onemage666
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- Sep 29, 2017
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Dear brothers and sisters. I dated someone for about a year and a half she was the love of my life. Unfortunately I am kind of a barbarian and didn’t tend to her emotional needs. So she broke up with me. I have had six months to think about where I went wrong. I took a shot in the dark to see if she will be open to taking to me. I first sent her flowers. When I didn’t get told to go fuck myself I decided ti take another step. So I wrote two notes on with things I was sorry for and another with things I promised to do. I also bought a bunch of thoughtful gifts of things she is into. It wasn’t about the gifts it was about the notes and the fact that I realized what I had done. He have been in contact recently however she says she just stated seeing Someone. Here is what is confusing she recently asked me to go to dinner. We went to dinner and things went pretty good besides the other guy calling while we were eating.I pulled my big boy pants up and sucked up the pain and finished dinner. Then we went back to her house and talked for a bit also we kissed/made out. I know she likes me or she would have just told me fuck off in here own words. So here is what happed then next day I feel like we are making progress. But I knew my stomach was turning and my intuition Was going insane. I asked her if she would like to come over after I get off work. She says she can’t she is going out of town. I instantly knew it was with Ryan. Who she says she doesn’t live but just because I came back into her life I cannot snap my fingers and she come back. Mind you, I am in love with this woman. I want to spend my life with her. Her going out of town with him knowing how I feel is ripping apart my soul. I have never felt like this and I’m not a kid I have been through some shit. What can I do? What are the strongest spells I can do. I need some guidance please. Please help me