It wasn't for my guardian, I don't know who mine is yet, but I had asked a demon if I could draw her an she said I could. With what she told me, I found her very beautiful, and I was happy that I got to draw one of the demons. I used a pendulum for this, you could perhaps  try that?

About how long is the wait to actually meet your guardian demon? I was communicating with a demon (using a pendulum, since I'm not that advanced) and I got to draw her, and later I had asked if she was my guardian, the answer was no, but she said I would get to meet them sometime. I was...

I've read about and attempted trances multiple times, but I never really can, and my head will hurt. Am I doing something wrong?