Brian, Lydia, Shannon, long time no see... I get curious about my past lives (if any) from time to time. I think it must be great to have all the memories, no matter what they are, be them good or bad and all the knowledge from before. In any case, I can't remember a thing and I'm still not good...

It's a good thing we can get encouragment when we need it. I'm in a kind of the same boat as Bunny, except the suicidal thoughts part, these are long gone. My issue seems to be a lack of motivation, desire and generally not caring. About anything really. Even though since my dedication, over...

---In [email protected], <pinkteabunny@... wrote : Thank you so much for your kind words, Sister :) Verry encouraging and it makes me feel a lot better. and for the visualising color situation, maybe you could foucus on chakras in a deep trance and see what comes to mind? I...

I'm not really familiar with the subject but it seems to be an old story of a guy who got completely fcked up by the "stuff" to the point he believes he's a Faraoh and an alien and the like. Maybe some longer term members may elaborate. /Hail Satan and all the True Gods! /Hail Gods of War...

Good to go Lydia :D Well, I'm in the middle of mine (spiritual), nothing yet, we'll see I guess. I've decided to give it a go, not even being sure if I'm open enough (I've read before that one needs to have open chakras for the square to work) - in worst case scenario I'll just loose some...

Yeah, it looks like a miss-post. Back to topic though, I can't see why would anyone be offended with what You've written, after all, it's a disscusion and an... exploration of possibilities, let me call it. I have been interested in a more... scientific or orginized side of the subject as...

Now that's an interesting question. I'd like to know myself. If "they" already try to pose as one of our side, what problem would "they" have with lying all the way? Especially since they're really good at it. I remember reading that explanation on JoS (about invoking Satan's wrath) but it...

And so we've never heared form Alisha gain... /Hail Satan and all the True Gods! /Hail Gods of War! /Mike

True that. Slow and annoying pace - I can tell all about it. I've been meditating every day for over a year now (closer to a year and a half, as well as doing some other exercises like Yoga) and I still see no progress to speak of. I guess that some people have it harder than the others...

I could say that I'm experiencing something similar but I've no problem with getting tingling/chills (also very strong if I want to, leading to uncontrollable shaking). The thing is, I can't feel anything "inside". All the sensations happen on skin only, no matter the concentration etc. Also...

Hey m8, Let's hope there's still something for Satan to enter to... OK, there's the two of us so maybe there's still hope xD I have never heared about the celebrations You've named in your post, time to make some digging :D ANd that x"t"ian thing - old habits die hard, when I don't...

Yeah, it's even more easy when you have a whole establishment, influence and money to back it all up. Sometimes I have a feeling that people want to be told this crap, that they would believe anything as long as it's all easy. No work on their part, no effort at all, no responsibility at all...

I'd be careful with this "Love yourself unconditionally." Why? Because it can lead to complacency. My opinion is that if someone wants to advance, to better him/herself, there must be something that given person doesn't like about him/herself. Something that needs to be changed. Unconditional...

So that's why I had this monster headache and felt generally weak that morning... Hail Satan and all the True gods! Hail Gods of War! /Mike

Nice topic. A lot of useful info in it. Maybe I shoud try it out, get myself into shape (right now my shape is well... at the very bottom). The problem is, I have always hated physical effort. Maybe it's because I get tired very quickly - even back during school times, I could do maybe...