I just discovered to have a most-likely jewish very-far relative

[Young Faith]

I'm fucking going crazy over this.

So, I just discovered that I have an ancestor in common with a famous "person" (if you can call that a person) that pushes strongly the jewish agenda.

This person is strongly believed to be jewish, but I'm not certain of it. Officialy this person isn't. It doesn't really matter. What it really matters is discovering if I am jewish or not. I already talked about this before, but it was only paranoia, now I have a real reason to be worried about it.

I don't want to say the name of this person for safety reasons. I'm scared of everything and wanna be super cautious about this.

I know for a fact that I felt a strong joy and feeling of love when finding JoS and reading about Satan, both the first time at 13yo and the "definitive" second time at 18-19yo, so this is either real (I am a Gentile) or a self illusion to infiltrate here, like a dormant cell (I'd be jewish).

I wasn't sure how to approach this issue, I thought maybe just asking if that person was actually jewish or just a traitor without saying anything, but at the end I felt like this approach that I'm taking is better.

I'd like to add that I always had problems with this side of the family (my mothers), I've always disagreed with them on everything, they're a very christian average italian family.
My father's family tho, it's the complete opposite. They're relatively woke on jews, on the jabs and that meditation is powerful etc...

Although, even some far relative in my father's family is probably jewish... He was a mafia boss, and by looking at his pictures I can say that he looks jewish. My father's mother has some strange traits that could be both italian or jewish.

I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT ONCE AND FOR ALL. This is not just paranoia anymore. I have reasons to be worried, these two. What can I do? I always did the F-RTR (even 4 times a day, damn I even programmed a version of it) but I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

 

[Shadowcat]

I'm fucking going crazy over this.

So, I just discovered that I have an ancestor in common with a famous "person" (if you can call that a person) that pushes strongly the jewish agenda.
This person is strongly believed to be jewish, but I'm not certain of it. Officialy this person isn't. It doesn't really matter. What it really matters is discovering if I am jewish or not. I already talked about this before, but it was only paranoia, now I have a real reason to be worried about it.
I don't want to say the name of this person for safety reasons. I'm scared of everything and wanna be super cautious about this.

I know for a fact that I felt a strong joy and feeling of love when finding JoS and reading about Satan, both the first time at 13yo and the "definitive" second time at 18-19yo, so this is either real (I am a Gentile) or a self illusion to infiltrate here, like a dormant cell (I'd be jewish).

I wasn't sure how to approach this issue, I thought maybe just asking if that person was actually jewish or just a traitor without saying anything, but at the end I felt like this approach that I'm taking is better.

I'd like to add that I always had problems with this side of the family (my mothers), I've always disagreed with them on everything, they're a very christian average italian family.
My father's family tho, it's the complete opposite. They're relatively woke on jews, on the jabs and that meditation is powerful etc...

Although, even some far relative in my father's family is probably jewish... He was a mafia boss, and by looking at his pictures I can say that he looks jewish. My father's mother has some strange traits that could be both italian or jewish.

I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT ONCE AND FOR ALL. This is not just paranoia anymore. I have reasons to be worried, these two. What can I do? I always did the F-RTR (even 4 times a day, damn I even programmed a version of it) but I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

so what you are saying is you share a common anscestor with someone who is a jew. if this is a jewish cousin you have the ancestor in common with stop worrying. you can have a 3rd great grand parent for example in common with a part jew. As long as it was your gentile relative that married the jew/jewess that caused them to produce you a jewish cousin the jewish blood is still not your own.

now if the person you have the distant relative in common with is an aunt, uncle, great grand aunt/uncle and by blood, then that is a different story entirely.

also dont trust kiked DNA services.

 

[Mastermind]

The sure way would be to do a DNA test but ask yourself, what would you do if you discovered that you were jewish? Would you turn against Satan? If the answer is yes, then it's better if you don't do the test. If the enemy knows that you are SS, they could even lie and tell you that you are jewish even if you are not, so the way to do the test is to create a false identity or use the name of a friend.
Of course, giving a sample of your DNA to unknown people you are opening yourself to unknown risks.

 

[Henu the Great]

I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT ONCE AND FOR ALL. This is not just paranoia anymore. I have reasons to be worried, these two. What can I do? I always did the F-RTR (even 4 times a day, damn I even programmed a version of it) but I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

Just continue on the 8 fold path, and everything will become clearer as you progress.

