You should try to communicate with it the same you you did before. Don't open yourself up psychically to some entity if you're not sure what it really is. Hail!

Ha! You answered your own question! That's exactly right, don't focus on sight too much. Just work on feeling energy before you put too much effort on visualization. Most of the time you'll feel the energy like a tingly sensation or warmth most of the time. Hail!

It's not stupid at all! Many of us have had very spiritual experiences in our time with Father as you will. The first question is, do you know what's wrong? If not how can you help it? You need to go back and find more information before you try anything to aid this spirit. Hail!

You should start the process from the beginning exactly as it says. As long as you keep up with the program your abilities will not fade at all! It also isn't mandatory, It's a very good program that will build up your energy and abilities in an even way however. I don't see a reason why...

You may have an overactive Sacral Chakra. It's not a real problem. When you start feeling this just direct that extra energy up your spine or out to your aura. Hail!

A lot of new Initiates like yourself go through this problem. I had this problem too before I went to college and got my degree. You have to ask yourself an important thing, what would happen if you spoke out? Would you destroy the relationship with the family you love? Would you destroy your...

It's very easy to return to the body when you first begin to project. You kind of "reset" when you willed yourself somewhere, don't worry, this is pretty normal. You should just focus on sustaining your spirit out of your body and get used to moving it around your room before you try to project...

Welcome to the Truth Jeremiah! Remember to pray to Father and the demons so that you can get a deeper relationship with them and Mediate, Meditate, Meditate! :)

If you're going to curse this guy, use a binding spell. One with the intention of keeping anything he does to promote Christianity to fail in it's aims.

Just like anything else, if you don't put enough power into the thoughtform it will eventually dissipate. It seems as though you need to meditate more and the power of your thoughtforms will increase DRAMATICALLY! When it comes to your magick not working fully or only working for a period of...

Seems to me like Father gave you a vision. A really really scary and involved vision. If your heart was beating super fast like that you would have had some really nasty physical pains and sensations throughout your body and the doctor would have seen something potentially wrong. I think that...

Absolutely. Satan and the Gods aren't restricted by language, feel free to talk to Satan in Romanian all day long!

I see it happening more with a large Civil War amongst the Muslim countries with Israel kinda standing to the side. After the disastrous war the Muslims remaining wil turn on Israel as the source of the conflict and nukes will be used blah blah blah lots and lots of dead people. It's...

Alright guys I'm pretty new, I've been learning the Truth about our origins, about the reality of spiritual things, and in directly experiencing these things for quite a few years now. While in the money scam called Thelema I was introduced to a Hindu style of meditation called Kriya Yoga. In...

haha indeed it is. There was such a mass of information that we were supposed to learn, but none of it really helped me or the other initiates advance spiritually. Along with the fact we had to PAY to learn about the occult sciences, Red Flags flew around in my head. So I sat down to...