It's certainly been an interesting near three weeks, I can tell you that much. Like anyone, I can report spiritual growth, of course.
I had the privilege of being born with a few psychic gifts passed down from my mother, and they've certainly been going into overdrive lately as this battle has continued, which can occasionally be a bit daunting, to say the least.
Generally right after completing an RTR I'll feel like my brain calms down and internal chatter subsides to a considerable degree. Though I also do admit, in some degrees its been an uphill battle. The enemy hasn't sat idle as we've torn them apart. I've done the RTR about a grand total of 45 times now as of writing, and although the moments of bliss and progress are undeniably wonderful, seems I'm pissing off the enemy more and more, and they're trying newer, heavier attacks. I could write a book on all the ways they've tried to stop me by this point.
I won't lie and say its been easy, but it's certainly worth it. Haven't missed a single day of RTRs this year, let alone any days for this Final one. Some days are great, other days, not so great. Like I said, to anyone else out there who's struggling, you're far from alone. This is our moment of truth where the truly dedicated stand apart from the rest.
Just remember too, the closer they get to destruction, the more its programming will do anything to stop you. Stay strong. Because they'll try just about any cheap trick from trying to convince you you're somehow one of them to the notion the Gods are somehow ignoring you and don't care about you or some trash like that, all the way down to mere circumstantial worries and insecurities. Ignore it all and keep fighting.