 

[Young Faith]

I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT ONCE AND FOR ALL. This is not just paranoia anymore. I have reasons to be worried, these two. What can I do? I always did the F-RTR (even 4 times a day, damn I even programmed a version of it) but I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

Just continue on the 8 fold path, and everything will become clearer as you progress.

8 fold path? I'm missing something, as I don't know/remember what this is. It does sounds familiar tho.

 

[The Outlaw Torn]

Uncertainty is doubt and doubt is the end of your progress. Like Henu said don’t change anything you’re doing. Just keep advancing and ignore that planted “what if I’m a Jew” voice in your head. It’s one of the biggest ways the enemy can subvert you off this path.

 

[BlackOnyx8 [JG]]

Judging by your attitude, you are probably not jewish. If Satan has ever done anything for you, something that couldn't have had any other possible explanation, then you are a Gentile. If you lack that experience, just do your job as a Satanist, regardless and it will make sense eventually, like Henu said. If you are able to focus on Satan‘s Sigil and feel positive energy, then you are a Gentile probably. I doubt a jew would be able to do that.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You can create a throw away account and ask if this person is Jewish in the Jew or not thread someone would likely know more. I don't know how it would be a safety issue cause the amount of time and research needed to figure out who you are probably isn't worth it to anyone on any side.

 

[Shadowcat]

I'm fucking going crazy over this.

So, I just discovered that I have an ancestor in common with a famous "person" (if you can call that a person) that pushes strongly the jewish agenda.
This person is strongly believed to be jewish, but I'm not certain of it. Officialy this person isn't. It doesn't really matter. What it really matters is discovering if I am jewish or not. I already talked about this before, but it was only paranoia, now I have a real reason to be worried about it.
I don't want to say the name of this person for safety reasons. I'm scared of everything and wanna be super cautious about this.

I know for a fact that I felt a strong joy and feeling of love when finding JoS and reading about Satan, both the first time at 13yo and the "definitive" second time at 18-19yo, so this is either real (I am a Gentile) or a self illusion to infiltrate here, like a dormant cell (I'd be jewish).

I wasn't sure how to approach this issue, I thought maybe just asking if that person was actually jewish or just a traitor without saying anything, but at the end I felt like this approach that I'm taking is better.

I'd like to add that I always had problems with this side of the family (my mothers), I've always disagreed with them on everything, they're a very christian average italian family.
My father's family tho, it's the complete opposite. They're relatively woke on jews, on the jabs and that meditation is powerful etc...

Although, even some far relative in my father's family is probably jewish... He was a mafia boss, and by looking at his pictures I can say that he looks jewish. My father's mother has some strange traits that could be both italian or jewish.

I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT ONCE AND FOR ALL. This is not just paranoia anymore. I have reasons to be worried, these two. What can I do? I always did the F-RTR (even 4 times a day, damn I even programmed a version of it) but I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

Also, sorry another thing i wanted to add, if you are just going off of physical features that look murkey but not certain to you but you don't have confirmation on any jewish customs or blood, and even have had everyone in the family deny maybe its just your paranoia.

 

[NinRick]

What would you do if you knew for a fact you are a jew?

 

[Young Faith]

What would you do if you knew for a fact you are a jew?

I can't even imagine. I think that if I was a jew, after all the F-RTRs I've done, I should be dead or something. So if I knew for a fact that I was a jew, I'd just become atheist (because of the above). I'd still hate the JWO I guess. Man, I don't even wanna think about it for fuck sake. I'd be destroyed for a lot of reasons.
I need a reliable way to find out if I am clean or not, I need some experienced SS help.

 

[Young Faith]

UPDATE
Ok, I've read posts around, and the general feeling is that a jew can't go months doing the RTR 4 times a day without consequences, I even dedicated and all. And then I thought at the side of the family that shares the ancestor with this jew, and they don't look jewish at all. Let's say that I exclude the worst case scenario then. I feel calmer now. It's a lot more likely that this jew is a jew because of the other part of their family and not from the same ancestor as me, seeing the names and origins.

 

[Spidersweb]

Would it make you feel better to know that the jews won't accept you with so little reptilian dna?

 

[newbie40]

ewww

 

[Shadowcat]

UPDATE
Ok, I've read posts around, and the general feeling is that a jew can't go months doing the RTR 4 times a day without consequences, I even dedicated and all. And then I thought at the side of the family that shares the ancestor with this jew, and they don't look jewish at all. Let's say that I exclude the worst case scenario then. I feel calmer now. It's a lot more likely that this jew is a jew because of the other part of their family and not from the same ancestor as me, seeing the names and origins.

