A Womans Body

[SouthernWhiteGentile]

As for me, I don't really consider myself transgender or a tranny, but I know how much a surgery to fix my genitalia would liberate me. I'm physically alive and yet I'm only having sex like a ghost since there isn't anything I can enjoy physically, isn't that kind of ridiculous? Surgery would enable me to have sex in a similar manner physically too, and after thoroughly researching what the outcomes are, I know I would be simultaneously screaming in pain and overjoyed about the results afterwards, and as my body heals and the pain subsides, all that would remain is joy. There's no way you would understand that though, right? Since my words shock and disgust you.

So you say here that your condition is a physical one and not mental. The opposite is true for trans. If you had surgery on your genitals it would make sense because you do not have normal genitals that work properly while the trans are mutilating their perfectly normal genitals because their diseased mind told them that it was the right thing to do. The two aren’t comparable at all.

 

[Jrvan]

I've been like this in each of my lives as far as I can remember, so it must resonate with my Soul in some way, even though I wish I could just be born as a normal woman. Medication and surgery can help me live the way I want to, but it's all a bit hectic, you know? But that doesn't mean I'm not happy to be alive. In fact, I feel happier now than I've been in centuries, because so much is possible.

Maybe you're right that just because I tend to reincarnate into intersex bodies, doesn't mean I couldn't reincarnate into a male or female body instead if needed. But if that's the case, then I don't understand why I didn't in the first place...
I'm glad you didn't mean any harm with what you said, though.

Something interesting to note is that about 15% of intersex people experience gender dysphoria, which is far higher than the prevalence in the general population (less than 1%). Many of such conditions affect not only the differentiation of the body, but that of the brain as well, but sometimes not in the same direction. That seems to have been the case for me as well. My parents tried to raise me as a boy, but I had a strong conviction deep down since I was 3 years old that I'm really a girl, and felt misunderstood. But when I was 10 years old and learned about the differences between male and female bodies, I realised how baseless this conviction really was, and I felt lost and confused for several years after that. Then puberty came at 12 and the sexual instincts that appeared are female, which was incredibly frustrating as my physical body gave me no way to act on them. It wasn't until after I came to this path and learned how to have sex astrally that I was able to find any sexual satisfaction, no matter what I had tried physically before.

My confusion turned into frustration, which grew so intense that I couldn't bear to live like that anymore, so I changed my sex legally when I turned 18, after being screened by a team of professionals for a year to make sure I would be able to fit into society that way. Then I was allowed to start hormone therapy which helped my breasts grow more; they were very small before that and I felt insecure about their size, but I'm much happier about them now and a working I did last year helped too.

Didn't you mention that a family member made you wear a dress when you were little, and you hated it? How you knew you were a boy deep down despite how you were treated. Perhaps it's ironic, but that's something I can relate to. I was the same except the other way around, but it was confusing for me because for a long time I didn't understand where my conviction came from.

I hope I didn't bother you too much by opening up about that, I know how much you dislike transgender people. I don't really consider myself one, since most of the ones I personally met were really weird and creeped me out and seemed nothing like what they claimed to be, but I'm aware that I might be considered as such by others who know my situation. I just don't feel like putting that label on myself, since I think I should just do what I want regardless of whether I'm male, female or intersex. I just say I'm female for simplicity's sake, since I don't want to overcomplicate every conversation, and because it's how I look and how I feel deep down anyway.

I'm still unsure if it would really be safe to abort all intersex babies (although I will do my best to reincarnate into a fully female body next time), and I think in time it may be possible to cure conditions like that anyway, in whichever direction people prefer. My chart suggests that I'll have my first child very late in this life with the help of technology, so I'm hopeful for what the future may bring.

Actually I don't know why but I forgot to write a reply to this. The dressing up boys as girls is just a weird archaic tradition that hasn't died out. What happened was in previous generations boys used to have extreme mortality and some couples wanted to keep trying after the male babies kept dying so they went to mystics. And the mystic used to tell them to raise the boy as a girl and allegedly they wouldn't die anymore. Nathuram Godse ,the killer of Gandhi was brought up in this method. So the parents had their kids do the same but due to the advent of modern medicine infant deaths are unheard of. So nowadays they very rarely just dress the boy up in ceremonial functions. My sister did the same thing to her son on his 1st birthday. This tradition will probably die out in the next generation.

And on the issue of transgenders ,I don't dislike them in the sense of having personal feelings for against them. What I have internalized is to separate one on one personal interactions and talking about things on a whole or what's commonly called the Collective.

As you said we might have some technology to fix the Gene's and make the Intersex female or male completely while in the womb. Similarly we might develop interactive brain techniques using Virtual Reality ,Being able to tamper and alter people's memories etc so we can erase the Gender Dysphoria from a transgender person so the possibility of them feeling like the opposite sex is eliminated because no such feelings or memories exist in the first place.

I imagine transgenders coming into a room with completely white architecture, with computers, headsets, hypnotists etc. And the transgender closing his eyes and the hypnotist guiding him to the memories. And then the computer guys just erase the possibility of any transgender feelings by altering the root memories and then the entire problem is fixed. For example if the transgender started to want to become a girl in his early childhood, his feelings and memories can be altered so he feels normal and is proud of being whatever he is throughout his childhood. It might take multiple sessions to perfect it but we'll be able to do it most likely.

Hypnosis would likely just cause temporary confusion for someone like me for whom the issue is caused by my biology rather than my psychology. I suppose my youth is proof of that as well. That said, my specific situation that caused my mind and body to diverge into opposite directions is like less than 1:100000 prevalence in the population, and I'm well aware that there are many people who do these things for psychological reasons alone, in particular due to harmful programming; this is why it's popping up so much in society these days, because many people are essentially pushed into it, and I think that's horrible. Someone skilled at deprogramming, like a hypnotist as you suggested, may be able to help them with that.

For me, meditation at least helped me overcome many complexes and hang-ups about what I am, which helped me accept myself and my desires fully so that I live much more happily and proudly. But I've also known people who grew out of this sort of thing instead as they came to accept themselves more. In the end it's up to the individual to figure out which feelings are pushed onto him/her by others, and which come naturally and from within.

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There are some for whom this sort of surgery is extremely sexually liberating. That said, I agree with you that it should not be done carelessly, or only because of psychological problems. In most countries, doctors who do these things take precautions to make sure that the wish for such a surgery comes from within and doesn't come out of a place of hatred or lack of self-acceptance. There are many Gentile surgeons who simply want to make people in an unusual situation happier and able to live their lives more freely.

As for me, I don't really consider myself transgender or a tranny, but I know how much a surgery to fix my genitalia would liberate me. I'm physically alive and yet I'm only having sex like a ghost since there isn't anything I can enjoy physically, isn't that kind of ridiculous? Surgery would enable me to have sex in a similar manner physically too, and after thoroughly researching what the outcomes are, I know I would be simultaneously screaming in pain and overjoyed about the results afterwards, and as my body heals and the pain subsides, all that would remain is joy. There's no way you would understand that though, right? Since my words shock and disgust you.

I'm well aware many will never understand, and that there are also people for whom it would have the opposite effect. But that isn't relevant for me, and you don't have to understand anyway. It's only for me and my fiancé to enjoy in the first place.

As for why in the world I would open up about this, I do wonder if I've gone a little mad in that regard. But I recently decided that this place isn't just a social club to me anymore, or some political hub. It's mentally healthier for me to treat it as a place for intellectual discussion and exchange of knowledge. I find joy in sharing my knowledge with others and reading what others have to say, and if there is a conflict between those, that's all the more to inform others of my own perspective. I don't see a point anymore in getting along nicely with people over superficial things, when they would likely reject and misunderstand me if they knew what issues I'm dealing with. Since I don't care anymore whether people who aren't close to me like me or not, I'd rather just be honest and sincere.

Tabby really likes you as a person just so you know. There's no reason to make her words about yourself when they aren't. She was specifically talking about trannies. I personally disagree with you that those people experience sexual liberation. I don't care how successfully they have brainwashed themselves into thinking they are doing it for the right reasons because they are simply detached from reality, and invented a scenario in their minds which would lead to success of their goal and be considered a justified reason even though it's just lying to themselves to convince the doctor and everyone. Trannies are just modern eunuchs, nothing more. Eunuchs shouldn't be glorified or considered "cute." It's a sad and tragic condition, and should be seen for what it really is. And only an insane individual like the one arguing before could suggest that someone has a higher IQ than males and females just because they're a eunuch. This madness needs to end and stop being encouraged.

Don't insert yourself into the situation of these people. You are not them, and their situation has nothing to do with yours. True intersex is an incredibly complicated thing, and I'm not equipped to give you answers or comment on it so I haven't. I don't have any advice for you because I don't know the answers. All I know is that your situation is an exception to all of this talk, and you shouldn't be stressing or inserting your own life into this talk regarding trannies. It has nothing to do with your unique circumstances. Nobody is targeting you, Meteor. Just because I said I support eugenics, doesn't mean I support killing you off so chill. It will be better for you if you stop taking things personally when a discussion doesn't apply to you.

You're aligning yourself with the wrong crowd, and they don't deserve your sympathy let alone your strong empathy.

 

[tabby]

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There are some for whom this sort of surgery is extremely sexually liberating. That said, I agree with you that it should not be done carelessly, or only because of psychological problems. In most countries, doctors who do these things take precautions to make sure that the wish for such a surgery comes from within and doesn't come out of a place of hatred or lack of self-acceptance. There are many Gentile surgeons who simply want to make people in an unusual situation happier and able to live their lives more freely.

As for me, I don't really consider myself transgender or a tranny, but I know how much a surgery to fix my genitalia would liberate me. I'm physically alive and yet I'm only having sex like a ghost since there isn't anything I can enjoy physically, isn't that kind of ridiculous? Surgery would enable me to have sex in a similar manner physically too, and after thoroughly researching what the outcomes are, I know I would be simultaneously screaming in pain and overjoyed about the results afterwards, and as my body heals and the pain subsides, all that would remain is joy. There's no way you would understand that though, right? Since my words shock and disgust you.

I'm well aware many will never understand, and that there are also people for whom it would have the opposite effect. But that isn't relevant for me, and you don't have to understand anyway. It's only for me and my fiancé to enjoy in the first place.

As for why in the world I would open up about this, I do wonder if I've gone a little mad in that regard. But I recently decided that this place isn't just a social club to me anymore, or some political hub. It's mentally healthier for me to treat it as a place for intellectual discussion and exchange of knowledge. I find joy in sharing my knowledge with others and reading what others have to say, and if there is a conflict between those, that's all the more to inform others of my own perspective. I don't see a point anymore in getting along nicely with people over superficial things, when they would likely reject and misunderstand me if they knew what issues I'm dealing with. Since I don't care anymore whether people who aren't close to me like me or not, I'd rather just be honest and sincere.

You’ve misunderstood me here. You’re right that I’ll never know truly what’s it’s like to be inside a confusing body, and your energies tell me just enough how confusing it would be if I was in your shoes. There’s been times where you read like a male and other days female, and for a while I couldn’t tell if you were a guy or girl.

As for the energy of most trannies like said folk that I was addressing in my comment, their energies don’t read as mixed at all. They’re one gender through and through even in energy, but they think they can be girls by cutting off their penis and “I’m meant to be a girl but born into male body” kinda shit. You got people thinking they have twin souls which, for anyone who didn’t know twin souls is a term that has nothing to do with transgender-ism, it comes from spiritual myths describing the two halves of the soul just like one has a male half of the brain and female half. One body = one soul, twin souls = the male and female halves of the soul that everyone naturally has. Only women can carry two souls, their’s and a child’s until born. That’s the only case of literal “two souls in one body”.

There’s a huge difference in having the surgery because you actually need it, and doing it because you think in your head that you’re a gender that’s not your biological and soul’s sex.

What is disgusting to me is crazy people who don’t need the surgery for any reason other than to attempt to satisfy a mental problem, are willingly cutting off their genitals to be something they’re not meant to be.

You said in another comment you were born intersex. That doesn’t put you anywhere near the same category of transgender-ism and people who do that to themselves. My comment wasn’t addressing the sane cases who would have a better quality of life by going through such a surgery because of a birth-defect, mutation of genitalia, or otherwise biological problem.

It was to address and only address the insane cases that ruin their body to “switch genders” like a frog because they’re mentally retarded enough to think a fully biological human guy can turn into a girl through surgery, and vise versa. These people pay to become walking artificial rip offs of the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine, and then insist it’s normal and everyone should accept their mental insanity. The amount of healthy kids getting brainwashed by this crap from attention whoring celebrates working for jews, is horrible. Someone who is normal and healthy gets convinced there’s something wrong with their gender and then mutilates their body over it. You’ve got crazy people saying we should suppress children’s natural development so they can “choose they’re gender” and go through the “gender appropriate puberty and surgery”, confusing young minds to think boys can give birth and girls can have dicks.

Transgender-ism is enemy propaganda to destroy the masculine and feminine, and to prevent sex, pleasure and reproduction. They cut off a girls genitals to prevent her from having pleasure during sex in the third world but here you’ve got people throwing their wealth at the jews to do it to them. First their war on unity between the physical male and female which stills hasn’t been repaired, and now they attack the unity of the male and female halves of the soul itself within individuals. A trannie is only a micro chip away from being a grey at that point.

The difference between yourself and these people is that for them the issue is just all in their heads, while for you it’s an actual biological thing you were born with that you want to fix. So take no offence to my harsh words, they’re not addressing you.

 

[Aquarius]

You'll do
Fokin
Notin

I'm gonna set you straight with my new metal titanium shin bone!

Fungus McGregor out.

Similar sentiments were thrown at Adolf Hitler and people didn't take him seriously. Fast forward 15 years -

I wonder what will happen when Marxism and liberalism will be eradicated from this world permanently.

