I do end up puting them out of my mind. I really, really do not want to die. I want to live, and thus I know these thoughts are not from me, but the enemy. --------------------------------------------

I got another one, this is what I call a "Core ability", because it's something I've always been able to do since I was a kid and thus a part of the core of my being. I take any picture, of buildings cars, people and let my mind drift about, but focused on the picture. I can start to 'touch'...

I get that too, since working on my clairaudience. Also, I have this thing where as I am falling asleep but still mentally aware, I am aware of my own brainwaves briefly matching up to my family members, even the inside dog. What happens then is I get brief "audio snippets" of my family...

That pretty much like me. Things have gotten worse via family, eviction most likely upcoming because of their shite. lately I have been thinking of suicide, but then I'm like, "WTF, this isn't me thinking it." I have realized that its the enemy as since I am with Satan with no intention of...

Yeah, and especially the little old ladies who are either Xian or Catholic. They get sour, mean, baiting you. Then, when you tell them off, they say the hackneyed phrase, "Well, I never!" And act all offended. --------------------------------------------

Count me in, for sure. I've already planned out my week for these! --------------------------------------------

I read a lot of things bad about Win10 to begin with. there are two computers set up in our kitchen. I use mianly one and kept it windows 8. my mom got into a row with me because I said no Win10. She says a lot of neg things about anything I want to do or not do. So does the rest of my family...

I used to 'patrol' so-called occult themed forums a couple of years ago. They claimed everything went. BS. Most magic practices, most of them deemed fake, from RPGs. And if the board was brought up, you saw that Xian fear. Then they said the Xian crap about "Don't use it. Break it into...

And people, also my own related-by-blood family say anti-white racism does not exist. I get bitched at for wanting to be curious about cultures as well. Then comes, "Oh, you're a bad evil person because the only reason you want to know about them is so you can turn around and do cultural...

I remember a long time ago, I had this binder printed out with magic grimores I had printed out from the net. This was stuff I had long before I found the JOS. When I looked back through this binder one day, I tossed out pretty much everything as I realized that nearly everything had enemy...

I had the exact opposite energy drain when I did the one for November. it was like a natural high, or at the very least downed loads of caffeine without the groggy feeling or horrendous after-crash. It felt like I had energy to spare, my chakras were all lit up as well. Soft warm feeling...

Let me tell you, all of these brought a much needed smile to my face! --------------------------------------------

If I am not mistaken, they have no after life. Their souls, as they were not awake or otherwise empowered and Without, they get turned into nothing more than a pack of batteries for use by Jewhova. --------------------------------------------

I will be right on the ball with these for sure when they come out. I did the one back in November; anything to help! Hail Satan! --------------------------------------------

2015. In 2012, it wasn't all sunshine, but in 2015 I can't even go by day-today without the rest of my family dragging me for one thing or another. One big major ticket item now is them making BS excuses as why every thing I come up with to legit lose weight is never good enough. And...

When I did mine years ago, I used a completely sealed and unused diabetic prick needle. my dad had type two and to this day, there is a huge box of the needles that are still unused. I just pricked myself and signed the best I could with the needle. So I guess one doesn't always have to use a...

I tried that crap once, admittedly. Never. Again. Huge waste of time, that largely for me, didn't live up to the hype. And since I can't use it meaningfully in any occult stuff, that's another major blow from me using it, ever again. --------------------------------------------

Thanks alot, and I mean it. Thank you for pointing me in the right direction. I was on the phone with the attorney this morning and she said I can come up with the amount of money, even on the trial date, they'll have to toss the case. So that's something...

This happened to me as well. I buckled down hard recently and 'hit the books' as it were about my meditations and learning even more about Satanism. This past week, I learned for sure that a guy was interested in me, but I know him pretty good in what his interests were. I would have to have...

I haven't used it in power meditation. For those, I try not to use anything like this. And yeah, I used to use Mugwort Tea primarily for dreaming. But started using it exclusively for making pain from abscessed teeth go away. --------------------------------------------

I feel the pain. Just this morning I woke up to the sound of my mom praying/talking to herself to Jewhova on how the rest of us are to blame for her prayers for help are not coming true. I admit, I am not as vigilant with meditating to Satan as I should be, so it is, in a way, partly my...

I heard that Congress has an idea to strip the origin labels off all meat products so that you can't tell what Countries the meat came from. This, to me, sounds like something Israel made them do to trick people into buying their products. --------------------------------------------

I think that as you gain more and more power, the Jews know something is up, even if they dom't know fully well what yet. To be on the safe side, try not to have Satanism stuff on you in case, if by some freak chance, they did find out, the administrators organize a search of you or your...

Yeah, cursed also happened to me and my family. Normally I wouldn't care about the rest of my family, but in some things hardships they go through effect me. I have always found ways past this, to seperate parts of my life from theirs. but this idiot of a neighbor that lives straight across...

Nearly the same thing happened to me. I was with Sam, one of my cats when he died. He was flipping out as he did it, not wanting to go. I calmed him down as it happened. Later, about a couple of nights later I saw him in the dark in my room (Where he died) He was slowly creeping across the...

Oh, tell me about it! We used to have this know-it-all pain the the arse for a caregiver. She was "working" at our place. I loosely called it working as, long story short, she butted in where it absolutely did not concern her. She split hairs over my mom and I even ordering anything...

I know all about this. My mom would severely disown me, kick me out of the house and ruin everything and everyone she even thinks I love. And not even in that order. So I keep it secret. I have gotten so good at having to keep it from her that I can hold thanksgiving rituals and others in my...

