Question #1328: New and lost.

[AskSatanOperator]

I have read almost all the main things shown on your website. In my excitement of the new information I've received and the possibility of there actually being a god who I could worship and aid me instead of my meaningless agnostic way of interpreting the world, I dedicated my soul to Satan with the dedication ritual. As I expected, nothing happened and I just went to sleep.

I'm afraid that I might've not spent not enough time considering my commitment or if I actually believe. I've become a very distrustful person towards all the information I see in my life so I find it hard to have faith in anything really. I wanted to do a summoning ritual so that I can confirm that this is real but I read somewhere that I can't just summon demons to confirm that I can do it, which is fair, I would imagine that demons are busy and don't want to be summoned by random losers for no good reason.

So here's my question I guess.

Is it ok if I try to summon a demon so that I can confirm to myself that this is real and then simply ask questions so that I could further my understanding? I know this website is here for that reason but I don't trust any information provided by humans as they are prone to error. I would rather discuss and develop myself spiritually with demons rather than humans.

Bonus question:

I know I've lived this life before, probably around 3 times. I've done the dedication ritual before and regretted it in my previous life. When I say previous life I don't mean like I lived as another person 100 years ago and then reincarnated, I mean reliving my life as in born in 2003 and then dying at some unknown time then being born in 2003 again as the same person and in the same place. When I did the dedication ritual again I felt less scared and didn't really feel regret which is nice. I know I've relived my life because of the intense Deja-vu I feel weekly or even daily combined with memories that are inconsistent with present events in my life. I find it hard to predict and remember what has already happened so I'm still useless hehe.

So here's the question, Why am I reliving my life?

I discovered your website on 5/5/2023, then I did the dedication ritual on 7/5/2023.
There's no need to censor my date of birth.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[MiniMe3388]

If you are not spiritually developed enough then you will not be able to hear Demons. You can ask during the performance of the ritual to Satan to show proof that it is real.
Over time as you meditate you will *feel* your soul developing.

 

[AFODO]

As time goes by, you read more, read more evidence, you will start to feel energy as you advance, and all, this will make you believe.

You can ask a demon for guidance.

 

[Draconi666]

Information provided in JoS is proved to be true by obvious historical facts, logic, scientific evidence and with sources, in time when you will get idea to reread everything and will do it with more opened eyes you will be able to see it more clearly.