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Progress with porn addiction but asking for advice with a new working

MercuryWisdom

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Hello, my satanic brothers and sisters.

So I've done two 40-day workings to overcome porn now. I've done a ton of progress and went from being unfulfilled, depressed and ashamed of my sexuality and watching porn from 2-3 times a day to being sexually fulfilled with my lover, happy and proud and staying from 1-3 weeks without porn. Also healthy sexually too.

But sometimes I would relapse when I get enemy attacks or when some filth gets released or also when I go out with friends because they are filty porn obsessed mudslimes (I've been distancing myself from them now but there is only so much I can do.)

I've noticed some days I would be doing fantastic, advancing, getting stronger, getting closer to my lover. Then I would sleep and get these disturbing porn dreams of the filthiest stuff I used to watch. I think this is an enemy attack or just some filth getting released or both. But it definitely is annoying as fuck and I almost always relapse that day.

This forum has helped me a bunch with my previous threads about this topic and made me progress and learn so much.

It seems I will have to do a new working soon on the next moon in Scorpio.

Now I want to ask for some advice to make this working incredibly effective and hopefull fully get rid of this deep rooted problem once and for all.

I used to do Munka 111x and state an affirmation provided by sister Lydia. Does anyone have a stronger mantra or combination of mantras for this?

Should I do 90 days now even after doing two workings?

What advice do you have to go from doing meh kinda okay to fully cutting this forever?

Any and all replies are much needed and appreciated. Thanks!

By the way, no one should tell me to just watch it in moderation or whatever because I always watch the weirdest and filthiest shit from interracial to disturbing hentai. This is not because I like that shit. I intensely hate it but I got so desensitized to normal porn that I barely feel anything from it anymore. (I still don't enjoy any kind of porn and don't get an orgasm.) Also porn causes porn-induced ED and I suffered alot from that (not anymore)

Hail Satan!!
 
Good to hear that you have made progress :)

How's your sacral chakra? Any blockages or dirt in it? Try doing fairly high reps of a cleaning mantra, Visuddhi or Surya into it daily.

Also, perhaps a similar working as before but with Uruz, as Uruz itself ties in with sexuality. I would not advise using Uruz for a first time doing this working, but as you've already completed workings and made progress, it might be the right thing to try now.
 
Lydia said:
Good to hear that you have made progress :)

How's your sacral chakra? Any blockages or dirt in it? Try doing fairly high reps of a cleaning mantra, Visuddhi or Surya into it daily.

Also, perhaps a similar working as before but with Uruz, as Uruz itself ties in with sexuality. I would not advise using Uruz for a first time doing this working, but as you've already completed workings and made progress, it might be the right thing to try now.
Thank you sister Lydia for the help and advice.

I think both my Sacral and Solar plexus need some work to clean them. I currently do normal cleaning Raum x8 on each chakra aswell as visualizing hot white gold on the aura and each chakra. I can try to do more but only this cleaning routine leaves me overstimulated.

I will use Uruz then. Should I use Ansuz with it? How much reps are recommended sis?

Thanks alot for the help! Much appreciated.
 
mercury_wisdom said:
Hello, my satanic brothers and sisters.

So I've done two 40-day workings to overcome porn now. I've done a ton of progress and went from being unfulfilled, depressed and ashamed of my sexuality and watching porn from 2-3 times a day to being sexually fulfilled with my lover, happy and proud and staying from 1-3 weeks without porn. Also healthy sexually too.

But sometimes I would relapse when I get enemy attacks or when some filth gets released or also when I go out with friends because they are filty porn obsessed mudslimes (I've been distancing myself from them now but there is only so much I can do.)

I've noticed some days I would be doing fantastic, advancing, getting stronger, getting closer to my lover. Then I would sleep and get these disturbing porn dreams of the filthiest stuff I used to watch. I think this is an enemy attack or just some filth getting released or both. But it definitely is annoying as fuck and I almost always relapse that day.

This forum has helped me a bunch with my previous threads about this topic and made me progress and learn so much.

It seems I will have to do a new working soon on the next moon in Scorpio.

Now I want to ask for some advice to make this working incredibly effective and hopefull fully get rid of this deep rooted problem once and for all.

I used to do Munka 111x and state an affirmation provided by sister Lydia. Does anyone have a stronger mantra or combination of mantras for this?

