I wanna apologize to the JoS

[Chaosengel]

hello

maybe some will remember me i once came across the JoS but back then I had lots of ego and was arrogant with my abilities which now looking back was wrong I thought that I was just self confident but reality is I felt myself too much. its always important to know where you are coming from and I am just a human underneath all of this i am just meat and bones i am fragile and weak when i compare myself to the giant universe its not like i dont value myself i do but its always important to be humble no matter who you are and i wasnt and i wanna do better and help humanity and the best way to do it here is to apologize to the jos. i attacked you. i was in a choatic headspace where i was being myself but also manipulated by islam and other religions. i was everything in one. i am "xnder" or whatever alias i used back then whatever you know me from. the one or other will surely remember me.

i wanna take my attacks back and i wanna learn to be better and i wanna get to know satan more. i believe i have free'd myself from islam even if it was a hard long way i think i came close. there is no more fear i look deep in the eyes of islam and say how much i despise it.

i wanna help you but still be free still be myself and still stay anonymous. if you even need my help. all i know now is that i need to study. im learning. i did the reverse torah ritual i need to do it a few more times and i wanna start learning more from you Satan and the JoS.

i ask NinRick and others that perhaps (i dont know if they did) cursed me back then to take their curses back and I once again apologize deeply to them.

im so emotion driven most of the time and emotions can get fooled real quick but then again i have to praise myself because i kinda learned to control my anger more i kinda have learned to control it in a way to benefit from it without damaging my surroundings or people that actually mean good for me.

recently some moslems had the audacity to speak to my girlfriend and manipulate her. i was so disgusted by it that now i fully am against islam i fully hate it with all my atoms combined i wanna destroy it i wanna burn it all down i wanna kill allah thats the headspace im at right now. but i am not a fool i realize that i need lots of strength and study i realize that i need to be together with others then i will defeat allah one day and whatever that evil lord is called. i wanna defeat judaism christianity and islam.

thanks for reading. and i hope you accept my apology and if you allow me i will be more active on here trying to help where i can.

 

[Draconi666]

It is only positive sign that you start to understand these matters and are ready to take action, if you are dedicated, relax, Satan understands you, do what you have and can do, stay on the forums, be kind and respectful to others. These people are brothers and sisters. Everything is okay, I don’t know what you did, but I think those members you have attacked didn’t wasted their time to curse you.