Question #3992: About Giving Up on Desires

[AskSatanOperator]

Often times I would contemplate on things I want. Is it something I need? Is it something I want? What about in 2 weeks or 2 months or even 2 years, do I still want it then? From there I think about all the ways it can help me or hurt me.

The thing is, more often then not I end up thinking it isnt worth it. I try to keep all decisions I make from a proper SS perspective. Will this help me advance myself or community?

But lately I have felt like I too quickly decide it isn't worth it. This context is specifically in regards to my social circle. I have purposefully and gradually shrunk who it is I keep and who I dont. This part was easy and I have no regrets. The difficult part is the adding to my circle. I don't have problems interacting or talking to others. It comes easy to me. But opening up or rather deepening a connection is difficult. There are too many negatives and not enough positives.

I know in the future I'll be wiser and more mature and be able to make better decisions. What I want to ask is if this is ok? Is this just a manifestation of blockages in my soul? Or did I unknowningly created a blockage for myself?

My chart already tells me that when it comes to friendships, unless I make a concious effort it would always be skin deep from my perspective even if it isnt the case for the other person. Mixing a need to be alone yet a need for others makes half the time unbearable while the other half as just fine. I just want some advice on what to do. Should I do a freeing the soul working in regards to this? Or am I doing it right and nothing is wrong and I am over thinking it.

 

[AFODO]

It's better if you are not close to people who just bring you down.

From Bogow's profile post:

When you communicate with others, you learn from them. With smart people you become smarter, with stupid people you become like them.

Alone with yourself, you are in the company of the Gods, on the path to perfection.

>True but it does not mean that always all alone is good.

>>To be with the worthy, or to be alone. Never follow the society of fools just to satisfy your loneliness

>If you're the smartest person in the room, you're in the wrong room.