll take time, obviously, but nothing is irreparable. Trust Father, and trust your own abilities. Hail father Satan always!

Oh, it's valid! Don't worry. You're fine. What mattered was that you were sincere. Welcome to the family! Hail Father Satan always!

Great post! Very inspiring, Micama. Thank you. Hail Father Satan!

I love this band! I didn't even know they had another album out! Thanks. Happy Solstice! Hail Father Satan!

I do not know the answers to these questions, but I hope that they do become freed, once the wwar is over. I've been troubled about this myself lately, as I have a good friend who mistakenly believes that these parasites can help him. He is mentally ill, and just...well, he's messed up. And...

You go sis! I wish you the best of luck in this, Firebird. Angels fucking suck! Give 'em Hell! Literally. Hail father Satan!

Wonderful post, Brother! Thank you. You should post more often. ^ Oh, and congrats on your fiance being dedicated! Hail father Satan forever!

Not necessarily, no. At least i don't think so. It is my belief that, if one is sufficiently dedicated and determined to complete the Great Work in one lifetime, one can do so. But i'm no expert obviously, and this is just my opinion. That which you desire can be achieved, but you must...

That is awesome! Welcome to the family! Yes, it's a wonderful feeling, to know that you are loved by him, and how much he cares for us. It baffles me at times, that he could care for us thus, when we are so flawed, but he doesn't look at the flaws. He knows what we can become, that we can...

Glad you're feeling better, Brother! Trust in Father Satan, and trust in yourself. Hail Father Satan always!

Wow! That's awesome! Congratulations, Myla! Hail father Satan!

He will protect you, if they even come at all. It depends on your level of devoutness. Basically, the more devout of a xian you were, the harder the angels will try to force you back to their side and away from lord Satan. Also, severing the links etc. takes much time. It doesn't mean, on...

Beautiful and touching! Congrats Brother! Hail Father Satan!

Do whatever you like. It's your ritual, after all. Hail Father Satan!

Greetings, and welcome! It doesn't really matter on what you do the dedication. You did it when you felt it was right. Father accepts all who are sincere, as long as they are of the gentile (non-jewish) race. Once again, welcome to the family! Hail father Satan! Hail the Gods of Hell!

Very nice to meet you! Welcome to the family, Brother!^ I was born in Tampa, FL funnily enough, though I do not live there anymore. I'm now on the opposite coast. Lol. In any case, congrats on the start of your new journey with our great Father Satan, and feel free to ask questions or share...

That is so cool! Yes, Father Satan has done similar things for me...given me stuff I never asked for. He is so kind and thoughtful, and it's the little things that really let us know he cares. I always love reading stuff like this. Thanks for sharing! Hail Father Satan always!

Sounds like you were with him on the astral or whatever. I've not had any dreams of him, sadly, so i've nothing to share on this front. But that is so awesome! ^ Hail Father Satan!

Well said, Firebird! I have not had any suicidal thoughts, ever, but lately I have been having thoughts that do not belong. But it's just enemy bs. I don't care how bad things may get, or how despondent I may feel. I would never try to kill myself, because that starts the cycle over again...

This is gold, this is, Maxine! Awesome stuff...Hail Father Satan! Hail Lilith!

Awww! I hope you can heal him. I've not tried healing on animals. Whilst I don't believe there are any runes for healing specifically, you could try the Sowilo rune. It amplifies workings, and you could breathe in solar energy and then use Sowilo to program/direct it to heal your little guy...

Wow! Most enlightening, as always, Maxine! hail Father Satan! Heil Hitler!

Most wise and inspirational words, Cobra! Thanks so much for posting. Needed that today. ^ Bottom line? I do not care what the fucking enemy throws at me; I would never, in a trillion years, betray my wonderful Father Satan, or indeed any of my infernal family. The enemy can go fuck itself...

Sometimes the Gods write through us, without us asking them to. not saying they are in your case, mike, but just putting that out there. In any case, what you wrote made perfect sense to me. ^ Hail father Satan!

I am glad you and your sister-in-law were able to resolve your issues. It's hard when family fights, particularly when it is SS family. Hail father Satan always!

