Question #280: Fighting with alcohol use, as I climb spiritually.

[AskSatanOperator]

I have been fighting for a year or so with alcohol usage.

I live in a small town and area where it's around me alot, and I do alot of avoiding, but I often drink once or twice a week and have trouble abstaining because of it being around me in town or anywhere I go when I run errands.

It's always cropping up when I go places for whatever reason, and is like a nagging beast always nipping at my heels.

I have no physical addiction symptoms, only mental cravings and it hasn't affected my soul and advancement thankfully, im still as strong as ever, but i get concerned.

I have telepathy and strong psychic senses I've been able to verify are legitimate, that have persisted strongly through this period in my life despite this obstacle.

My kundalini is fully awake, and I have control over the circulation of its energy, and I have no blockages in the chakras when circulating it to the crown and around my soul, yet my body is unable to handle the full extent of its power to perform siddhis as of yet.

My worry is that I could climb much higher then I am, but this issue is always trying to crush me. It's holding me back from my true potential.

I'll have days where my life force is so intense that I feel very capable.

Yet this beast of a craving keeps fucking with me.

Trying to stop me.

I've done workings to stop the cravings, but to no avail. They are very strong and persist often. I fight very hard but I cave and then work to avoid and minimize the issue so I can continue functioning with my work, studying and responsibilities.

It's very circular. I'll make good progress for days and weeks and then fall back into it.

I've struggled for some time and would like to be free as this is not the person i want to be.

I've considered kudzu root but haven't gotten it yet.

Most AA groups around here are worthless and filled with Xian retards and rehab is not an option, as I have far too many responsibilities to just go away for awhile and listen to bullshit, and fortunately the drinking is nowhere near that point to where I'd need rehab.

Just have to stop the cravings. That's all. So I can be free forever.

As of writing this I was fine for a week and then had something occur and I started having a few drinks.

I was making good progress in staying away and weaning myself away from this habit. But the odds weren't in my favor.

Now I'm just very angry and frustrated with this.

The gods have been very patient and tell me to "keep fighting" that I will be "free from this soon" yet I still struggle despite their support when they come to speak to me.

I want to be a better man. For all around me.

 

[EnkiUK56]

I have been fighting for a year or so with alcohol usage.

I live in a small town and area where it's around me alot, and I do alot of avoiding, but I often drink once or twice a week and have trouble abstaining because of it being around me in town or anywhere I go when I run errands.

It's always cropping up when I go places for whatever reason, and is like a nagging beast always nipping at my heels.

I have no physical addiction symptoms, only mental cravings and it hasn't affected my soul and advancement thankfully, im still as strong as ever, but i get concerned.

I have telepathy and strong psychic senses I've been able to verify are legitimate, that have persisted strongly through this period in my life despite this obstacle.

My kundalini is fully awake, and I have control over the circulation of its energy, and I have no blockages in the chakras when circulating it to the crown and around my soul, yet my body is unable to handle the full extent of its power to perform siddhis as of yet.

My worry is that I could climb much higher then I am, but this issue is always trying to crush me. It's holding me back from my true potential.

I'll have days where my life force is so intense that I feel very capable.

Yet this beast of a craving keeps fucking with me.

Trying to stop me.

I've done workings to stop the cravings, but to no avail. They are very strong and persist often. I fight very hard but I cave and then work to avoid and minimize the issue so I can continue functioning with my work, studying and responsibilities.

It's very circular. I'll make good progress for days and weeks and then fall back into it.

I've struggled for some time and would like to be free as this is not the person i want to be.

I've considered kudzu root but haven't gotten it yet.

Most AA groups around here are worthless and filled with Xian retards and rehab is not an option, as I have far too many responsibilities to just go away for awhile and listen to bullshit, and fortunately the drinking is nowhere near that point to where I'd need rehab.

Just have to stop the cravings. That's all. So I can be free forever.

As of writing this I was fine for a week and then had something occur and I started having a few drinks.

I was making good progress in staying away and weaning myself away from this habit. But the odds weren't in my favor.

