I am having difficulty with this. A few years back I identified as pure lesbian, but than I was raped. I still find myself strongly attracted to women and have found many of whom I have fallen for, but I also find myself physically attracted to men. Though I find myself unable to feel anything...

That is rather fascinating but just more reasons how you know he is the false god. Jo Hail Satan

You are right. You should not stop meditating, and most likely the bad things is an angel playing on your fears trying to scare you from our father. By meditating through out it and keeping Satan in your heart you will grow enough to fight the angel away. Im sorry bout your home life and screwed...

What is your chance? Maybe I will be of some guidance to you. By the way sometimes Satan does not answer directly because he is busy after all so he sends a demon to you to help you with whatever. I would suggest meditate and see if you can find and talk to yours. Jo Hail Satan --- In...

Satan knows about your situation and he does not expect you to do anything that will hurt you. So if you must go underground than go because Satan will be with you no matter what and he will understand your reasoning. And so long as you keep the father in your heart and do your meditations you...

To all of you... 1) adding your own person touches will not hurt the ritual any nor cause any negative effects. 2) The depressed and bad things that happen after a ritual is usually an angel trying to act like a demon to make you turn to their side. Be wary as this is actually an angel messing...

You are more than welcome to do the meditations, actually it is preferred you start with them. You do not have to dedicate to practice, Satan knows that some situations are inevitable and cannot be gotten around. So long as you keep Satan in your heart you do not have to able to do the...

Honestly It sounds like an oddity but it sounds rather fascinating too. I dont know what to tell you, but I would really like to see pictures if you could lol. Im sorry I am not really helpful, its just I have never come across this before. Well I guess I do know people who have had the sixes...

Being in this situation is rather difficult no? It sounds like you are leaning towards going both ways. I have to tell you that the only way you will know if you like one more than the other is to try them both out. I understand the virgin reasons so I am not implying that you need to have sex...

Everything is based on personal experiences and abilities. I know a few friends who took them a couple of weeks to open some, months to open others while with me each one took about a month or so to open. As for how do they feel that too is different for everyone. Some of mine were relieving...

Yes it is still valid, it does not matter really what does not go exactly as planned during the ritual so long as in your heart you are true. Satan will know what you meant and will forgive little things like corners of the paper not burning. Hail Satan --- In [email protected]...

Yes you are officially a satanist. Though you probably were a satanist long before the ritual if Satan was in your heart. Hail Satan --- In [email protected], "shadowflip18" <shadowflip18@... wrote: its jan 11 and i did the ritual at about 5:00 am i now officially stanism?

It is true you should not "dabble" but only to a certain extent. It is always good to learn. Satan knows you are curious and that you wish to learn. I would suggest to learn read the JoS website but also try meditating. And its through exploration that people find what they are seeking: so...

Satan will accept you no matter what. He understands that there are situations that are out of your control, and he will always be with you through them all. You can make a temple in your mind and preform the rituals there or wait and do them here. It does not matter, Satan will accept them...

I would suggest to you to read the JoS website (http://www.joyofsatan.org/)