Question #2265: did not want to ask these question but something within me is urging me

[AskSatanOperator]

I knew Joy of satan since the last 2 years ..Have read all the major blogs like "exposing christianity"..along with maxine dietrich and another person sermons from the main blog JoS.org .I am actually a christian ..But not at all proud of it ..lately I am seeing many christians posing their doubts ..I was actually very much afraid to ask my questions but since seeing many people boldness ,I too have mustered my courage somehow to ask this ..I hope u all dont get angry over me for being a christian ..some questions I have

In the main blog the people who have written it have written this point "christians when they pray they are directing their whole psychic energy to the jews" could anybody tell me what exactly is psychic energy and how come when christians pray they are energisizing jews?? ..how does this even work??christians pray to jesus ,God,Holy spirit ..Of course christians pray for jews as well ,but that is an occasional prayer. just to protect them .Most of the times christians pray to the trinity God ,How come this give soul energy to jews? I REALLY dont understand this ..

The bible says he who blesses isreal is blessed .,.Some points made in Joy of satan blog actually are very much valid and should hit right in the brain and raises many questions like I see the church and the pastor telling that no matter how evil the jews are ,they are still the apple of God's eye and that we should pray for them and isreal ..the church has been putting israel and the jews so much on the high pedestal that I never could understand why the God is this much partial towards them ?

again the main blog says bible is full of curses for gentiles ..how is this so ??

again the motivation for christians are only abraham,issac,jacob,david ..David himself actually commited so many evil things ..Yet God does not seem to punish him ..I see christians idolising all these people ..But how does christians praying direct energy to the jews ..I mean even if they existed ,all these people died right.Then how does energy pass?

If I ask all these questions and many more ,christians tell me "the devil is sprouting seeds of doubt in you ..Have faith ..U want to be like God to know everything but u are a mortal man ..U ask questions which has 0 faith ..U want to prove u are better than God .."They accuse me because any humans asking questions are not liked by church or christians ...is asking sensible questions wrong though

again my church people are very much hating people who love materialism and wealth ..I am repeatedly told "You are idolising wealth and money more than God ..U will go to HELL if u idolise materialism" ..Many things of church actually irritates me like christians are told to love and love but yet christians condemn others a VERY VERY LOT ..My church keeps going outside and evangelise other non believers who are living a happy life condemning even them ...Like how it works is christians love bomb other non believers and make them christians but after they become one ,they are condemned a lot ..

again in one of the main blog "why is there suffering in the world" ,the writer has quoted many biblical verses which actually are irritating only but do these curses affect NON believers like people who do not follow abrahamic religions or do these curses affect only christians ??

I know few hindu friends and they chant powerful manthras and slokas which are actually about granting all wishes ..I dont subscribe to mainstream hinduism as well but there are indeed chantings which actually causes a powerful spiritual charisma in them ..On the other hand ,no christians have that charisma in their face despite of their hours of prayers..On the other hand ,in christians face i see only a dead broken sad soul inside ..despite of christians hours of prayers ..why does not their charisma spark?

. in the bible NO such things of wish granting is actually meant for christians ..In fact my pastor repeatedly tells "God blessed only for old testament and isrealites(abrahamic descendant).After jesus came ,we are NOT NOT to worry about wealth ..In new testament and in new covenant ,we gentiles should ONLY look for spiritual blessings and God's aim for christians is NOT at all earning wealth here in this world but looking only for heaven ..Church should undergo persecution,evangelise ,convert and be content with what we have and like this main blog tells ,we should really live for death is what I am being told .These things all seem completely impractical ..These people are so much hating materialistic pleasure ..In fact christians and pastors keep saying since jesus second coming can happen any second ,we must NOT worry about the fleeting things and vain things of this world

I have asked so many questions because lately many christians are asking genuine questions which made me to really take a bold step ..I belong to pentecoastal church and if u know,, pentecoastals speak heavenly tongues ,BUT when one really listens ,,It does NOT even look like heavenly language but some evil spirit language ..They shout as if someone possessed shouts ..Does anybody here know what language even is that my church is speaking?

In Christian forums a couple of months back,I read a blog where a victim who was abused was actually crying for revenge since it seems that this person really has so much pain(any abused victim will),yet all the christians who were replying her in that blog were telling this "If u dont forgive that person,You need to give account to God for your sin of unForgiveness..You are in the same league as that person who abused you ,and God will bring your unforgiveness to light" ..THIS REALLY PAINED ME .And those all people were literally forcing her to forgive quoting matthew 18 ..NOT one christian actually had empathy over that women's pain ..They were all ONLY in favour of that offender claiming we all also are sinners and that she needs to Pray God to give u a heart to forgive and bless that person ..THIS WAS WHAT LITERALLY everyone were telling that victim ..The blog of that victim was so so heart wrecking that even a person who does NOT believe in a God would cry for justice ,yet christians have this habit of condescending the victim and accusing only the victim

I am now feeling I should take bold steps leaving christianity ..Been here in this religion 5 years and literally life aint any better and reading the bible again and again is only adding more and more torture with the church people here adding fuel to the fire ..If I die being a christian what will happen to my soul??Now how do I forget the christian filthy verses which has been strongly ingrained in my mind..Thanks in advance if anyone answers me ..

