Question #397: Cure my fetish and disphoria

[AskSatanOperator]

Hello! Im new in the Satanism, I read about the races and the mixt races, well, my prolem is my fucking fetish and gender disphoria.

Im a man, but the porn (specially BBC, BNWO, feminization etc) make me confussed about my gender, I know that its impossible that Im a girl soul in a man body, but the disphoria punch me hard, specially becsuse I gained a fetish about BNWO, I tried quit but man, its fucking impossible, I know that is bad but i can't quit it, I was thinking about MTF subliminals but I never listened.

How can I cure my disphoria and quit interratial fetish? Please its very important for me, and how can I embrace more my masculinity?

Sorry if my english is bad, and thanks to everyone.

Hail Hitler!

 

[Hs666]

Let the gods guide you on this situation. Introspective work is needed here.

 

[Fuchs]

Hello! Im new in the Satanism, I read about the races and the mixt races, well, my prolem is my fucking fetish and gender disphoria.

Im a man, but the porn (specially BBC, BNWO, feminization etc) make me confussed about my gender, I know that its impossible that Im a girl soul in a man body, but the disphoria punch me hard, specially becsuse I gained a fetish about BNWO, I tried quit but man, its fucking impossible, I know that is bad but i can't quit it, I was thinking about MTF subliminals but I never listened.

How can I cure my disphoria and quit interratial fetish? Please its very important for me, and how can I embrace more my masculinity?

Sorry if my english is bad, and thanks to everyone.

Hail Hitler!

You can do void meditation on the swastika for 5 min a day, it does remove delusions, imaging it shining gold/white:

There are also other ways like doing a working for it.

 

[Virael_]

You must work on the second chakra, purification and cleansing.
Vibrate Raum 36 times in your second chakra, then make an affirmation aimed at purifying the second chakra of those fetishes and the porn you were watching, then visualise the blue fire as it purifies the second chakra.

You will also have to work on the third chakra, and find yourself and just be yourself, self-acceptance.

Also do self-programming and deprogramming, just waking up and before sleeping.
Doing it in trance is better.

 

[Shadowcat]

if you are dedicated already (which you should be), you should also start doing RTR's and cleaning your aura, including returning curses. This will help you clean of enemy programming. It could be part of your astrology and elemental make up if you feel more feminine energy but do not worry your body is perfectly matched with your soul. In time you will feel this as you clean.