Don't worry about it, Kitty! Sami's right. It's just the enemy trying to fuck with you. Ignore it, and just keep on with business as usual. One of their tactics is, they love to make us feel worthless, and like that father doesn't really love us. I've not had this exact thing happen to me...

Wow! Wicked awesome! ^ Hail Father Satan!

Er, I was born prematurely myself. I am not unnatural, thank you very much, and neither are you. We can't help when we are born. And my Father Enki loves me, (he has proven this on various occasions), which is all the proof of 'naturalness' I need. That should be enough for you, as well...

Hope you start to feel better soon, Sister! Just remember, this too shall pass. Hang in there! Hail Father Satan!

Just post the ritual here, once you write it. It's an excellent idea! I mean, we're all doing our aura of protection anyways, or at least we should be, but doing a united ritual for this purpose would be good, I think. particularly on the major Sabbats...Samhain, etc. But once you finish, do...

Welcome back! ^ Hail Father Satan!

The enemy is fucking with you, my friend! Ignore it. Father doesn't always give us blatant signs (he didn't give me any, when I first dedicated), but I'm sure he accepted you. He knows we are only human, and have to use what we have at hand. As long as you were truly sincere in your...

Hey, dig the name! ^ Hail Father Satan!

That's awesome! Hail Father Satan!

Um, look, bro. You don't have to take the words so literally. You don't have to go being an asshole to the xians; that's not what our father meant, I don't think. I think that statement just means, don't let yourself get too close to them, both for your own good and theirs, because the enemy...

Awesome! I like. ^ Hail father Satan!

Hi, and welcome to the family! ^ First, well, you could just use perfume. Something that smells nice, but doesn't require burning and shouldn't overpower anything. As to your second question, i'm not really sure. Perhaps you just aren't used to it. Meditation, I mean. Just keep at it, and...

Oh, okay. I see. We'll get to speak eventually, I'm ure. ^ Oh, and, well, I sent a link to your song to my friend. He's without, but he loved it. He said your voice was beautiful. Just thought you'd like to know. Going to put a link to it up on my Fb page. You need some promotion, Sister...

Best of luck with your band, Derek! Ave Satanas!

Well, in my book, Satanism needs all the positive publicity it can get. I say go for it, if that's what you wanna do. I wish you the best of success with your endeavour! I too wish to do something similar. Hail father Satan!

Hang in there, and just do the best you can! I don't quite understand your situation, but I am sure you will be fine, in the end. Trust in our father, and in yourself. You are never alone, we are all here for you. Hail father Satan always!

Just keep pushing, Sister...work on the chronic stuff a little at a time, and they'll probably improve over time. Just my thoughts. Anyways, glad your back is still okay. Hail Father Satan!

Hope things are going well for you, my Sister! i've missed you. ^ Ave Satanas!

Yay! I was hoping you'd write another song! I love it. Brilliant! You really ought to try and make a CD one of these days. I'm serious here; we need more Satanic musicians out there, who aren't just doing metal. Hail father Satan!

That's wicked awesome! Hope ya feel better soon. Hail father Satan!

As far as your question, i'm not sure. I wanna do this same ritual myself too, though. Hope you feel better soon, sis! ^ Hail father Satan!

Just use what you can. father will understand. Hail father Satan always!

Ah yes, lent. One of the most useless catholic holidayss ever! i mean, they're all useless, but yeah. I don't know if corrupted from us or not. I just know it's stupid. Basically, you're supposed to give up something you really love; I don't understand the reasoning behind it at all...

Well, I'll do my best. ^ Thanks bro. Hail Father Satan!

Well said, Xyelove! Wise and true words. Hail father Satan!

Awesome ritual, Brother! What if you can't bury the sigils, though? The ground where I live isn't really that great for burying stuff; it's al just gravel, no real dirt to dig in. Hail father Satan! Hail Lady Inanna!

Eh, we al make mistakes and errors in judgement. In any event, no harm was done. The important thing is is we acknowledge our mistakes and move forward. Hail father Satan!

Hang in there , Sister! I'm sure all will be fine soon. Probably is just a stage. Though I admit to not having experienced such myself, but that doesn't really mean anything. Anyways, just stay strong and ride it out best you can. Hail father Satan!

After April 13, I believe. And dont go offering to kill yourself! You would do him no good dead. Hail father Satan always!

