Question #2732: plz plz plz help me

[AskSatanOperator]

I belong to a christian family ..Read the bible ..I have hell lot of questions and only ONLY doubts in the bible,,The more I read it ..It is like in the old testament no matter the crimes the isrealites have commited ,god does not have any problem ..jews are going and conquering all gentile nation ,..If asked the pastors are telling because pagan heathen gentiles are evil so god ordered jews to kill them ,But in the bible in(old testament) the exact crimes done by the gentile pagans is NOT even mentioned BUT even the people of god (the jews) are doing lot of crimes and all the crimes are flaunted in the bible ,yet god does NOT seem to have any problem at all with that ..Also when I ask pastors and christians why even many gentiles who are NOT even christians and who dont care about bible or God are happy,prosperous ,living fullest life .I am replied "the devil is giving them all this to take them to hell"

But My doubt is atleast the devil is giving people name,fame,success,prosperity but I am despite being a christian told "love not the world or things of this world ,told that love of money is the root of evil ,the cares of this world,riches should not choke you,crucify your flesh (meaning dont desire anything),deny your life" ..Sometimes I think if it is the god who is evil or devil (because atleast the devil is about hapy things) ..Also I am told TO KEEP FORGIVING no matter what has been done to me ..The thing is I tried doing it BUT the more I do it ,,The pain in me is only increasing ..I posted in christian forums but I get the same copy - paste verses from the bible like a broken record ..so plz help me ..why when reading the bible ,,I only get more depressed rather I should be happy if I am really into spirituality ..why aint I happy at all?

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

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[WhiteDragon666]

..I posted in christian forums but I get the same copy - paste verses from the bible like a broken record ..so plz help me ..why when reading the bible ,,I only get more depressed rather I should be happy if I am really into spirituality ..why aint I happy at all?

Because Christinsanity is a dangerous hoax. We are Spiritual Satanists and oppose Christinsanity. We're not based on Christinsanity. We want to remove this enemy hoax forever.

I mean, the answer should be obvious if you consider the type of forum you're posting this question. What other thing would you expect people to tell you hear other than Christinsanity being a lie?