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Is it my imagination or real entities?

TruthSeekerXX

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Hi,
So these 2 strange experiences happened a while ago from my astral projection attempts, but I still keep on wondering about them.

So during the most recent one, I was attempting to astral project from sleep paralysis, as I had done before. I felt the vibrations and I tried to force myself into it. I do remember getting out of my body and standing on the floor next to my bed, but it felt as if my blanket was attached to my back and the eye covering that I had was partially blocking my view. This really irritated me and I tried to get it off. Another thing was that there was this guy floating in the corner of my room looking at me, making fun of me and commenting. I never looked directly at him as I was trying to get out of the situation,he was there, enjoying my struggle. At some point I told myself that I was in control and attempted to take the blanket and face eye covering off, when that didn't work, I tried to wake myself up, but nothing worked, it felt as if I had no control and that thing in the corner had control. I then started to really panic and so I called Satan for help. The guy in the corner mocked me, but he sounded hesitant like there was a tinge of fear. And then I woke up, extremely grateful. Eventually I went back to sleep and had a dream, and as usual I though it was real life. In that dream I was in my house, thinking about what happened before and at some point that same guy showed up and said something like, "Are you sure that this is real life? How do you know that this isn't a dream either?" Don't know the exact words.

Now about the older experience, when I just learned about astral projection. I was trying to not to astral project, yet when I drifted off the sleep, it felt like something had gently grabbed my legs and pulled my astral body out. It wasn't rough or scary, I floated down to the floor. I was looking around thinking "wow, did I actually do it?" Suddenly I felt a pair of hands on my back and slightly jumped, but then I felt at ease because... I felt a 'loving' presence. Now during this point I seem very brain-dead and stupid, and that was probably because I started to loose consciousness and it started to become more of a dream. I turned around and I saw this young blond women, with bangs and a bun (unlike the guy, I could see her face clearly). I asked her if she was my spirit guide and she said yes... and I believed her. Eventually she brought 3 others which I don't remember and I kept on asking her if my guardian demon was coming and she kept on saying yes "he's" coming (I haven't met my guardian demon yet). Eventually she told me that he was trapped somewhere and that we would need to go free him. The rest of it is very doubtful, looked like a dream.
Now the strange thing about that lady was that I saw her 2 other times in dreams. In one she was a distant relative who didn't exist in real life, only the dream and throughout the dream she was haunting me as a ghost because my family was digging up her grave despite me telling them no. In the second one she was a distant relative of my friend who was dead, but was still hanging around in the house. My friend and her family didn't mind, but I was convincing that she was supposed to reincarnate and then I was able to convince the ghost to move on.

So now I continue to wonder if these were some ghosts that are trolling me or did my brain come up with these?!?! I hope that it was just me and not actual ghosts. I would really like to know what you all think about this
Thanks!
 
Well It's hard to tell because basically it's possible.
It's possible, that to a point it was real, than it was a dream.

It's also possiblem that parts of it were real, and part of it were imaginary.
For example, that you are feeling the blanket, and your eyelids, are becasue you couldn't desconnect your mind from your physical body. A ghost mocking you is pretty rare I think, this was probably imaginary.

It's hard to learn to let your soul free from your body. I advise to ask for help from a god that is specialized for astral projecting.
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HELP.html
They may give you signs and help when you are in this situation. Try to be relaxed and just try to attain deeper and deeper trance. The wings of the soul can radically help with this. I still don't know how advanced you are, but you should get to a point where you can open your wings.
 
Yesterday I unknowingly tried to astral project without trying but someone was holding onto my hand towards the bed so I wouldn’t astral project, that freaked me out so i thought I woke up and tried to get off bed but I couldn’t lay up outta bed as if my body was stuck on the bed like a magnet and then after struggling, i finally woke up and realized I was never awake in the first place and it wasn’t my body that tried to get outta bed but my astral soul. It was weird.
 
AFODO said:
Well It's hard to tell because basically it's possible.
It's possible, that to a point it was real, than it was a dream.

It's also possiblem that parts of it were real, and part of it were imaginary.
For example, that you are feeling the blanket, and your eyelids, are becasue you couldn't desconnect your mind from your physical body. A ghost mocking you is pretty rare I think, this was probably imaginary.

