Am I approaching things correctly as a Satanist?

[serpentwalker666]

I took some time to focus on some other areas of my life. My education and health, so that when things are better for me and I'm not sick often, and financially drained, that I can contribute and be more involved with the Joy of Satan and projects. Along with just trying to advance further spiritually.

I just am curious if this is the right approach here. I don't have much time whatsoever, being busy with my family and addressing all this. I had to stop working. Simply because I got too sick to hold down a job, and now I channel all my energy into education and trying to heal myself so I don't end up without anything in life, and find a way to carve an income.

I have a loving partner who cares alot for me and is understanding, and a beautiful child, as im trying to build a satanic family. Thankfully for her, income is stable.

I just have been really beating myself up with how I am not as useful as I should be, or could be for you all and it really eats at me sometimes. It frankly pisses me off that I am this limited by health issues which I've poured a drastic amount of energy into, and aren't gone yet.

It's improving. But not at a very good pace. I'm very angry with myself.

Many people could just go hold down a job, and things would be okay or at least manageable. The problem is I'm not disabled enough to even get social security, so unless I figure out how to basically pull a rabbit from a hat, things are very challenging.

For me it's been a life long struggle. Periods of time I've worked, then periods of issues cropping up and affecting every aspect of my life.

I know in the end things will be fine. I just feel bad I haven't been able to do much of anything for you all, my satanic family and for the Gods. It really bothers me.

I'm very consistent with my advancement as well, despite all this.

 

[SShiva_fr]

Hi brother. How can you think that you have done nothing for the community? You have done so much for me and I thank you again.

Would you like to give a little more? I can do it by having a very strict organization of my time: from such time to such time, I do this. At such and such a time, I do this task. It's only through a very rigorous division that I can fit as many things as possible into a day. Organization is essential and not listening too much to your fatigue.

How I wish you to progress on your healing! I have no doubt that it will happen Brother. Look how far you've come. You are young and have been on the path for some time. The margin of progress is enormous. The Gods are with you and have proven it to you. I wish you the best

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Keep working on your health, as this seems to be your primary obstacle. This can definitely be resolved with enough effort.
I have written some general basics here: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=78851

Not sure what you are already doing, but the Auruz rune will work best here. If you have many karmic blocks, then a working to specifically free yourself will also quicken this process.

The upcoming Sun in Sag. can be directed at increasing your vitality, as can Jupiter in Aries, both through planetary squares. Similarly, when Jupiter enters Taurus, this is also useful for expanding your yin side of health. However, Auruz seems to cover both the yin and yang side of us.

As mentioned in the post above, you can direct your body's general vitality into problematic areas within your body. This is useful when you are burdened by specific symptoms, but it does not fix low vitality in a general sense.

Anyway, do not give up, because you can definitely resolve this. Just keep hammering the workings here. Don't get too sidetracked by much. If this problem is bad enough, I would even say take off time from school to address this.

Definitely reach out to CentralForce, as well: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=76057

 

[serpentwalker666]

Hi brother. How can you think that you have done nothing for the community? You have done so much for me and I thank you again.

Would you like to give a little more? I can do it by having a very strict organization of my time: from such time to such time, I do this. At such and such a time, I do this task. It's only through a very rigorous division that I can fit as many things as possible into a day. Organization is essential and not listening too much to your fatigue.

How I wish you to progress on your healing! I have no doubt that it will happen Brother. Look how far you've come. You are young and have been on the path for some time. The margin of progress is enormous. The Gods are with you and have proven it to you. I wish you the best

Thank you so much Sister. I appreciate the advice and your thoughts on this, thank you so much, I wish you the best in your endeavors as well.

I'm sure I'll be healed in time. That I'm certain of.

 

[serpentwalker666]

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Keep working on your health, as this seems to be your primary obstacle. This can definitely be resolved with enough effort.
I have written some general basics here: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=78851

Not sure what you are already doing, but the Auruz rune will work best here. If you have many karmic blocks, then a working to specifically free yourself will also quicken this process.

The upcoming Sun in Sag. can be directed at increasing your vitality, as can Jupiter in Aries, both through planetary squares. Similarly, when Jupiter enters Taurus, this is also useful for expanding your yin side of health. However, Auruz seems to cover both the yin and yang side of us.

As mentioned in the post above, you can direct your body's general vitality into problematic areas within your body. This is useful when you are burdened by specific symptoms, but it does not fix low vitality in a general sense.

Anyway, do not give up, because you can definitely resolve this. Just keep hammering the workings here. Don't get too sidetracked by much. If this problem is bad enough, I would even say take off time from school to address this.

Definitely reach out to CentralForce, as well: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=76057

This was the specific working I've done for 40 days recently. Along with a different 40 cycle with this working I did some months ago.


"SATANAMA 110×

"I am extremely physically strong, completely healthy and free of all disease and health issues in a safe and positive way permanently" ×9

AUM "

Usually as I stop, issues flare up the next day and following weeks after completing the working. As for doing it longer, I was considering doing a working to address finances soon, then come back to doing a healing working after I addressed that.

The kundalini energy also does not circulate as well, when I experience these health problems, other times its very intense as it circulates and shakes my body.

I appreciate your guidance and information. I'll certainly look into your post, and maybe just do another healing working soon, instead of a financial one.

The school is just classes I do a few days a week, so thankfully I'll be able to likely continue it, it's not much which works in my favor.

As for reaching out to Centralforce, that is certainly something I'll have to do. I'm sure he would have some guidance, considering how deeply experienced he is.