Ignore these dreams. It is just the enemy fucking with you. They do not want yu to know Satan, our true father and creator. I know it's hard; the enemy often fucks with new people. They did it with me a very little bit when i first dedicated, but I never received nightmares. Why don't you...

Fucking catholic priests! I got a friend who's catholic...well, more of an acquaintance really, but still. I do like the guy; least he doesn't preach at me. I wish I could talk to him about father, but I know he wouldn't listen to me. He's too far gone. Hail Satan!

Yes, Father is so amazing! His energy is so ineffably beautiful. He is the only one of the Gods whom I really feel I know at this point. Though I'm not at the point where I can telepathically communicate with him yet, I have been starting to feel his energy/presence during ritual more...

What's your FB name, Sister? You can write me off-list if you don't want to say on here. I'm not under my birth name on FB; I'm under my craft name, but I don't think I'll put that here, just to be safe. But yes, this abuse is very, very disturbing! And you're right; we need to get the...

Wow! Too cool! Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord Osiris!

Wait, so transiting means, well, that the planets in question, ssort of cross each other's path? Or something like that? Ave Satanas!

Congratulations! Welcome to the family! It's always wonderful to see new people discover Father's truth and freedom. Hail Father Satan always!

Er, Mike, I'm not clergy obviously, but I'm pretty certain that everyone has a soul, and chakras. Animals do too, so...in any event, training's not a waste, for you'v learnt from it. And it should wear off, I would think. Hang in there, Brother! Hail Father Satan!

And a yantra is what, again? It's stupid; I know I jusut read what it was, like, a half an hour ago, but...*sigh* Brain freeze.

Ooooh, I want! I don't care what people might think; I'd wear it on my finger. I hope it isn't too expensive. Ave Satanas!

I wasn't offended in the least, Sister. You are absolutely right! Really, I think it all comes down to balance. There's nothing wrong with wanting to socialize and enjoy ourselves, but we have to balance that with what needs to be done. thank you very much for posting this, Lydia! Great...

What HP jake said is very true, Ray. Father Satan accepts you, as long as you are sincere, and honest with him. And, as long as you're not a jew, for the jews are not of Satan. They are of the enemy! But as long as you were heartfelt, honest and sincere in your dedication, he accepted you...

I've not done this vibration yet, but I plan to. My advice is, well, just back off a bit. Maybe only do it for like, 15 minutes for a while? Jake's right, and you don't want to inadvertently hurt yourself.

Close friends in a previous life with Satan, I meant to say. ^

That's so cool! Oh, and regarding being drawn to certain Daemons/sigils...this is just a theory of mine. Don't know how valid it is, but i thought, well, maybe it doesn't always signify that the God/Daemon is your Guardian per se. You might also have been close friends with whoever it is...

Greetings Aeden! Father satan does not care what we do, or do not do, with our bodies. If you don't have a libido, you don't have a libido. You certainly can't force yourself to feel desire. But maybe it's just buried very deeply? I do not know. Perhaps there is a great imbalance in your...

Speak it, Sister! Seriously, I'm getting sick of these stupid 'wanna get rich' posts! Yet another person who has totally missed the point. *sigh* There's nothing wrong with wanting to be wealthy and prestigious, but that's not the main goal of this path. Hail Father Satan always!

Welcome to the family, Sister! ^ as for what to do nexzt, I suggest starting the spiritual warfare training program, which is on Jos. though, the enemy fucked with the link. Just click on the "updates" link, and the join Hel's Army stuff will work again. Anyways, welcome and blessings! Hail...

Stupid damn kikes...they don't care about anything! As long as they get what they want. Disgusting. Hail father Satan!

I didn't feel anything when I did either, really. But that does not matter. We are all different, and thus have different experiences when dedicating. Hail Father Satan always!

Just open your heart, and talk to him. There are no canned prayers, unlike xianity. He may not always answer right away, or in a manner that you can understand, but when you ask for help, eventually he will give it. I speak from experience. Like a true Father, he is always there for us, his...

Greetings Monica! Welcome to the fmily! ^ Hail Father Satan!

A destruction ritual, yes. But even just lashing out is constructive, as it gets your rage out of you, instead of it being bottled up. Hail Father Satan forever!