Last night, some governmental person came to the door. Mom got to them before I even knew anyone drove up. She told me that they were looking for J.J. (Wheelbarrow Man.) So, it seems my prayer is working. And no lie, I knew it would, since especially I am 100% in the right. But yes, I agree...

Thank you. Monday morning, it turns out he did call the cops. But not about the apparent Wheelbarrow crap he went on and on about. he claimed that he saw, as we were shutting our door after the "meeting" something day-glow green in our living room or whatever. Apparently, what was supposed...

<td val[/IMG]I choose to see places I normally wouldn't see. I am a beginner myself technically, so I can't focus one one thing before jumping my thoughts to the next. I was in the astral plane in the Highlands of Scotland in this one area. I Forget the area, but there was a spirit moving about...

<td val[/IMG]When I got to this stage, what I did was imagine my self gently bobbing up and then down. After awhile, I would imagine being yanked upwards really hard. And Boom! I am in full Astral.  [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]The state education depart in my state got really vindictive when my mom started homeschooling my sisters. It got really bad; everything from Social services being called out by the District Attorney.  When we were in the right - my mother got a call from Social Services later. They...

<td val[/IMG]ok, thanks very much! [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]I entered astral travel this morning and started piecing together my Astral Temple. I got most of it finished.  Problem is, I got random people stopping by nearly afterwards?  One was a demon, the others it looked like were just random astral travelers stopping by.  My guess is that...

<td val[/IMG]That is very good that no one checked the USB.   Had something similar happen with my books I bought off the JOS store. I keep them at home in a bookbag.   Like the USB, it was like the bookbag had a perception filter placed on it so no one else would notice it. The bag was in the...

[/IMG]</var>   From: Indigo Nation <gutterrainbow@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday, March 11, 2012 6:43 AM Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: MONEY   Thank you so Much for this HP Maxine. I have had issues with money for awhile, the issue comes from my parents always being...

Way back, when [/IMG]</var>  From: lordsoulsar <quavon_smith16@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tuesday, February 21, 2012 1:36 AM Subject: [JoS4adults] DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ANYONE ELSE   After you have meditated or scryed through a mirror do demons come and touch you at night...

That happened to [/IMG]</var>media file. We didn't pay for a new rig either. We just got a restore program and made it back to normal. Since then, I learned to backup my stuff constantly.   From: blackkat_411 <egret23@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, December 12, 2011 2:00...

[/IMG]</var> From: Syd <darkworldsyd@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wednesday, October 26, 2011 12:26 PM Subject: [JoS4adults] Needing a renewal in my faith.   life has been difficult recently, and has caused me to shy away from my practices. i feel like i need some sort of...

That [/IMG]</var> From: Syt R <jri9vero@... To: [email protected] Sent: Sunday, October 16, 2011 1:44 AM Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: Psychic Cleaning House   That's how it is. Especially when empowering the heart chakra. Each chakra evokes different feelings and sentiments...

When [/IMG]</var> From: blackkat_411 <egret23@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wednesday, August 10, 2011 9:02 PM Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: Attention To All Members   ..Hail Satan! Satanism has changed my life from being an individual who was at the end their rope, so to speak...

[/IMG]</var>  From: wendya33 <wendya33@... To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, July 11, 2011 10:52 PM Subject: [JoS4adults] Dreams.   When opening the third eye, does messages in your dreams start to become clear? One of the reasons I joined this group was because of two...

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L[/IMG]</var>:( From: aeinar72 <aeinar72@... To: [email protected] Sent: Friday, June 17, 2011 2:37 AM Subject: [JoS4adults] Is everything supposed to look like its made of pixels?   I don't know how else to explain it. Everything looks kinda fuzzy but like they are made of...

Ca[/IMG]</var>ing got caught 'with his pants down' so now he is grasping at straws. Pathetic, period. From: Yoyo <kung_fukistas_real@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tuesday, May 24, 2011 1:09 PM Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: New Rapture Date, What A Total...

Recently, [/IMG]</var>     My sisters have an inkling that "I have powers" (Their words, not mine), not that they know my involvement of Satanism truly -  so now they tend to to think things through before darking to pick a fight with me. I feel so much better that I have found Satan - when my...

<td val[/IMG]Yes, I am Scorpio as well. My sisters can land hits that hurt like horse kicks (they beat up family members when they don't get their way/people don't go along with their views.) and even when they hit me with their worst, I can now shrug it off then and there. [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]Yea, I do. Things take a couple of days to heal at most - when before they took weeks to a month to heal. And yes, it happened pretty much after I dedicated. [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]I know in my local library, they don't allow any books of Witchcraft to grave their shelves. It all has to be about afterlife, bibles, Feng Shui, and books where people told the future. Even these books are outdated.   The occult books that do come to the library, even if they...

<td val[/IMG]I know someone who says they "killed" a spirit form. The thing was really bad, not an angel, but just as bad, if not more. They met it in astral and ended the travel. That night, the thing invaded their dreams and made them have nightmares that whole night.   They took another...

<td val[/IMG]Years ago, I was searching on Satanism and found, by myself, the JOS. Ever since then I relaized that no matter how many people in my life crap all over me, Satan will always be there for me and love me. And of course, I know full well to never, ever treat Satan like a servant.  ...

<td val[/IMG]Thank you very much. I definately wait until the time is right for the both of us. I have had a hunch since an hour ago that she only wants to learn to be a shock factor at her mother, at whom she is pissed at. My mom doesn't have to try hard to piss people off. She found out not...