FDatas
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Hello, before I try to explain what's been happening I need to add that ever since I did the conversion ritual I have felt (since the second day, as you can tell from my post history) a cold presence around me in my room. It doesn't feel bad, it feels calm.
That being said, I did get to see a grey but it was because I've opened my 6th eye too quickly. I pretty much have advanced spiritually but there's a lot to work on still
Listen, I've been reading and studying more since I've converted and I have asked my family, (mother) if we have any Jewish ancestry. Mind you, from what I had been told I'm a mix of Italian-German-Argentine (you can kinda guess why my paranoia and fear started beeping)
I asked my mother if we had Jewish ancestry and ever since I first asked, not only does she seem visually uncomfortable but she starts circumventing around the question.
This doesn't feel good as when I did my first chakra spinning I NOTICED THAT 3 CHAKRAS FELT DIM. You know this also relates to the issue these creatures face, and don't worry ever since thsr first spinning I managed to make them clear as day, each and every chakra has a shining gold around them as well as their respective colour.
I just need to know if my paranoia is correct, could anyone help me in this? I don't feel good and the fact my mother acts like that every time I ask is driving me insane
Is there any virtual to manifest or invoke Zeus to judge me? I really feel like I'm fucking screwed but it might just be the paranoia since I feel attracted to the gods but at the same time this just crushed all my fucking beliefs, in the case that I'm a Jew I think it's needless to say but I won't fucking accept being that race, you can tell what I'm planning to do if that's the case
Thanks for reading. Sorry if this is a mess.
To the staff who reads this; i tried to not reveal any private info
That being said, I did get to see a grey but it was because I've opened my 6th eye too quickly. I pretty much have advanced spiritually but there's a lot to work on still
Listen, I've been reading and studying more since I've converted and I have asked my family, (mother) if we have any Jewish ancestry. Mind you, from what I had been told I'm a mix of Italian-German-Argentine (you can kinda guess why my paranoia and fear started beeping)
I asked my mother if we had Jewish ancestry and ever since I first asked, not only does she seem visually uncomfortable but she starts circumventing around the question.
This doesn't feel good as when I did my first chakra spinning I NOTICED THAT 3 CHAKRAS FELT DIM. You know this also relates to the issue these creatures face, and don't worry ever since thsr first spinning I managed to make them clear as day, each and every chakra has a shining gold around them as well as their respective colour.
I just need to know if my paranoia is correct, could anyone help me in this? I don't feel good and the fact my mother acts like that every time I ask is driving me insane
Is there any virtual to manifest or invoke Zeus to judge me? I really feel like I'm fucking screwed but it might just be the paranoia since I feel attracted to the gods but at the same time this just crushed all my fucking beliefs, in the case that I'm a Jew I think it's needless to say but I won't fucking accept being that race, you can tell what I'm planning to do if that's the case
Thanks for reading. Sorry if this is a mess.
To the staff who reads this; i tried to not reveal any private info