Can someone please help me? I saw Satan once back in 2012 after I took the oath. He looked just like the picture on JoS so I know it was him. He smiled at me and shook his head. I have been unsuccessful in trying to build a relationship with him. My meditation is awkward and confused with no...

I am new to Satanism and need help understanding it.  The reason that I am interested in Satanism is because I believe I was visited by Lucifer in 2012.  I was praying to the sky asking about the truth of religion when one night a glowing gold haired male in a white robe visited me for a short...