Blessings and welcome, Sister! Very nice to meet you. Hail Father Satan always!

So beautiful, Sister! Almost made me cry. Hail Father Satan always!

Very beutiful and heartfelt! Hail father Satan!

I knew it had a significance to us! Thanks for posting this, HP Jake. Ave satanas!

I hope the truth is revealed to you soon, Lydia. I've no cleu, as I've never had a prophetic dream in my life. Lol. @Mike, just remember, we care about you, and so does Father Satan, though he may not always blatantly show it. You certianly ar not worthless, in either his or our eyes. Hang...

That is so awful Sister! I was on a fourm the other day, and this atheist guy was trying to say, well, the sexual abuse, mutilating the clitoris etc. wasn't a religious or strictly muslim thing, and I was like whatever. It's the muslims doing it, so that's enough for me! The dude said he did...

Lol. Nice bro! I'd say it sounds pretty deserved to me. Hail Father Satan!

Just be patient, and hang in there. Just remember, if you kill yourself, the enemy wins! You mustn't let them win. Have faith in Father, and in yourself. Besides, you won't do Father Satan, or yourself, if you end your own life. 'Cause if you die like that, you'll just reincarnate and end up...

Hey, we all make mistakes. All paart of being human, and Father understands that. ^ Hail Father Satan!

That's awesome sis! Hail Father Satan!

Well, I'm not homesick per se. I honestly feel that my place is here, ultimately. Though I want to visit Father in Hell of course. But I want to help fix the Earth, want to help put it back the way it was, the way it used to be, you know? It wasn't always this fucked up. But we've got the...

That's so cool. And glad you feel better, Sister. ^ Hail Father Satan!

The amount of blood does not matter. The important thing is, you did it. Welcome to the family, my Brother! Hail Father Satan!

Indeed beautiful, Brother! Thanks so much for sharing. Hail Father Satan always!

No problem bro. ^ Well, fuck! I didn't know that about the void moon, Raven. Does that site go back to 08? I did my dedication on Beltane of 08. I think it was like 11 PM? I'm not really worried. I'm pretty sure I'd have known whether or not it was invalid by now, but still I'd like to...

You can perform it whenever you want, Brother. The day does not matter. Hail Father Satan!

Cool! Thanks for posting. Yes, the aura of protection is indeed important. I've been working on strengthening my own shield. Hail Father Satan!

Oh, cool! I didn't know what the kike names meant. Thanks for that, HP Jake! Hail Father Satan!

I think that's personal preference, really. But were it me, I'd have it face east, since that is Father Lucifer/Satan's direction. South is Lord Azazel's direction.

Awesome! Well said, Sister! Hail Father Satan!

Fuck! Knew there was a reason I didn't like Apple. This is just...I've no words. Oh, the kikes have much to answer for, indeed. Hail Father Satan!

Siatris is right, I'm afraid. About people, I mean. So, just keep studying. The info is there, if you look. And you can always ask in the group anyway.

'Course you can, if that's what you want to do. Go for it! The Gods speak all languages anyways, so it's cool. Hail Father Satan!

Damn! That sucks, Lydia. But I'm sure you'll get a new one in the near future. ^ Best of success with your workings! Oh, and I didn't know that about Mercury. Thanks for the info. Hail Father Satan!

Dedicate when you feel you are ready. There must be no doubt in your heart that this is what you wish to do. As for learning we are all of us learning, upon our path with Satan and the other Gods. And no, the xian "god", aka jesus etc., does not exist and has never existed. Satan, however...

I know. Fear is about the most useless emotion. My bf said once that it's stupid not to be afraid, and I'm like whatever. But he's without, so there you go. I don't scare easily either. I mean, I don't go round taking stupid risks; there's just not much I'm afraid of. Besides, I know that...

I know! It's not that hard to read the site. But some people just want everything handed to them, which is another symptom of xianity. Makes people extremely lazy. Hail Father Satan!

Spiritual Satanism is not about sexual perversion. It is about empowering oneself spiritually and transforming one's soul. Like Siatris said, you wanna be a pervert? Then become ordained in the catholic church. There's loads of 'em in there. Hail Father Satan!