Do the shattering into yourself.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

UPDATE
Ok, I've read posts around, and the general feeling is that a jew can't go months doing the RTR 4 times a day without consequences, I even dedicated and all. And then I thought at the side of the family that shares the ancestor with this jew, and they don't look jewish at all. Let's say that I exclude the worst case scenario then. I feel calmer now. It's a lot more likely that this jew is a jew because of the other part of their family and not from the same ancestor as me, seeing the names and origins.

In certain parts of Italy, there are many traits that literally overlap the jewish facial traits, and people are Gentiles and not jews, having nothing to do with Jews. This can come from influences from other people, not necessarily jews.

Behavior and knowing what's inside you is important here. Stop worrying, it's easy to tell that the enemy is trying to confuse you pointlessly.

Many bloodlines of very decent Gentiles have had the unfortunate events where their people married jews. Do not concern yourself with what family that is not blood related to you has been doing, nor take this too much into heart.

Oftentimes, even facial traits can fail to identify jews. There are also by now quite a few people who do not have any of the traditional traits, but they can be very dangerous kikes.

The facial traits as even the PDF's describe, are related also to a psychological and behavioral pattern, which, in my opinion, has proven to be the strongest indicator of jewishness when put alongside the physical.

Very common in Southern Italy where people aren't jews for the most part. In some places, they also killed jews over maintaining their own territories, so jews couldn't even visit or vendettas were formed.

 

[Soaring Eagle 666]

I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

There are possibilities like extramarital sex that can result in non-jewish children in a family with a jewish father. If a mother had a secret lover, she would obviously not admit it, yet her child might not have the father's genetics. If you don't have all your ancestors' births medically documented, then adoption is another possibility. Even if you have a jewish "ancestor", you might not have any jewish blood at all!

Regarding that voice in your mind. Consider what if you are a jew? You know that Satan is God, the jews are evil, and Satan's side will win in the end no matter what you do. Because you are a noble person, you choose to sacrifice yourself doing the Final RTR 3-parts to save as many Gentiles as possible. We will remember you as the one and only good jew who did his best to to fight for Satan.

Either way, the right course of action is to do the Final RTR, so don't worry about it. Considering how far you've come, I highly doubt you're a jew.

It's also worth noting that jews are not protected by Satan, so don't you think the mobs of enemy greys would have obliterated you before you could post your Final RTR app? You've already helped countless Satanists fight more effectively in this war, something the enemy would never tolerate from one of their own.

 

[Henu the Great]

I HAVE TO FIGURE THIS OUT ONCE AND FOR ALL. This is not just paranoia anymore. I have reasons to be worried, these two. What can I do? I always did the F-RTR (even 4 times a day, damn I even programmed a version of it) but I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

Just continue on the 8 fold path, and everything will become clearer as you progress.

8 fold path? I'm missing something, as I don't know/remember what this is. It does sounds familiar tho.

Something awfully familiar, eh?

https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/ASHTAR.html

Perhaps it would be a good idea to reindroduce yourself into studying JoS sites.

 

[Shadowcat]

UPDATE
Ok, I've read posts around, and the general feeling is that a jew can't go months doing the RTR 4 times a day without consequences, I even dedicated and all. And then I thought at the side of the family that shares the ancestor with this jew, and they don't look jewish at all. Let's say that I exclude the worst case scenario then. I feel calmer now. It's a lot more likely that this jew is a jew because of the other part of their family and not from the same ancestor as me, seeing the names and origins.

In certain parts of Italy, there are many traits that literally overlap the jewish facial traits, and people are Gentiles and not jews, having nothing to do with Jews. This can come from influences from other people, not necessarily jews.

Behavior and knowing what's inside you is important here. Stop worrying, it's easy to tell that the enemy is trying to confuse you pointlessly.

Many bloodlines of very decent Gentiles have had the unfortunate events where their people married jews. Do not concern yourself with what family that is not blood related to you has been doing, nor take this too much into heart.

Oftentimes, even facial traits can fail to identify jews. There are also by now quite a few people who do not have any of the traditional traits, but they can be very dangerous kikes.

The facial traits as even the PDF's describe, are related also to a psychological and behavioral pattern, which, in my opinion, has proven to be the strongest indicator of jewishness when put alongside the physical.

Very common in Southern Italy where people aren't jews for the most part. In some places, they also killed jews over maintaining their own territories, so jews couldn't even visit or vendettas were formed.

Indeed. look at timothee charlamant. at first glance he looks alright..but if you look harder you feel something in the eyes. hes half ashkenazi jew from his mother. hardly any features.

