KillerQueen0103
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- Aug 2, 2018
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I really need help and advice right now! I want to do the dedication ritual to Father Satan right now, but I am currently battling a spirit. The spirit is clinging to me and I sometimes get sick and shaky feelings in my stomach when he is angry. I think he is draining me of my lifeforce. I am trying so hard to ignore him but he is also hurting my left ear by talking in it. I can barely hear out of it now and it hurts, when I do, my jaw is tensed and when I hold the ear part down because of the pain, I hear air like sounds.. similar to holding a sea shell up to your ear. I am trying to ignore him, but he keeps wrapping his arms around my stomach at night and even when i relax myself and ignore him, i keep waking up in the middle of the night. I just want some decent sleep. Ive dealt with parasites before, but this one is different. After focusing on my light body, which was a sky blue color, i started noticing rainbow aura like colors around my room. However, they stretch across like a real rainbow, like a line across a wall and they are horizontal, not vertical like i would expect in a human. I see these dots. Before i was seeing red energy and dots and the red energy would feed on me. Now i dont see that so much. This spirit has the power to manipulate my emotions and make me smell different things, but he doesnt do that often. I can see that he is trying to establish communication because he is talking in my left ear only but why? The reason I am scared to dedicate myself to Father Satan is because I keep calling for him and I dont think he is here, if he was here, this spirit wouldnt be here, would he? I want him to know I did the ritual and I dont want my ritual (which im doing in the astral because i cant do the actual ritual yet) to be ruined or interfered with by any spirits. Please help, Im receptive to any kind of constructive criticism or advice, so feel free to stick it to me if Im doing something wrong. Im willing to do anything to make a connection with Father Satan and at the moment, stay safe from any malicious entities.