Hang in there, Addam. It'll be all right in the end, Brother. Trust Father Satan, and trust yourself. Hail Father Satan always!

Bah! Fucking spam! Don't know if i got it yet, but if I did, it's going in my trash folder where it belongs. Non serviam! Hail Father Satan always!

Bravo, Mike! Well said Brother! And I totally agree. I've been noticing this lately too, and it makes me mad. HPS Maxine herself said that our Father does not tolerate people who think they can use him. And, well, it's called "Spiritual Satanism" for a reason. :D Balance between the physical...

Hey, cool! Thanks for letting us know.

Well, Father Satan/Enki is the truth. Have you dedicated yet, or are you still thinking about doing so? Hail Father Satan!

Greetings and welcome, Sister! Hail Father Satan!

Welcome back Brother! ^ And your English is fine. Hail Father Satan always!

Um, Jeremy, it's actually the Order of Nine Angles. Not "angels". Just saying. But as far as you looking into it, there's no harm, I don't think. I mean, you're just learning about it, and if you don't like it, you don't have to read it. I honestly don't know if they're legit or not, but...

Thanks for the vid Sister. I'm not gonna watch it now. I'm already upset enough right now. But I will definitely watch it, later. Blech! Jewspeak! Hail Father Satan!

Thanks for this Maxine! Most enlightening. Hail Father Satan forever!

Don't worry about it. If you can't get it, you can't get it. I did my dedication ritual without any incense; all I had was a candle. It doesn't matter. Father understands. Hail Father Satan!

I'm pretty sure they can, Kait. They are hyperaware, I think, of stuff that we as humans may not always be aware of. Don't know for sure, but those are just my thoughts. It stands to reason that animals can sense the presence of Daemons, or any other extra-dimensional beings. Hail Father Satan!

Yes, Shiva is Father Satan. And no, it doesn't matter at all that you're black. Satan loves and cares for all of the Gentile races, who are all his people. Oh, and just as a side note, I gotta say: I love the testimonials page on Jos! Sometimes, if I'm depressed or down, and think that...

That's awesome! I'm glad you finally did it. ^ I didn't mean that in a bad way. Don't mind me. I don't even know why I wrote that last line. Lol. Anyway, welcome to the family! Hail Father Satan!

Everyone's different, and so, when people dedicate, each individual experience is different. There really isn't a set way you're supposed to feel. That being said, welcome to the family, Brother! ^ Hail Father Satan!

That's awesome! Welcome to the family! Your journey is just beginning. Hail Father Satan!

Greetings and welcome! Well, my story's pretty prosaic; but basically in a nutshell, I was never raised xian. My parents pretty much left me alone to choose my religious path for myself. I flitted round quite a bit when I was younger (I'm only 25 now, but I was a precocious kid). Lol. Tried...

And just for the record, Mother Lilith and Lady Inanna/Astaroth are not the same goddess. Lady Astaroth is one of the Four Crowned Princes of Hell, I believe her proper title would be Archduchess? Whereas Lilith, as HPS Maxine said, is Father Satan's wife--his favourite, to be more specific...

Welcome to the family, and greetings! If I may offer a bit of advice? Don't worry about trying to make contact with your patron/guardian Daemon right away. I realize that you are eager to do this, but since you are new, and consequentially not very psychically open, I assume, that would not...

Do not end your life! Spiritual Satanism is about strength, about standing up on one's own and not breaking! Unless you have a terminal illness for which there is no cure, do not do this. Because if you do, you will just be reincarnated, and you will be put in a similar situation, wehr you...

I think what Anaxium said is best. Dedicate first, then if you're still feeling beset by unwanted thoughts, do a blasphemy ritual. It probably is like you said...unwanted programming hanging around. Since you were raised xian, it's harder to deprogram yourself. Even those of us who weren't...

Awww! That's awesome! ^ Happy birthday, sis! Satanic blessings! Hail Father Satan!

Another awesome post! And so very true! Hail Father Satan!

That's awesome Brother! I dedicated on Beltane of 08, myself. Hail Father Satan!

Yay! Happy almost Imbolc! ^ Hail Father Satan!

Wow! Damn! That is awesome! Hail Father Satan!

