Hi for some reason when ever I try to meditate At first I get enthusiastic and exited about it then when I sit down to relax something always happens like I get lazy and don't want to meditate anymore or the phone starts ringing or I fall asleep when I wasn't sleepy at all. or I hear random...

--- In [email protected], "jvanwoesik" <jvanwoesik@... wrote: I haven't heard of a radionic machines until now. sorry if its a dumb question but how do I get a radionic machine? Maybe it can help me fall into a trance easier. sorta funny actually I've had better results...

--- In [email protected], "mmorpgjkg" <mmorpgjkg@... wrote: well the first things you should read are http://joyofsatan.org/also you should look at http://www.exposingchristianity.com/ these websites should answer most of you questions.

--- In [email protected], "dgaara4life9" <dgaara4life9@... wrote: Hi Well the first thing you should do is read http://joyofsatan.org/ and if you have your doubts you might want to read http://exposingchristianity.com/ and about keeping it secret make sure your parents are not...

--- In [email protected], "bloodofthelife" <bloodofthelife@... wrote: This is a good thing also if you close your eyes and see sort of like a kaleidescope (im not sure if thats how you spell) thats also a good thing.

--- In [email protected], "rastaped" <rastaped@... wrote: http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p ... 7AFDC5C2DA The first video should have how to say it. if not its the second one forgot which .<

--- In [email protected], "blood.werewolf" <blood.werewolf@... wrote: I like drawing but well... I cant even draw a circle right lol I do like drawing with 3d programs on the computer and then texturing it with Photoshop. and yea I know what you mean the other day I was practicing...

--- In [email protected], "malcolmxzaveircarr" <malcolmxzaveircarr@... wrote: well just so you know usually the first summonings fails because either the demon is busy or your not open enough to see/hear/feel/communicate with him/her also you can try to summon Satan but I read...

--- In [email protected], "kristenfaen" <shagrath1@... wrote: 1. yes in fact most of the info gathered on sites like exposing christianity is from studying the religion and all its faults :) 2. yea you are but please don't its unhealthy and theres much more pleasurable meditations...

Hey guys an I have a question about games a lot of games have Demons in then and unfortunately their always showed as evil monsters... especially in medieval games (when I mean medieval I mean with swords and magic and stuff) for example one of my favorite games is Diablo 2 its old I know lol...

--- In [email protected], "Austyn Rivera" <runemaster117@... wrote: well as said above you can do the hells army program http://www.666blacksun.com/Spiritual_Wa ... ining.html or just start on the begging power meditations.

--- In [email protected], Riffy Haro <natsi101@... wrote: Don't worry you don't have to tell them that. I haven't told mine either. and if they go to church every Sunday like you say they do then they might think that 'an evil demon has control over your body' so I would rather not...

--- In [email protected], "kez_donnelly" <kez_donnelly@... wrote: Hello Kerry and welcome to satanism :) and for your question don't act hostile to christianity or any of those other religions or someone might find out. theres a quote on JoS I forgot what it said but it means not to...

--- In [email protected], "quivientex" <quivientex@... wrote: thats exactly why xianity is a lesser dog so it will be easier to bring crumbling down and when that happens most likely more than a few will become satanists and then well be stronger and it will be easier to take down...

--- In [email protected], "eminempsp666" <eminempsp666@... wrote: yea it is scary that happens to me to when suddenly I start seeing shadows shaped like people moving around like I can be watching t.v. and suddenly I see a head peak out of the hallway looking at me or I have my eyes...