Retrospect
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- Jan 7, 2020
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I have been seeing 42 everywhere these last few days, it is clear it is enemy harassment. I have been trying to just ignore it. This last week I also restarted opening of the soul exercises, I don't know if that has to do with it. It has taken me a long time to get organized and finally start meditating, I have always done rtrs because it is easy to do everyday and I realize the importance of it. Ever since the addition of the tetragrammaton was released, something in me has been pushing to start meditating seriously. I have also started hatha yoga recently and do returning curses after rtrs. I read the recent post of don't think, just act and it has helped incredibly when I find myself entertaining useless thoughts. I know I shouldn't worry about the numbers, but it is annoying and it feels like they are watching me and waiting for things to go bad to discourage me from meditating. This past week was really bad not to go into detail. I think it was enemy attack considering it was out of nowhere possibly influencing thoughts of others. Also this may be a silly question, but since it is that number would it help to do the cursing the 42 letter rtr in addition to final+tetragrammaton. Or just do even more final rtrs. I will try to also work on cleaning my aura more since I have been lacking in this as well.