Seems like I am in a faith which actually gives people mental illness and christians around me behave worse than people in some mental asylum ..In fact I think christians need to be in mental asylum rather those people there.. U are condemned for each and everything here in this pentecoastal church ..I am in big grief and I regret that I wasted my precious time being with mentally retarded people ..Please help me

 

[Henu the Great]

In the main blog the people who have written it have written this point "christians when they pray they are directing their whole psychic energy to the jews" could anybody tell me what exactly is psychic energy and how come when christians pray they are energisizing jews?? ..how does this even work??christians pray to jesus ,God,Holy spirit ..Of course christians pray for jews as well ,but that is an occasional prayer. just to protect them .Most of the times christians pray to the trinity God ,How come this give soul energy to jews? I REALLY dont understand this ..

This has been explained in joyofsatan.org and sermons you claimed to have read.

Basically, thoughts are energy and this process can be directed. It can also be 'hijacked' in a sense when the direction of this energy is something like the collective hive of our enemy. Thus, the energy directed towards there can be used by those who receive it. In this case the collective of reptilians who control greys and jews, among others.

The bible says he who blesses isreal is blessed .,.Some points made in Joy of satan blog actually are very much valid and should hit right in the brain and raises many questions like I see the church and the pastor telling that no matter how evil the jews are ,they are still the apple of God's eye and that we should pray for them and isreal ..the church has been putting israel and the jews so much on the high pedestal that I never could understand why the God is this much partial towards them ?

The 'god' you refer to is an amalgamation of energy formulated as a thought form, not a real living being. This effort has been going on for millennia and then some so of course the effects are seen and felt around us.

again the main blog says bible is full of curses for gentiles ..how is this so ??

Because we are in a middle of a war and under occupation. The enemy has deceived people by using their methods of subversion, like the bible for example.

do these curses affect NON believers like people who do not follow abrahamic religions or do these curses affect only Christians ??

They affect every non-jew, especially those who are not spiritual initiates, adepts, and masters.

in christians face i see only a dead broken sad soul inside ..despite of christians hours of prayers ..why does not their charisma spark?

Because there is no power in what Christians do and even if they managed to raise energy as a group effort it almost always goes to feed their masters who are enemies of humanity. In rare cases, people can for example heal others when they 'pray' toward healing someone.

Does anybody here know what language even is that my church is speaking?

Gibberish that has been given a meaning. Even if it would be a real language it would bear no importance to us as it is originating from our enemies.

I am now feeling I should take bold steps leaving christianity ..Been here in this religion 5 years and literally life aint any better and reading the bible again and again is only adding more and more torture with the church people here adding fuel to the fire ..If I die being a christian what will happen to my soul??Now how do I forget the christian filthy verses which has been strongly ingrained in my mind..Thanks in advance if anyone answers me ..

Start by reading through all what satanisgod.org has to offer, especially joyofsatan.org. Proceed to do the dedication ritual if you feel that this path is for you. The rest will be taken care by consistent spiritual routine consisting mainly of yoga, meditation and reprogramming your mind while you are at it. The Gods will help and guide through this process.

 

[Henu the Great]

If I die being a christian what will happen to my soul??Now how do I forget the christian filthy verses which has been strongly ingrained in my mind..Thanks in advance if anyone answers me ..

You are in danger of being 'scooped up' into the matrix of souls used as an energy source for our enemies. That is the worst-case scenario. The end result is that you would cease to exist after you have been used as a source of energy.

A better scenario, but still mediocre at best is to be left on your own devices in the astral in-between lives. As your soul has not achieved the capability to sustain yourself in the astral, you can sustain a limited amount of reincarnations without strengthening the soul during your stay on this planet (our path addresses this issue). If nothing is done about this, then you would have a limited set of lives until you would simply cease to exist after a number of lives.

The best-case scenario is to enter one of many levels of protection and guidance by our Gods between lives. This is reserved for dedicated Satanists of various levels. The amount of care and protection depends on your advancement and potential.

Lastly, We can not rule out the grace of Gods as they hold ultimate power over souls. They have a say on this matter and can intervene if necessary.

 

[Hyperactive Melon]

I knew Joy of satan since the last 2 years ..Have read all the major blogs like "exposing christianity"..along with maxine dietrich and another person sermons from the main blog JoS.org .I am actually a christian ..But not at all proud of it ..lately I am seeing many christians posing their doubts ..I was actually very much afraid to ask my questions but since seeing many people boldness ,I too have mustered my courage somehow to ask this ..I hope u all dont get angry over me for being a christian ..some questions I have

In the main blog the people who have written it have written this point "christians when they pray they are directing their whole psychic energy to the jews" could anybody tell me what exactly is psychic energy and how come when christians pray they are energisizing jews?? ..how does this even work??christians pray to jesus ,God,Holy spirit ..Of course christians pray for jews as well ,but that is an occasional prayer. just to protect them .Most of the times christians pray to the trinity God ,How come this give soul energy to jews? I REALLY dont understand this ..