It's hard to learn to let your soul free from your body. I advise to ask for help from a god that is specialized for astral projecting.
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HELP.html
They may give you signs and help when you are in this situation. Try to be relaxed and just try to attain deeper and deeper trance. The wings of the soul can radically help with this. I still don't know how advanced you are, but you should get to a point where you can open your wings.

Okay, thanks! Yea, most likely was imaginary. I have started doing the opening of the soul, though I am unable to do the summoning ritual because I don't have the privacy or the materials. If I asked my parents to get them they would become suspicious.
Though I have a question, is sleep paralysis similar to trance? If it is different is it easier to go through trance instead? I currently attempt to astral project through sleep paralysis since it takes a while and I would be disturbed and I find the night to be more ideal since I do nothing but lay in bed and dream. Currently I am focusing more on meditations to get to that point though, these were just some strange experiences from a while ago.

Satanic warrior said:
Yesterday I unknowingly tried to astral project without trying but someone was holding onto my hand towards the bed so I wouldn’t astral project, that freaked me out so i thought I woke up and tried to get off bed but I couldn’t lay up outta bed as if my body was stuck on the bed like a magnet and then after struggling, i finally woke up and realized I was never awake in the first place and it wasn’t my body that tried to get outta bed but my astral soul. It was weird.

Indeed weird! Sometimes this happens to me as well whenever I try to astral project on purpose or accidentally. Once it felt as if someone had their arms wrapped around my waist and when I tried to leave my body I could feel the pressure around that area and I couldn't leave because it was as if I was being held down. One other time it felt like as if someone had their arm around my neck and was slowly tightening their grasp. It didn't hurt and i was still able to breath, but it was really uncomfortable and I had to give up that attempt. Another time it felt as if there was a hand under my chin and on my forehead and that really freaked me out and I tried to scream but I couldn't.
These experiences always freak me out and they are uncomfortable. I wonder what causes them.
 
TruthSeekerXX said:
AFODO said:
Well It's hard to tell because basically it's possible.
It's possible, that to a point it was real, than it was a dream.

It's also possiblem that parts of it were real, and part of it were imaginary.
For example, that you are feeling the blanket, and your eyelids, are becasue you couldn't desconnect your mind from your physical body. A ghost mocking you is pretty rare I think, this was probably imaginary.

It's hard to learn to let your soul free from your body. I advise to ask for help from a god that is specialized for astral projecting.
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HELP.html
They may give you signs and help when you are in this situation. Try to be relaxed and just try to attain deeper and deeper trance. The wings of the soul can radically help with this. I still don't know how advanced you are, but you should get to a point where you can open your wings.

Okay, thanks! Yea, most likely was imaginary. I have started doing the opening of the soul, though I am unable to do the summoning ritual because I don't have the privacy or the materials. If I asked my parents to get them they would become suspicious.
Though I have a question, is sleep paralysis similar to trance? If it is different is it easier to go through trance instead? I currently attempt to astral project through sleep paralysis since it takes a while and I would be disturbed and I find the night to be more ideal since I do nothing but lay in bed and dream. Currently I am focusing more on meditations to get to that point though, these were just some strange experiences from a while ago.

Satanic warrior said:
Yesterday I unknowingly tried to astral project without trying but someone was holding onto my hand towards the bed so I wouldn’t astral project, that freaked me out so i thought I woke up and tried to get off bed but I couldn’t lay up outta bed as if my body was stuck on the bed like a magnet and then after struggling, i finally woke up and realized I was never awake in the first place and it wasn’t my body that tried to get outta bed but my astral soul. It was weird.

Indeed weird! Sometimes this happens to me as well whenever I try to astral project on purpose or accidentally. Once it felt as if someone had their arms wrapped around my waist and when I tried to leave my body I could feel the pressure around that area and I couldn't leave because it was as if I was being held down. One other time it felt like as if someone had their arm around my neck and was slowly tightening their grasp. It didn't hurt and i was still able to breath, but it was really uncomfortable and I had to give up that attempt. Another time it felt as if there was a hand under my chin and on my forehead and that really freaked me out and I tried to scream but I couldn't.
These experiences always freak me out and they are uncomfortable. I wonder what causes them.
I also felt something wrapped their arms around my shoulders at one point and it’s was really uncomfortable, it’s as if there’s something in the astraltrying to give us have a hard time with astral projection. Could it be the enemy reptilians possible! Does that mean they are everywhere and all around us in the astral? Most likely!
 

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