The more I try to concentrate, the harder it is to stop the constant flow of random shit running through my mind. I've been practicing my VM for at least a month twice every day and I still can't stop and think about nothing/here&now. If I try staring at a candle flame, I start to think, 'oh...

http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a332/ ... 672ec0.jpg After redoing it about 8 times, I got it exactly how I wanted it :) I shall wear it everywhere so I am able to meditate anywhere I go! So excited! Hail Father Satan <3

Glad you're back! Stick with it, you know what's right :) maybe find a place outside the home that has privacy, like a wooded area or I find that my car is great for meditation! On a break from work or anytime really! Hail ENKI!!!

So I found a site that has an amazing selection of pendents for your rosary if you haven't already made one! http://www.zazzle.com/baphomet+necklaces I just ordered mine, stretched for the sterling silver.. they had some pretty good reviews so *fingers crossed*

Very interesting Thank you both so much! It did feel odd, but good at the same time!

All of you who have answered, I applaud you :) I love seeing people look out for their own. I'm excited to be involved in this life we live praising our Father! Luna, I wish I knew you in person so I could be there for you.. I want to help and encourage you and everyone else in any way I can :)...

When I first performed the ceremony to ask permission/acceptance from Satan to ask Lucifuge Rofocal to be my guidance Demon (night before last), after reciting the prayer to Satan, whilst imagining King Lucifuge's sigil and summoning him, I felt big.. big as in Alice (in wonderland) eating the...