AFODO
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Im still not sure who is my guardian, but I think Im getting close, or maybe Im completelly on a wrong track.
I had a dream about 3 days ago. I only remember like the 10% of the dream but I remember a very tall woman appeared in front of my while I was meditating in the dream. I got scared, and I apologized to her that I got scared, I said nothing like this happened to me before. And I woke up.
She was tall and got something blue white and something jacket on her.
I selected 4 goddesses that looked something like her.
1. Crocell: https://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/uploads/1/3/1/8/13182610/9688880_orig.jpg
2. Bastet: https://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/uploads/1/3/1/8/13182610/231447_orig.jpg
3. Haures: https://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/goddessesdemoness.html
4. Nephthys: https://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/uploads/1/3/1/8/13182610/1819279_orig.jpg
Today when I was meditating a cold energy started to appear in my face. This happened before too.
It started to go around, and I started void meditating hoping that it my gd and she will try to talk to me. Like a thought will pop out in my mind that is a name. But that did not happen.
It's just went around my head several times and I started to feel my chakras especially the crown and the chakras for astral hearing.
I was a bit worried that it is a bad entity or thoughtform, but I havn't got any bad or good feelings.
I feel it just now too the cold in my face.
As I said I have not felt anything emotionally. I have not felt to throw up, or anything that reffers to a astral parasite that just taking away my energy. In one sentence I have not felt my energy go down.
I picked up the pendulum (I had no good experiences with them) and started to ask if your name starts with an A B C D E F ect... on "C" it was moving a lot.
So I thought that if it starts with see and if we only look at that 4 goddess, then it has to be Crocell.
I started to meditate on her sigil but it wasn't so good to maditate on my phone, cause the black on it is actually grey so it wasn't soo good. Meditating on her sigil had no deferences, I could still fill a cold energy wrapping and going around me.
Yesterday was the day when I selected the 4 goddesses. I meditated on her sigils and all I could hear that my ears ringing.
My windows are shut close, no air came in. Im very confoted a cold energy went around like dancing around me. The question is tho it is a god(dess) or not. I will probably clean my room, however I do aura cleaning an AoP every day. That fact should close the bad entity case isn't it??
I know it is not a answerable question. I wanted to share my situation maybe someone can give me further tipps.
Also y'all can share here your experiences how you found your guardians
I had a dream about 3 days ago. I only remember like the 10% of the dream but I remember a very tall woman appeared in front of my while I was meditating in the dream. I got scared, and I apologized to her that I got scared, I said nothing like this happened to me before. And I woke up.
She was tall and got something blue white and something jacket on her.
I selected 4 goddesses that looked something like her.
1. Crocell: https://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/uploads/1/3/1/8/13182610/9688880_orig.jpg
2. Bastet: https://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/uploads/1/3/1/8/13182610/231447_orig.jpg
3. Haures: https://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/goddessesdemoness.html
4. Nephthys: https://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/uploads/1/3/1/8/13182610/1819279_orig.jpg
Today when I was meditating a cold energy started to appear in my face. This happened before too.
It started to go around, and I started void meditating hoping that it my gd and she will try to talk to me. Like a thought will pop out in my mind that is a name. But that did not happen.
It's just went around my head several times and I started to feel my chakras especially the crown and the chakras for astral hearing.
I was a bit worried that it is a bad entity or thoughtform, but I havn't got any bad or good feelings.
I feel it just now too the cold in my face.
As I said I have not felt anything emotionally. I have not felt to throw up, or anything that reffers to a astral parasite that just taking away my energy. In one sentence I have not felt my energy go down.
I picked up the pendulum (I had no good experiences with them) and started to ask if your name starts with an A B C D E F ect... on "C" it was moving a lot.
So I thought that if it starts with see and if we only look at that 4 goddess, then it has to be Crocell.
I started to meditate on her sigil but it wasn't so good to maditate on my phone, cause the black on it is actually grey so it wasn't soo good. Meditating on her sigil had no deferences, I could still fill a cold energy wrapping and going around me.
Yesterday was the day when I selected the 4 goddesses. I meditated on her sigils and all I could hear that my ears ringing.
My windows are shut close, no air came in. Im very confoted a cold energy went around like dancing around me. The question is tho it is a god(dess) or not. I will probably clean my room, however I do aura cleaning an AoP every day. That fact should close the bad entity case isn't it??
I know it is not a answerable question. I wanted to share my situation maybe someone can give me further tipps.
Also y'all can share here your experiences how you found your guardians
