Recently been feeling half my aura white gold (right side) and half ether purple black. I am possessed by reptilian and can control her, she gives me suggestions on what to do, eat, exercise ect. Also occasionally she asks me to commit suicide but I ignore her unless it's a good idea...

I met god. I accidentally killed him to see if I could and another "yahweh" came. Are they endless. I'm in big trouble but o well

Long story had sex with a girl, she turned out to be in a Christian cult with an angel, now she hates me, her coven attacked me, etc ... I just want to know if these runes cancel each other out, like if I can use eihwaz and sowilo at the same time but under different affirmation...

I use bkarkan too and it's actually pretty good but I got myself in trouble with a cult, someone got stuck in my head and figured theyd call their coven(including and angel reptilian) to curse me and getting overwhelmed is a real thing although they never do any permanent damage I'd like to be...

It's given as an example “The energy of Eihwaz is permanently shielding me from any and all curses, negative planetary transits, and negative energy, in a positive way for me”.

Can I use eihwaz and thurisaz I'f I'm already using algiz, sowilo and bjarkan. I use the affirmations provided, and would probably do the same for eihwaz and thurisaz. I read on here 5 runes is the limit or your energy will stretch 2 thin

One question, can I work with white/gold energy in day and use bright silver at night? Since I'm focusing on cleaning/protection for 180 days. I use surya for cleaning, can I use silver energy around myself when using surya at night so that I could get used to it, ofc using the moon when it's...

I really appreciate you response.

What if your 6th isn't fully open. I stopped empowering meditations of any kind because I fall into psychosis very easily. But I do clean my chakras daily and would be able to visualize them clean. I only get pressure in my crown, 3rd eye, sometimes my 6th and my heart even without any...

I did it like this Ppbbb- Ttzz-Aaaaahhhh Don't try to make the b noise though, just hold the p noise, I added the b so you have an idea as to what it felt like. The same goes for the T, you don't try to make the z noise but it will naturally sound like it when you try to hold the t noise. I...

I work alot with the sun due to lots of curses and thoughforms that I've collected from past drug use. And it feel really great but when nighttime comes I feel less of my cleaning/protection working energy. I don't know how to explain it, but I feel weaker or less secure than in the day time. I...

I tend to go into a zombie state of awareness when I meditate, like I forget I was meditating and don't even know what's going on. Before this I do feel like I struggle between trance state and not being able to relax my brain, kinda like my brain notices that it's been relaxed and it tightens...

Alot of people have an inflated sense of their knowledge. Like they know more than the other or whatever, from my experience this leads to energies clashing and people not being able to get along because they don't like how the other provides advice or they feel that the other is narcissistic. I...

No she did, probably because I did betray the gods and most importantly I betrayed myself. Hekate was the name I got as I asked Satan to send me a demon for guidance. She did a very good job too. But at one point I told her what I've done and she(I couldn't see her but she'd project answers...

Thanks man I'll start doing more rtrs. I do use a lot of sun and I feel the energies it left behind are leaving and my eye is healing, still feels weird though. Thanks for the link