I do end up puting them out of my mind. I really, really do not want to die. I want to live, and thus I know these thoughts are not from me, but the enemy. --------------------------------------------

I got another one, this is what I call a "Core ability", because it's something I've always been able to do since I was a kid and thus a part of the core of my being. I take any picture, of buildings cars, people and let my mind drift about, but focused on the picture. I can start to 'touch'...

I get that too, since working on my clairaudience. Also, I have this thing where as I am falling asleep but still mentally aware, I am aware of my own brainwaves briefly matching up to my family members, even the inside dog. What happens then is I get brief "audio snippets" of my family...

That pretty much like me. Things have gotten worse via family, eviction most likely upcoming because of their shite. lately I have been thinking of suicide, but then I'm like, "WTF, this isn't me thinking it." I have realized that its the enemy as since I am with Satan with no intention of...

Yeah, and especially the little old ladies who are either Xian or Catholic. They get sour, mean, baiting you. Then, when you tell them off, they say the hackneyed phrase, "Well, I never!" And act all offended. --------------------------------------------

Count me in, for sure. I've already planned out my week for these! --------------------------------------------

I read a lot of things bad about Win10 to begin with. there are two computers set up in our kitchen. I use mianly one and kept it windows 8. my mom got into a row with me because I said no Win10. She says a lot of neg things about anything I want to do or not do. So does the rest of my family...

I used to 'patrol' so-called occult themed forums a couple of years ago. They claimed everything went. BS. Most magic practices, most of them deemed fake, from RPGs. And if the board was brought up, you saw that Xian fear. Then they said the Xian crap about "Don't use it. Break it into...

And people, also my own related-by-blood family say anti-white racism does not exist. I get bitched at for wanting to be curious about cultures as well. Then comes, "Oh, you're a bad evil person because the only reason you want to know about them is so you can turn around and do cultural...

I remember a long time ago, I had this binder printed out with magic grimores I had printed out from the net. This was stuff I had long before I found the JOS. When I looked back through this binder one day, I tossed out pretty much everything as I realized that nearly everything had enemy...

I had the exact opposite energy drain when I did the one for November. it was like a natural high, or at the very least downed loads of caffeine without the groggy feeling or horrendous after-crash. It felt like I had energy to spare, my chakras were all lit up as well. Soft warm feeling...

Let me tell you, all of these brought a much needed smile to my face! --------------------------------------------

If I am not mistaken, they have no after life. Their souls, as they were not awake or otherwise empowered and Without, they get turned into nothing more than a pack of batteries for use by Jewhova. --------------------------------------------

I will be right on the ball with these for sure when they come out. I did the one back in November; anything to help! Hail Satan! --------------------------------------------

2015. In 2012, it wasn't all sunshine, but in 2015 I can't even go by day-today without the rest of my family dragging me for one thing or another. One big major ticket item now is them making BS excuses as why every thing I come up with to legit lose weight is never good enough. And...