I think you mean libertarianism.

Liberalism is the belief in inalienable human rights and protections . It's exactly what the conservatives conserve in the first place. Your understanding of politics might not be as good as you think it is. And your understanding of Hitler is pretty crap if you think you can swing his name around and make me scared. You're nothing like him

Hitler is a sensitive and kind man and would never want anything negative for me. Nobody is perfect, he would probably tell you that. There is a really good book that he wrote called mein kampf, maybe you have heard of it? You should check it out, he tells you all about himself and how he feels about the world.

Even when he took away the civil rights and property of the jews, he still treated them like living creatures and he used proper care as he deported them to Palestine. You on the other hand are a brutal freak. Who just wants to kill defenseless people because you think you can get away with it. You are exactly like the oppressive state police that he protested against and was shot then imprisoned by.

You're not special you just want power, Hitler is special and he deserves power. He was as liberal as it gets. He was literally a homeless artist before he became a politician. In fact he was a revolutionary liberal who fought against the government. So he was technically libertarian.

If he saw what you have been writing he would slap you on the head like a child.

The jews were treated with respect because there were very strict international laws that Germany respected. I can tell you for sure that they won't be treated with much respect the next time we have power over them.

You can whine all you want about transgender this and trans that, the truth is that you're a mentally ill person, you're not an enemy or nothing, just a person who doesn't know any better. Most people who are mentally ill, you can't convince them that they have problems, they swim in their self delusions.

 

[Jrvan]

You'll do
Fokin
Notin

I'm gonna set you straight with my new metal titanium shin bone!

Fungus McGregor out.

Similar sentiments were thrown at Adolf Hitler and people didn't take him seriously. Fast forward 15 years -

I wonder what will happen when Marxism and liberalism will be eradicated from this world permanently.

I think you mean libertarianism.

Liberalism is the belief in inalienable human rights and protections . It's exactly what the conservatives conserve in the first place. Your understanding of politics might not be as good as you think it is. And your understanding of Hitler is pretty crap if you think you can swing his name around and make me scared. You're nothing like him

Hitler is a sensitive and kind man and would never want anything negative for me. Nobody is perfect, he would probably tell you that. There is a really good book that he wrote called mein kampf, maybe you have heard of it? You should check it out, he tells you all about himself and how he feels about the world.

Even when he took away the civil rights and property of the jews, he still treated them like living creatures and he used proper care as he deported them to Palestine. You on the other hand are a brutal freak. Who just wants to kill defenseless people because you think you can get away with it. You are exactly like the oppressive state police that he protested against and was shot then imprisoned by.

You're not special you just want power, Hitler is special and he deserves power. He was as liberal as it gets. He was literally a homeless artist before he became a politician. In fact he was a revolutionary liberal who fought against the government. So he was technically libertarian.

If he saw what you have been writing he would slap you on the head like a child.

Liberalism doesn't mean what it used to. What it means now is quite literally... liberal-ism. As in being liberal with our nation's money, resources, time, skilled labor, and taxes for useless shit to "help" people who belong in either a mental institution or a circus such as yourself. Throwing away money liberally for a worthless cause spearheaded by jews is not something the Fuhrer would have supported.

 

[Jack]

You'll do
Fokin
Notin

I'm gonna set you straight with my new metal titanium shin bone!

Fungus McGregor out.

Similar sentiments were thrown at Adolf Hitler and people didn't take him seriously. Fast forward 15 years -

I wonder what will happen when Marxism and liberalism will be eradicated from this world permanently.

I think you mean libertarianism.

Liberalism is the belief in inalienable human rights and protections . It's exactly what the conservatives conserve in the first place. Your understanding of politics might not be as good as you think it is. And your understanding of Hitler is pretty crap if you think you can swing his name around and make me scared. You're nothing like him

Hitler is a sensitive and kind man and would never want anything negative for me. Nobody is perfect, he would probably tell you that. There is a really good book that he wrote called mein kampf, maybe you have heard of it? You should check it out, he tells you all about himself and how he feels about the world.

Even when he took away the civil rights and property of the jews, he still treated them like living creatures and he used proper care as he deported them to Palestine. You on the other hand are a brutal freak. Who just wants to kill defenseless people because you think you can get away with it. You are exactly like the oppressive state police that he protested against and was shot then imprisoned by.

You're not special you just want power, Hitler is special and he deserves power. He was as liberal as it gets. He was literally a homeless artist before he became a politician. In fact he was a revolutionary liberal who fought against the government. So he was technically libertarian.

If he saw what you have been writing he would slap you on the head like a child.

-> Hitler was Libertarian.
-> Hitler was Liberal.
-> Conservatism is Liberalism.
-> Hitler defends the rights of Trannies to Life and Liberty (Tranny Lives Matter) and slaps me on the head.

You learn something new everyday.

 

[Jack]

Actually I don't know why but I forgot to write a reply to this. The dressing up boys as girls is just a weird archaic tradition that hasn't died out. What happened was in previous generations boys used to have extreme mortality and some couples wanted to keep trying after the male babies kept dying so they went to mystics. And the mystic used to tell them to raise the boy as a girl and allegedly they wouldn't die anymore. Nathuram Godse ,the killer of Gandhi was brought up in this method. So the parents had their kids do the same but due to the advent of modern medicine infant deaths are unheard of. So nowadays they very rarely just dress the boy up in ceremonial functions. My sister did the same thing to her son on his 1st birthday. This tradition will probably die out in the next generation.

And on the issue of transgenders ,I don't dislike them in the sense of having personal feelings for against them. What I have internalized is to separate one on one personal interactions and talking about things on a whole or what's commonly called the Collective.

As you said we might have some technology to fix the Gene's and make the Intersex female or male completely while in the womb. Similarly we might develop interactive brain techniques using Virtual Reality ,Being able to tamper and alter people's memories etc so we can erase the Gender Dysphoria from a transgender person so the possibility of them feeling like the opposite sex is eliminated because no such feelings or memories exist in the first place.

I imagine transgenders coming into a room with completely white architecture, with computers, headsets, hypnotists etc. And the transgender closing his eyes and the hypnotist guiding him to the memories. And then the computer guys just erase the possibility of any transgender feelings by altering the root memories and then the entire problem is fixed. For example if the transgender started to want to become a girl in his early childhood, his feelings and memories can be altered so he feels normal and is proud of being whatever he is throughout his childhood. It might take multiple sessions to perfect it but we'll be able to do it most likely.

I see you still carry this strange desire to babysit suicidal and insane individuals. I'd frankly like for you to be in a position of administration to see the logistical nightmare you walk into when trying to babysit the insane and suicidal.

How are you going to fund such treatments and equipment, will you really be draining the state of resources to chase these looney characters around?


How about focus on the people who NEED and WANT treatment and healthcare, and let the suicidal do their thing. We've talked about this before and you would not concede. Who gives a fuck if morons are jumping off cliffs and mutilating their own bodies, or fucking up their own souls with abnormal behaviors or habits. Let nature run it's course.

When you begin to consider the logistics of your ideas you might start to notice a problem. Which is certain groups are not worth the state's resources. There are children to feed, families to house, and a society to heal. Focus on worthy purposes and worthy people.

Btw after surviving the next how many years and seeing the creation of a Global New Order (not to be confused with a New World Order) ,it would be my hearts desire to be the manager of a Gas Chamber Soap Factory where I would oversee the creation of Soap ,possibly millions until there is no raw material to make said soap. I'm sure if I make manager now I can show the experience certificate on the job later.

(He who knows, knows. )

 

[SouthernWhiteGentile]

Btw after surviving the next how many years and seeing the creation of a Global New Order (not to be confused with a New World Order) ,it would be my hearts desire to be the manager of a Gas Chamber Soap Factory where I would oversee the creation of Soap ,possibly millions until there is no raw material to make said soap. I'm sure if I make manager now I can show the experience certificate on the job later.

I’ll be there with you making some awesome lampshades to go with it!

I need you to understand nobody here has authority over the free expression of others. No exceptions.

That’s no way to run things. Should someone be allowed to come here and start quoting the Bible under the guise of “free expression”? I don’t think so. In the future all of these books will have to be physically and digitally burned because they are poison to the minds of ignorant people. It’s like keeping a toddler from sticking a metal fork into an electrical socket. Common sense censorship.

 

[Jrvan]

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You're lying about me. How did you come to assume that I am or was transgender? I'm not, and I never was. I have always presented in society as my true biological gender which is male. Nor did I come even close to becoming transsexual. Where did you get all of this from? It's not true at all. Tabby doesn't have insecurity over me doing that or anything like that. This is pure fantasy and never happened. What really happened was that my masculinity got repeatedly stomped down every time I tried to express it while growing up. I was abandoned, and I rejected other replacement father figures, and I failed to make male friends in my youth except for online friendships which just isn't the same. I was numbed out on medications for over a decade starting from my early childhood, and that stunted my development majorly. My mom was an alcoholic as well and I was abused so that didn't help either. The only "transgender" shit in my personal life which can't even be considered such is that I felt like a "feminine" person after having my masculinity crushed so often, and I became more of a trampled pushover for a while until I learned to be confident again and gained back my pride. I'm not a girl and I don't want to be. I'm happy being who I am. Crossdressing for fun or theatre is as far as I would ever go with anything like this, and that's just because clothing is fun. Men used to be better styled and dressed in the past anyway. Dolling yourself up wasn't an exclusively female thing, and men still wear makeup to this day for television appearance.

Eugenics is necessary and is basically just evolution. To deny eugenics is to deny nature. The best breed, and then society and the race is stronger as a result. How is that a hard concept to accept? Why fight it? Despite what the xians want, we don't desire babies with down syndrome, inherited congenital diseases, physical handicaps, benjamin button shit, and other things that make it impossible for the individual to live a healthy fulfilling life independently without others acting as a crutch and life support for them. Nobody wants that for souls to have to go through because of defective genetics, and the soul shouldn't have to go through that. Stronger genetics = stronger bodies = stronger race. Abortion will be a nonissue because only strong people will be breeding after a certain point in time. As for intersex, I think that instead of them being forced to rely on transsexuals getting attention and treatment that the trannies feel entitled to in order for intersex people to benefit, society and researchers should instead focus exclusively on intersex conditions and further study it (ideally with the help of spiritual people) and as they better understand the condition they can work out ways to better help these people.

Transsexual people who aren't intersex should be ignored because they're a waste of time, money, and skilled labor. I don't have to campaign to erase their existence because they're already racing at lightning speed towards the second death of their soul. Fuck 'em. They want to do what they want so badly then they can suffer the consequence. They're damning their own soul to nonexistence just like the jews want them to do. In the meantime, we will not allow their corrosive influence to go gleefully unchallenged in Father's forums.

Instead of thanking those miserable freaks for making surgical treatment available for you and others who share your condition, you should be working to get more awareness for intersex people and take the spotlight away from the deranged tranny gang. Take that spotlight for yourself and those who actually need it, if this is so vital to your survival and important for you. Relying on trannies to get spotlight for you to benefit is just a state of helplessness. They got the attention in the first place by coming together and shouting about their problems. You're saying that you can't even scream to save your own soul if your situation is that desperate? You're just going to wait around and hope that the trannies do it for you? That's called helplessness. You're simply a beneficiary, parasitizing off the unwarranted success of the trannies holding society hostage, and you want them to continue holding society hostage just so you can keep benefiting rather than actually summon help for your problem on your own. Bring awareness on your own instead of piggybacking off those people. Goodness...

I'm still your brother because we're all blood bonded together. That won't change, and you can't just conveniently decide that I'm not your brother anymore because you don't like me. Anymore than I can decide that Jack and SWG aren't my brothers anymore because of how much they pissed me off. They're still my brothers, and we're still fighting this war together regardless of what I think of them.

I hope you know what it really means to make someone your enemy. It's not a passive thing. It means you'll be fighting against me and seeking my destruction. If you make me your enemy then you will have the Gods to answer to. That's not wise, and I don't suggest that course of action.

Your insecurity is consuming you. How much more proof do you need to experience before you can relax and know that you're accepted here? Even Jack and SWG responded in a supportive way about your condition. What does that tell you? You're the only one not allowing yourself to feel welcome at this point. You're the one blowing this up out of proportion, and making tiny things into big things. You're saying I want you destroyed because of your biological condition which you didn't ask for when I don't. Me being in support of eugenics doesn't mean I want you killed, and I already said that. There are people who should NOT breed. Those are weak people with weak genes. If they discovered spirituality and meditation then maybe they could improve their genes to the point of being able to have healthy offspring, but generally weak people in society don't do that so they should not be breeding. They are a net loss to society with their very existence, and their existence should not be supported by the state. They don't do anything meaningful with their lives because they don't know how and they can't. They swallow food and resources and then do nothing with it so it's a waste to feed them. They live a catatonic life that can barely be called life. They should be brought back in a healthier gene pool in a society that guides them towards soul advancement. So tell me what these worthless lifeforms have to do with you? Tell me why I shouldn't support their bloodlines dying off when their blood is poisonous to the rest of the ocean? Be realistic. You're the one being cruel here by ramming your head against eugenics as if it's such an evil. Why don't you want humanity to advance and be healthier?

