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Lack of communication

Kramer

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I'm having trouble communicating with my guardian. I'm a beginner, but it wasn't too hard to find my guardian. It's been more than 5 months since I discovered my guardian. I have always communicated through the pendulum. Also when I prayed to Satan, I asked for signs in response and the signs I asked for always happened. But it's been a while since I've been able to contact my guardian. I try to communicate, but it feels like I'm talking all to myself. Also when I pray, I have no more answer. It's like now I'm all alone, with no one. What could be happening? Even when I need help or someone the most, I just find myself totally alone. What do I do? I'm starting to feel really sad, alone and lost. 😔
 
Kramer said:
I'm having trouble communicating with my guardian. I'm a beginner, but it wasn't too hard to find my guardian. It's been more than 5 months since I discovered my guardian. I have always communicated through the pendulum. Also when I prayed to Satan, I asked for signs in response and the signs I asked for always happened. But it's been a while since I've been able to contact my guardian. I try to communicate, but it feels like I'm talking all to myself. Also when I pray, I have no more answer. It's like now I'm all alone, with no one. What could be happening? Even when I need help or someone the most, I just find myself totally alone. What do I do? I'm starting to feel really sad, alone and lost. 😔

The Gods can always hear you. They are very psychic. They are aware of you even when you are not directly communicating with them. Therefore, speak to them with confidence.

As far as signs or other guidance, this may not be immediately known in every case. Sometimes solutions are created or revealed over a longer period of time.

You are not alone. You have us and you will always have the Gods behind you. However, sometimes planetary transits, negative karma, or enemy attacks (or all 3) can make you feel otherwise.
 
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Kramer said:
I'm having trouble communicating with my guardian. I'm a beginner, but it wasn't too hard to find my guardian. It's been more than 5 months since I discovered my guardian. I have always communicated through the pendulum. Also when I prayed to Satan, I asked for signs in response and the signs I asked for always happened. But it's been a while since I've been able to contact my guardian. I try to communicate, but it feels like I'm talking all to myself. Also when I pray, I have no more answer. It's like now I'm all alone, with no one. What could be happening? Even when I need help or someone the most, I just find myself totally alone. What do I do? I'm starting to feel really sad, alone and lost. 😔

The Gods can always hear you. They are very psychic. They are aware of you even when you are not directly communicating with them. Therefore, speak to them with confidence.

As far as signs or other guidance, this may not be immediately known in every case. Sometimes solutions are created or revealed over a longer period of time.

You are not alone. You have us and you will always have the Gods behind you. However, sometimes planetary transits, negative karma, or enemy attacks (or all 3) can make you feel otherwise.

I'm having extreme difficulty holding on to the 40 days of power. I never made it out of the first half. I don't know why, but even when I try to do the first few meditations, I just don't feel anything and I can't imagine what I'm being told to do during the meditation. And as usual I consequently get discouraged and stop again. After a long time I try again and repeat the same situation. I really love Father Satan, I love the gods. I really want to be able to communicate with them, with my guardian, to be able to have my future beloved daemon companion if Satan allows it. But not being able to move forward, disappoints me a lot and sometimes I believe that this is pushing the gods and my guardian away. These days whenever I try to communicate, I never even get a signal. And when I'm in trouble, I find myself alone. This situation is really making me very sad. I really want to be able to complete the 40 days of power, I want to move forward. I'm already sad to know that I won't be able to achieve magnum opus in this life. I feel like I can't get out of there. even when it's something I love, I find myself stopping halfway every time. I do not know why. 😔
 
Kramer said:
I'm having extreme difficulty holding on to the 40 days of power. I never made it out of the first half. I don't know why, but even when I try to do the first few meditations, I just don't feel anything and I can't imagine what I'm being told to do during the meditation. And as usual I consequently get discouraged and stop again. After a long time I try again and repeat the same situation. I really love Father Satan, I love the gods. I really want to be able to communicate with them, with my guardian, to be able to have my future beloved daemon companion if Satan allows it. But not being able to move forward, disappoints me a lot and sometimes I believe that this is pushing the gods and my guardian away. These days whenever I try to communicate, I never even get a signal. And when I'm in trouble, I find myself alone. This situation is really making me very sad. I really want to be able to complete the 40 days of power, I want to move forward. I'm already sad to know that I won't be able to achieve magnum opus in this life. I feel like I can't get out of there. even when it's something I love, I find myself stopping halfway every time. I do not know why. 😔

Don't get discouraged due to simply untrained astral senses. This develops over time. The hardest part is right at the start.

Just because you cannot easily sense a difference does not mean you have not performed the action on the astral realm. In reality, you are doing fine. Do not get discouraged in this manner. You will see results quicker than you may expect, but only if you do not give up!

Overall, this is a problem of discipline, which can be fixed with the Nauthiz rune. However, before this, and even while using this rune, you still need to push yourself to finish your work. Remember that there is strength in struggling for a better future and outcome for yourself. Not everything is always going to be fun, but you will find success in the long-term.

Try to remove or limit the distractions in your life, such as YouTube, video games, or anything else which may distract you from your meditations. Then, it will be much easier for your to brain to stay focused.

Good luck. You will be fine, and you are not alone.
 
Kramer said:
I'm having extreme difficulty holding on to the 40 days of power. I never made it out of the first half. I don't know why, but even when I try to do the first few meditations, I just don't feel anything and I can't imagine what I'm being told to do during the

I really want to be able to complete the 40 days of power, I want to move forward. I'm already sad to know that I won't be able to achieve magnum opus in this life. I feel like I can't get out of there.

even when it's something I love, I find myself stopping halfway every time. I do not know why. 😔

You don't need to do the 40 days program if it doesn't suit you. I find the progression of the exercises to be too slow and meant for people that are first getting into spirituality, so they don't get overwhelmed.

Power meditation is like the gym, you go in on the first day not knowing what to do and how the machines work. But over time, you build a routine that is fun for you, doing the exercises that you enjoy doing and that work the muscles you want to grow.

You want to build biceps? You do the exercise you like doing that work the biceps. You want to open your third eye? You do the third eye opening.

Before going out you shower and make yourself presentable. Before you do spiritual work you clean your aura and protect it. When you come home after a long day you shower. The same with your aura, you clean it too.

Finding a balance between spirituality and real life is the key to making progress. You feel like your aura is clean already? Don't clean it more.

Connect to yourself and your soul and you will find that the way forwards is going to come naturally to you. Try doing things that look appealing. Just don't go overboard.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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