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Relationships #78162 I hate all womans mostly below 30 [Trigger Warning: Rant Against Women]

As far as rituals goes, I will say again that you should connect with Astarte, the divine feminine, queen and mother. Knowing your background, you need to heal yourself. Perform HPS Lydia's emotional healing spells. Open your mind to the goddesses and seek to relate with them, they are very kind and loving to us as a mother is to her children.
 
Please post this to the actual thread.

To user #purplered , Don't you tell me what I fucking need or not , are you fucking serious ? The same system that fucks you and everyone else up , yea sure , I should call upon the jew Gov's for help to give me usless pills , wake up you ... whatever.

#HPS Lydia, just once , when I had to release myself after a relationship , I tried killing myself twice and the detach worked like wonders but nothing more then that and I understand what are you saying about relasing the Mars energy and so on , but I think this is more 'serious' towards a Plutonic way.

I have concluded , altough some things are at their time I ain't gonna wait until 31 years old to meet my wife at a pool , it will be TOO LATE, TOO FUCKING LATE.

I will try go out and scream my lungs out until I pass out, see if that helps , if not, I have decided , this will be certanly be my last year on this planet , sooner then latest December , my life has been crap , worse than Tartarus , Il send myself there willingly or even worse 'whatever destryoed'

Important : This is my LAST! 'Begging' for help , I don't know what ritual to do , Baal or Satan's or Both , but as for what I had my in mind for so long I think I have been may be left be over by the God's and for this I do not judge, I have had enough , in my 'mind' this 'life' can't be worse then already is , Il do it 10000x worse , il do the ULTIMATUM act , the worst act/acts. It will be very influencial so to say at least.

I don't know what to do anymore, I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't do jackshit. Yes , I will be happier with a wife/gf , when? Where the fuck , never, time has past , the many years have been nearly got me gone entierly , I want to at least be couscinesss of my last acts , Hail the God's and I am sorry that They have helped me , I doubt I deserved Their attention , I don't judge Their actions I am just juding myself by myself , I have enough , people bitchin about my desparation and problems , let's see who bitchin when life hits ,ha? Let's fucking see. FUCK IT
The gods more than likely directed people to this post to help you in an indirect way. You are completely shutting down solid advice because it is not a perspective you've been working from. I'm telling you right now out grow this mindset and be a man that can actually seduce women and give them a seductive life.
It is up to you take on the challenge of transformation.

You're begging for help? Why? A woman isn't going to make you feel whole. You bring that desperation into your love life and they will never be able experience you at your deepest truth. Like I said before you are creating this dynamic, choose to create a better one. Have fun with your life bro not everything is life or death.
 
To the OP, Lady Astarte's ritual is the best to do in this situation, and everything else HPS Lydia suggested. You can grow out of this situation, and have achievements in this part of your life. You are still young, and the path of a Zevist is eternal. 31 is not late. At 31, if you take care of yourself (i.e. quality sleep, quality diet, quality exercise, quality spirituality), you will still look like in your early 20s. I know Zevists who do, even in their 40s and so on. The Path of Zevism is eternal, like I said.

I would not discount the advice of HPS Lydia about physical training. It's a necessary part of self-care, health, and longevity. Plutonic energies don't deter you from physical training. If anything, they make your advancement and dedication more intense. Many world-class athletes including Olympians have supportive Plutonian and/or Scorpian placements for this.

We even get called whores by members here for working for the ToZ. I got called a whore from a bunch of members (all from one of those regions you mentioned) for trying to get the Calendar translated into more languages. I get rants from men wanting to rape women going on for pages, one was around 20 pages long. I used to get the "die you worthless bitch die" emails on occasion.

I just continue with my work. The Gods are what matter. I never let those who try to damage me, affect me in any way. I do have a curse to make warts grow on their face though, perhaps I might start using that...

Those people are not worth your attention. I want to see their bitter comments once warts grow on their faces, though. You're a global treasure, and asset to ToZ.

So many "zevists" fall into this category and honestly are no better than NPCs. It's alarming how many of them claimed to do so much deprogramming and RTRS back then and still this mentality, showing something else could be at play. Muh virgins. Muh God given rights. Bow to me bitches I have balls. Of course Muhammed! Just leave the little girls alone ok? 🙄
They're not real Zevists yet, yeah. If they think simply performing the Dedication, occasional power meditation, and zero work on self-awareness and zero work on overcoming their brainwashing makes them Zevists, they have a hard pill to swallow 🤦
 
It's better to love them for what they are than to hate them for what they are not and cannot be. Nobody can be expected to fix your problems, nor are they ultimately responsible for them. Love has to be free and fun, that's why it's ruled by Leo.

