MaraLohk
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Hi! Thank you for reading this post!
First of all, I wanted to clarify that although I always had interest in all types of occult knowledge, specially Satanism, I never actually practiced much because I never had the space and privacy to do so, and although I don't consider myself 100% aligned with the Spiritual Satanism philosophies and beliefs, I always visited the Joy of Satan website for its precious information and the great work you guys do
I don't have any like-minded friends or family members, so my first thought was to post this here.
I don't know what happened, what kind of things me or my mother may have done in a past life, but a piece of shit of a spirit has intruded my family.
It happened when I was still a little kid, he showed up acting like an angel, gaining everyone's trust, when my mother separated from my father and that leech settled in, he showed his true face.
It started with some lies, then constantly cheating on my mother, even grooming minors, then he started stealing everyone's money, then torturing me physically and emotionally when it was only him and me at home, then watching porn on the computer at full volume, and 8 years later when my mother had enough, came the threats, the stalking, attempted homicide. He always knew that I was born with a gift, I always saw through him and my presence always protected my mother from him, that's why he bothers me too. Just thinking about him and writing this post makes my heart race and my hands shake, because of that fucker I may have developed PTSD, there's not a single day where I'm not tormented by nightmares and thoughts of him invading my house and murdering me, since I was 16 I'm sleeping with a pepper spray and a knife on my the bed.
When we moved cities, I thought I would have a little bit of peace of mind, but then I discovered my mother only moved because of him, I won't deny I believe she has Stockholm Syndrome, because they're still dating and talking on my back. But sometimes I still hear from others about what he's doing —constantly scamming people for money.
Today, our landlord's wife came looking for me, she told me they're still together. He basically scammed them saying he "was the owner of a carpentry shop" and they hired him to craft some furniture for them. Obviously, he took the money and refuses to give them their "forniture." She asked me if I knew anything about him and where he lives, because her husband is a grade 33 freemason and they're hunting him.
Look, I always knew he's not and never was human, he's just a parasite, a walk-in, a psychopath, whatever… he lacks a soul and he's inherently evil in nature, I even I dare say he works for Yahveh, knowing his personality. What enforces this thought is the fact that he should already be dead by this point, given how he always stole and leeched from people and deliberately leaves proofs behind, but he ALWAYS escapes, and I mean ALWAYS ESCAPES.
I'm just tired of having to deal with this weight in my back since I was just a child, I can't bear it anymore because I know no matter what I do he's never leaving us alone until we're all dead. I know him and I know thatvwith this current situation with our landlord, he's going to turn aggressive again and he's going to try to hurt my mother again.
Literally, the only way I can see of ending this once and for all is by ****, and honestly I know even when he's ****, he won't stop harassing us, but better **** than offering a greater danger alive.
I know I'm far from having the experience to do this type of work with the Gods, I just wanted to know what would you do in this situation? Maybe pay someone more experienced with the occult to do the job? Or maybe resorting to other options?
I have no idea what to do.
English is not my native language, so there may be grammatical errors.
First of all, I wanted to clarify that although I always had interest in all types of occult knowledge, specially Satanism, I never actually practiced much because I never had the space and privacy to do so, and although I don't consider myself 100% aligned with the Spiritual Satanism philosophies and beliefs, I always visited the Joy of Satan website for its precious information and the great work you guys do
I don't have any like-minded friends or family members, so my first thought was to post this here.
I don't know what happened, what kind of things me or my mother may have done in a past life, but a piece of shit of a spirit has intruded my family.
It happened when I was still a little kid, he showed up acting like an angel, gaining everyone's trust, when my mother separated from my father and that leech settled in, he showed his true face.
It started with some lies, then constantly cheating on my mother, even grooming minors, then he started stealing everyone's money, then torturing me physically and emotionally when it was only him and me at home, then watching porn on the computer at full volume, and 8 years later when my mother had enough, came the threats, the stalking, attempted homicide. He always knew that I was born with a gift, I always saw through him and my presence always protected my mother from him, that's why he bothers me too. Just thinking about him and writing this post makes my heart race and my hands shake, because of that fucker I may have developed PTSD, there's not a single day where I'm not tormented by nightmares and thoughts of him invading my house and murdering me, since I was 16 I'm sleeping with a pepper spray and a knife on my the bed.
When we moved cities, I thought I would have a little bit of peace of mind, but then I discovered my mother only moved because of him, I won't deny I believe she has Stockholm Syndrome, because they're still dating and talking on my back. But sometimes I still hear from others about what he's doing —constantly scamming people for money.
Today, our landlord's wife came looking for me, she told me they're still together. He basically scammed them saying he "was the owner of a carpentry shop" and they hired him to craft some furniture for them. Obviously, he took the money and refuses to give them their "forniture." She asked me if I knew anything about him and where he lives, because her husband is a grade 33 freemason and they're hunting him.
Look, I always knew he's not and never was human, he's just a parasite, a walk-in, a psychopath, whatever… he lacks a soul and he's inherently evil in nature, I even I dare say he works for Yahveh, knowing his personality. What enforces this thought is the fact that he should already be dead by this point, given how he always stole and leeched from people and deliberately leaves proofs behind, but he ALWAYS escapes, and I mean ALWAYS ESCAPES.
I'm just tired of having to deal with this weight in my back since I was just a child, I can't bear it anymore because I know no matter what I do he's never leaving us alone until we're all dead. I know him and I know thatvwith this current situation with our landlord, he's going to turn aggressive again and he's going to try to hurt my mother again.
Literally, the only way I can see of ending this once and for all is by ****, and honestly I know even when he's ****, he won't stop harassing us, but better **** than offering a greater danger alive.
I know I'm far from having the experience to do this type of work with the Gods, I just wanted to know what would you do in this situation? Maybe pay someone more experienced with the occult to do the job? Or maybe resorting to other options?
I have no idea what to do.
English is not my native language, so there may be grammatical errors.
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