The bible says he who blesses isreal is blessed .,.Some points made in Joy of satan blog actually are very much valid and should hit right in the brain and raises many questions like I see the church and the pastor telling that no matter how evil the jews are ,they are still the apple of God's eye and that we should pray for them and isreal ..the church has been putting israel and the jews so much on the high pedestal that I never could understand why the God is this much partial towards them ?

again the main blog says bible is full of curses for gentiles ..how is this so ??

again the motivation for christians are only abraham,issac,jacob,david ..David himself actually commited so many evil things ..Yet God does not seem to punish him ..I see christians idolising all these people ..But how does christians praying direct energy to the jews ..I mean even if they existed ,all these people died right.Then how does energy pass?

If I ask all these questions and many more ,christians tell me "the devil is sprouting seeds of doubt in you ..Have faith ..U want to be like God to know everything but u are a mortal man ..U ask questions which has 0 faith ..U want to prove u are better than God .."They accuse me because any humans asking questions are not liked by church or christians ...is asking sensible questions wrong though

again my church people are very much hating people who love materialism and wealth ..I am repeatedly told "You are idolising wealth and money more than God ..U will go to HELL if u idolise materialism" ..Many things of church actually irritates me like christians are told to love and love but yet christians condemn others a VERY VERY LOT ..My church keeps going outside and evangelise other non believers who are living a happy life condemning even them ...Like how it works is christians love bomb other non believers and make them christians but after they become one ,they are condemned a lot ..

again in one of the main blog "why is there suffering in the world" ,the writer has quoted many biblical verses which actually are irritating only but do these curses affect NON believers like people who do not follow abrahamic religions or do these curses affect only christians ??

I know few hindu friends and they chant powerful manthras and slokas which are actually about granting all wishes ..I dont subscribe to mainstream hinduism as well but there are indeed chantings which actually causes a powerful spiritual charisma in them ..On the other hand ,no christians have that charisma in their face despite of their hours of prayers..On the other hand ,in christians face i see only a dead broken sad soul inside ..despite of christians hours of prayers ..why does not their charisma spark?

. in the bible NO such things of wish granting is actually meant for christians ..In fact my pastor repeatedly tells "God blessed only for old testament and isrealites(abrahamic descendant).After jesus came ,we are NOT NOT to worry about wealth ..In new testament and in new covenant ,we gentiles should ONLY look for spiritual blessings and God's aim for christians is NOT at all earning wealth here in this world but looking only for heaven ..Church should undergo persecution,evangelise ,convert and be content with what we have and like this main blog tells ,we should really live for death is what I am being told .These things all seem completely impractical ..These people are so much hating materialistic pleasure ..In fact christians and pastors keep saying since jesus second coming can happen any second ,we must NOT worry about the fleeting things and vain things of this world

I have asked so many questions because lately many christians are asking genuine questions which made me to really take a bold step ..I belong to pentecoastal church and if u know,, pentecoastals speak heavenly tongues ,BUT when one really listens ,,It does NOT even look like heavenly language but some evil spirit language ..They shout as if someone possessed shouts ..Does anybody here know what language even is that my church is speaking?

In Christian forums a couple of months back,I read a blog where a victim who was abused was actually crying for revenge since it seems that this person really has so much pain(any abused victim will),yet all the christians who were replying her in that blog were telling this "If u dont forgive that person,You need to give account to God for your sin of unForgiveness..You are in the same league as that person who abused you ,and God will bring your unforgiveness to light" ..THIS REALLY PAINED ME .And those all people were literally forcing her to forgive quoting matthew 18 ..NOT one christian actually had empathy over that women's pain ..They were all ONLY in favour of that offender claiming we all also are sinners and that she needs to Pray God to give u a heart to forgive and bless that person ..THIS WAS WHAT LITERALLY everyone were telling that victim ..The blog of that victim was so so heart wrecking that even a person who does NOT believe in a God would cry for justice ,yet christians have this habit of condescending the victim and accusing only the victim

I am now feeling I should take bold steps leaving christianity ..Been here in this religion 5 years and literally life aint any better and reading the bible again and again is only adding more and more torture with the church people here adding fuel to the fire ..If I die being a christian what will happen to my soul??Now how do I forget the christian filthy verses which has been strongly ingrained in my mind..Thanks in advance if anyone answers me ..

Seems like I am in a faith which actually gives people mental illness and christians around me behave worse than people in some mental asylum ..In fact I think christians need to be in mental asylum rather those people there.. U are condemned for each and everything here in this pentecoastal church ..I am in big grief and I regret that I wasted my precious time being with mentally retarded people ..Please help me

Please stop praying to filthy Nazarene called Jesus or Jehovah he is an alien he will send a light at your death and you will be rebirthed into this place with all your progress lost as they will suck you dry its sinister what these fuck are doing