Your portrayal of me as a bigot is offensive and unfair. It's not out of fear, and it's not coming from a place of projection and wanting to stop people from making a mistake that you claimed I almost made which is a lie anyway, and I didn't. I know a lot more than you think. I'm not "phobic" or fear things I don't understand. In fact, it's usually certain things I do understand which can end up scaring me the most, but I do my best to face such things with courage. Like for example... the implications if we lost this war on Earth. What it would mean for my people. That's terrifying. I fight to erase that possibility from existence and prevent its manifestation. The thought of someone trying to kill Tabby. That's terrifying, but I work to make myself stronger every day and more prepared to defend against possible threats to her life. I don't know why you assumed so much and pretended to know me and my life story, but you're just wrong. I didn't even say anything about killing intersex babies. Eugenics =/= aborting intersex babies. If the gene pool is healthy, and an intersex baby still manifests then it's most likely a problem with the soul. And if you think about it logically, the society we are going to manifest in the next 100 years in the Age of Aquarius is going to be filled with very spiritual humans and spirituality in general. It's not going to be spiritually ignorant people looking upon that intersex baby and deciding what to do with it, it's going to be spiritually enlightened people. If you just thought about this further and more deeply instead of reacting emotionally and lashing out at me then we would be in a better way right now without needlessly hurt feelings, and you wouldn't have hurt our relationship. You're talking about discarding friendship with me over this because of misunderstandings, and pointlessly projecting yourself on transsexuals. You're not them, and you and other intersex individuals have nothing to do with transsexuals. How many times do I have to say it? You don't belong in their camp. But now you've acted as a big protective fortress in front of them so I'm sure the enemy subverters who are trying to gain a foothold really love you right now. You're turning on your own, and even threatening to make me your enemy. Stop with this foolishness.

 

[Jrvan]

I think you mean libertarianism.

Liberalism is the belief in inalienable human rights and protections . It's exactly what the conservatives conserve in the first place. Your understanding of politics might not be as good as you think it is. And your understanding of Hitler is pretty crap if you think you can swing his name around and make me scared. You're nothing like him

Hitler is a sensitive and kind man and would never want anything negative for me. Nobody is perfect, he would probably tell you that. There is a really good book that he wrote called mein kampf, maybe you have heard of it? You should check it out, he tells you all about himself and how he feels about the world.

Even when he took away the civil rights and property of the jews, he still treated them like living creatures and he used proper care as he deported them to Palestine. You on the other hand are a brutal freak. Who just wants to kill defenseless people because you think you can get away with it. You are exactly like the oppressive state police that he protested against and was shot then imprisoned by.

You're not special you just want power, Hitler is special and he deserves power. He was as liberal as it gets. He was literally a homeless artist before he became a politician. In fact he was a revolutionary liberal who fought against the government. So he was technically libertarian.

If he saw what you have been writing he would slap you on the head like a child.

Liberalism doesn't mean what it used to. What it means now is quite literally... liberal-ism. As in being liberal with our nation's money, resources, time, skilled labor, and taxes for useless shit to "help" people who belong in either a mental institution or a circus such as yourself. Throwing away money liberally for a worthless cause spearheaded by jews is not something the Fuhrer would have supported.

No that's called social democracy, the political party of the borgoise. Hitler spoke endlessly against the social democrats but nobody here knows anything about it because they don't sit down and study.

You guys don't know everything, he'll you don't even know half of what you're saying. I beg you guys to please please please read mein kampf cover to cover before you ever say anything about Hitler again. I say basic facts about him that can be found in his writings. And you all tell me I'm crazy. This is how I know you don't read.

Please just read his literature, I can't handle the ignorance anymore. I want to be here desperately but I can't sit on the side and let you guys do this None of you have the slightest clue what you're talking about. You don't read books so please for the gods and all that is good. Log off and go study. Don't just pretend, you actually need to turn that knowledge into wisdom that you can apply here.

https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/FREETHOUGHT.html

Read this, and I mean REALLY read it guys, this shit is important. It was written by a gifted blessed genius and I need you to understand nobody here has authority over the free expression of others. No exceptions. Even Maxine has certain ideas and old school feelings. But she stays out of it because she is humble and truly wise. I have wisdom and life experience in a matter that nobody else really does. So calm down and stop bullying the people that come asking for help because I'm getting drowned out by hillbillies who claim they have Supreme authority.

There are 74 posts on the topic made by a questioning trans person. How many people with no knowledge on the statistics, or the medical treatments, or the psychiatrics or the life challenges of being transgender came in with absolute conviction to try and make the decision for them? About 20

How many actual transgender people came in to offer advice and anecdotal experience on the process as well as insight into their own soul and life, to promote a good environment for this person to get the advice they asked for? About 1 person admittedly maybe 3/4.

I sit and look through posts until I find something I can contribute in and when I do, my honest experience is free, and then I fuck off and go do other things when I'm finished. You guys write and preach all day but nothing has changed in the years I have been here. People get half way into some meditations and they think the gods speak through them. It makes me feel sick. I no joke thought I was going to vomit repeatedly at how contrived this place has become. This topic has long since derailed and we can't get it back on track. And where is the OP? Maybe they are crying because you all told then they are sick and they need put down and their feelings are mental illness. There is a myth about a God named prometheus, and when he saw humanity lacking in power he gave them will. Free will is power, that is the wisdom of the gods. Not this uneducated idea of national socialism that I'm seeing.

We need a big change here very soon or this place is going to be poison. Where is the new advanced meditation group? It's the only thing that didn't used to suck, now this place is like a middle school playground. It has turned at least 3 people I know personally away from Satanism, fully alienating and demotivating them. I don't have a solution, but I'm sick of 10 year beginner stuck goons turning my friends inside out.

Uneducated hillbilly is it? Let me tell you something. Nobody needs to read Mein Kampf to know that the Furher never would have allowed some dumb subversive man to go around screaming in public that he is a Goddess and that everyone needs to acknowledge it. The police would have arrested you for disturbing the peace like any sane law enforcement of that time. You're a male and you will always be a male even if you inject yourself with hormones, and even if you attain your coveted eunuch status. You will never be a Goddess let alone a woman. Get off your moral high horse because you just sound silly.

 

[Dahaarkan]

Well definitely the tranny needs come last for any group of people's. So after a country eradicates all problems you mention we could focus on beginning the next phase of advancement in technology and science and tranny treatments should be included in this phase. We can't have mentally ill dysphoric creatures running around. I consider every single tranny as a grave danger to both themselves and the people around them.

The first phase of this would be to ban all kinds of transition treatments both hormonal and surgical and labeling the issue again as a mental disorder in the DSM. Then these trannies will be forced to seek treatment for themselves. There are certain groups of people that completely need to be eradicated ("You know who" ,psychopaths) and certain groups that can be fixed through technology and science. Trannies fall into the latter category who can be helped and fixed through science.

In my opinion, removing the (((root cause))) of these issues will rapidly lead to the problem simply vanishing without having to come up with big solution or treatment plans. This is why I think it's pointless to pursue in depth solutions to things that will simply heal on their own if the people responsible for spreading these poisons no longer have the platforms to do so.

I think it's realistic such issues are resolved in a generation or two, three at most. Without major intervention from the state besides prohibiting material that promotes such poisons, and abolishing groups that spread dangerous or suicidal ideas. By the time you are finished with the high priority things and move on to these strange characters you might be surprised to find these things are no longer infecting people's minds, at least not to the degree that it is a real problem.

When you remove (((them))), things have a tendency to just fall into place naturally. In my opinion at least, I could be wrong but I am fairly convinced society will largely heal on it's own after having them and their poisons removed.

Btw after surviving the next how many years and seeing the creation of a Global New Order (not to be confused with a New World Order) ,it would be my hearts desire to be the manager of a Gas Chamber Soap Factory where I would oversee the creation of Soap ,possibly millions until there is no raw material to make said soap. I'm sure if I make manager now I can show the experience certificate on the job later.

(He who knows, knows. )

Hygiene is a most holy purpose, I commend you for having the stomach to pursue it on this scale. I'm sure you'll have lots of people willing to help you find the raw material to make your soap though.

I don't think in the near future we'll have shortage of angry, desperate folks looking for a fulfilling job that satisfies their emotional and spiritual needs.

 

[tabby]

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Try relax with this, because you're confusing a number of things mentioned in the past for meanings that are not accurate, and becoming really defensive when you don't need to be. jrvan is not your enemy, he is SS and his opinions of eugenics doesn't equal to wanting you to stop existing. Both of us feel quite strongly that eugenics are to ensure a child will have the best quality of life once born. There's little sense in giving birth to a child who's body is a prison to the soul because of diseases, detrimental mutations, so on and so forth, instead of a temple. But I didn't split my break from the forums to come give my thoughts on eugenics, I'm just sick of the insanity that people who call themselves "trannies" try to spread and highlighted the illogical nonsense of a couple key arguments they use for why it's "normal".

For one thing, I never expressed fear of losing jrvan over his imbalance of masculinity and femininity. I was only afraid that my own sexual problems and desires in wanting a relationship with a Demon would lead to losing him. I'm not sure how you confused that but there's clarification.

It wasn't only 'thebigcheesesixmillion' that I wanted to address, but anyone who follows the same mentality that I mocked in my first comment. In high school many of my friends were gay and mingled with LGBTQ+++++ pride festivals which consisted of a lot of trannies, so I'm not basing my opinions from a place of hate, disgust, or otherwise. I pity these people because jews have managed to twist things so badly that many can't look at their soul and body and know exactly who and what they are anymore. Spirituality would help these people greatly to not be so confused and experience these gender and sexuality issues, instead of taking hormones or doing damage to their bodies. Gender dysphoria makes total sense for someone with an intersex body and only someone well trained in spirituality would be able to learn the gender of their soul and make the steps to bring their body into alignment with what they're supposed to be.

As for trannies, no. Gender dysphoria for so-called trannies I am calling a mental illness caused by an array of factors, thanks to the fact that hardly anyone understands what it means to be female, what it means to be male, and having balance between the masculine and feminine, and also thanks to the fact that you have a lot of men who don't know how to be men because they're blocked by social crap, and the same for many women. I use to think that life would be better as a guy, I saw being female as weakness, I hated my period, and I all but buried my femininity in order to have an unrealistic and unhealthy version of "strength" despite the fact my natal chart has a strong influence of femininity and motherhood.

Intersex, in my opinion to be clear here, is the legit version of what trannies think they are. A body that is caught between two genders, whether you know about it or not. I can understand why you're taking a lot of offence to the talk of trannie surgery and eugenics, but you're relating yourself to something that is practically a click bait of what you were actually born with. Trannies don't equal intersex, and intersex don't equal trannies. It's their own responsibility to get checked for if they are just having mental problems or are actually intersex, and until they find that out, I'll call anyone labeling themselves as trannies nuts. From what I'm gathering, you relate yourself with these people over two things: confusion of gender, and this surgery. But our opinions against trannies has you feeling attacked because of those two things, despite the fact that you have an entirely different reason and motive behind why you would choose that road, and our words don't apply to those who are intersex.

Transgender: denoting or relating to a person whose sense of personal identity and gender does not correspond with their birth sex.
Transsexual: denoting or relating to a transgender person, especially one whose bodily characteristics have been altered through surgery or hormone treatment to bring them into alignment with their gender identity.

If your "gender identity" is out of alignment with your healthy biology and soul, that's a mental illness problem. If your biology is telling you you're both, no, you're not a tranny because you have no clear physical indication of what you should align your "gender identity" with. The above means you were already a healthy person with all the bits and parts functioning, but decided you wanted to be the other gender. Below is a mutation of the body to begin with and so you are left to figure out "well am I male or female? My body is saying I'm both."

Intersex: a group of conditions where there is a discrepancy between the external genitals and the internal genitals (testes and ovaries). Originally labelled as hermaphroditism.

Something that confuses me is why you feel that you need an intersex body in order to be who you are. Why your soul would need such a body in order to reincarnate to best express yourself makes no sense to me, given the complete rarity of such a body ever being created, and until the world of science on DNA and fetal development aligns with spirituality, I won't speculate or further express my thoughts on it.

I never said that I think this surgery or hormones therapy should be outlawed or banned, or whatever, because unlike how you have perceived my brain to work, I see the benefit of it for people who have real and biological need for it. Hormones can help people who have an imbalance of them as far as I know, but to use hormones to force your body to express a gender it is not meant to is not something I support - the damage of that being pushed too far by the jew agenda has already taken root. People who are going through Gender Dysphoria and are not intersex, should be directed to spirituality and bring themselves into balance.

I'm familiar with how doctors reconstruct the genitalia, using the cells already there from what's being removed so your body doesn't reject it, since someone's else cells have a high risk of being rejected by the body and cause the surgery to fail. As a kid there was an entire show about it on weekends following the stories of transsexuals who went through varying degrees of transforming their body to the opposite gender, and out of boredom and curiosity, I decided to learn what the heck this trend was about and watched it. Frankly disturbing that my parents were ok with that given the graphics but whatever, and it was rare to see a born female on the show becoming a "guy". "Cutting off" is just me being crude to make a point to the idiots who think that by removing your junk and surgically changing it to a hole in your body, you're now a girl, hence the bird reference.

People's reasoning for the surgery is what I have a serious problem with, not the surgery itself. Like anything it's a tool for those who need it, and when people make up stupid and insane reasons for going through it, I get pissed because then those like you are put on the waiting list while psychos mutilate their bodies. I've met some really strange folk in life, but you're a far cry from the ones at the top of the list, so until you learn about me more refrain from thinking I wouldn't accept you. I already guessed you had a penis, that was easy to figure out since you refer to yourself as female and want the surgery, and I mistook you as male the first time we spoke a while back. In the past day, talking to you about this has made me appreciate being born with all my parts that match my soul and are healthy in a way I just didn't before. I took it for granted and didn't care that much since well, it's just what's down there and always has been. You never realise what you have, until you either meet someone who doesn't or you lose it, and hear/experience what it's like. All I can say is I wish you luck.

 

[SouthernWhiteGentile]

I'd like to reincarnate into an intersex body again. Preserving my personality is more important to me than having children, as losing myself is something I fear more than anything.

What a selfish way of putting things. Maybe a new intersex body will be the best for you, if not then what? Will you protest and throw a fit about it until you get your way? I’ll reincarnate into whatever body it takes to get the job done. You really need to separate yourself from your ego and observe it because yourself and your personality is an abstract idea that doesn’t exist to anyone else but you. All of us have a perception of who “You” are but it isn’t reality so what does it matter? I’ll put this in the most utilitarian way I can: Who cares about your personality and how does it benefit anyone? Just get in line and support what’s best for this collective that we are all a part of and making sacrifices for.

