MercuryWisdom
Well-known member
Hello, my satanic brothers and sisters.
So I've done two 40-day workings to overcome porn now. I've done a ton of progress and went from being unfulfilled, depressed and ashamed of my sexuality and watching porn from 2-3 times a day to being sexually fulfilled with my lover, happy and proud and staying from 1-3 weeks without porn. Also healthy sexually too.
But sometimes I would relapse when I get enemy attacks or when some filth gets released or also when I go out with friends because they are filty porn obsessed mudslimes (I've been distancing myself from them now but there is only so much I can do.)
I've noticed some days I would be doing fantastic, advancing, getting stronger, getting closer to my lover. Then I would sleep and get these disturbing porn dreams of the filthiest stuff I used to watch. I think this is an enemy attack or just some filth getting released or both. But it definitely is annoying as fuck and I almost always relapse that day.
This forum has helped me a bunch with my previous threads about this topic and made me progress and learn so much.
It seems I will have to do a new working soon on the next moon in Scorpio.
Now I want to ask for some advice to make this working incredibly effective and hopefull fully get rid of this deep rooted problem once and for all.
I used to do Munka 111x and state an affirmation provided by sister Lydia. Does anyone have a stronger mantra or combination of mantras for this?
Should I do 90 days now even after doing two workings?
What advice do you have to go from doing meh kinda okay to fully cutting this forever?
Any and all replies are much needed and appreciated. Thanks!
By the way, no one should tell me to just watch it in moderation or whatever because I always watch the weirdest and filthiest shit from interracial to disturbing hentai. This is not because I like that shit. I intensely hate it but I got so desensitized to normal porn that I barely feel anything from it anymore. (I still don't enjoy any kind of porn and don't get an orgasm.) Also porn causes porn-induced ED and I suffered alot from that (not anymore)
Hail Satan!!
So I've done two 40-day workings to overcome porn now. I've done a ton of progress and went from being unfulfilled, depressed and ashamed of my sexuality and watching porn from 2-3 times a day to being sexually fulfilled with my lover, happy and proud and staying from 1-3 weeks without porn. Also healthy sexually too.
But sometimes I would relapse when I get enemy attacks or when some filth gets released or also when I go out with friends because they are filty porn obsessed mudslimes (I've been distancing myself from them now but there is only so much I can do.)
I've noticed some days I would be doing fantastic, advancing, getting stronger, getting closer to my lover. Then I would sleep and get these disturbing porn dreams of the filthiest stuff I used to watch. I think this is an enemy attack or just some filth getting released or both. But it definitely is annoying as fuck and I almost always relapse that day.
This forum has helped me a bunch with my previous threads about this topic and made me progress and learn so much.
It seems I will have to do a new working soon on the next moon in Scorpio.
Now I want to ask for some advice to make this working incredibly effective and hopefull fully get rid of this deep rooted problem once and for all.
I used to do Munka 111x and state an affirmation provided by sister Lydia. Does anyone have a stronger mantra or combination of mantras for this?
Should I do 90 days now even after doing two workings?
What advice do you have to go from doing meh kinda okay to fully cutting this forever?
Any and all replies are much needed and appreciated. Thanks!
By the way, no one should tell me to just watch it in moderation or whatever because I always watch the weirdest and filthiest shit from interracial to disturbing hentai. This is not because I like that shit. I intensely hate it but I got so desensitized to normal porn that I barely feel anything from it anymore. (I still don't enjoy any kind of porn and don't get an orgasm.) Also porn causes porn-induced ED and I suffered alot from that (not anymore)
Hail Satan!!