Many men have gone longer than 8 years without a relationship. Many men that are, by all accounts, more ready for a relationship. Many more than that are not ready. Some have gone their life without it. You've had it before so you know you can get it again and you know where you need to be in life to get it. You are a man, you have to grab your balls and work on yourself and not be so dependent on things outside of you for a sense of "okayness", and not act like you are eternally the victim of the world around you.

If you aren't happy with yourself then nobody else will be happy to recieve you either, and likewise you will not be receptive of others if you harbor ill feelings about them right out the gate.

Stay away from the incel content and most of the redpill content, it is designed to maximize misery and promote hate and discontent and generate profit for faceless losers and parasitic influencers. They do not care about promoting positive relationships, same with dating apps, they exist primarily for profit. Most of "meninist" content is reverse feminism. Find what is life affirming and positive and inspiring and stick to that.
I posted about this book sometime ago in the forums a couple years ago in fact, but it was basically a manosphere red pill book written for men by a jewish woman. red pill/manosphere mentality and radical feminism are two sides of the same coin and all of the long nosed goblins are snickering and rubbing hands watching all the infighting >_>
 
I posted about this book sometime ago in the forums a couple years ago in fact, but it was basically a manosphere red pill book written for men by a jewish woman. red pill/manosphere mentality and radical feminism are two sides of the same coin and all of the long nosed goblins are snickering and rubbing hands watching all the infighting >_>
Yes, that book came to mind when I saw you mention the misandrist book. Just because there's no Js in the early life section doesn't mean they aren't jewish, but some people genuinely are sick and are eager to stand on a platform and spread that sickness to others.
 
I posted about this book sometime ago in the forums a couple years ago in fact, but it was basically a manosphere red pill book written for men by a jewish woman. red pill/manosphere mentality and radical feminism are two sides of the same coin and all of the long nosed goblins are snickering and rubbing hands watching all the infighting >_>
Just like the book titled The Manipulated Man, which is widely cited by black pill followers and was also written by another jewish woman.
 
Yes, that book came to mind when I saw you mention the misandrist book. Just because there's no Js in the early life section doesn't mean they aren't jewish, but some people genuinely are sick and are eager to stand on a platform and spread that sickness to others.
It was a different book. The book I mentioned just now by the Jew I forgot the title I have to go back to look. But the anti man book I read was apparently written by a man...could have been a jew hiding behind a psudonym...even if some of the things I read seemed to resonate in many men I encountered, it was as if the book was justifying it by stating this low level state of being is all men will ever be this is the endgame ..no evolution no raised awareness. It deeply saddened me to read anything in that book.
 
It was a different book. The book I mentioned just now by the Jew I forgot the title I have to go back to look. But the anti man book I read was apparently written by a man...could have been a jew hiding behind a psudonym...even if some of the things I read seemed to resonate in many men I encountered, it was as if the book was justifying it by stating this low level state of being is all men will ever be this is the endgame ..no evolution no raised awareness. It deeply saddened me to read anything in that book.
The book you reminded me of when you talked about the misandrist book written by a man was "the manipulated man". Written by a jewish woman kvetching about how all women are lying, manipulative, sociopathic parasites, and how they are the real social oppressors. It was disgusting to read, if it is worth anything it's as a case study on the jewish female because that is who it really applies to.

It could easily be a manifesto for the manoswamp today.
 
The book you reminded me of when you talked about the misandrist book written by a man was "the manipulated man". Written by a jewish woman kvetching about how all women are lying, manipulative, sociopathic parasites, and how they are the real social oppressors. It was disgusting to read, if it is worth anything it's as a case study on the jewish female because that is who it really applies to.

It could easily be a manifesto for the manoswamp today.
The one I talked about that the man wrote was called "what men don't want women to know". The one I remember the Jew woman writing was a book trashing women that was for red pill consumption. The title you mentioned might be it I don't fully remember it
 
The one I talked about that the man wrote was called "what men don't want women to know". The one I remember the Jew woman writing was a book trashing women that was for red pill consumption. The title you mentioned might be it I don't fully remember it
It was written in the 70s so it predates TRP.
I have no doubt that there is more like it out there. No shortage of man hating content out there, either.
 