I also don’t know why you have such a snowflake mentality regarding your condition. Like woaaah you have a Vag AND a Dick! It’s so shocking we can’t handle it!! Methinks we’ll have to throw you off a cliff for this abomination against humanity!!!! :twisted:

You should know that normal women have this thing inside of them called a clitoris which is basically an underdeveloped penis so you’re not that special. It mostly sounds like you have a mental condition of being “Intersex” that you attribute to physical abnormalities. I may be wrong since you have never actually described your condition and I understand if you do not want to get into details.

Just learn to separate yourself from this and stop taking everything so personally. That’s all.

 

[SouthernWhiteGentile]

So apparently Hitler was the biggest liberal in history and trannies are smarter than everyone. My Gods. And this guy wants to complain about the direction that the forum is going in.

 

[Jack]

I think you mean libertarianism.

Liberalism is the belief in inalienable human rights and protections . It's exactly what the conservatives conserve in the first place. Your understanding of politics might not be as good as you think it is. And your understanding of Hitler is pretty crap if you think you can swing his name around and make me scared. You're nothing like him

Hitler is a sensitive and kind man and would never want anything negative for me. Nobody is perfect, he would probably tell you that. There is a really good book that he wrote called mein kampf, maybe you have heard of it? You should check it out, he tells you all about himself and how he feels about the world.

Even when he took away the civil rights and property of the jews, he still treated them like living creatures and he used proper care as he deported them to Palestine. You on the other hand are a brutal freak. Who just wants to kill defenseless people because you think you can get away with it. You are exactly like the oppressive state police that he protested against and was shot then imprisoned by.

You're not special you just want power, Hitler is special and he deserves power. He was as liberal as it gets. He was literally a homeless artist before he became a politician. In fact he was a revolutionary liberal who fought against the government. So he was technically libertarian.

If he saw what you have been writing he would slap you on the head like a child.

Liberalism doesn't mean what it used to. What it means now is quite literally... liberal-ism. As in being liberal with our nation's money, resources, time, skilled labor, and taxes for useless shit to "help" people who belong in either a mental institution or a circus such as yourself. Throwing away money liberally for a worthless cause spearheaded by jews is not something the Fuhrer would have supported.

No that's called social democracy, the political party of the borgoise. Hitler spoke endlessly against the social democrats but nobody here knows anything about it because they don't sit down and study.

You guys don't know everything, he'll you don't even know half of what you're saying. I beg you guys to please please please read mein kampf cover to cover before you ever say anything about Hitler again. I say basic facts about him that can be found in his writings. And you all tell me I'm crazy. This is how I know you don't read.

Please just read his literature, I can't handle the ignorance anymore. I want to be here desperately but I can't sit on the side and let you guys do this None of you have the slightest clue what you're talking about. You don't read books so please for the gods and all that is good. Log off and go study. Don't just pretend, you actually need to turn that knowledge into wisdom that you can apply here.

https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/FREETHOUGHT.html

Read this, and I mean REALLY read it guys, this shit is important. It was written by a gifted blessed genius and I need you to understand nobody here has authority over the free expression of others. No exceptions. Even Maxine has certain ideas and old school feelings. But she stays out of it because she is humble and truly wise. I have wisdom and life experience in a matter that nobody else really does. So calm down and stop bullying the people that come asking for help because I'm getting drowned out by hillbillies who claim they have Supreme authority.

There are 74 posts on the topic made by a questioning trans person. How many people with no knowledge on the statistics, or the medical treatments, or the psychiatrics or the life challenges of being transgender came in with absolute conviction to try and make the decision for them? About 20

How many actual transgender people came in to offer advice and anecdotal experience on the process as well as insight into their own soul and life, to promote a good environment for this person to get the advice they asked for? About 1 person admittedly maybe 3/4.

I sit and look through posts until I find something I can contribute in and when I do, my honest experience is free, and then I fuck off and go do other things when I'm finished. You guys write and preach all day but nothing has changed in the years I have been here. People get half way into some meditations and they think the gods speak through them. It makes me feel sick. I no joke thought I was going to vomit repeatedly at how contrived this place has become. This topic has long since derailed and we can't get it back on track. And where is the OP? Maybe they are crying because you all told then they are sick and they need put down and their feelings are mental illness. There is a myth about a God named prometheus, and when he saw humanity lacking in power he gave them will. Free will is power, that is the wisdom of the gods. Not this uneducated idea of national socialism that I'm seeing.

We need a big change here very soon or this place is going to be poison. Where is the new advanced meditation group? It's the only thing that didn't used to suck, now this place is like a middle school playground. It has turned at least 3 people I know personally away from Satanism, fully alienating and demotivating them. I don't have a solution, but I'm sick of 10 year beginner stuck goons turning my friends inside out.

Suffering helps one change. They need to come to grips with the fact that they are mentally ill and go seek change from there. They need to understand that they will never be accepted for being a mentally ill person ,now or in the far future.

No one cares about your expertise because you're not an expert in anything. You just said that you think Hitler was a liberal and a Libertarian. The only thing you are is delusional.

 

[Stormblood]

Similar sentiments were thrown at Adolf Hitler and people didn't take him seriously. Fast forward 15 years -

I wonder what will happen when Marxism and liberalism will be eradicated from this world permanently.

I think you mean libertarianism.

Liberalism is the belief in inalienable human rights and protections . It's exactly what the conservatives conserve in the first place. Your understanding of politics might not be as good as you think it is. And your understanding of Hitler is pretty crap if you think you can swing his name around and make me scared. You're nothing like him

Hitler is a sensitive and kind man and would never want anything negative for me. Nobody is perfect, he would probably tell you that. There is a really good book that he wrote called mein kampf, maybe you have heard of it? You should check it out, he tells you all about himself and how he feels about the world.

Even when he took away the civil rights and property of the jews, he still treated them like living creatures and he used proper care as he deported them to Palestine. You on the other hand are a brutal freak. Who just wants to kill defenseless people because you think you can get away with it. You are exactly like the oppressive state police that he protested against and was shot then imprisoned by.

You're not special you just want power, Hitler is special and he deserves power. He was as liberal as it gets. He was literally a homeless artist before he became a politician. In fact he was a revolutionary liberal who fought against the government. So he was technically libertarian.

If he saw what you have been writing he would slap you on the head like a child.

-> Hitler was Libertarian.
-> Hitler was Liberal.
-> Conservatism is Liberalism.
-> Hitler defends the rights of Trannies to Life and Liberty (Tranny Lives Matter) and slaps me on the head.

You learn something new everyday.

*skim skim skim*

Oh, finally a short reply!

*reads*

Wtf did I just read?

*skim skim skim*

Blue Cheeseburger SJW on the offensive again

*yada yada yada*

That's what I gather from the last replies of this topic lol

 

[Jrvan]

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You're lying about me. How did you come to assume that I am or was transgender? I'm not, and I never was. I have always presented in society as my true biological gender which is male. Nor did I come even close to becoming transsexual. Where did you get all of this from? It's not true at all. Tabby doesn't have insecurity over me doing that or anything like that. This is pure fantasy and never happened.

It wasn't my intention to lie; I just misunderstood what you meant when you said a while ago that you struggled really hard with transgender confusion and desires while growing up. Because of what you wrote, combined with the strong opinions you voiced about it later, I thought maybe it scared you that even a normal guy like you could feel that way due to the problems in society, and that that might be the reason why you want it to be impossible for people to do these things. Here's the post that got me confused:

I struggled with transgender confusion and desires really hard growing up. I'm pretty sure part of it was energetic influence from the jewish filth I had for a friend at one point, and he was also wanting to be a female so that would certainly make sense. I think the reason I was so prone to the influence was because I wasn't allowed to be a male. Every time I tried being myself and exhibiting my masculine traits in the home, I'd get shut down and receive disapproval from all the females. I was the only male in the family unit at that point so I didn't have a father figure, no male support, and I didn't know how to make friends or socialize. Nobody taught me anything, and I was heavily medicated from a young age until i became an adult and took myself off of it. Thank you by the way for speaking on that, it feels very vindicating and justifying to hear echoed what I have thought all along that ADHD was just a brand placed on kids to essentially mark them as kids (high energy). They used all kinds of those branding irons on me. First I was schizophrenic at age 5, then PPD-NOS. Then I was an aspie, then autistic. Psychiatrist crooks didn't know what they were talking about, but they got paid to fuck up my life. I could have been learning life skills, making friends, growing a functioning brain, but instead I was zombified by doses of medications that aren't even appropriate for children.

I really appreciate this post. You nailed all of it perfectly.

Thank you for clarifying what you meant, I understand now.

After bringing up eugenics, Jack stated the following:

The intersex ,hermaphrodite and other genetically disordered people can simply be aborted after looking at the fetus, making sure those kinds of people aren't even born in this world period.

The above actually has nothing to do with eugenics, but it is what he wrote regardless. He doubled down when I asked him about it, saying I could just reincarnate in a female body instead then; which seemed good to me at first, but then I realised that might not work for me after all, since I would lack some of the things that make me who I am. I realised that what he was saying, really was equivalent to eradicating me in the future for no reason.

Later in this thread, you said you were in support of eugenics. So am I. But I assumed you mentioned it because Jack brought it up, making it seem as though you agreed with Jack. If you agreed with Jack, then that would mean that you also wanted to eradicate me in the future for no reason. When I asked about it, you said that no one wants to eradicate me, but you didn't clarify what you actually meant by eugenics in this context, or if you disagreed with Jack's false definition of it.

I hope you know what it really means to make someone your enemy. It's not a passive thing. It means you'll be fighting against me and seeking my destruction. If you make me your enemy then you will have the Gods to answer to. That's not wise, and I don't suggest that course of action.

I believe in seeking the destruction of those who seek to destroy me; hence why I fight our common enemies. And likewise, if you succeeded in destroying me, you would also have the Gods to answer to; but by then it might already be too late for me. As I said, I don't want you to be my enemy, and I know I would be at a disadvantage; but I can't concede my existence without putting up a fight. That would go against what I believe in. That's why I wanted you to state clearly that you didn't mean the same things Jack did, in other words, to say that you don't seek my destruction after all; meaning that seeking yours too, isn't the only logical conclusion.

You're correct that you would still be my brother even if I disliked you, although I don't dislike you. In fact, I still like you. I said "liked" in the past tense regarding you, because I believe out of principle I shouldn't like my enemies (a.k.a. those who seek my destruction). Until this matter was cleared up, I couldn't have forgiven myself if I admitted that I actually like you. I wanted you to understand the implications of agreeing with Jack, but the correct answer is indeed that you can agree with eugenics without agreeing with Jack's "let's abort intersex fetuses" brand of "eugenics". But that raises the question: why did you bring it up in this context?

As you said, I could've just thought about it more, and realised that wasn't really what you meant, and been more polite to you rather than saying such cold and needlessly gruesome things. However, I have a tendency to mirror people. As such, it only made sense to me to unintentionally say something that would make you feel like I seek your destruction, and like you can't trust me anymore.

Is it wrong to do so just because you didn't really mean it, just like I didn't really mean it either? Rather than waiting for my emotions to subside so that I can be all buddy buddy with you without ever letting you know how I felt, isn't it better if we understand how the other person feels? I wanted you to feel it... but now I regret hurting your feelings. Why do I keep doing this? I'm sorry.

You're saying that you can't even scream to save your own soul if your situation is that desperate? You're just going to wait around and hope that the trannies do it for you? That's called helplessness.

Of course I was helpless. I had been ever since the church showed up.

Because puberty affects me differently from most people, I inevitably caused sexual confusion for the people around me. Some people thought this was a valid reason to do horrible things to me. And because of xian hypocrisy, this was then blamed on me.
When a person's entire community turns on them, they are helpless. It happened more than once. Of course I screamed and struggled. Do you think that invites mercy in these... monsters? No, clearly I must be possessed, or the spawn of the "devil", right?

Is it wrong to show this insecurity to you? I've really come a long way in healing from it, but things like this remind me how sensitive I still am. For once, to find out there are other people who want the same things I do (even if many of them are more than a bit weird), and that I can have the things I always wanted if I seek help... how could I not appreciate that?

No one deserves to be saved; but I'm glad that I was. I think it was fine for me to depend on others for once. Who can live completely on their own, without relying on his or her environment? I believe it's okay for people to rely on each other if they need to.

A study showed that only about 1 in 10 people with gender dysphoria have an unusual amount of chromosomes. Assuming about another 1 in 10 has some other intersex mutation which isn't visible in the number of chromosomes, that would imply 80% are doing these things for other reasons, such as psychological ones. The notion that only about 20% of them is legitimate in some way seemed ridiculous to me, which is why I thought I should stand up for the remaining 80% as well. Their very existence gave me hope when I felt lost and beaten down by my karma, and I wanted to return that favour.

However, now that I think about it... Could that be the reason why about 80% of transsexuals seem so delusional to me even if their physical appearance looks convincing, why their energy feels like their birth sex, and why many don't actually want to have surgery, suggesting they're doing it mainly for social reasons, rather than that their body genuinely feels so wrong that it's almost unbearable?

There are actually different types of surgery available. A type which allows for sex, which is what I want, and a type which is purely cosmetic (without any depth). I never really stopped to think about it, but if there are people who go with the latter type and say they "don't regret it"... aren't they fucking insane, destroying their own sexuality and not even regretting it at all? That's actually sickening...

Perhaps if people who are very spiritually adept help with the screening process like you suggested, or if brain scans become advanced and detailed enough to tell the difference, that would finally put an end to all this confusion and insanity.

