Hi everyone!
This started two days ago. During Returning Curses 1 I noticed that the dross that has been cleaned out and piled up near me started to move back towards me on it's own, as if I had some kind of gravitational pull. Not the entire pile, but a part of it that has been already cleaned out and pushed off of me with the lightball started to move back towards my stomach area. Even if I moved the pile away, or repeated the exercise and cleaned myself a second time the same thing happened, the moment I put it aside it just went back towards me. I do experience a large amount of resistance when pushing the lightball down as well, but I wasn't concerned about it because I can still perform the exercise if I take my time with it. But having the curses come back is something that never happened before, and it made me doubt the success of the cleaning altogether. Does someone know what can I do about this?
Two additional questions here: Can I do more rounds of cleaning than three, if I feel the need to? Or should I just repeat the whole Returning Curses 1 from start to finish, if I want to extend it? Another question is, am I supposed to keep the same lightball during the whole exercise? I just realized that I might have messed it up in the past, because I visualized a completely new ball after every round.
Thank you everyone who took their time and read this.
Hail Satan!
This started two days ago. During Returning Curses 1 I noticed that the dross that has been cleaned out and piled up near me started to move back towards me on it's own, as if I had some kind of gravitational pull. Not the entire pile, but a part of it that has been already cleaned out and pushed off of me with the lightball started to move back towards my stomach area. Even if I moved the pile away, or repeated the exercise and cleaned myself a second time the same thing happened, the moment I put it aside it just went back towards me. I do experience a large amount of resistance when pushing the lightball down as well, but I wasn't concerned about it because I can still perform the exercise if I take my time with it. But having the curses come back is something that never happened before, and it made me doubt the success of the cleaning altogether. Does someone know what can I do about this?
Two additional questions here: Can I do more rounds of cleaning than three, if I feel the need to? Or should I just repeat the whole Returning Curses 1 from start to finish, if I want to extend it? Another question is, am I supposed to keep the same lightball during the whole exercise? I just realized that I might have messed it up in the past, because I visualized a completely new ball after every round.
Thank you everyone who took their time and read this.
Hail Satan!