The enemy is doing everything possible to weaken us as a society by pitting us against each other, and this also applies to the two sexes. They are doing everything they can to make us hate each other, men and women. Where I live, there is now chaos, people have been lobotomized, and social networks are an excellent medium for Psyop (psychological warfare). Brainwashing on social networks turns people into soulless nobodies, wandering zombies, just like Christianity did long ago. Psychological warfare is simply evolving into the digital realm in the form of all this bullshit...
 
#78163 Continuation of #78171

Nothing works anymore , meditation , pills , drugs , nothing . I am in a constant hate , just hate , just pain , I have been awake for 3 days , my soul was begging me to jump over a building but then I've clossed my eyes and remembered what so many have done to me I simply can't allow this to pass , I have had enough of being judged for being to intense,dramatic and extreme , whatever I say I will never be right , I will always be seen as a monster and now I truly start to realize that I might indeed be one.

I have had enough of this delusions , those moments where I meet somebody over and over again just to be broken once more , the inner self always try warn me and always comes back hunting me , not sleeping and being aware of myself, whatever I do or how I fuck up my mind I still can't forgive and forget and let this pass.

For those who love and care about me or whatever , I always been told "all in due time" when the fuck is that? Another decade [10 years] again ? IT WOULD BE TO LATE ,IL BE OLD! I wanted to live my youth at it best not to be oblied by life to do other shits and been so 'cursed' I guess in a way to be so unforucenate in love.

I tried , I'm trying but don't know what will be very soon to be fully honest with you and this is not just about me.

I am the type of person who put a lot of soul even after 5 days , some said 'you can't feel nothing about that person been only 5 days' WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT , I DO.

I am the type of person who never forgets and very rarely forgives , I tried being nice and this never works always ends up in me being the hoe. I don't hate everything but If il burst myself out I will probbaly see black and will do then hate everyone, I don't know what to do anymore I can already see the answers will be either " wait another decate " or " go improve yourself better and u will have what u seek " because nobody is actually enough for me for some reason , I need to 'upgrade' in order to be loved and for me this is straight up lie , I don't think I am perfect but I perfectionated myself over this decade and where the fuck was my hoe? Nowhere.

I can't sleep anymore I can't do jack shit , before I used to cut myself but this time I was thinking to cut some more .
I personally fear I may have to wait til I am 31 or dreadfully at 40 before I find the woman I should be with, at late 20's and it can feel hopeless but with more introspection, soul development, and just staying true with who you are

The path is painful and can be slow but being with someone closer to a miracle instead of the fear of being alone will do much better for you for sure. I feel a similar struggle man. I would say don't hate women but maybe hate the circumstance and the way society is. Someday I will finally find the woman I should be with

Hopefully not the outcome of just not finding someone to bind my soul with. I just don't want the common type of relationship where you are just with someone just to not be alone.

i think I have matured in that I know how I want my relationships to be and I stopped blaming other people for why I haven't found her yet.
 
Please post this to the actual thread.

To user #purplered , Don't you tell me what I fucking need or not , are you fucking serious ? The same system that fucks you and everyone else up , yea sure , I should call upon the jew Gov's for help to give me usless pills , wake up you ... whatever.

#HPS Lydia, just once , when I had to release myself after a relationship , I tried killing myself twice and the detach worked like wonders but nothing more then that and I understand what are you saying about relasing the Mars energy and so on , but I think this is more 'serious' towards a Plutonic way.

I have concluded , altough some things are at their time I ain't gonna wait until 31 years old to meet my wife at a pool , it will be TOO LATE, TOO FUCKING LATE.

I will try go out and scream my lungs out until I pass out, see if that helps , if not, I have decided , this will be certanly be my last year on this planet , sooner then latest December , my life has been crap , worse than Tartarus , Il send myself there willingly or even worse 'whatever destryoed'

Important : This is my LAST! 'Begging' for help , I don't know what ritual to do , Baal or Satan's or Both , but as for what I had my in mind for so long I think I have been may be left be over by the God's and for this I do not judge, I have had enough , in my 'mind' this 'life' can't be worse then already is , Il do it 10000x worse , il do the ULTIMATUM act , the worst act/acts. It will be very influencial so to say at least.

