Energy meditation feels negative

[mendez]

When I visualize myself and absorb white energy, I feel it is negative. What am I doing wrong? I visualize my head, neck, shoulders, arms, body, legs.. everything. Is this ok?

 

[AFODO]

hat do you do for cleaning? Do something like the returning curses pt1 where you push the dirt out of yourself.

 

[Νίκος]

Have you tried switching to white gold? Did it have the same effects?
If yes then try using Thaur ( the 3rd rune) or a sun mantra to clean the energy blockages in your soul. Also make sure that when you do the mediation your body is relaxed and that you don't pressure your self trying to absorbd the energy.

If white gold works fine instead of just white then stick with that. Some people react bad to certain colours of energy at some points. I my self used to react bad to red but now I don't really have a problem (it's still not my preferred colour to invoke though).

Finally, incorporate the Colour Meditation in your mediation schedule for a while !

Color Meditation

 

[WiseDragon]

When I visualize myself and absorb white energy, I feel it is negative. What am I doing wrong? I visualize my head, neck, shoulders, arms, body, legs.. everything. Is this ok?

Maybe it's not the energy, just a mental thing. Try to be more relaxed and positive.

 

[mendez]

I have another problem. Every time I visualize a color for example yellow I see yellow with black and gray colors together. Thats why im afraid to do another colors because i could harm myself. This problem is with any color. Please what should I do?

 

[WiseDragon]

I have another problem. Every time I visualize a color for example yellow I see yellow with black and gray colors together. Thats why im afraid to do another colors because i could harm myself. This problem is with any color. Please what should I do?

Just focus on the yellow color and give zero attention to anything else.

 

[Νίκος]

I have another problem. Every time I visualize a color for example yellow I see yellow with black and gray colors together. Thats why im afraid to do another colors because i could harm myself. This problem is with any color. Please what should I do?

You must train your visualization and focus.

In the meantime you should continue trying your best to clean your aura&chakras and build your aura of protection. If it's really hard,try to do it with lambs open or even better out in the sun (if you can find a private spot of course).The more you try the easier it will get, practice makes perfect!
Additionally you should really check out the Void Meditation: https://joyofsatan.org/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html
The advanced void meditation will help you immensely with visualization. If you want you can follow the steps given but it instead of visualizing an object you can visualize a color. Start with white/white gold as this is essential for very important mediation such as aura cleaning and aura of protection. Also you should try the Power Void mediation as this will help you get used to the feeling of drawing energy which will make meditations like the foundation meditation or the energy meditation way easier to perform!

 

[AFODO]

I have another problem. Every time I visualize a color for example yellow I see yellow with black and gray colors together. Thats why im afraid to do another colors because i could harm myself. This problem is with any color. Please what should I do?

I do experience the same so I guess mostly everyone on a sort of beginner level?
So what I do is I try to recall to a picture that has mostly only that color in it. Than I also try to put myself in that "color's dimension" meaning that I imagine myself in a word that only has that colors with just few fades but definitely not grayish. Than I also imagine my aura than the whole of my soul to be this color. What also helps is to imagine imaginary beings this color than imagine myself to be such a being. Such as a "little devil" for red, a blue fairy in the skies, for blue.

Search up for example "Yellow aesthetic pictures".

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I have another problem. Every time I visualize a color for example yellow I see yellow with black and gray colors together. Thats why im afraid to do another colors because i could harm myself. This problem is with any color. Please what should I do?

Having distortions of your vision, even besides color, is normal and shouldn't make you scared, as otherwise you are giving false power to it. Any color or energy has the potential to hurt you, in theory. However, you had felt safe with yellow because of your underlying belief that is safe, which you enforced with your will. In the same way, you can use your will to safely act regardless of whether you see a flash of black or something.

 

[mendez]

I could make another topic, but i will ask here. Im so so grateful to everyone here who are helping me. When I do ez chakra spin, it is very very hard to spin it. What should I do? May Satan bless your help!

 

[Νίκος]

I could make another topic, but i will ask here. Im so so grateful to everyone here who are helping me. When I do ez chakra spin, it is very very hard to spin it. What should I do? May Satan bless your help!

When you are new it's completely normal to struggle with some meditations, just make sure that you keep practicing daily and you will see that in time everything gets easier. Once you have mastered the basics you can move on to more advanced exercises. When for example you can do the basic charkra spinning very easily you can begin to practice the advanced version of it!