When I was little, around the age of 6 or 7, I was very interested in Meteorology, Clouds, Martial Arts, and Tai Chi. I was fixated on obtaining powers from these and dreamed of being able to smash bricks with my bare hands. I remember practicing forming a chi ball in my hands, and I could actually feel the energy; my hand chakras were very active, so I was convinced this was real, not fake, and I would actually be able to do this one day. But more than anything else, I was obsessed with levitation. I would spend most of my time trying to find videos of people levitating and tried to attempt it while I was in the bathtub many times, lol.
Fast forward many years later, I was going through a rough patch in life, found out about the jews and the freemasons, and started researching them and their "activities" endlessly, and was appalled by what I learned. Everything seemed hopeless. I thought these people had way too much control and power to be stopped, and I wished that somehow, somewhere, there was a group of people going against them behind the scenes
A couple of months later, I saw a video on YouTube (I posted this video on my profile here) that explained the Vedic Cosmology and Astronomical measurements of the Solar System that were extremely accurate even though they were made over 2000 years ago.
This video changed my life. It absolutely amazed me and convinced me of the existence of the Gods. I was always agnostic before, not xtian, not atheist, I always thought that there was a higher power in the universe, I just did not know what it was. Even though I went to Sunday school and was baptized as a child, I never believed the lie of Christianity. When I was a small child in school, I would laugh in the other kids' faces for believing in such foolish nonsense and tell them their god did not exist.
So after seeing this video, I began researching the Vedic Gods. I was sucked in, and I could not stop learning all about the Gods. I would spend from the moment I woke up, through the middle of the night, losing sleep, finding out more about the Gods. Then I looked into the Greek Gods, the Roman Gods, and the Egyptian Gods, and began connecting all the dots, and realized these were all the same beings who went by different names in different cultures.
I wanted to connect to these great beings and learn from them, so I was researching different ways to contact them, and that is when I stumbled across the Sri Yantra. This was the sacred Yantra of Lalita Tripura Sundari, which translates into English as:
Lalita, the Queen of the Three Worlds, the Beautiful Woman. This is the Vedic Mother Lilith. I would gaze at the Sri Yantra for a bit and feel the wonderful energy of this magical pattern, and it would put me at ease. I made it the wallpaper of my computer and fell in love with this Yantra and the Goddess behind it.
Then three days later, I was sitting in my room watching a video on Cryptids and Extra-Terrestrials, and out of nowhere, I heard this weird buzzing noise. I thought it was coming from my speakers, so I turned them off, but I still heard the noise. Then I checked my phone and turned it off, but I still could hear this strange buzzing noise. I thought I was losing my mind or being messed with, but instead of panicking, I just tried to relax and see what was going on. As I listened, it got louder and louder until I could feel the noise in my body. I heard an AAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMM coming from my belly. Then I heard a voice warning me, saying, "Something bad is going to happen." And basically telling me to prepare myself for this. Then I felt a very strong presence enter my room and move to the other side of the room. I could not see it, but I could definitely feel it strongly. Then I heard the most beautiful celestial music with chimes and bells that could not be recreated by anyone.
Looking back on it, this happened on the Spring Equinox, on Astarte's Holy Day.
So right after this, I was shaken up but also felt amazing for the next couple of weeks. I radiated a pleasant, graceful, and calming energy, which I could tell was not my own.
I wanted to prepare myself for whatever this entity was warning me about, and so I thought the best way to do this was to become a complete master of the occult and be able to contact this entity again. I got into a bunch of charlatan occultists, and their philosophies did not sit right with me; they were too New Agey, and everything was about love and smiles, and it felt really fake and just reminded me of how xtians are with their plastic smiles.
Then, about two months after I had the experience at the Spring Equinox, I was browsing a paranormal forum and clicked a link to the Joy of Satan. This was before it became the Temple of Zeus. As I read the material, everything I had previously researched had all come together; this was it, this is what I was looking for, this is what I was guided to by whichever entity visited me on that special day. I read many written sermons, and the audio sermons were especially powerful for me. Hearing High Priestess Maxine's voice felt so familiar, it was like I knew this person before they sounded like family.
I downloaded all of the runes and started practicing. Did my first ever ritual to Astarte. However, I did not feel ready to fully dedicate yet, I assumed I didn't need to, and the Gods would be there for me anyway.
I went on a Beach trip shortly after this, and I remember reading the forums here, and new rituals were just uploaded. It was for Lord Asmodeus, Lord Hephaestus, and Lord Alpheus. I could not do them because I was with my family. When I was walking on the beach, I noticed an extremely complex pattern drawn in the sand. I thought there was absolutely no way a human could have drawn this. It had complex spirals, arrows, and crosses, with not one mistake. I thought this was extraordinary. Later on, I realized, THIS WAS THE SIGIL OF GOD ASMODEUS.
Then, when I got back home my love for the Gods was intense, but for some reason I still did not dedicate myself to them because I was fully convinced I didn't need to. Boy, was I wrong. I went to a concert with my sister, and it was a great show, but this weird old jewish-looking couple was standing behind us and kept looking at us, but I ignored them. When I got home later that night, as I was lying in bed trying to go to sleep, I heard these weird guttural noises astrally. It sounded like two different beings talking to each other, and their language was very guttural, like hacking a bunch of loogies. I felt these entities trying to attack my kidneys, and it felt like they were trying to do a surgical operation on me.
I woke up with a giant scar on my kidney; it looked like a giant burn mark. I tried to figure out what this was and looked up other similar experiences, and sure enough, I found many reports of people encountering reptilian beings whose language sounded very guttural. Then, when I saw the RTRs, it all made sense. Some of the noises sounded very similar to the noises I heard that night
So now I figured it would be a great time to dedicate to the Gods, as it would prove I am completely committed to them and they would protect me. After I dedicated myself, I have never had another troubling incident. I can say with complete certainty that I am wholly protected by the Gods. I thank them for this every day.
That is my story. I know it is a bit long, but I wanted to make sure I told the whole story. Thank you all for making this community wonderful.