Should I do 90 days now even after doing two workings?

What advice do you have to go from doing meh kinda okay to fully cutting this forever?

Any and all replies are much needed and appreciated. Thanks!

By the way, no one should tell me to just watch it in moderation or whatever because I always watch the weirdest and filthiest shit from interracial to disturbing hentai. This is not because I like that shit. I intensely hate it but I got so desensitized to normal porn that I barely feel anything from it anymore. (I still don't enjoy any kind of porn and don't get an orgasm.) Also porn causes porn-induced ED and I suffered alot from that (not anymore)

Hail Satan!!

I am so happy for you. Keep it up : )
 
Nikois666 said:
mercury_wisdom said:
Hello, my satanic brothers and sisters.

So I've done two 40-day workings to overcome porn now. I've done a ton of progress and went from being unfulfilled, depressed and ashamed of my sexuality and watching porn from 2-3 times a day to being sexually fulfilled with my lover, happy and proud and staying from 1-3 weeks without porn. Also healthy sexually too.

But sometimes I would relapse when I get enemy attacks or when some filth gets released or also when I go out with friends because they are filty porn obsessed mudslimes (I've been distancing myself from them now but there is only so much I can do.)

I've noticed some days I would be doing fantastic, advancing, getting stronger, getting closer to my lover. Then I would sleep and get these disturbing porn dreams of the filthiest stuff I used to watch. I think this is an enemy attack or just some filth getting released or both. But it definitely is annoying as fuck and I almost always relapse that day.

This forum has helped me a bunch with my previous threads about this topic and made me progress and learn so much.

It seems I will have to do a new working soon on the next moon in Scorpio.

Now I want to ask for some advice to make this working incredibly effective and hopefull fully get rid of this deep rooted problem once and for all.

I used to do Munka 111x and state an affirmation provided by sister Lydia. Does anyone have a stronger mantra or combination of mantras for this?

Should I do 90 days now even after doing two workings?

What advice do you have to go from doing meh kinda okay to fully cutting this forever?

Any and all replies are much needed and appreciated. Thanks!

By the way, no one should tell me to just watch it in moderation or whatever because I always watch the weirdest and filthiest shit from interracial to disturbing hentai. This is not because I like that shit. I intensely hate it but I got so desensitized to normal porn that I barely feel anything from it anymore. (I still don't enjoy any kind of porn and don't get an orgasm.) Also porn causes porn-induced ED and I suffered alot from that (not anymore)

Hail Satan!!

I am so happy for you. Keep it up : )
Thanks Nikois!!
 
If you ever relapse don't take it personally, detach yourself from the negative feeling that arises, just know that it's just an obstacle trying to prevent you from advancing.
 
Aquarius said:
If you ever relapse don't take it personally, detach yourself from the negative feeling that arises, just know that it's just an obstacle trying to prevent you from advancing.
Yeah this mindset helps a ton in my opinion. I just recently learned it and it made a difference really.
 
how is it going with this? have you kicked it for good? what workings did you do? ive been at it myself for a while but its a rough one to kick.
 
Taurus said:
how is it going with this? have you kicked it for good? what workings did you do? ive been at it myself for a while but its a rough one to kick.
Hey, Taurus,

No unfortunately it is not over for me yet. Although I have decreased it and it goes at the background of my life as I am very busy and stressed and barely have any time for masturbation until weekends only. Sometimes I replace masturbating to porn to having sex with my demoness. But sometimes this is difficult because of porn-induced ED so if I want to have sex with her I would need to have stopped porn and masturbation for a week or less beforehand.

Try to do a working to heal your head chakras with Satanama along your other workings for removing porn as it increases effectiveness since damaged and dirty head chakras cause all types of addictions and unhealthy overindulgence.

For your anti-porn working use Ansuz and Uruz together with the reps at multiples of 9. Use a suitable affirmation for you at 9 reps. Follow it for 40-90 days and do atleast 6 cycles of this and it should be gone for good.
 
mercury_wisdom said:
Taurus said:
how is it going with this? have you kicked it for good? what workings did you do? ive been at it myself for a while but its a rough one to kick.
Hey, Taurus,

No unfortunately it is not over for me yet. Although I have decreased it and it goes at the background of my life as I am very busy and stressed and barely have any time for masturbation until weekends only. Sometimes I replace masturbating to porn to having sex with my demoness. But sometimes this is difficult because of porn-induced ED so if I want to have sex with her I would need to have stopped porn and masturbation for a week or less beforehand.