 

[Young Faith]

Thanks to everyone.
I'd like to add that my mental health, which is not great at the moment, was way better when I did 4 RTRs per day. This limits even more the chances of me being a jew.
I just hate that I share even a single drop of blood with this person, who is a major threat to our freedom.
That person is responsible for a lot of the shit we're fighting, I'd like you to understand that it's no random jew, it's a major enemy. One of the most hated.
To be honest, having such an evil person in the far family tree makes this war even more personal.

Analyzing this situation like a computer would, there are two statements:
1 - I'm a jew
2 - Satanism is real
These statements can't be both true at the same time, because if they would I'd be dead (because RTRs and a lot of reasons told by you too), so the worst case scenario is impossible.

With this in my mind, the real test is about my faith at this point.
Even without it, I'd still be hating on the JWO. I'm certain of it. There's plenty of reasons to hate it even if you're not a SS, and at this point Spiritual Satanism makes too damn sense to be a hoax. Every doubt gets explained.
A lot of doubts I had got explained in sermons during the years, and I have to thank a lot HoodedCobra for this. He even said that doubts will be explained like this. Everything has TOO MUCH SENSE.

So, what should I do? Like a lot of you said, the answer is: advance. This is most likely a very well constructed attack from the enemy (or from my cursed mind). Thank you all for your advice.

P.S. Yes, focusing on Satan's sigil doesn't harm me at all, I even like a lot to draw it and would gladly get it tattoo'd.

 

[FancyMancy]

I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

If you're a jew and you commit suicide by this method, then meh. If you're a Human and won't be committing suicide by this method, then either meh or OK. Either way - Humans don't lose, so that's all that matters.

 

[Elite]

I heard that Jews only have 4 chakras. For this reason, if you have 7 chakras, that means you are a Gentile.

 

[Fuchs]

"what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

If the enemy would win (which they don´t), you would be totaly enslaved/dead either way. AS HPHC did say if the top of the enemy, would know what will happen if they win, they would immediately stop and ask Satan for mercy.

 

[Young Faith]

Just continue on the 8 fold path, and everything will become clearer as you progress.

8 fold path? I'm missing something, as I don't know/remember what this is. It does sounds familiar tho.

Something awfully familiar, eh?

https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/ASHTAR.html

Perhaps it would be a good idea to reindroduce yourself into studying JoS sites.

That would be a GREAT idea.

 

[Young Faith]

I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

If you're a jew and you commit suicide by this method, then meh. If you're a Human and won't be committing suicide by this method, then either meh or OK. Either way - Humans don't lose, so that's all that matters.

It's a problem because as many other have said, including HPHC (who we all trust) I am most likely not a jew and this is an enemy attack to stop me from doing more RTRs. Worst part is, it has been working so far.

 

[Young Faith]

I heard that Jews only have 4 chakras. For this reason, if you have 7 chakras, that means you are a Gentile.

I've done chakra rotation and stuff like that, so I guess I have 7 like everyone else.

 

[Young Faith]

"what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

If the enemy would win (which they don´t), you would be totaly enslaved/dead either way. AS HPHC did say if the top of the enemy, would know what will happen if they win, they would immediately stop and ask Satan for mercy.

I bet they would, since they have no honor. I sure as hell have a honor, so I can't be one of them. I don't even like money that much lmao (at this point I'm joking on it, thanks to rationally thinking and the comments of the other SS I feel more safe about me being a Gentile).
I've felt many times an incredible anger towards the jews and what they did and what they're doing, I never earned anything from it. I am currently having problems in my country just by being unvaccinated.

 

[Young Faith]

...
It will become more difficult for jews to live in Gentile society now as time goes on. They are losing what friends (cucks and sympathizers) they had...

I'm having a hard time with keeping certain friends, but for the opposite reason: they aren't woke. They believe everything Mario Draghi says, so sooner or later I will distance myself from them or viceversa, if the situation gets worse socially speaking.

 

[Aquarius]

...
It will become more difficult for jews to live in Gentile society now as time goes on. They are losing what friends (cucks and sympathizers) they had...

I'm having a hard time with keeping certain friends, but for the opposite reason: they aren't woke. They believe everything Mario Draghi says, so sooner or later I will distance myself from them or viceversa, if the situation gets worse socially speaking.

Just a heads up, in normie talk "woke" means self hating anti white people who like communism.