Bring awareness on your own instead of piggybacking off those people. Goodness...

That's part of the reason why I opened up about all of this. It sounded as thought you and Tabby didn't realise there was anyone at all who benefited from these treatments. Isn't it clearer now that I've shared my perspective, though?

Be realistic. You're the one being cruel here by ramming your head against eugenics as if it's such an evil. Why don't you want humanity to advance and be healthier?

I don't think eugenics is evil at all. I want everyone to make themselves useful to society in some way; if they can't because of their severe genetic disadvantages, and don't have any relatives who are willing to look after them, then the logical conclusion is that they starve to death. This is inhumane, so euthanasia is a far more sensible option.

People sometimes try to make it sound like the Nationalsozialistische Deutsche Arbeiterpartei was evil for engaging in this for a few years when resources were scarce during the war. However, it was actually the parents and orphanages themselves that requested euthanasia for their children. Considering the alternative was to leave them to starve so that the parents could survive, this was only a kind way to let them go.

I think when it comes down to it, it's only the mentally ill and those with a saviour complex that would even consider having children with someone who is severely deformed or retarded. Downbreeding will likely disappear on its own as people in society become mentally healthier and make better decisions. Just like in NS Germany, the parents should be the ones to decide whether or not they want to carry the burden of a child that will never amount to anything. I wouldn't blame them if they would rather not.

I'm still your brother because we're all blood bonded together. That won't change, and you can't just conveniently decide that I'm not your brother anymore because you don't like me. Anymore than I can decide that Jack and SWG aren't my brothers anymore because of how much they pissed me off. They're still my brothers, and we're still fighting this war together regardless of what I think of them.

Technically you're right that siblings can seek each other's destruction as well, but I thought it was unhealthy to think about it that way. But I'm glad that's not the case here. It seems that you didn't agree with Jack in the first place, and it's also possible that Jack just has a very bad wording problem, and didn't actually mean what he said.

Your insecurity is consuming you. How much more proof do you need to experience before you can relax and know that you're accepted here? Even Jack and SWG responded in a supportive way about your condition. What does that tell you? You're the only one not allowing yourself to feel welcome at this point. You're the one blowing this up out of proportion, and making tiny things into big things.

...

You're talking about discarding friendship with me over this because of misunderstandings, and pointlessly projecting yourself on transsexuals. You're not them, and you and other intersex individuals have nothing to do with transsexuals. How many times do I have to say it? You don't belong in their camp. But now you've acted as a big protective fortress in front of them so I'm sure the enemy subverters who are trying to gain a foothold really love you right now. You're turning on your own, and even threatening to make me your enemy. Stop with this foolishness.

Friendship with you? You consider me a friend, rather than just a stranger on the internet? That's rather friendly of you. I wondered if it was just me that felt that way, but maybe it's actually normal to feel that way.

I already explained to you why I said all these things and lashed out. I wanted to figure out whether or not the people here truly are my own. Since you've clarified that you don't seek my destruction, even after I explained my situation fully, I can believe you now. As I said, I needed some things to be said clearly and eloquently in order to feel safe and welcome here, and now I do.

I bottled my worries and insecurities up for over a year, from the moment I joined the forums. I understand that it's bothersome if I let them out all of a sudden after they've become so loaded. But I this wasn't something I could overcome in any other way. Because I was too afraid to confront anyone about anything, I received no clarity about anyone's opinions on the matters that concerned me. When Jack said he wants to use eugenics as a guise to systematically kill intersex people, the little container I had been stuffing those feelings into cracked, fell apart and spilled its contents. I could no longer calm down or think rationally, as I was overwhelmed.

It felt good to let it out, but I want to apologise for spilling it all over you when it wasn't your fault.

Regarding the subverters, I'll destroy their foothold as well. You see, I'm actually an extreme centrist, so I'll gladly argue with everyone indiscriminately. And as I said in another thread, I want this disgusting, subversive freak banned from the forums again for some of the things he said on his previous accounts. I blame him immensely for making my existence look bad to others with his insufferable behaviour and habits, and for making the issues I'm dealing with look like a fucking joke, saying it's "cute" and telling others to do the same. Since I have no say in moderation, all I can do is make him feel unwelcome here and hope that he leaves on his own. Considering all of you were already trying to do so, I should really be thanking you. I hope he finally got the message this time.

It's unfortunate that it was a bit of a sensitive topic for me. Deep down I already knew that it wasn't about me, since none of the things that were said sounded anything like what's the case for me at all. But when Jack called the mass destruction of intersex fetuses "eugenics", and you seemed to agree with him (a misunderstanding, since you meant actual eugenics), that sent me over the edge.

I felt like I would rather let it all out and possibly turn everyone against me, than leave the forums while keeping quiet about it, only coming around anymore to check for schedules and new meditations. I decided to finally confront these things rather than running away. But if no one is going to turn against me... well, I guess I just got to vent then. It felt great to make such a big scene out of it, but I promise I'll behave again from now on. I just really needed to, since I had waited for far too long.

I said I was going to take a break from the forums, but there might not be a point after all. I peeking and noticed I misunderstood your past, and couldn't help but clarify what caused the misunderstanding. And then I ended up writing the rest of this reply as well.

I don't regret stating the issue I have with Jack wanting to eradicate intersex people. It's literally impossible for me to coexist on the long term with someone who is actually serious about that, SS or not. But I'm sorry for misrepresenting you. That wasn't my intention.

*hugs* I understand. It's all good. And of course we're friends.

I'm glad you feel better now, and got it off your chest. I'm even more glad that you now see what I wanted you to see, that you're welcome here. You were welcome here the moment you opened up to Satan. You're home now.

 

[Necrorifter]

Huh, I was not aware that true hermaphrodites are a blight and not meant to be. I guess it is fine in the symbolism of union between the male and female side of the soul but not actually a true hermaphrodite. I can understand transgender and intersex be a false wannabe to switch to the other side or attempt to be a hermaphrodite but fail with either only one side of the reproductive system working or both fail but none have been reported to have both sets of the reproductive system working.

These two links from Joy of Satan mention hermaphrodite only as symbolism and nothing more.

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Necronomicon.html

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Baphomet.html

This third one mentions an ancient Egyptian Akhenaton that are hermaphrodite

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Chakra_Alignment.html

Just used CTRL and F to find them quickly by type down hermaphrodite in the search bar.

 

[Stormblood]

This third one mentions an ancient Egyptian Akhenaton that are hermaphrodite

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Chakra_Alignment.html

Just used CTRL and F to find them quickly by type down hermaphrodite in the search bar.

THanks for mentioning that. It should be reported in the appropriate topic so it can be amended, since Akhenaton is actually an enemy.

 

[Necrorifter]

This third one mentions an ancient Egyptian Akhenaton that are hermaphrodite

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Chakra_Alignment.html

Just used CTRL and F to find them quickly by type down hermaphrodite in the search bar.

THanks for mentioning that. It should be reported in the appropriate topic so it can be amended, since Akhenaton is actually an enemy.

Huh, you are right. I decide to search their name and yep, a grey.

https://satanslibrary.org/Pdf_Library.html

just download the Akhenaton pdf which mentions them be grey. But this is by Mageson, was he not confirm to be an enemy or at least gone insane?

 

[Jack]

Huh, I was not aware that true hermaphrodites are a blight and not meant to be. I guess it is fine in the symbolism of union between the male and female side of the soul but not actually a true hermaphrodite. I can understand transgender and intersex be a false wannabe to switch to the other side or attempt to be a hermaphrodite but fail with either only one side of the reproductive system working or both fail but none have been reported to have both sets of the reproductive system working.

These two links from Joy of Satan mention hermaphrodite only as symbolism and nothing more.

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Necronomicon.html

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Baphomet.html

This third one mentions an ancient Egyptian Akhenaton that are hermaphrodite

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Chakra_Alignment.html

Just used CTRL and F to find them quickly by type down hermaphrodite in the search bar.

These are allegories. Why would you want to crown a genetically diseased being as special ? All they are is genetically diseased. Hermaphrodite, Intersex etc..None of them can reproduce naturally and that is because Nature won't allow mistakes or freaks to propagate themselves. Yes sometimes nature makes mistakes but it also has contrivance so that those mistakes cannot propagate themselves.

 

[Necrorifter]

Huh, I was not aware that true hermaphrodites are a blight and not meant to be. I guess it is fine in the symbolism of union between the male and female side of the soul but not actually a true hermaphrodite. I can understand transgender and intersex be a false wannabe to switch to the other side or attempt to be a hermaphrodite but fail with either only one side of the reproductive system working or both fail but none have been reported to have both sets of the reproductive system working.

These two links from Joy of Satan mention hermaphrodite only as symbolism and nothing more.

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Necronomicon.html

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Baphomet.html

This third one mentions an ancient Egyptian Akhenaton that are hermaphrodite

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Chakra_Alignment.html

Just used CTRL and F to find them quickly by type down hermaphrodite in the search bar.

These are allegories. Why would you want to crown a genetically diseased being as special ? All they are is genetically diseased. Hermaphrodite, Intersex etc..None of them can reproduce naturally and that is because Nature won't allow mistakes or freaks to propagate themselves. Yes sometimes nature makes mistakes but it also has contrivance so that those mistakes cannot propagate themselves.

I assume that hermaphrodite is fine since, in myth, they are capable of reproduction as they have both male and female working parts as well be super rare and even have several god/goddess fashions after them to represent fertility and others. I should have sworn I remember reading about them and they existed in humanity but are basically less than 0.01% of humanity and often get misunderstood and have their parts get removed, damaging their reproduction system. Even that same information stated that there are souls that are hermaphrodites.

However, I agree with you that transgender is diseased of mind and intersex are diseases of the body as they attempt to try and copy true hermaphrodite. But if hermaphrodites are false and are diseased. then I guess I misunderstood what they are.

 

[Jack]

Huh, I was not aware that true hermaphrodites are a blight and not meant to be. I guess it is fine in the symbolism of union between the male and female side of the soul but not actually a true hermaphrodite. I can understand transgender and intersex be a false wannabe to switch to the other side or attempt to be a hermaphrodite but fail with either only one side of the reproductive system working or both fail but none have been reported to have both sets of the reproductive system working.

These two links from Joy of Satan mention hermaphrodite only as symbolism and nothing more.

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Necronomicon.html

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Baphomet.html

This third one mentions an ancient Egyptian Akhenaton that are hermaphrodite

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Chakra_Alignment.html

Just used CTRL and F to find them quickly by type down hermaphrodite in the search bar.

These are allegories. Why would you want to crown a genetically diseased being as special ? All they are is genetically diseased. Hermaphrodite, Intersex etc..None of them can reproduce naturally and that is because Nature won't allow mistakes or freaks to propagate themselves. Yes sometimes nature makes mistakes but it also has contrivance so that those mistakes cannot propagate themselves.

I assume that hermaphrodite is fine since, in myth, they are capable of reproduction as they have both male and female working parts as well be super rare and even have several god/goddess fashions after them to represent fertility and others. I should have sworn I remember reading about them and they existed in humanity but are basically less than 0.01% of humanity and often get misunderstood and have their parts get removed, damaging their reproduction system. Even that same information stated that there are souls that are hermaphrodites.

However, I agree with you that transgender is diseased of mind and intersex are diseases of the body as they attempt to try and copy true hermaphrodite. But if hermaphrodites are false and are diseased. then I guess I misunderstood what they are.

Hermaphrodites are an intersex condition.

True hermaphroditism, sometimes referred to as ovotesticular disorder,[1][2] is an intersex condition in which an individual is born with ovarian and testicular tissue. Commonly one or both gonads is an ovotestis containing both types of tissue.[3]

They cannot reproduce naturally without surgery and they don't pass on their disorders. There is no Humanoid God who is Hermaphrodite. Only a Pre Grey God (different from the Species we are descendants of) as you can read on the website. In a small percentage of time, women with the Hermaphrodite Genetic disorder can get pregnant after surgical removal of the testes and additional hormone therapy.

Anything that deviates from Normal Man and Woman is a Genetic disorder that needs to be eradicated. That's just how it is.

 

[Stormblood]

This third one mentions an ancient Egyptian Akhenaton that are hermaphrodite

https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Chakra_Alignment.html

Just used CTRL and F to find them quickly by type down hermaphrodite in the search bar.

THanks for mentioning that. It should be reported in the appropriate topic so it can be amended, since Akhenaton is actually an enemy.

Huh, you are right. I decide to search their name and yep, a grey.

https://satanslibrary.org/Pdf_Library.html

just download the Akhenaton pdf which mentions them be grey. But this is by Mageson, was he not confirm to be an enemy or at least gone insane?

As it has been stated multiple times in the past, 99% of his post were reviewed and heavily filtered. Everything that is wrong has been purged. Specifically to this case, you don't need kikeson telling you shit, as all it takes is to have a look at his face and see that his bone structure is all wrong and completely different from any Pharaoh before and after him. The enemy worked overtime to dig up his name. Normally, we would have never have known, because he was rightfully subjected to damnatio memoriae. He's a despicable existence.

 

[Necrorifter]

These are allegories. Why would you want to crown a genetically diseased being as special ? All they are is genetically diseased. Hermaphrodite, Intersex etc..None of them can reproduce naturally and that is because Nature won't allow mistakes or freaks to propagate themselves. Yes sometimes nature makes mistakes but it also has contrivance so that those mistakes cannot propagate themselves.

I assume that hermaphrodite is fine since, in myth, they are capable of reproduction as they have both male and female working parts as well be super rare and even have several god/goddess fashions after them to represent fertility and others. I should have sworn I remember reading about them and they existed in humanity but are basically less than 0.01% of humanity and often get misunderstood and have their parts get removed, damaging their reproduction system. Even that same information stated that there are souls that are hermaphrodites.