Try to do a working to heal your head chakras with Satanama along your other workings for removing porn as it increases effectiveness since damaged and dirty head chakras cause all types of addictions and unhealthy overindulgence.

For your anti-porn working use Ansuz and Uruz together with the reps at multiples of 9. Use a suitable affirmation for you at 9 reps. Follow it for 40-90 days and do atleast 6 cycles of this and it should be gone for good.
Damn, I thought I had it tough, but actually not.

Anyway. Some more ideas. After yoga session, while lying in savasana, you can affirm in your mind that you are not using porn anymore. Since you mentioned erectile dysfunction, you can also reprogram yourself out of that during that time using the available energy boost from yoga. Doing it after every yoga session for as many days as you want. Don't worry about the signs and phases so much, but you can of course use them to your advantage. Avoiding VoC is the most important part when done the first time.

I've also used Munka in the past. Definitely recomendable.

And lastly but not leastly, just replace unhealthy habit with a healthy one. For some it might be the relationship with Demon or Demoness lover, so the masturbation acts should be directed towards them, or you can direct your interest in other Human beings (not on-screen Humans), which is healthy way of releasing. You can also direct you sexual energy into personal goals or group goals (like raising energy for a Demon, but instead of using that for the relationship, using it for warfare), but it might not work for everyone. I find hard to get aroused thinking about material gains while masturbating. :D
 
I advise you to be cautious about the place where you have sex with your partner. Do not go to cheap places that seem suspicious or risky. Be it expensive, however, take her our out to a moderate place with quality that assures you "Yes, this place looks safe for us." If you already have such a place, then I am rest assured. However, do not go to a dinghy place with a dinghy vibe. The place should not be near urban/desolate/remote areas and the locality around the hotel should be safe and lively. You judge for yourself. Ask your Guardian Demon for guidance.

I repeat, take such matters with utmost seriousness.

If you already have such a place secured, then do not reply to this. Take it as a hint of caution or advice. Please, Do not share a single bit or anything personal about where you go or anything related to this matter in your reply. You will have done damage to yourself if you were to share anything personal about which place you go to or what kind of place it is. Take this post as cautionary note and just ignore it. Do not reply.
Keep her safe and you be safe too.
 
Henu the Great said:
mercury_wisdom said:
Taurus said:
how is it going with this? have you kicked it for good? what workings did you do? ive been at it myself for a while but its a rough one to kick.
Hey, Taurus,

No unfortunately it is not over for me yet. Although I have decreased it and it goes at the background of my life as I am very busy and stressed and barely have any time for masturbation until weekends only. Sometimes I replace masturbating to porn to having sex with my demoness. But sometimes this is difficult because of porn-induced ED so if I want to have sex with her I would need to have stopped porn and masturbation for a week or less beforehand.

Try to do a working to heal your head chakras with Satanama along your other workings for removing porn as it increases effectiveness since damaged and dirty head chakras cause all types of addictions and unhealthy overindulgence.

For your anti-porn working use Ansuz and Uruz together with the reps at multiples of 9. Use a suitable affirmation for you at 9 reps. Follow it for 40-90 days and do atleast 6 cycles of this and it should be gone for good.
Damn, I thought I had it tough, but actually not.

Anyway. Some more ideas. After yoga session, while lying in savasana, you can affirm in your mind that you are not using porn anymore. Since you mentioned erectile dysfunction, you can also reprogram yourself out of that during that time using the available energy boost from yoga. Doing it after every yoga session for as many days as you want. Don't worry about the signs and phases so much, but you can of course use them to your advantage. Avoiding VoC is the most important part when done the first time.

I've also used Munka in the past. Definitely recomendable.

And lastly but not leastly, just replace unhealthy habit with a healthy one. For some it might be the relationship with Demon or Demoness lover, so the masturbation acts should be directed towards them, or you can direct your interest in other Human beings (not on-screen Humans), which is healthy way of releasing. You can also direct you sexual energy into personal goals or group goals (like raising energy for a Demon, but instead of using that for the relationship, using it for warfare), but it might not work for everyone. I find hard to get aroused thinking about material gains while masturbating. :D
Thank you Henu. Valuable advice.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

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