 

[EasternFireLion666]

UPDATE
Ok, I've read posts around, and the general feeling is that a jew can't go months doing the RTR 4 times a day without consequences, I even dedicated and all. And then I thought at the side of the family that shares the ancestor with this jew, and they don't look jewish at all. Let's say that I exclude the worst case scenario then. I feel calmer now. It's a lot more likely that this jew is a jew because of the other part of their family and not from the same ancestor as me, seeing the names and origins.

I think the best way is to ask yourself how you generally feel about this ideea. Only you can determine this answer by simply analysing your own instincts and desires.

 

[FancyMancy]

I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

If you're a jew and you commit suicide by this method, then meh. If you're a Human and won't be committing suicide by this method, then either meh or OK. Either way - Humans don't lose, so that's all that matters.

It's a problem because as many other have said, including HPHC (who we all trust) I am most likely not a jew and this is an enemy attack to stop me from doing more RTRs. Worst part is, it has been working so far.

What happens if I do this? does something to you Hmmm... Maybe 'll try something else...

 

[NinRick]

I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

If you're a jew and you commit suicide by this method, then meh. If you're a Human and won't be committing suicide by this method, then either meh or OK. Either way - Humans don't lose, so that's all that matters.

a jew would not die from doing the RTR or the Shattering.
With the shattering to attack their protectin, their thoughtforms and the Window, from where they get energy other worlds/Dimensions.
(At least this is my understanding)

 

[Young Faith]

I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

If you're a jew and you commit suicide by this method, then meh. If you're a Human and won't be committing suicide by this method, then either meh or OK. Either way - Humans don't lose, so that's all that matters.

a jew would not die from doing the RTR or the Shattering.
With the shattering to attack their protectin, their thoughtforms and the Window, from where they get energy other worlds/Dimensions.
(At least this is my understanding)

We need more clarity about this, this is a discussed topic. If not straight up dead, a jew would see their life be destroyed at least, like, become homeless or something. I really don't know. Fuck it, I know I am no jew now. I reasoned about it. It would make no sense.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

...

Beyond just the RTR, you would have issues with runes or Sanskrit mantras as well. However, if you have had constructive experiences with these, then that means they are helping your soul.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I felt scared while doing the Soul Shattering, because there was this voice in my mind "what if you were a jew and you're committing suicide"

If you're a jew and you commit suicide by this method, then meh. If you're a Human and won't be committing suicide by this method, then either meh or OK. Either way - Humans don't lose, so that's all that matters.

a jew would not die from doing the RTR or the Shattering.
With the shattering to attack their protectin, their thoughtforms and the Window, from where they get energy other worlds/Dimensions.
(At least this is my understanding)

From reading things said over the years on here including from people who probably were jew. I am pretty sure real world experience with this is it doesn't really do much at first but after awhile person starts having bad luck attacks of various kinds their aura and soul gets messed up. Their thinking becomes unstable. Some bad things start to happen to them. I am not sure about die or that it does that in most cases the person who is a jew stops the rtr at least some of the bad effects go away after awhile.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Some of this may be their own enemy entities going wtf and attacking them trying to stop this though and not necessarily effects from the rtr.

So I wouldn't know I bet the Shattering and Tetragramaton thing is more harmful to them than final rtr I never heard anything on the effects there so this may not apply to this if they are adding those two. Probably causes even more problems.

 

[Young Faith]

I want to close this topic with this statement: I always enjoy visualizing Father's sigil. I've never had a bad experience with His sigil.
Among all the things that tend to prove that I am a Gentile (like also having done massively the RTRs and programmed one version of it too), this fact about His sigil is what really reassures me and makes me feel calmer about this subject, way more than everything else.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Que extranho! Odeio judeu por toda a eternidade.
Al Jilwah
As Doutrinas de Satan:
__ II__Eu recompenso os descendentes de
Adapa, com recompensas que
somente Eu detenho.
Mais do que isto, o poder e domínio
sobre tudo o que há na Terra, acima e
abaixo dela, jaz em minha mão.
Eu não permito associações com
outros povos, mas não privo aqueles
que são meus e me obedecem de
qualquer coisa que desejem.
Eu deposito meus presentes nas mãos
daqueles que Eu testei e estão de
acordo com meus desejos.
Eu manifesto-me de várias formas
àqueles que são fiéis e estão sob meu
comando.
Eu concedo e tiro; Eu enriqueço e
empobreço; Eu causo tanto a
felicidade como a miséria. Eu faço
todas estas coisas conforme as
características de cada época. E
ninguém tem o direito de interferir na
administração daquilo que a mim...

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