However, I agree with you that transgender is diseased of mind and intersex are diseases of the body as they attempt to try and copy true hermaphrodite. But if hermaphrodites are false and are diseased. then I guess I misunderstood what they are.

Hermaphrodites are an intersex condition.

True hermaphroditism, sometimes referred to as ovotesticular disorder,[1][2] is an intersex condition in which an individual is born with ovarian and testicular tissue. Commonly one or both gonads is an ovotestis containing both types of tissue.[3]

They cannot reproduce naturally without surgery and they don't pass on their disorders. There is no Humanoid God who is Hermaphrodite. Only a Pre Grey God (different from the Species we are descendants of) as you can read on the website. In a small percentage of time, women with the Hermaphrodite Genetic disorder can get pregnant after surgical removal of the testes and additional hormone therapy.

Anything that deviates from Normal Man and Woman is a Genetic disorder that needs to be eradicated. That's just how it is.

Thanks for the information.

 

[Necrorifter]

THanks for mentioning that. It should be reported in the appropriate topic so it can be amended, since Akhenaton is actually an enemy.

Huh, you are right. I decide to search their name and yep, a grey.

https://satanslibrary.org/Pdf_Library.html

just download the Akhenaton pdf which mentions them be grey. But this is by Mageson, was he not confirm to be an enemy or at least gone insane?

As it has been stated multiple times in the past, 99% of his post were reviewed and heavily filtered. Everything that is wrong has been purged. Specifically to this case, you don't need kikeson telling you shit, as all it takes is to have a look at his face and see that his bone structure is all wrong and completely different from any Pharaoh before and after him. The enemy worked overtime to dig up his name. Normally, we would have never have known, because he was rightfully subjected to damnatio memoriae. He's a despicable existence.

Ahh, so what remaining of Mageson are good enough for Joy of Satan. Alright. Thank for information.

 

[Stormblood]

Huh, you are right. I decide to search their name and yep, a grey.

https://satanslibrary.org/Pdf_Library.html

just download the Akhenaton pdf which mentions them be grey. But this is by Mageson, was he not confirm to be an enemy or at least gone insane?

As it has been stated multiple times in the past, 99% of his post were reviewed and heavily filtered. Everything that is wrong has been purged. Specifically to this case, you don't need kikeson telling you shit, as all it takes is to have a look at his face and see that his bone structure is all wrong and completely different from any Pharaoh before and after him. The enemy worked overtime to dig up his name. Normally, we would have never have known, because he was rightfully subjected to damnatio memoriae. He's a despicable existence.

Ahh, so what remaining of Mageson are good enough for Joy of Satan. Alright. Thank for information.

No worries and sorry if my reply sounded confrontational. It wasn't my intent.

 

[Necrorifter]

As it has been stated multiple times in the past, 99% of his post were reviewed and heavily filtered. Everything that is wrong has been purged. Specifically to this case, you don't need kikeson telling you shit, as all it takes is to have a look at his face and see that his bone structure is all wrong and completely different from any Pharaoh before and after him. The enemy worked overtime to dig up his name. Normally, we would have never have known, because he was rightfully subjected to damnatio memoriae. He's a despicable existence.

Ahh, so what remaining of Mageson are good enough for Joy of Satan. Alright. Thank for information.

No worries and sorry if my reply sounded confrontational. It wasn't my intent.

Pfft, no worries. I have long since then got used to a misunderstanding of the text. Pointless to allow words on the screen to hurt me or to affect my emotion even if it was their intention. Those kinds of things are useless to me, instead, I just look at the information that you provide and use them rather than worrying if you try to fight me or insult me or something silly like that. By the way, I am not seeing anything confrontational from you on those posts, sure you might seem "hatred" when mentioning Mageson or Kikeson as you so elongquely put it, but it is in rightful spirit and nothing against me as I am curious and thought there is such thing as "true hermaphrodite" that are nothing like transgender or intersex filth of today.

 

[FancyMancy]

I'm coming in very late. I typed this reply so I'm posting it. I also skipped nearly all of page 2, so feel free to ignore this (Except you, Jack!).

By the way, I was just thinking that almost all intersex conditions are caused by mutations in individual sperm or egg cells from people who are perfectly healthy. The condition is not present in the parents, and since most intersex people are infertile, it can't be passed on anyway. Even the less than 1% or so who are fertile, usually only have a 50% chance to pass it on.

In other words, the existence of intersex people has virtually no effect on the gene pool. Given that, how does aborting intersex babies even have anything to do with eugenics at all? If you consider it euthanasia rather than eugenics, then please consider that they're able to live good lives and overcome all of their problems, especially if they come to terms with what they are and accept themselves fully, which most are able to. Even those who are unable to, are often helped by using the treatments available for transgender people.

As for non-intersex people who undergo transgender treatments, they also tend not to have any children, so their genes aren't preserved either. Doesn't this also reinforce the notion that genetics do not play a role in whether or not people seek such things out, and that it's instead caused by psychological issues and/or coincidental mutations that weren't present in the parents?

Some of you simply want to use "eugenics" as a veil to kill people who are different from the norm in some way, even if they don't affect the gene pool, meaning it isn't even eugenics. That is injustice.

According to the area of the site for Gods and Goddesses, LADY Lilith supports abortion. Despite this, I am still not a fan of abortion. If a soon-to-be parent saw their unborn Baby was defective, malformed, with any form of incorrect Body formation, whatever, and aborted him/her, then the Soul might reincarnate, possibly into a better Body; but what seems to be your case, the unborn Baby reincarnates into the same type of Body, but the parents then abort him/her, then he/she reincarnates again and those parents abort him/her, lather, rinse, repeat... then wouldn't that Soul be lost?

I would think it might be better to let the Child live to improve his/her health and well-being. If the Soul has no Body to live in, then it will stagnate and dissipate and die.

Unless there is something I am missing. I might be missing something.

Of course, in the future, we would be able to sense and see the Body of an unborn Baby, and in that future, we'd realise that everyone would be aborting the unborn Baby each time he/she reincarnates - if they reincarnate similarly as you... then he/she will die. Unless pro-choice is that a parent would not abort the unborn Baby so as to give him/her a chance. A Soul cannot advance without a Physical Body, so I think we'd have to rely on a God or Goddess to improve this Baby, in this example, in his/her Soul, as a Ghost, so as to reincarnate into a healthy Body, thus not be aborted.

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Every picture you upload in your posts shows "image" instead of the actual picture. Is it just me who can't seen these pictures - or could you upload them to an actual picture host site?

HPS Maxine: Satan told me “There are some who are fanatics and take this to extremes.” By this he meant abstinence and celibacy which he confirmed are VERY UNHEALTHY.

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Step_3.html

Transgender-ism surgery is permanent and irreversible sexual celibacy.

The jew knows that sex is very important to Humans - and not just because it feels nice. It's much more important than just that. The jew knows it is very important, so it promotes and encourages - and now brainwashes and mindrapes in school and further afield in society - this acceptance and die-versity. With transexuals having extremely little, or no, ability to reproduce, the jew is getting a small percentage of its wet dream fulfilled. From what I have seen, this tends to be more prevalent in White people, but I think to a lesser degree also in some Asian; Asians far out-number Whites, so I think the percentage is higher in the White population than Asian. From what I've seen, I don't think very many at all appear in the Black population.

I am thinking that due to so many centuries of jewish disease - hating sex, abusing Humans, etc. - upon Earth, that any individuals' dysphoria or as in the OP supposedly seeing themself as the opposite sex in meditation... is due to the individual's Sacral Chakra being so dirty. I will take this further and suggest - as a guess - that due to the Sacral Chakra being so dirty, in one way or another, to one extreme or another, individually, that that also has caused hermaphroditism, inter-sex, whatever you want to call it.

Obviously, the mental and psychological problems in some people, whether transsexual or merely transvestite, I think is due to dirty Sacral Chakra, heaps of curses upon Humans from the jew, etc. For non-sex-"changes", i.e. for transvestitism, I might reserve judgement, that a healthy person who fancies dressing themself up as the opposite sex, for a fun skit, for acting in a play, or for their own sexual pleasure (i.e. in homosexual couples, sometimes it appears that one tends to be masculine and the other feminine), this might not be unhealthy - (you know - what you do in the bedroom is your own private business...) but it is impossible for me to know if everyone is healthy or not, so I'd just leave them to it.

I don't know, but I would suggest, that if I am correct in this regarding the Physical hermaphroditism/inter-sex happenings in the womb, that individuals should clean the feck out of their Second/Sacral Chakra. Along with that, their corresponding paired Throat Chakra. Of course, all Soul and Chakra work needs to be done properly anyway, but for individuals like these, I would say these two Chakras especially.

If, for example Meteor or anyone else, knows if this is the case, due to working on themselves, etc., then please let me know if I am correct or not. I'd appreciate that. Again - if I am incorrect, then working on these two Chakras would still benefit the individual regardless.

 

[Stormblood]

Eugenics is a practice used to purify a bloodline and improve it. It is nothing different than the Magnum Opus. It is part of physical alchemy, rather than spiritual alchemy. Some of us (the smart ones) already do physical alchemy by exercising appropriately (rather than living sedentarily like a brainwashed subhuman), by eating healthy food (i.e. organic, local, seasonal and genetic, rather than junk food like the majority of the population aka subhumans), by questioning ourselves and striving for improvement rather than complacency and degeneration.

People with genetic issues are destined to succumb in this harsh universe. With eugenics, we simply give them the alternative to reincarnate in healthy bodies, by making every body available healthy. That way, they will only need to overcome their issues at the spiritual, emotional and mental levels, which are much faster to catch up than the physical. The material plan is, after all, the slowest moving as everyone who has ever meditated seriously and practiced witchcraft already knows. Lags in manifestation are very common depending on your level, whereas the spiritual is near-instant in comparison. Someone with those defects is not at any level to sort their issues in the physical.

 

[Jack]

According to the area of the site for Gods and Goddesses, LADY Lilith supports abortion. Despite this, I am still not a fan of abortion. If a soon-to-be parent saw their unborn Baby was defective, malformed, with any form of incorrect Body formation, whatever, and aborted him/her, then the Soul might reincarnate, possibly into a better Body; but what seems to be your case, the unborn Baby reincarnates into the same type of Body, but the parents then abort him/her, then he/she reincarnates again and those parents abort him/her, lather, rinse, repeat... then wouldn't that Soul be lost?

This is also what I was concerned about, and it's the reason why I took such offence to Jack's suggestion and considered it a threat.
At least if I have a physical body, I can try to work on things, and maybe I can eventually even have children if I figure out a way, whether that's with medical assistance, or by curing my condition on a spiritual level and reincarnating into a normal body.

Jack suggests that if there are no intersex bodies anymore, I would just reincarnate into a normal body. But even if that's really the case and I did manage to do so, it's possible that this would still lead to severe confusion about my sex, as I never actually resolved the deeper issues that caused me to be this way in the first place.

Imprinted unto my Soul throughout my entire existence is the notion that I'm abnormal, as well as a desire to change. Rather than reincarnating into a body I'd be more comfortable in, I've kept reincarnating into bodies that will re-manifest that same desire to change, as well as the notion that I'm abnormal. Because I never actually fulfilled that desire, or felt comfortable and satisfied with my physical body, these issues stuck with me throughout each incarnation. Perhaps if I fulfil that desire to whatever extent I can, and physically feel more comfortable in my body, my Soul will stop rejecting bodies that aren't "abnormal" in this specific way, and I'll be able to reincarnate in a non-intersex body I feel more comfortable in.

I don't think this is really something I can overcome as a ghost, since I don't have any sexual issues when I do it astrally anyway. It's the physical realm in which I experienced problems and felt out of place, so I think it needs to be solved here, if that makes any sense.

I am thinking that due to so many centuries of jewish disease - hating sex, abusing Humans, etc. - upon Earth, that any individuals' dysphoria or as in the OP supposedly seeing themself as the opposite sex in meditation... is due to the individual's Sacral Chakra being so dirty. I will take this further and suggest - as a guess - that due to the Sacral Chakra being so dirty, in one way or another, to one extreme or another, individually, that that also has caused hermaphroditism, inter-sex, whatever you want to call it.

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I don't know, but I would suggest, that if I am correct in this regarding the Physical hermaphroditism/inter-sex happenings in the womb, that individuals should clean the feck out of their Second/Sacral Chakra. Along with that, their corresponding paired Throat Chakra. Of course, all Soul and Chakra work needs to be done properly anyway, but for individuals like these, I would say these two Chakras especially.

If, for example Meteor or anyone else, knows if this is the case, due to working on themselves, etc., then please let me know if I am correct or not. I'd appreciate that. Again - if I am incorrect, then working on these two Chakras would still benefit the individual regardless.

Since you asked, I'll relate my own experiences with working on my Sacral Chakra.

My Sacral Chakra is something I focused on especially much when I was new to meditation, as I was having a lot of sexual problems back then. I used to be somewhat attracted to women as well as men, but I lost all interest in women as I cleaned my Sacral Chakra. My libido also increased drastically, and all erogenous zones on my body became more sensitive. I also completely lost interest in any strange fetishes I had; in general, fetishes can be a way to compensate for underlying sexual problems and mental health problems, so it makes sense that meditating and working on one's Sacral Chakra can cause these to disappear if they were unnatural.

I haven't been particularly interested in using my physical genitalia for anything sexual since I figured out how to have sex with my partner astrally, and even when it comes to doing things physically, I feel more comfortable focusing on other erogenous zones. However, I experimented with it back in October last year because I was curious. Aside from it feeling really weird and hollow, achieving an orgasm that way caused acute pain in my Sacral Chakra, followed by what felt like unclean energy which lingered around afterwards and numbed all sexual pleasure I felt. I repeated this the following two days to see if anything would change, and my Sacral Chakra felt increasingly numb and painful. I concluded it was harmful and stopped, after which I recovered in a few days.