Now I'm just very angry and frustrated with this.

The gods have been very patient and tell me to "keep fighting" that I will be "free from this soon" yet I still struggle despite their support when they come to speak to me.

I want to be a better man. For all around me.

Alcohol is easy to quit bro need to to under doc advice as that and benzos you can die cold turkey.

Good luck mate better without it.

 

[Draconi666]

In my case, I had this also, problem was with cigarettes, alcohol, drugs everything. Gods are saying this to you because it is truth, because in my case I was keep fighting it, fighting it and fighting it, with a lot of playing with it, like for instance dropping, buying full pack cigarettes smoking one, then drop all what is left into trash can, smoking one cigarette in 3-4 times, quitting, coming back, all kind of stuff I was doing it with this just to get another try to quit, but everything was by my own, no advice I takes from outside, I think that’s was the key.

This one addiction was most hard for me to quit, but before I started to fight it, I asked Buer for help. By the time with endless fighting I managed to quit for all time. Because while advancing and doing spiritual warfare, slowly I started to understand how addiction like this was affecting my growth and spirituality, by the time I accepted that progress is more important in Spiritual Satanism than anything…but Then drugs, every time I thought I am free already it was coming up again and again… I saw myself going in circles it was suck, I felt like I am stuck… up down up down… so sick.

But I still was just keep going, nobody was knowing that I fighting these things, as almost totally everybody in my life had no chance to know about real me in any way, it is in my chart. And what had Gods told you, it is true you just go, most importantly just keep going on this path, by the time when moments will be right, help of the Gods will be able to slip into your efforts. It is just that very a lot of that help is very subtle.

All these practices after long persistence gives freedom from it no matter what it is, Maxine Dietrich have said, in spirituality time and patience is needed. and by the time the same way how I was overcoming those addictions and at last quitted them all, I noticed the same way I started to overcome and quit, others my behaviours, like toughts, habits, patterns, emotions and more subtle things that works the same way as any drug addictions.

It is just that you keep and keep fighting until this fighting will sink into your energy, and it will serve you as your life quality, on all levels of existence. this is what requires to be perfected. It is same as advancement on our path, we go, with ups and downs, with longer time on lower level, with longer time on higher, totally in abstract positions of ourselves in life on different times, but still on this way, and still fighting no matter what, what it can mean only that, that we just keep moving trought everything.

By the time it WILL drop. I always was learning hard way, this is also in my chart so this is the kind of advice I am able to give you from my experienice. I know it sounds very boring- not nice- just keep going, so banal. But it served me. What you gain from long distances is what has most value, and permanence. Anyway I am happy to be able to share this with someone, who maybe it may help. Maybe it is not for everyone, but for Spiritual Satanists, this is what makes us who we are.

 

[Karnonnos]

Something about social situations and the local area is triggering your desire for alcohol. You have to isolate whatever that is, follow the traditional rules and keep stable.

Likely there is something missing in your life that is driving you toward alcohol, probably constructive friendships.

 

[AryanPriest666]

Take shots of maple syrup instead if the craving is that bad. The high sugar content will quell the craving. I recommend REAL maple syrup, it's better for you and tastes better too, is no more expensive than a bottle of whiskey.

Alcohol is a dark path, my friend. You don't need me to warn you about what could happen if you don't reign it in.

Alcohol is promoted heavily by jews to debauch and disable us. Every time you resist a drink, you're achieving victory over our enemy. Resist the drink at all cost and hail Satan when you do. Don't stop fighting. You aren't powerless.

If all your friends are at the bar, perhaps it's time to find new friends.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Not sure if you clarified this, but do a working to fully remove alcohol from your life. This will remove the situations which place you near it. If you still want to drink, then instead program the working to remove any negative karma attached with this. This will make it so the relationship with it falls under your terms.

Lastly, use Nauthiz to improve your discipline as an additional means to counter this or other similar problems.

Don't beat yourself up over relapses. One relapse may add +50 negative karma, but the workings will raise much more energy then this. Relapses do not invalidate the workings, or suggest the working didn't work, or anything like that.