Nice to meet you, Lily. Hang in there, and just know that we are always here for you if you need us, as is Father. Stay strong, Sister! Hail Father Satan always!

That's awesome, Brother! I'm happy for you. Hail Father Satan!

Ah, I see. Okay, yeah, she is obviously fucked in the head. And seeking attention also, I'd wager. And Jason, I know what you mean. Though I've not experienced communication through quite the means you talked about, I have definitely experienced our Father's love in unexpected ways. It is...

To coin a phrase, Hell helps those who help themselves. I don't know if you are dedicated or not. However, just remember, there are no mediators in Satanism. You are perfectly capable of speaking to Father Satan yourself, on your own behalf. Even if you aren't psychically open enough to hear...

Well, that could be a matter of semantics; I mean, I myself talk to Father Satan daily, about one thing or another. Note: I talk to him, but I am not nearly at the point where I am able to have a conversation with him. But I always speak to him, as if he were in the room with me, because it...

That's awesome! Welcome Brother! Hail Father Satan!

No, I did not, but that doesn't mean anything. That's very awesome that you had such an experience. Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord Enlil!

Welcome, Sister! Blessings! Hail Father Satan!

I'm sorry you all are having such a crappy week. Hope it getss better soon! Hang in there, Brothers! Stay strong in our great Lord, Enki. Hail Father Satan!

I'm in! I wish to be more active in the war this year. That was my private resolution. I can do no less for Father. Hail Father Satan! Hail the Gods of Hell!

I like it. Hail Father Satan! Hail Lord Pazuzu!

Beautiful! Hail Father Satan!

So beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing this with us! Hail Father Satan forever!

Sometimes it happens like that. Lol. But I'm glad yo're not bothered about it. Just make sure you do the aura of protection meditation every day; that really does help repel stuff. Hail Father Satan!

Hi Mike! May have been an attack; something similar happened to me too one time. I felt like shit, like I was being drained. It was right in the middle of my college class. Lol. I did the best I could to repel said entity...not sure what the entity was, but it was definitely malignant. But...

Beautiful, as always! ^ Hail Father Satan always!

Too awesome, Raven! Congratulations Sister, even though you're not married yet. Lol. All the best to you both! Hail Father Satan!

Yeah, I did that once. Had some chick do a 'spiritual response' reading for me. I didn't pay for it, though. I was with my dad at this psychic fair place, and he knew the woman and she said she'd do it for free. So I was like, what the fuck? Why not? Good for a laugh. She did some stuff with...

Well, spirits (the dead) do come to some people, but if you yourself didn't experience anything with them, it was probably just that this dude was crazy. Lol. As for the horns, I don't know, but it is cool. Maybe if you keep meditating, you'll be able to see them. And the iwings...we all...

I'm just speaking for myself here, as I know everyone's situation is different, but I will hide from no one! At the moment, I don't have a job, so I don't have to worry about that particular hurdle, but when I do get one it will most likely be online, so no one will care what religion I have...

Love, compassion...those are NOT weaknesses, Mike! I think I understand why you think they are, but nonetheless, they are not. Giving love and kindness where it is undeserved, now that is a weakeness, and not healthy, but giving love and kindness where it is deserved, to one's family is a...

Hi Mike. The pressure, I think, is just your third eye becoming more active. I've no clue what the tiredness and other stuff is, though. I wish I could hlep you more with this. Sorry. Hail Father Satan!

Thanks for this, HP mac! I needed to read it today. ^ Hail Father Satan!

Awww! That last post almost made me cry, Todd! ^ But yes, I can do nothing except echo the sentiments of others. Mike, for what it's worth, I think you belong here, as a Brother of ours. I was not raised xian, so I cannot really understand quite what you are going through here, but...

Welcome! Thanks for sharing this. It's great to feel, that you are never alone. Hail Father Satan!

Beautiful! Hail Father Satan!

Oh no, you aren't spamming, Sister! Lol. I for one love to read your posts, and this lets me know when you've updated it. ^ Keep up the awesome work! Hail Father Satan!

Well said, Karen! I've been a Satanist for three years, and I know that Father is always there for me when I need him. I feel in my soul that this is so, and he has proven this to me multiple times. He is amazing! Satan/Enki is the true "Most Highest". Hail Father Satan always!