Based on that, I'd say cleaning my Sacral Chakra made it glaringly obvious to me how incompatible I am with my physical body in this regard. I used to be numb all the time anyway before I started meditating, so I used not to notice the damage it caused. Uncleanliness represents impurities: things that aren't in line with one's nature. Considering the way to cure my intersex condition that would cause the least issues is to reincarnate with a fully female body, it does make sense something like that would go against my true nature.

In general, cleaning the Sacral Chakra will bring someone more closely in touch with their natural sexual instincts, while cleaning the Throat Chakra will help to bring someone in touch with their emotions and express them in a healthy way. I'm a bit unusual in the sense that my sexual instincts make no sense for the type of body I have, which likely has to do with an error in sexual differentiation due to my physical intersex condition, which has stuck with me throughout my lifetimes due to the unresolved karma caused by this. But for people for whom this isn't the case, working on those two Chakras would likely fix any confusion they have about their gender.

I've known some individuals who felt like they weren't allowed to express their honest emotions, or that they wouldn't be loved unless they were the opposite sex; such insecurities would likely be solved by working on their Throat Chakra. There are also some men who fetishize being stripped of their masculinity, because they feel ashamed of it deep down. Working on their Sacral Chakra would help to make them more aware of their male sexual instincts and make it harder for them to repress these, while working on their Solar Chakra can help them fix their lack of self-worth and remove misplaced feelings of shame in what they are.

In short: yes, this will absolutely help, and I believe that avoiding doing things that make my Sacral Chakra feel unclean might even help to remove the intersex condition from my Soul on the long term. I think it's fairly clean these days though.

On a side note, I performed some spiritual alchemy on my Sacral Chakra to enhance pleasure from all sources and increase the amount of orgasms I can have before I start to feel strained by it. Empowering one's Sacral Chakra can greatly enhance one's enjoyment from sex, and I highly recommend it to anyone regardless of whether they have any issues with their body.

Obviously, the mental and psychological problems in some people, whether transsexual or merely transvestite, I think is due to dirty Sacral Chakra, heaps of curses upon Humans from the jew, etc. For non-sex-"changes", i.e. for transvestitism, I might reserve judgement, that a healthy person who fancies dressing themself up as the opposite sex, for a fun skit, for acting in a play, or for their own sexual pleasure (i.e. in homosexual couples, sometimes it appears that one tends to be masculine and the other feminine), this might not be unhealthy - (you know - what you do in the bedroom is your own private business...) but it is impossible for me to know if everyone is healthy or not, so I'd just leave them to it.

Clothes are just fabric anyway. As long as it looks nice, I don't really see a problem with it.

What's weird in my opinion is if people wear clothes that don't suit them at all. But as you said yourself, in homosexual couples one of the two sometimes appears more masculine/feminine. Some guys look cute in a skirt, and some women look rather dashing when they wear clothes that accentuate their manliness; it's just a way to express an unusual side of themselves and attract partners of the same sex. As long as they don't take it so far that others can't tell what sex they are, I don't see how it would be unhealthy.

I think it's different when people insist on wearing things that look terrible on them, since then it's no longer about accentuating their existing charms, but about trying to be something they're not. This could be a sign that they're trying to compensate for feeling out of touch with some part of who they are. This is probably something that could be worked on, and expressed in a different way that isn't so horribly unfashionable. But as long as they keep it in the bedroom, it's up to them to figure out whether it's healthy or not.

The memories of a past life about being intersex is probably false. Its actually more probable that everything you think about your past lives is false and is clouded by confusion ,self projection and enemy interference.
Read HPHoodedCobra's recent sermon about past lives.

When i first tried that meditation i had flashback images of constant war, famine and mass murder like my hands were stained in blood and i was digging a mass grave. Obviously i don't believe anything i saw and i believe all of that to be enemy interference.

Don't believe all the past life experiences. You have to be really advanced to know how to decipher reality from falsehood.

 

[Crystallized Mushroom]

Eugenics is a practice used to purify a bloodline and improve it. It is nothing different than the Magnum Opus. It is part of physical alchemy, rather than spiritual alchemy. Some of us (the smart ones) already do physical alchemy by exercising appropriately (rather than living sedentarily like a brainwashed subhuman), by eating healthy food (i.e. organic, local, seasonal and genetic, rather than junk food like the majority of the population aka subhumans), by questioning ourselves and striving for improvement rather than complacency and degeneration.

People with genetic issues are destined to succumb in this harsh universe. With eugenics, we simply give them the alternative to reincarnate in healthy bodies, by making every body available healthy. That way, they will only need to overcome their issues at the spiritual, emotional and mental levels, which are much faster to catch up than the physical. The material plan is, after all, the slowest moving as everyone who has ever meditated seriously and practiced witchcraft already knows. Lags in manifestation are very common depending on your level, whereas the spiritual is near-instant in comparison. Someone with those defects is not at any level to sort their issues in the physical.

how many ways can you improve yourself and practice physical alchemy is it just eating healthier and exercising alongside drinking more water and hygiene?

 

[Jack]

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The memories of a past life about being intersex is probably false. Its actually more probable that everything you think about your past lives is false and is clouded by confusion ,self projection and enemy interference.
Read HPHoodedCobra's recent sermon about past lives.

When i first tried that meditation i had flashback images of constant war, famine and mass murder like my hands were stained in blood and i was digging a mass grave. Obviously i don't believe anything i saw and i believe all of that to be enemy interference.

Don't believe all the past life experiences. You have to be really advanced to know how to decipher reality from falsehood.

That's an interesting way to look at it.

I wanted answers as to why I'm like this. Each time I did past life regression, I experienced some backstory that explained one of the specific issues I was struggling with at the time, and I told myself: "this must be why I'm like this". But as I overcame each of those issues, those stories began to feel false. Eventually, all that remained was the notion that I was always like this anyway, and that this is simply how I am. Reading HP Hoodedcobra's recent sermon on the topic also reinforced the notion that this was really the case, since he mentioned that there is no need to try to dig up the details of the past, because who we were in the past is also who we are now.

But the past week, the things you and Tabby wrote made me wonder if I was looking at it wrong, regardless of what I was back then. If I tell myself that it has to be this way, then how am I supposed to truly let go and overcome this? What if this isn't how it has to be?

I often worried about what people said, that everyone always reincarnates in bodies of the same sex each life. I worried if that meant that it was impossible for me to fulfil my wish to have a body that makes sense to me. But impossible is a strong word, and often when people say something is impossible, what they really mean is that it doesn't happen under any normal circumstances. Then what about abnormal circumstances such as my own? I appreciate your words of encouragement regarding that.

My past doesn't matter anymore, because I'll just overcome all that troubles me in the present and future. It doesn't matter if others claim this might be impossible, because what can I do other than simply work on my issues and follow the direction this takes me? But all of this is in my chart as well, so it makes more sense to correct it through that than to worry about any hypothetical backstories.

He is saying "who we were in the past is who we are now" in a spiritual sense, not in a physical one. Meaning the experiences of each life and thus your perspective or personality and views might be different but it's the same soul experiencing all these different experiences. For example in this life one might have been blessed with athleticism while he could have been weak and frail in the previous life. Or you could be born rich in this life but you might have struggled with money in the previous lives. Your body and experiences are different but it's the same soul that is going through these experiences. It's like playing different games. You might play Sekiro Shadows Die Twice once or twice and then you might change the genre and play Call of Duty. Whatever the game, it's still you playing the game even through the games are completely different.

 

[Stormblood]

Eugenics is a practice used to purify a bloodline and improve it. It is nothing different than the Magnum Opus. It is part of physical alchemy, rather than spiritual alchemy. Some of us (the smart ones) already do physical alchemy by exercising appropriately (rather than living sedentarily like a brainwashed subhuman), by eating healthy food (i.e. organic, local, seasonal and genetic, rather than junk food like the majority of the population aka subhumans), by questioning ourselves and striving for improvement rather than complacency and degeneration.

People with genetic issues are destined to succumb in this harsh universe. With eugenics, we simply give them the alternative to reincarnate in healthy bodies, by making every body available healthy. That way, they will only need to overcome their issues at the spiritual, emotional and mental levels, which are much faster to catch up than the physical. The material plan is, after all, the slowest moving as everyone who has ever meditated seriously and practiced witchcraft already knows. Lags in manifestation are very common depending on your level, whereas the spiritual is near-instant in comparison. Someone with those defects is not at any level to sort their issues in the physical.

how many ways can you improve yourself and practice physical alchemy is it just eating healthier and exercising alongside drinking more water and hygiene?

It's pretty much trying to organise your life in a way that allows physical improvement. This obviously includes nutrition, exercise and hygiene, like you said. And also sleep and overcoming illnesses. Asanas part of this too, as they allow advancement on all levels, including the body. Any of these should not be aimless but goal-oriented.

For example, running for the sake of running may help you maintain your baseline but you need specific training sessions if you want to improve speed, endurance, etc. These, in turn, improve your lung capacity and develop your muscle fibres toward one direction. Training randomly just to save time like some people suggest cannot really be called alchemy.

Performing alchemy means refining base materials. In this case, we are talking about refining your body. The more refined your body is, the greater lengths your soul and mind will be able to be refined too. And vice versa, as they are all connected and influencing one another. An imbalance or weakness in one, can and will manifest in the other vessels if left unattended for too long.

Other things that can refine your body are iron shirt/body techniques. At the most simple level, this involve the bellows breath whose energy is redirected to the fasciae. I don't like calling them 'iron' but that's definitely a level of refinement above lead for sure. Ideally, one would reach golden levels like the Gods. Iron/steel levels are more martial levels, from my perspective and understanding.

There are more things one can do for sure. For example, it is important everyone's body is trained for self-defence as we are SS, not weak lambs at the mercy of any enemy/drunktard/drugtard. Self-defence classes are a good start, but then great aptitude and/or a good master are required to go beyond the zombie level they teach nowadays. Experience is very important in these things, like in everything.

 

[tabby]

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Thank you for writing such a calm and kind reply, even though I was so emotional. I understand and agree with everything you wrote. It looks as thought I myself might've been the one who was actually lacking nuance here, but it's much clearer now what was meant.

I think I forgot how confused some people really are, because I was afraid of being lumped in with them and being thrown under the bus. But whenever I went to the clinic, I had to avert my eyes from the other patients, because their presence alone made me very uncomfortable. I would judge them over superficial things, like having a terrible fashion sense, being overweight, having a weird voice, having a strange look in their eyes, and talking in a very creepy and awkward way. I wondered if it was wrong to judge them over such things, but if they were as delusional as you say, then it would make a lot of sense that they seemed so weird and ridiculous.

It was only about 1 in 6 of the people there that seemed normal to me and didn't make me uncomfortable, increased to maybe like 1 in 4 when attending a lecture with information about surgery. The thought that the rest was simply confused, wanting to do it for the wrong reasons, is somewhat terrifying; but I think that might really be the case. If it is, then that's nothing short of disturbing.

I'm sorry for having a go at your husband, it seems it was all really just a misunderstanding after all. I'm in favour of eugenics too; it's just that the things Jack wrote made me misunderstand what was meant by it here.

Something that confuses me is why you feel that you need an intersex body in order to be who you are. Why your soul would need such a body in order to reincarnate to best express yourself makes no sense to me, given the complete rarity of such a body ever being created, and until the world of science on DNA and fetal development aligns with spirituality, I won't speculate or further express my thoughts on it.

I don't really get it either. For almost two years now, ever since I learned about reincarnation, I've been thinking that I would like to reincarnate with a fully female body. But I wondered if I was delusional for even hoping it was possible, since I only remember reincarnating with the same intersex condition, despite it taking so long for me to reincarnate because of how rare bodies like this are.

I thought that maybe it really was just impossible after all. People did often say here that people always reincarnate as the same sex in each of their lives, so I thought maybe that applies even for someone who is intersex. The contradiction within my being has been present in all of my lives as far as I'm aware. And yet, after thinking about it more the past few days, I realised that it most likely is possible for me to reincarnate in a normal, female body after all. But if that's the case, then... then why did I choose not to?

Upon asking myself that question, I felt an overwhelming fear: "what if I'm not really myself if I'm not in the same kind of body again?"
I expressed this in my reply to Jack, but it confused me a lot why I suddenly felt that way. It goes against what I've consciously wanted in all of my lifetimes. But I realised that it's not just a sudden thing; it was merely unaware of this irrational fear until now.

People can sometimes cling to what they're used to, even if it's bad for them. Just a week ago, I asked Stormblood why people would do that, because it didn't make any sense to me; but now I've caught myself. Sometimes you just get so used to something you can't see how things could be any different. The thought of letting go of something that has troubled me for so long is... scary.

All I've known since my first life is feeling like my body doesn't make sense and wishing I was different. On a conscious level, I wanted to change so much that I'd forget I ever even felt like this at all. I wanted to let go of my past. But on a deeper level, I was afraid that if I let go of the things that troubled me in my past, I might lose myself. I had grown attached to my problems. Is that "karma"?

I think I understand better now what has been holding me back, and what I need to do in order to move on. You helped me realise an issue I was unaware of, simply by questioning whether I really have to be this way.

This lifetime has already helped me heal so much from my past. I know I still have much more to overcome, even things I wasn't aware of such as the reason why I was born like this. But I feel confident now that I can overcome it all in this life, and move on. I shouldn't be clinging to my past so much; I want to have children with my fiancé, so I should make sure I have a womb ready for him in my next life.

Thank you for wishing me luck. I was so worried that if I opened up about such a topic, other people would be bothered by it and try to convince me not to do the things that would help me the most, and look down on me if I don't agree with them. For someone to believe in my decision and simply wish me luck... that honestly means a lot to me. I really do have a place here after all.

Hey no worries. Misunderstandings happen, and jrvan already cleared that up with you so it's all good. I'm glad I could help you.

