I AM SO LONELY

[princeamon]

I feel so lonely. I don't have any friends. I don't talk with anybody. My family is a nightmare. I don't have anybody to talk. I don't know how to spend my time because I am all alone. I actually love being alone but this is too much for me. I cannot connect with Gods or Father Satan. I tried but I cannot feel anything. I just wanna know that I am not alone because this is so hard for me anymore. I know this is a irrelevant topic to write here but I don't have anybody to tell this.

 

[friðr]

I feel so lonely. I don't have any friends. I don't talk with anybody. My family is a nightmare. I don't have anybody to talk. I don't know how to spend my time because I am all alone. I actually love being alone but this is too much for me. I cannot connect with Gods or Father Satan. I tried but I cannot feel anything. I just wanna know that I am not alone because this is so hard for me anymore. I know this is a irrelevant topic to write here but I don't have anybody to tell this.

You are not alone.
We all are a Family and if you are a true SS the Gods are by your side even if you cannot feel it yet.
The path of a SS tends to be lonely.
Even if you would have many friends you would probably still feel this way because the majority would be acting like sheep/zombies.

On top of everything else, you have the chance and potential to advance yourself and attain Godhood.
You have something most people don't:
You have yourself!

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

I feel so lonely. I don't have any friends. I don't talk with anybody. My family is a nightmare. I don't have anybody to talk. I don't know how to spend my time because I am all alone. I actually love being alone but this is too much for me. I cannot connect with Gods or Father Satan. I tried but I cannot feel anything. I just wanna know that I am not alone because this is so hard for me anymore. I know this is a irrelevant topic to write here but I don't have anybody to tell this.

Do meditate, do game, try to take a walk. Socially things are a bit difficult now with the restrains. But you'll pull through and have friends again.

Do feel free to share your feelings, vent and converse here. Just make sure to remain safe as this is online.

Stay strong.

 

[Henu the Great]

It helps to build a relationship with Gods and Satan. Sometimes venting to Him straight just takes the edge off the worry and it's better.

 

[Kitsunebi]

Can I be your friend? :3

 

[Low Priest]

Same here. Do void meditation or you'll end up a little bit mentally unhealthy/ill. Or at least for me that what it did.

 

[Kurat]

I feel so lonely. I don't have any friends. I don't talk with anybody. My family is a nightmare. I don't have anybody to talk. I don't know how to spend my time because I am all alone. I actually love being alone but this is too much for me. I cannot connect with Gods or Father Satan. I tried but I cannot feel anything. I just wanna know that I am not alone because this is so hard for me anymore. I know this is a irrelevant topic to write here but I don't have anybody to tell this.

Spiritual Satanists are your family, Satan and Demons are your family.

Connect with Satan and Demons, yeah it take some time to train open your mind, first at all try feel their energy.

And try find good girl or boyfriend, love spell can help you.

Your family, did you mean your parents, yes I have to some problems with my parents. They are not bad people but they believe all jewish shit what TV say. But whatever your parents are, get over it, in the future you must anyway start your own life and family.

 

[Username]

Hmm, for the long term, you could work on your social skills. Maybe hang out someplace public. Like a public bowling or public tennis court. Just go to play for sometime and people will gradually notice you.
Then slowly start conversing. The key is to talk without thinking much. What I mean by this is talking freely.

Do know that the gods are with you no matter how lonely you are. They are by your side even though you can't feel their presence yet.

What do you like ? Your hobbies, what are they ?
I like playing video games a lot. Like I can totally see myself playing them for a week non stop.
I was an average player at Table Tennis. Now, I totally suck at it.
I am also learning Piano, taking baby steps. Its kinda fun.
Could you share your hobbies or anything you would like to share ?

 

[balo666]

Hi! sometimes i feel the same and its really shitty, if you want someone to talk just tell me, we can talk about anything you want

 

[princeamon]

Hmm, for the long term, you could work on your social skills. Maybe hang out someplace public. Like a public bowling or public tennis court. Just go to play for sometime and people will gradually notice you.
Then slowly start conversing. The key is to talk without thinking much. What I mean by this is talking freely.

Do know that the gods are with you no matter how lonely you are. They are by your side even though you can't feel their presence yet.

What do you like ? Your hobbies, what are they ?
I like playing video games a lot. Like I can totally see myself playing them for a week non stop.
I was an average player at Table Tennis. Now, I totally suck at it.
I am also learning Piano, taking baby steps. Its kinda fun.
Could you share your hobbies or anything you would like to share ?

Thank you so much for your answers, I feel so much better. Although I still cannot connect with Gods, I definitely saw some positive changes in my daily life that I cannot deny. I feel like I am guided and my intuition is so strong nowadays, it leads me. And yes I realize if I am an SS, I will feel lonely in every way but I am not sad about it. I am proud of it. About my hobbies, I love studying art history and symbolism, playing violin, making art crafts and writing some stories. The time when I wrote this "I am so lonely" topic, I guess it was an emotional explosion, I feel so much better now thanks to you guys