I don't know what to do anymore, I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't do jackshit. Yes , I will be happier with a wife/gf , when? Where the fuck , never, time has past , the many years have been nearly got me gone entierly , I want to at least be couscinesss of my last acts , Hail the God's and I am sorry that They have helped me , I doubt I deserved Their attention , I don't judge Their actions I am just juding myself by myself , I have enough , people bitchin about my desparation and problems , let's see who bitchin when life hits ,ha? Let's fucking see. FUCK IT
Listen, I was also in a situation where I was seriously thinking about dying I don't have to tell why, but I did. Then it came to my mind...what makes you think that, after killing yourself - quiting, your next life will be easier? You think all your problems will magically disappear? No they won't, in fact it might get worse.
I don't know you but stop complaining and fight the life with what you have. Be a warrior. And yes it can always get worse or better, how you make it.

Now do what you want. If you can't help yourself just a bit then no one can.

Wish you all the best though. I truly do. I wish you will find Zeus and Gods and put all the shit behind.

🤞🏼👊🏼
 
I personally fear I may have to wait til I am 31 or dreadfully at 40 before I find the woman I should be with, at late 20's and it can feel hopeless but with more introspection, soul development, and just staying true with who you are

The path is painful and can be slow but being with someone closer to a miracle instead of the fear of being alone will do much better for you for sure. I feel a similar struggle man. I would say don't hate women but maybe hate the circumstance and the way society is. Someday I will finally find the woman I should be with

Hopefully not the outcome of just not finding someone to bind my soul with. I just don't want the common type of relationship where you are just with someone just to not be alone.

i think I have matured in that I know how I want my relationships to be and I stopped blaming other people for why I haven't found her yet.
Have you ever tried a love spell? You know for attracting love?
 
I read on the ToZ org and maybe even here on the the forums that mostly all magical working are not one shot deal. You have to keep doing them until you get what's desired as you progress with your daily power meditations. As you meditate and as you do your rituals your energy will get stronger and stronger eventually you will get what you desire. Also if you have doubt about what you do then don't do it at all. You have to believe in what you do, believe in yourself otherwise it will affect your workings and won't work.
You should read more about rituals on ToZ org or here on forums 🙂
 
I have tried once but it didn't seem to work that time. Should I try again? Do I need to be that powerful?
If there are internal blocks then this can throw a wrench in the whole thing, such as a belief that you're not worthy of love, not deserving, inability to accept love, misanthropic attitudes, active sense of distrust/cynicism, etc.

These can be karmic, can stem from childhood, and need to be resolved to open the mind to the possibility of a better life. That is why one must free the soul and perform purification.
 
If there are internal blocks then this can throw a wrench in the whole thing, such as a belief that you're not worthy of love, not deserving, inability to accept love, misanthropic attitudes, active sense of distrust/cynicism, etc.

These can be karmic, can stem from childhood, and need to be resolved to open the mind to the possibility of a better life. That is why one must free the soul and perform purification.
I will do it again, and avoid thinking negatively about love. I think last time I did it I wasn't focusing purely on that what will come is what matches. Gotta not idealize too much.
 
One important thing to understand is that you grew up in an enviroment full of brainwash and falsehood.

You need to get rid of these by deprograming the mind in trance.

 
I can't sleep anymore I can't do jack shit , before I used to cut myself but this time I was thinking to cut some more .
I see many red flags in your words.
It is highly possible you suffered trauma and abuse in your childhood, simply because self-hate and self-harm are the consequence of being abused at a point that the victim's mind starts to blame the victim (you) and feeds guilt and resentment. In short you want to harm yourself because your mind thinks, you are the cause of the bad things happening to you. I talk by direct experience here.
This is not true! You are NOT responsible and it is NOT your fault if you have been beaten, emotionally or physically abused, ridiculed or verbally beaten. Nothing of this is to be charged to you; if you were in e legal trial the offender would be put in jail, NOT you!
You are putting in jail yourself, instead, by harming yourself.
Let me say every time I listen to this happening to a fellow Brother/Sister on here, I feel sad and empathic. So pleasemaccept my sorrow, for a second.

Hating women means you also hate your female side, your unconscious, your intuitive side. It is typical of xianity, and leads to spiritual sleep as people become right-brained only by using only the male side of the mind. Look at islam too.

I had difficulties in appreciating children, and I was very far and detached from them in a way. This happened because I felt hate for myself as a child; healing this, i finally started to see the magnificent beauty and innocence of kids, in general.

I think what happens to you is generated by abuse, deep traumas from this life and/or previous lives.
What lead me to healing (still in progress) is 1. asking guidance to my GD for path of healing, that happened (long) 2. acknowledging my traumas and resolving them at the emotional, mental and conscious level, with the help of the Gods, meditations, life experiences tuned on healing, and a good therapist if you can afford.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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