I can relate on a different issue but the same idea that it was familiar to me and pretty much all I knew. My Demon and jrvan helped me understand that it definitely wasn't what made me who I am, let alone something I needed to hold onto in order to be what I wanted to be. It was actually hurting me, weakening my potential and my sense of self, and freakishly was the single root of many of my issues. It's scary how something that hurts us can become so familiar to the point we become afraid to leave it behind or overcome it, simply because it's what we've known and anything else feels like a gamble to put our energy into because who knows what might become of it.

"what if I'm not really myself if I'm not in the same kind of body again?" - To help you further a bit here, I'll answer with another question of my own - is the house what makes us who we are, or the inhabitant inside it that decorates, cleans, lives within, and maintains the house?

I get the feeling, I was afraid I wouldn't ever have a place here because I've never really had anywhere to belong to. The last time I trusted people like that left me with many scars. Even though we can't quite be ourselves fully without the risk of undercover jews attempting to track every digital foot print we make here, there's one thing that I've come to understand - those who are truly serious here within JoS are almost an entirely different breed of human in mind and heart compared to the majority of humanity, and they never stop surprising me with how accepting they are of our individual differences and issues. The HP doesn't kid when he means JoS is family, and I feel that truly despite the days of drama and upsets, and I hope you can too.

 

[Nimrod33]

While we are on the topic, i remember reading that, according to the enemy program of Buddhism, bad karma leads a man to reincarnating into a woman. One of Bodhisattva, Avalokiteshvara, is said to be able to reincarnate into both a man and a woman. Apparently, in Thailand there are Buddhist monks that are trannies. Now i pretty much understand were some of the current enemies ideas comes from.

 

[Bravera]

Growing up, a common derogatory term that others used was, Gay, fag, etc.
I personally did not want to be viewed in a negative manner and definitely aspired to become more masculine. I did not have aspirations to become "feminine" or I didn't consider what it really meant to embrace my other half.

I would not play girls in video games, I wouldn't listen to music with female vocals, at least not in front of my friends and family. I still am unsure of my feelings about men who dress and act like women, my opinions have changed very little about this. Perhaps because I feel embarrassed, I need to learn to overcome this.

Anyways, these days, I love to play females in video games, I love music with female vocals, and seriously considering if I would want to be a women. Well I'd rather be a man..

I aspire to be like the female protagonists that I love and admire, embracing my feminine side, but I definitely don't want to dress or act like a women.

 

[Jrvan]

I think my last post was probably a bit incomprehensible, so I'll explain what I meant a bit more clearly.

It's true that I wanted others to see me as a girl when I was little, and that it bothered me when others treated me like a boy. But that isn't actually the same as being a girl deep down, is it? I just wanted to be one.

So why did I want to be one? Due to karma, I was too scared to live as a boy or man anymore. I believe this to be due to trauma from a past lifetime, but if you don't believe in that, it's also heavily emphasised in my chart. Given that, it only makes sense that my body is a bit unusual in this life; being unable to accept myself as male due to what happened, I was drawn to a body that isn't completely male.

The aforementioned karma made me obsessed with the idea that life would somehow be less frightening, easier, and overall better if I had been born a girl. That belief may have stemmed from a "the grass is greener on the other side" mentality, as realistically speaking, there are all sorts of other bad things that could've happened to me in my past lives even if I had been female.

Already being a bit in-between, I felt very out-of-place in this life, which amplified this obsession. Eventually when I was 15 years old, I started to feel suicidal, because I felt like there really was no place in this world after all for a boy like me. But I reasoned that if I was willing to die anyway, I might as well just do whatever I feel like without worrying about the consequences; influenced by my obsession, this lead me to take actions that caused me to look and sound like a woman to other people by the time I was 18.

For years, despite people's compliments, I still felt very insecure, because I felt like I didn't deserve all these things. "Surely people are only so nice to me because I look like a woman to them, right? But that isn't what I really am deep down." I felt inadequate.

Some time after dedicating and discussing these matters with my Guardian, I came to the conclusion that I couldn't bear to go back to living as a guy. In that case, I felt the only way to go is forward. Since I don't want to go through all of this again in my next life, I decided to do a working to change how I'll reincarnate, and a God offered to help me with this. It had to do with transmuting my Sacral Chakra through death and rebirth, but I won't go into more detail since I don't think it's something anyone should attempt carelessly.

Because of that working, I felt different somehow, to such an extent that I briefly had an identity crisis, although it was quickly resolved thanks to a friend. I went from feeling like "I'll never really be a woman deep down, no matter what I do" to "I'll always be a woman deep down, no matter what." I came to realise that the people who care about me, love me for who I am anyway, and I became able to accept myself more as well.

I may never be able to accept myself as a man; I was unable to overcome those wounds from the past that way. But I can accept myself as a woman, and that has become easier the more I've changed. I've decided that's how I'll heal the wounds on my Soul.

I can only hope that no one feels inspired by my story. I may have found happiness in the end, but that doesn't mean I'll ever forgive this rotten, jew-infested society for pushing me so far. All those who discriminate against people for being homosexual can just die a painful, torturous death. The suffering I went through is all their fault. It's all the fault of the church, and the jews.

I often asked myself if there wasn't some other way I could've dealt with these feelings. But I understand now: even if there was, there is no way I could've committed myself to doing the polar opposite of what I wanted so much. I'm just glad it worked out somehow.

You don't have to accept what I'm about to say if you don't want to, but I'm going to say it anyway because I believe it would be wrong not to.

I'll cut right to the chase. I think you might be possessed. I remember growing up when I was exposed to my alcoholic xian mother's influence. She was possessed because of all of her childhood trauma and abuse, subsequent heavy alcohol use, and opening herself to xianity due to her upbringing. I was mentally and emotionally worn down every day without relief for almost all of my childhood, and I never got a break. I was also put on pills as you already know, and I was subjected to many different traumatic events. Due to all of this, and also accepting the nazarene back then, I also became possessed although I had no idea at the time. I would have weird split personality moments, sudden shifts in behavior, sometimes I would even blackout apparently and not remember something that happened even if I was told about it. I think this also influenced my transgender confusion at the time, and I remember feeling a lot of the same things that you described. That too-intense-to-describe passionate NEED to change and be something I'm not. That need to become female for seemingly no reason, and having no real actual explanation for where those feelings were coming from. I experienced it all, and my obsession grew and grew. It was an extremely confusing time in my life. I believe this pattern is actually very common, and might even be a powerful thoughtform that most trannies are subjected to. There needs to be pain, isolation, loneliness, misery, hopelessness in the victim. Weakness, basically.

If you want to be free and truly know that you are yourself and not dancing on strings then you are going to have to do something dramatic that you don't want to do. First you're going to have to be objective about your astral communications, and really question whether you are truly speaking to Demons or not. If you open yourselves to astral enemies, or were already open to them in the first place and continue to be open to them by choice, then there's not really anything the Demons can do to help you. If you hug your parasite then they can't rip it off for you, if that makes sense. You're going to have to be strong and make a conscious decision to fight this other part inside you. You're going to have to make a decision to bravely face your pain in regards to malehood which is the root of all of this. I know what that is like. I know how hard it is to accept oneself as a male again after rejecting it for so long and having it rejected and spit on by others for so long. Trampled and beaten down. But you have to make your peace with it, and commit to trying to be a male each day until you feel okay again. You have to fight each day to resist these urges and feelings that are coming from something else inside you. You have to fight for your freedom and ownership of your existence. You can't let yourself be swallowed by something else that isn't you. You have to take your life back.

Even if we say hypothetically that I'm wrong about my assumptions here... you still have the pain, don't you? You still have to face your male side that is suppressed. You have to deal with those issues or you will never be whole again on the inside even as a female. For the sake of your soul you have to confront all of that, and work through those issues and accept yourself again. If you do then you will be better off in future lifetimes as well, and your soul will be at peace.

I know this is going to be hard for you to hear, but I'm not one to tell people what they want to hear. And I'm not one to ignore someone who is suffering. So take my advice or leave it, but I'm putting it here for you. I really hope you can resolve this conflict inside yourself, and boot out the entity if there is one. You said your desire and goal is to make your next reincarnation better, but what if your currently chosen path makes it worse instead? I don't think a God would offer to help you transmute your sacral chakra, and I don't even think that is possible. Changing one chakra won't change the sex of your soul as if it's some binary switch, and they could have stolen life force from you. You need to consider all of this, and if you are possessed then you need to fight it and take back control.

 

[tabby]

While we are on the topic, i remember reading that, according to the enemy program of Buddhism, bad karma leads a man to reincarnating into a woman. One of Bodhisattva, Avalokiteshvara, is said to be able to reincarnate into both a man and a woman. Apparently, in Thailand there are Buddhist monks that are trannies. Now i pretty much understand were some of the current enemies ideas comes from.

One's soul has a gender (male or female) and it always reincarnates into a body that matches its gender. A male soul to a male body / female soul to a female body. That's been stated on JoS before, but in the case of an intersex body, you'll have to sense into your soul to know what you are since the body is biologically expressing as "both". I've been contemplating about it on and off since the topic came up, and - this is purely my opinion here with how this works - but I wondered if the soul would likely reincarnate into a body that expresses the soul's gender most. As in, a male soul to a body that expresses as > 50% male / female soul to a body that expresses as > 50% female - since it would be most compatible to the soul.

I thought along the same lines that trauma and bad karma can cause one to be reincarnated into a biologically messed up body, just how one can be born into a body that goes blind based on natal placements. When you're not spiritually advanced, you're along for the ride without any ability to control the drivers wheel when it comes to reincarnating, so whatever you're carrying with you from past lives that's left unsolved and unchecked, will end up manifesting in your next life in whatever ways in order to be dealt with.

There are stories were the Gods are represented as male and female forms, sometimes as hermaphrodites, but if I'm understanding correctly that's to give a visual representation of the male and female halves of the soul (which is a differently thing altogether from the actual gender of the soul). You get enemies taking this too literally and push the concept to the extremes, and then enforce the corrupted idea onto gentiles to think that we can be birthed into a body that doesn't match the soul's gender. But that's a load of hogwash. There was once a post by HPS Maxine where she explained that the Grey's/Reptilians or whatever (I can't remember which. I'll go find it in a sec) didn't have genitals or something, so it's little to wonder they try to confuse gentiles enough to desire to cut their own off or mess around with the genders. The more like the enemy we become, the closer they get to turning this world into a slave camp.

The description of the entity called the "ALL" in the book "The Watchers" by
Raymond E. Fowler, also supports the parasitical nature of these creatures that
are mostly devoid of emotion and how they thrive on the energy of souls. These
creatures have tampered with genetic engineering and alteration to where they
no longer have any genitals and they cannot reproduce normally through sexual
intercourse. They have also tampered with their brains and they lack emotions
and physical strength. They are highly adept at telepathic communications,
though. Their mouths are very atrophied as they no longer use them.

RE-Read-It WEEKENDS: Looking back at Important Material [Week 16]
The Truth About Extra-Terrestrials
By High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=50839

 

[Nimrod33]

While we are on the topic, i remember reading that, according to the enemy program of Buddhism, bad karma leads a man to reincarnating into a woman. One of Bodhisattva, Avalokiteshvara, is said to be able to reincarnate into both a man and a woman. Apparently, in Thailand there are Buddhist monks that are trannies. Now i pretty much understand were some of the current enemies ideas comes from.

One's soul has a gender (male or female) and it always reincarnates into a body that matches its gender. A male soul to a male body / female soul to a female body. That's been stated on JoS before, but in the case of an intersex body, you'll have to sense into your soul to know what you are since the body is biologically expressing as "both". I've been contemplating about it on and off since the topic came up, and - this is purely my opinion here with how this works - but I wondered if the soul would likely reincarnate into a body that expresses the soul's gender most. As in, a male soul to a body that expresses as > 50% male / female soul to a body that expresses as > 50% female - since it would be most compatible to the soul.

I thought along the same lines that trauma and bad karma can cause one to be reincarnated into a biologically messed up body, just how one can be born into a body that goes blind based on natal placements. When you're not spiritually advanced, you're along for the ride without any ability to control the drivers wheel when it comes to reincarnating, so whatever you're carrying with you from past lives that's left unsolved and unchecked, will end up manifesting in your next life in whatever ways in order to be dealt with.

There are stories were the Gods are represented as male and female forms, sometimes as hermaphrodites, but if I'm understanding correctly that's to give a visual representation of the male and female halves of the soul (which is a differently thing altogether from the actual gender of the soul). You get enemies taking this too literally and push the concept to the extremes, and then enforce the corrupted idea onto gentiles to think that we can be birthed into a body that doesn't match the soul's gender. But that's a load of hogwash. There was once a post by HPS Maxine where she explained that the Grey's/Reptilians or whatever (I can't remember which. I'll go find it in a sec) didn't have genitals or something, so it's little to wonder they try to confuse gentiles enough to desire to cut their own off or mess around with the genders. The more like the enemy we become, the closer they get to turning this world into a slave camp.

The description of the entity called the "ALL" in the book "The Watchers" by
Raymond E. Fowler, also supports the parasitical nature of these creatures that
are mostly devoid of emotion and how they thrive on the energy of souls. These
creatures have tampered with genetic engineering and alteration to where they
no longer have any genitals and they cannot reproduce normally through sexual
intercourse. They have also tampered with their brains and they lack emotions
and physical strength. They are highly adept at telepathic communications,
though. Their mouths are very atrophied as they no longer use them.

RE-Read-It WEEKENDS: Looking back at Important Material [Week 16]
The Truth About Extra-Terrestrials
By High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=50839

Thanks for the clarification. By the way, i agree, like you said, that we should avoid at all costs adopting even just one of the enemy ideas. Nietzsche even warned against becoming like our enemies, but i don't remember in which quote he said that.